Monday, October 31, 2016
Social Stealing
Do you know different people who are often brought up just to take from other socially? They make some excuse for them and people like them not getting enough attention and blame others of all kinds and not themselves.
Did you know..
..Ellen DeGeneres and Sean Hayes are both gay and may have a little Austrian plus German and maybe significant Irish?
"The Big Picture"
Do you know people who calculate what they do and in the end the picture shows them dissing others for sinful reasons and having a blast with that person's friends instead?
"Who's in charge?"
Do you know people who abandon you and sinfully "pleasure" and socially distract your other relationships? Pleasure is good and is to be felt by all, but there is sinful pleasure, which does not mean more pleasure.
Not acting your age
Do you know people who act old to be treated like a baby and steal from others socially?
Must go to bed.
Very tired. And on Halloween? I had a blast. I ate Indian food at someone's house for a little get together in the evening and night. I came home as usual and jammed.
Losing Friends
I have fallen below the par because of this.
I am sorry if I did anything wrong in my life.
I am sorry if I did anything wrong in my life.
What's really interesting?
Are Generation Z interesting? Yes, to follow their babylike ways and nurture them.
"What's the story from A to Z
You gotta listen to me
Listen carefully"
-Spice Girls
"What's the story from A to Z
You gotta listen to me
Listen carefully"
-Spice Girls
"Some People"
are just too lazy to fix their own lives and sometimes act happy with who they are so people will like them.
Something to Offer
Why are people cancelling people out?
I didn't live life like building blocks. I must be misdiagnosed.
I knew I had problems, but it seems like everyone has. I just didn't have, like, a perfectly neat and such of a house with everything I need to succeed laid out. Not a lotta people seem to have by these standards.
You seem uncomfortable and snapping at me, some people. They are intent to say I am not built up, that there was some way for me to escape and go back and be someone else, and that's all I am. It's too late, they say. I don't think the French do that.
Help! I am being brutally attacked by this. People are jealous of me.
I didn't live life like building blocks. I must be misdiagnosed.
I knew I had problems, but it seems like everyone has. I just didn't have, like, a perfectly neat and such of a house with everything I need to succeed laid out. Not a lotta people seem to have by these standards.
You seem uncomfortable and snapping at me, some people. They are intent to say I am not built up, that there was some way for me to escape and go back and be someone else, and that's all I am. It's too late, they say. I don't think the French do that.
Help! I am being brutally attacked by this. People are jealous of me.
Not good enough?
You won't find anyone perfect, and they'll all escape you before you know it, then!
Did you notice what happened?
As we make room for the next generation of "kids" to shine, older young adults back off, but Late Boomers would then "still have it." This is just like cruelty to animals born at a certain age or era. It might have to do with "addictions" of luckier ones that people create for them. (Interesting?)
The answer is not to be mean to nice people who are lucky, tho.
The answer is not to be mean to nice people who are lucky, tho.
Sunday, October 30, 2016
Late Boomers can do whatever they want!
Just because what they want coincides with their generation does not mean they cannot have it. They let other people have it, too.
Everyone "Getting Down"
Why do people think it is time to get down! with people my age and when they are mean to me in a funny way it's okay but when I'm a bit zany and sharp it's not?
Significance of and Meaning With Hight
If people in general are even physically big/tall or things like that in order to be a leader, why in the end would other people agree to have them take from other social/emotional arrangements/situations for themselves or let others do so in their stead? (No offense to anyone. I was trying to get into the theory of this. I'm not trying nor wanting to socially attack anyone. It has to do with my hight.)
Some of Generation X and even Late Boomers seem more short and less likely to be comfortable leading.
I guess all I can say is that cute, athletic females are the short ones and look good when they are young.
I was worried about not having a strong build more than reaching a certain hight if I could, for a time.
People have needs, tho, and some people make sacrifices or take advantages out of the norm lifestyle to get some end.
It surprises me how tall some Generation Z girls are.
I just don't get with me why I was tall at puberty but short thereafter against my will, when we moved from Florida to Louisiana.
I think the norm hight for females is a little taller than me. I heard 5'7" was considered lanky from a source. "Big" people are usually the short ones. I'm glad to be in some middle ground. Maybe, all the sleep I lost in school trying to focus on and complete homework halted my growing but just for awhile.
Some of Generation X and even Late Boomers seem more short and less likely to be comfortable leading.
I guess all I can say is that cute, athletic females are the short ones and look good when they are young.
I was worried about not having a strong build more than reaching a certain hight if I could, for a time.
People have needs, tho, and some people make sacrifices or take advantages out of the norm lifestyle to get some end.
It surprises me how tall some Generation Z girls are.
I just don't get with me why I was tall at puberty but short thereafter against my will, when we moved from Florida to Louisiana.
I think the norm hight for females is a little taller than me. I heard 5'7" was considered lanky from a source. "Big" people are usually the short ones. I'm glad to be in some middle ground. Maybe, all the sleep I lost in school trying to focus on and complete homework halted my growing but just for awhile.
"The English"
How can the English be always more specific than the US? They are the ones who pack up on tea times. No wonder they are all for being super tall. Not to mention the fantasy that Europe is more physical.
Emergency vs. "Baby out With the Bath Water"
It's funny how it's urgent and an emergency to get some people feeling pretty loopy and stimulated, while others are scorned that nothing will ever be significant to them about any times.
Saturday, October 29, 2016
Threw Up
Chinese
Pizza Lunchable
Chips
I threw up in the sink and cleaned it up. It all came out. I guess I had a lot of cereal for breakfast around noon. We ate out around 5 or 6. I just tickled my throat, and I had to throw up. I felt that there was something that shouldn't be there like up ready to come out. It didn't hurt at all and I didn't feel full. I've taken pain killers in the past when my back hurts from eating too much with the help of side effects from pills. Maybe, that's why I didn't feel much there. This is the 1st time I remember a lotta throw up flew outta my nose, at 1st. It didn't hurt, and I don't know that I felt anything, at least this time. I needed to throw up, but if I was out, I might have time to find a place to throw up. I'm sucking an orange Halls cough drop, yum. Yes, I brushed my teeth after. Back to lying down trying to fall asleep.
Pizza Lunchable
Chips
I threw up in the sink and cleaned it up. It all came out. I guess I had a lot of cereal for breakfast around noon. We ate out around 5 or 6. I just tickled my throat, and I had to throw up. I felt that there was something that shouldn't be there like up ready to come out. It didn't hurt at all and I didn't feel full. I've taken pain killers in the past when my back hurts from eating too much with the help of side effects from pills. Maybe, that's why I didn't feel much there. This is the 1st time I remember a lotta throw up flew outta my nose, at 1st. It didn't hurt, and I don't know that I felt anything, at least this time. I needed to throw up, but if I was out, I might have time to find a place to throw up. I'm sucking an orange Halls cough drop, yum. Yes, I brushed my teeth after. Back to lying down trying to fall asleep.
Now, what?
Are you even comfortable talking to black people or like white people or Europeans? Germans?
Tomorrow
I have to wake up at 4:30 A.M. and leave my home by 6:00 A.M. to go to my favorite masses at church. The 1st one has more congregational singing, and the 2nd one usually the pastor presides over.
Ah!
My mom is so cool.
She is Asian, but she is in on the cool and "mature" white stuff, stuff I can actually learn from.
So, how does it work, is it like weaving a spider web? or like all that stuff that people born in the late 1960s, 1970s, and early 1980s possess some knowledge of? and their parents "know a thing or two." I can kinda see where the elderly are coming from, but I don't think like that. It's too much and not in me like that. I seem to know a good amount of, if not seemingly most, catch phrases today and can read into habits, especially ones in the US. It is very nice being 1/2 American and 1/2 non-American. I wonder if Canadians and Latinos and Australians feel that way.
Hey, you learn this stuff by reading into people. It doesn't have to be written nor rehearsed.
She is Asian, but she is in on the cool and "mature" white stuff, stuff I can actually learn from.
So, how does it work, is it like weaving a spider web? or like all that stuff that people born in the late 1960s, 1970s, and early 1980s possess some knowledge of? and their parents "know a thing or two." I can kinda see where the elderly are coming from, but I don't think like that. It's too much and not in me like that. I seem to know a good amount of, if not seemingly most, catch phrases today and can read into habits, especially ones in the US. It is very nice being 1/2 American and 1/2 non-American. I wonder if Canadians and Latinos and Australians feel that way.
Hey, you learn this stuff by reading into people. It doesn't have to be written nor rehearsed.
Rule #1
You can't say Asians are not pretty and that they don't have pretty noses.. and that they are colorblind! They might have the same physical ideals and guidelines as you.. just like you'd say black people do.
Blacks and Asians
It's inappropriate for someone who's not all white to talk to whites, but it's a meaningful, tight situation when black people are around.
1 Rainbow
Supposedly, Asians are white with black hair.
I say this because when people have interracial babies they might be white if the non-Caucasian parent is Asian and not white if the non-Caucasian parent is black. Middle Easterners are already classified as white.
I say this because when people have interracial babies they might be white if the non-Caucasian parent is Asian and not white if the non-Caucasian parent is black. Middle Easterners are already classified as white.
Wanting to Put Nonwhites in Line
When nonwhites say they hate other people who are not all white, white people get at them for supposedly admitting they have nothing to offer, like they claim about their fellow people who are not all white. If someone has nothing to offer, they should leave others alone.
Fighting Racism
You may think there is no reason to nurture a young person who is not all white.
However, think about what happens when you do not nurture a young person who is all white. They wouldn't turn out better than someone who is not all white, necessarily.
This just proves an easy explanation that nonwhites are as good as whites. You may want to identify what white is, but you shouldn't degrade nonwhites. Whites are just as mean as nonwhites, as in both would spite at others racially. Nonwhites spite at others racially to try to get ahead.
However, think about what happens when you do not nurture a young person who is all white. They wouldn't turn out better than someone who is not all white, necessarily.
This just proves an easy explanation that nonwhites are as good as whites. You may want to identify what white is, but you shouldn't degrade nonwhites. Whites are just as mean as nonwhites, as in both would spite at others racially. Nonwhites spite at others racially to try to get ahead.
Friday, October 28, 2016
Update
Pages - Me
Physical Traits
•eyes - brown / with greenishness most of the time but can be light greenish blue when waking up
•hair - brown and black, getting straighter now and lighter
•skin - flushed, white, tanned
Physical Attributes
•hight - 5'2"+
•weight - 153 pounds
Physical Traits
•eyes - brown / with greenishness most of the time but can be light greenish blue when waking up
•hair - brown and black, getting straighter now and lighter
•skin - flushed, white, tanned
Physical Attributes
•hight - 5'2"+
•weight - 153 pounds
Getting Attention
What happened to the kids born around 1997/1998 with parents born in the late 1950s to 1970s?
It seems it's all about those parents now, for their sake and others.
Why can't it be about our personality? The generation seems more multi-faceted as a deciding factor, like blonde hair has been now.
It may seem like a surface thing, but I lived where this prejudice did not exist as a deciding factor. They really took their kids in and taught them the ways. I can't ever do it cuz it all went behind closed doors to those kids! Don't ask where my mom and dad are in this. That's unimportant, maybe, maybe for now. What about kids with parents of different ages? I thought parents were smart and could teach their kids how to have better lives. I don't know if that's so. Can someone born in 1950 really instill that in their kids? They can incite it in people born around 1960. I'm just jealous. I'm cool, but I didn't get that. I also claim to be an emotional person.
You know, some people it seems who are good but in power would follow the trend and say pretty much that's how it should be, they get that kind of recognition and continue to minister that way, but others feel bad about themselves, like they act like they don't get love and blame innocent people who have problems like this of their own.
How are other people a smooth experience and I'm not? Maybe, I had the right intentions but not the right help and environment. Money, greed. People think I don't deserve things, but they say it for the wrong reasons. Who's to say? Why don't I have something else to unwind to? Other young people seem they can have full and active social and emotional lives. They are supported by people of many ages.
I see the kids born around 1997/1998 with younger parents were raised to feel pleasure and others weren't so much as a generation and treated like dolls and then there are outcasts within that group as well. These kids born around 1997/1998 are antsy that people born in the 1970s/1980s watched them grow up. I feel I've been treated like a joke by people born around 1960 and treated harshly by people born like in the late 1960s, like they were the ones watching me, like I can't succeed at anything with varying amounts of attention or not. I wasn't given things to work on, not like that, these younger kids.
I feel like some people think I don't deserve a lotta things and in the end I will grow old and die sad like it does not matter for me but does for others.
It seems it's all about those parents now, for their sake and others.
Why can't it be about our personality? The generation seems more multi-faceted as a deciding factor, like blonde hair has been now.
It may seem like a surface thing, but I lived where this prejudice did not exist as a deciding factor. They really took their kids in and taught them the ways. I can't ever do it cuz it all went behind closed doors to those kids! Don't ask where my mom and dad are in this. That's unimportant, maybe, maybe for now. What about kids with parents of different ages? I thought parents were smart and could teach their kids how to have better lives. I don't know if that's so. Can someone born in 1950 really instill that in their kids? They can incite it in people born around 1960. I'm just jealous. I'm cool, but I didn't get that. I also claim to be an emotional person.
You know, some people it seems who are good but in power would follow the trend and say pretty much that's how it should be, they get that kind of recognition and continue to minister that way, but others feel bad about themselves, like they act like they don't get love and blame innocent people who have problems like this of their own.
How are other people a smooth experience and I'm not? Maybe, I had the right intentions but not the right help and environment. Money, greed. People think I don't deserve things, but they say it for the wrong reasons. Who's to say? Why don't I have something else to unwind to? Other young people seem they can have full and active social and emotional lives. They are supported by people of many ages.
I see the kids born around 1997/1998 with younger parents were raised to feel pleasure and others weren't so much as a generation and treated like dolls and then there are outcasts within that group as well. These kids born around 1997/1998 are antsy that people born in the 1970s/1980s watched them grow up. I feel I've been treated like a joke by people born around 1960 and treated harshly by people born like in the late 1960s, like they were the ones watching me, like I can't succeed at anything with varying amounts of attention or not. I wasn't given things to work on, not like that, these younger kids.
I feel like some people think I don't deserve a lotta things and in the end I will grow old and die sad like it does not matter for me but does for others.
Ballet
I might take ballet classes for adults twice a week, for beginners/intermediates. Hopefully, I can start soon, maybe sometime after the trip next month. I have the things I need already, leotards, tights, shoes, bag.
Thursday, October 27, 2016
What's there to live for!
I'm looking forward to 2 things, Halloween and a trip to the nation's oldest continuing city here in Florida, where I used to live.
Wednesday, October 26, 2016
Precautions
Do you ever take precautions that bad things don't happen concerning people? like as far as getting attention and having an identity go?
Agitated
I look up to people, and other people think I'm bad and publicize them so I can't look up to anyone anymore.
Issue
They are acting like I did something in feeling bad when something bothered me and I wanted to talk about it and are making fun of me sometimes like oh they don't accept my mom cuza I did that.
I don't know why this is important, but no I'm not feeling that and don't think it'd be all that good completely.
I don't know why this is important, but no I'm not feeling that and don't think it'd be all that good completely.
Issue
They don't get I get treated like shit a lot while others feel inappropriate feelings supposedly that feel good. I'm not saying they can't do it. I just want you to be aware that "there are other people in the world." They keep getting mad at me.
Sorry if
I said anything wrong about anyone, but I don't think I meant to.
I guess we'll have to agree to disagree, otherwise. I usually reserve such thoughts.
Problem
They said this was a part of them like with someone else, but that is not what this person stands for. Bite me.
So..
How nice to treat this person!
I am glad church took care of some of this business.
Did they mess with my hands privately? I don't have issues.
What now? Clearly, people are mad.
Not Over, Yet?
I went to the kids's mass, and I heard the person I look up to is "still out of it" and bemused they messed with the spiritual strength of my hands.
One unsuccessful relationship is getting in the way of another.
My hands feel different!
Why be even harder on me with my burden of having to interact with my dad when I run into him at home?
They are just pissed off I was gonna do for others what others did for someone.
They threw away my relationship in the end cuz they're jealous of what I've accomplished and acquired.
I had something, and now I have nothing! cuza my dad! I still am concerned about him. I think because I simply thought my dad is old enough to start worrying about death they think they are powerful and should cut things short. I don't believe in you people. Nothing is good cuza my parents making life crappy.
They are supporting someone else doing things that others who really want to can't, maybe just not creative enough to do something right and out to get me. I didn't say they couldn't do it. I just got into a mess and was attacked. Who cares? People don't know what they're doing, but that shouldn't ruin my life.
I am here and interested but don't know what else to say and surrounded by confusion.
I also am getting that someone I know has to bind with someone else.
I just am a bit perturbed.
People here are all up in my business and in the end taking my relationship from me. They said this person is stimulated forever in a certain way. They want me to be crap and like them. I didn't do something to deserve this. Would you like this trip? Life has not been seeming well.
I said it's okay if this person feels very good, but some other things happened.
Problems
I think I just got in a bunch of trouble.
People are telling me I did things I didn't do. They are steering thoughts wrongly.
Supposedly.. or they thought.. me using the word "selfish" ^meant something^ that I did not intend for it to. I said people made someone feel selfish. Love is not selfish.
I am at church and so I thought there are people there. Why not make them feel that way?
So, if I look up to someone do you pour alcohol down their throats every day?
What isn't selfish about doing that to someone? Who are you to judge you did what was best for others? Make it real by blaming me? Why make it so no one trusts anyone to make them feel good for admitting what I say?
I didn't want go say this but guess my blog and not other people will be the parasitic host and its place. There are people who act meanly here, too.
Why are my private feelings abused too much? Is it cuza my dad? Other people don't live like this. So what? Do only others get a reward and no one else and say I did something? Wow, that's pretty nitpicky.
I bet you think I should not post this, but I don't want it to leak into this reality. You know I gotta go soon and can't revise this. Like I said in my last disliked statement, no offense. I just want to post my life, not doing anything wrong nor saying someone should not feel pleasure and like that.
People are threatening a relationship and having their fun saying I hang with someone else forever and not have my other relationship. What sinful people. They don't know how life works. You know what I feel, but what did I do wrong? I used the word "selfish" fine.
Tuesday, October 25, 2016
Movie
He sang "Everybody Wants to Rule the World" with an eager band, which probably wants to rule the world.
Cool!
link
Who wouldn't want a body like that! Ooh Lah Lah!
The main difference is I'm fat and my legs are wider. I wonder if I'll ever have a picture close to this!!
She'd look lovely in natural hair. She could bleach it in the sun. I wonder if she needs sunblock. I guess white skin being popular is making a comeback.
How does your picture look in comparison hers?
Who wouldn't want a body like that! Ooh Lah Lah!
The main difference is I'm fat and my legs are wider. I wonder if I'll ever have a picture close to this!!
She'd look lovely in natural hair. She could bleach it in the sun. I wonder if she needs sunblock. I guess white skin being popular is making a comeback.
How does your picture look in comparison hers?
Pixels (2015)
Josh Gad (1981) from Hollywood, Southeastern Florida
This is really cute.
I saw this one in theaters. I think it was pretty big, in a way.
Highlight for spoilers and there's a link to a picture:
Q*bert link
It seems..
like I have to do the right thing and that's the right thing to do. It seems like it's okay.
I guess..
..I was wondering cuz it's fun to follow this person and they come up in my life. They don't have to like me. I hope I am nice to them, at least now. What did I ever do to them? Listen to others? Well, I have always been that way. I figured she was punishing me and sometimes thought I wasn't okay racially and should be sorta tossed aside at some points, maybe to punish me or something. So, I joke about feeling suppressed, tho I don't know if it seems that way to you. I think someone tells them to be mean to me and don't blame them for that.
Well
Not sure what went wrong. I knew this would happen.
It's not important that I posted this, but it's rather something in my life that's fun to write about cuz I like this person. Like, why do you go on Facebook?
It's not important that I posted this, but it's rather something in my life that's fun to write about cuz I like this person. Like, why do you go on Facebook?
Monday, October 24, 2016
Just because the world has been blessed
with a lovely girl does not mean it's the dream to hurt the rest of us.
What now?
There's no point. This is just bad. Anyone would think so. I was being careful! It seems I can't do anything right. I left it at that, but something just keeps coming.
What wasn't..
..presentable?
Maybe, I'm coming from somewhere else. These people get away with things that if others saw wouldn't be doing.
Maybe, I'm coming from somewhere else. These people get away with things that if others saw wouldn't be doing.
These Outbursts
from my dad are not okay cuz they shake up the rest of the world when I'm in pain.
I need to appreciate my parents harder.
I need to appreciate my parents harder.
I have a dream..
..if I knew about children acting in musicals.. would I do it?
I think if I had a musical instrument I'd play it.
I think if I had a musical instrument I'd play it.
What about look at..
..when I think about something related it came up?
No one else cares.
I thought I was being nice. I'm not always friendly, sometimes serious.
No one else cares.
I thought I was being nice. I'm not always friendly, sometimes serious.
They are robotized.
If I say anything about someone, they find something related that's bad, like if it's about a cat they'll think of something negative about a cat.
Did they chose one person and have them represent everyone else, too? If so, I might better understand the situation.
Did they chose one person and have them represent everyone else, too? If so, I might better understand the situation.
Agitated
What business does anyone have tricking me to think I'm so bad? Judgment?
I think they "stopped, dropped, and rolled," and I don't know exactly why.
I think they "stopped, dropped, and rolled," and I don't know exactly why.
I realize..
..the English of late have secretly given us some nasty habits.
I just am not a bad person who averts satisfying discussion of important topics. I don't skirt around things I don't have to and shouldn't.
I just am not a bad person who averts satisfying discussion of important topics. I don't skirt around things I don't have to and shouldn't.
A Nasty Situation
If other girls with young moms don't need a nasty situation, why should I put up with one?
Here's the Lowdown
I am not gay. I can talk about whatever I want as long as it's right and done the right way.
I wish.. I wish.. I wish in vain
I should have had a kid when I was a preteen or in high school. I don't want one now. I want to be a kid, again. Also, I tend to like people who are not related to me.
Sad
Late Boomers want me to give my flesh to children born around 1997 and 1998.
I am nice to them like you're supposed to be already! I don't give my flesh.
So, why am I in the wrong in this regard?
I am nice to them like you're supposed to be already! I don't give my flesh.
So, why am I in the wrong in this regard?
Destination Imperfection
If I mention someone who comes up in my life in a good way, the attention goes to them, like they're getting attention instead of me then because I was mean to them? I wonder if it's like this because of an accident I made of if it's the way it is and something true to think about.
I didn't think I acted meanly towards them. Maybe, it's just something sensitive.
This isn't really a nice way to be, when they come up to me every day and for this.
I know, tho! I'm just in trouble and anyone can do whatever they want to me.
I don't do this to them!
It's too bad it has to be this way. I wonder if this is a price to pay for something bigger and there is no real solution.
I'm not being "derogatory."
I just feel pressured if I do talk about them and when I'm talking about something that could be related.
I didn't think I acted meanly towards them. Maybe, it's just something sensitive.
This isn't really a nice way to be, when they come up to me every day and for this.
I know, tho! I'm just in trouble and anyone can do whatever they want to me.
I don't do this to them!
It's too bad it has to be this way. I wonder if this is a price to pay for something bigger and there is no real solution.
I'm not being "derogatory."
I just feel pressured if I do talk about them and when I'm talking about something that could be related.
Hm, tho.
I'm not really mean/unfair to anyone when I post.
I'm working on considering people want to be like me again.
"Do unto others as you would have others do unto you?"
I'm working on considering people want to be like me again.
"Do unto others as you would have others do unto you?"
My Anger
I can deal with people being mean to me online, strangers, celebrities.. However, if it has to do with Ellen DeGeneres said they could and should be mean and do whatever they want to me, it's not okay. People have turned on me cuza her. I guess, if I don't accept Ellen DeGeneres, people must be still fighting it or something for this to happen. People who are closer to me do this more. Maybe, they have more plans. I think some people must really like her a lot to do this, or maybe some people just want things from me and see it as an opportunity.
Um, excuse me?
Why do people like people my age with big noses so much and are mean to everyone else? It's not like I did anything.
Why don't people care about me?
I realize my life is about fixing myself concerning things like money and chores.
Otherwise, I mean, I am not set out to be bad. I feel like I'm treated harshly. Has everyone always been treated that way?
Otherwise, I mean, I am not set out to be bad. I feel like I'm treated harshly. Has everyone always been treated that way?
Going in Circles Here
I realize that I'm French and I go in circles and think anything can be seen in a positive way.
How did I end up in such a mess? To be safe, we should just say no to me?
I think about everything I do, in a way. I don't just say no for no reason. I know why, and I agree with why.
How did I end up in such a mess? To be safe, we should just say no to me?
I think about everything I do, in a way. I don't just say no for no reason. I know why, and I agree with why.
Things That Don't Sit Well
(1) I feel that people are trying to make my life miserable cuz I'm not born around 1997 and 1998 to Late Boom parents.
(2) People are acting like me speaking to someone who is cool who is a Late Boomer is too much and matters. They are stealing opportunities maybe I could have had. Basically, it's that they think I cannot talk to prestigious, emotional older adults. I used to be welcome to do that. People doing this are just messing around and don't care and just wanna be bad and mean to me. It doesn't matter. Let's not wait until we discover every individual in the world 1st! The word would stop going round.
(3) People present me with the lie they can ruin my relationship by me saying there's absolutely nothing wrong with them talking to people I like. That's a different issue.
(2) People are acting like me speaking to someone who is cool who is a Late Boomer is too much and matters. They are stealing opportunities maybe I could have had. Basically, it's that they think I cannot talk to prestigious, emotional older adults. I used to be welcome to do that. People doing this are just messing around and don't care and just wanna be bad and mean to me. It doesn't matter. Let's not wait until we discover every individual in the world 1st! The word would stop going round.
(3) People present me with the lie they can ruin my relationship by me saying there's absolutely nothing wrong with them talking to people I like. That's a different issue.
Something in Common
I noticed Bella Thorne and I are both form Florida and moved away. I don't remember what, but some things were in common. I know how she "makes it." 1st, you do something incredible that no one else can achieve. After that, you take a break and take watcha really want! She was in a TV show and she had to memorize soo much and with dances most episodes and isn't even an official dancer so must be something! It was so much fun to watch. I saw her in several movies in theaters after, and she had small main roles surrounded by other "stars." I think she went back to work, but I don't know if she will be in theaters in a more main role or a show starring herself.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
What's different I'm wondering is that I want to live in glory in a way that was painful again but more organized and such. I wonder if she needed a break from the TV show before doing more things but after she graduated from high school.
I know the way to go.
You have to have white hair but be that mental case school drop out passive aggressive female.
You can count me out.
I see people are concerned about being treated nicely like a daughter, but there are such nice people older than me who people who could be my parents might be rather young to be all theirs. So, I have 1 point there.
Hocus Pocus (1993)
Everyone loves this. It has Bette Midler, too, who I also like in Gypsy (1993) with a lotta catchy/popular tunes. Everyone else prefers the little girl in Hocus Pocus as far as why they like this film. I find myself in the same boat.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
Did you feel like a little princess when you were a little girl? because in this movie the little girl reminds me of people I know who are younger than me.
The Theory of "One?"
People think when they see people like Tim Burton as an animator of stop motion that everyone should be the only one like that.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
When they see people like Johnny Depp, they think they should be the only one all about him all the time.
I think these things are strange. I honestly don't want my life to *all be in a box*. I like a world full of more than a single point of a single thing. This is one way of looking at how I function and like it. What about things like you could be a classical artist? That's something different. It's not that you can't do arts and crafts.
Matilda (1996)
It reminds me of the A Little Princess (1995.) Which one are you comfortable with?..
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Highlight for Spoilers:
A Little Princess - a girl being reunited with her blood father after a war
Matilda - a girl at the end becomes adopted by her teacher and spends more time with her than she would with her blood parents
The actors are both sweet. A Little Princess is 2 years older than me, and Matilda is a year younger than me. The actresses are similar in many ways. I wonder how old their mom is. I guess people with older moms seem younger cuz they are babied more. I wonder if that's wrong. I wonder if they don't like it in that way.
I have an older dad considering my age. I feel like he and others try to act like I'm infantile in stupid ways, to "take care" of me. How cheap! I also find myself in messes, like my room and how possessions and important things have developed. It looks sorta cool, but I was hoping for it to be more artsy and complete. I go out in the house, and it is not something I want to like it looking like a warehouse. I want an escape. Like, when I was like a toddler or little kid I didn't have anything to do or look forward to. I mean, I had more time before I started school to learn to do chores, but then I wasn't given the opportunity. Later, I was tired from life and not enough money for food and things.
Too Late?
It seems too late to get to know about the other countries in Europe and the rest of the world because they've all grown up and married. You'd have had to have been smart and gone online and posted there around year 2000 or the late 1990s. Maybe, you'd become accomplished plus famous somehow / as a celebrity of some sort.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
I'm also relearning values, normal manners, etc., from the English takeover that made us all too close and carefree in bad ways.
Some Pointers/Ideas
(1) People and Their Relationships
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
(A) Notice when people get along with those they like the most in certain ways because of complimentary personalities and personal preferences.
(B) Do not push people into unpleasantness in relationships, but remember to also respect them in having relationships they really would like.
(2) Respect others who have built themselves up as somebody known to others.
When you get pizza..
what do you get if you get dessert?
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
Cinnamon, chocolate chip pie, or a full brownie? I like the chocolate chip pie too much. Maybe, I should get a brownie this time. It has chocolate chips, too.
I just had some rice crispy treats. I like the M&M ones better than coco treats.
I had like a couple last night and 3 this morning. The M&M ones are gone!
Sunday, October 23, 2016
Saturday, October 22, 2016
Really?
Do the Irish really have pep in their step, or is it the ones who are just English or German?
The South
People from here who are white need diapers emotionally.
Why do some people feel they are perfect? They need diapers in that they must let out if they see someone do something questionable that it's wrong.
Why do some people feel they are perfect? They need diapers in that they must let out if they see someone do something questionable that it's wrong.
Male Prowess
Why are they so proud to say how they are going to punish me, like it's my fault I did something else?
Hurt and Sad
People are pursuing me like "there's nothing in it" in me.
They like to say I'm bad to lure anyone into sparing a few moments of their life communicating with me.
They like to say I'm bad to lure anyone into sparing a few moments of their life communicating with me.
Is there anything in it?
If I don't worry about losing relationships now if I have any, can I go around and believe I am a good person again?
As Good As Blonde
I could pass as fair with my skin, which is flushed with some color and from being Floridian from the beach. My hair has highlights but not as seethru anymore. Yes, it has "dark roots." When I straighten it out it's not black at all in the light. I don't, tho, so it doesn't get ruined.
Into the Woods (2014)
It's on TV.
I'm trying to get sleepy. Church again tomorrow! I just used the bus to go this evening, and I will use the bus again tomorrow. You know why? I want to see what the people if any thought of what I posted online from the festival, including 2 girls singing karaoke.
I'm trying to get sleepy. Church again tomorrow! I just used the bus to go this evening, and I will use the bus again tomorrow. You know why? I want to see what the people if any thought of what I posted online from the festival, including 2 girls singing karaoke.
Being "Cute" in a Cool Way
Why does my parish think only the pastor is cute insteada following his good example and giving themselves a good identity?
This Morning
I stretched up to exactly/over 5'3". When I stand I look shorter, tho. I see girls slouched/popped over sometimes. I still feel short. I'm not sure if I've grown or if I was just shorter recently. I just slept a lot.
"Examination of Conscience"
I wonder if I deserve to be killed by the old German Nazis that existed. They look like they're right. What if it's something my dad believes in already, that people have to work and providing jails for criminals to live in is a sin already?
The Civil War
was pointless and not that exciting. Who cares if the hot people in the South need slaves.
No One Talks to Me / I Don't Know People
Why do the bad people in my life hold more significance in it?
I am not talked to by others, and their negativity takes hold on my life.
It's like it's time to gather around. People judge me as not that good because they want to find reasons to like others and not me.
People would rather fight, debate, and hold a conversation with a surprise of people but only certain people, who can't seem to hold a conversation whenever they're with me or messaging me. I have people in my life who have abandoned me, seems to happen quite naturally with those who knew me, when strangers are so respectful and seem to have the opposite feelings about me, like they don't know me cuz they are respectfully shy even.
Also, if you know me, why do you have to know everyone in my life and have good people have to go against me? I'm not asking for attention, but it's clear I don't get any. It's not kinda true or something.
I am not talked to by others, and their negativity takes hold on my life.
It's like it's time to gather around. People judge me as not that good because they want to find reasons to like others and not me.
People would rather fight, debate, and hold a conversation with a surprise of people but only certain people, who can't seem to hold a conversation whenever they're with me or messaging me. I have people in my life who have abandoned me, seems to happen quite naturally with those who knew me, when strangers are so respectful and seem to have the opposite feelings about me, like they don't know me cuz they are respectfully shy even.
Also, if you know me, why do you have to know everyone in my life and have good people have to go against me? I'm not asking for attention, but it's clear I don't get any. It's not kinda true or something.
To Have a Round With Germany?
Why are Germans so uptight about manners and supposedly teach others, in lieu of WWI + WWII? I mean, if I think something that's tiring to think, they can tell I am not on top of it and I'm immediately eradicated. I don't have that kinda racial pride on my tailhide to keep me awake and aroused. Maybe, like my mom raised me as a half Chinese person, my dad influenced me to be nothing but Irish from him. What, are the Irish fresh outta luck compared to Germany, England, France, Spain, whatever? and he feels a debt to them cuz he's part Irish? So, I guess Germans are better racially and that's why we shouldn't be mad at them for WWI + WWII. They weren't going to attack, anyway.
Do you "stop, drop, and roll?"
When you see others are bad, do you take it in stride or do you find it in you to somehow convert them? I mean "when they don't have their act together."
Friday, October 21, 2016
Drama?
It's not exactly a lost cause. Do you like My Fair Lady? It just came on Showtunes, "Why Can't the English?"
Thursday, October 20, 2016
Nothing Wrong Here!
If someone is a certain way, they can be that way, but I didn't do anything wrong to anyone!
Fun Fun Fun Fun Fun
Why make fun of a good program in life? It's not tacky to succeed. I am not unworthy now! It seems life is tricking bowling over.
B4
I didn't have issues that needed to be addressed as tho I'd be ticked off at too many things if like any at all. They try to mark bad things like they'd come up anyway and like they didn't do that.
PO'd
Why attack just me?
Plug it into a situation.
Someone claimed someone else was being mean stealing from me socially. I thought they said I had to listen to their way, "everything" they said in secret message.
Some People
seemed nice, but now they aren't.
Someone is upset of things being about me, the things that are, and they took apart my situation like, if it can be explained in black and white, it's for them and not mine.
Pointless
I feel people are slowly taking from me opportunities in this life, stretching it out so I don't ever get to have them.
Here's the lowdown.
So, some people just "get" to follow what other people say about them feeling pleasure over others, like it suddenly doesn't matter and no one else matters tho they do, at least the people telling them that?
This nonsense sounds like it's from some of the immigrants to L.A.
Why do some people have to smile to stay outta trouble.. because trouble is around them?
What do I have to say about my life!!
The people who bring me joy are transformed into evil, selfish robots, in some feeling? Famous and feeling all the pleasure like no one else can have any? I can't trust nor look up to anyone remaining in this life. It's not coo'. They said I deserve this in a sneaky, false, claimed way.
Disclaimer: No offense to anyone.
I'm still there.
Why is someone mad if my life is not about someone else following me in my glory? How spoiled, selfish, and unfortunate.
Insults
Someone is getting away with themselves with periodic mean messages that bounce off me like an obvious joke.
I also feel threatened. My life goes nowhere cuza what they say. Why does everyone listen to them? It's always about ruining my life.
I also feel threatened. My life goes nowhere cuza what they say. Why does everyone listen to them? It's always about ruining my life.
Something About You?
What if something about you was about someone else? I guess it only matters when it's not about me.
What if you were great and people just found some way to say you are different and took advantage of that saying you were just bad and so much worse than everyone else?
What if you were great and people just found some way to say you are different and took advantage of that saying you were just bad and so much worse than everyone else?
Wednesday, October 19, 2016
Bedtime for Me!
Church tomorrow probably for a 1st excursion?
I'm too depressed to practice violin, maybe. Tired, too, didn't sleep much well last night.
I'm too depressed to practice violin, maybe. Tired, too, didn't sleep much well last night.
Hm.
If someone likes me, why can't we talk? People need more attention. I dunno, tho, the social networking sites are so bad.
If you’re under thirty, you’re welcome. https://t.co/7lFyhODJBa— Ellen DeGeneres (@TheEllenShow) October 19, 2016
Unless you're around Ellen's age, too.
Hey, guess what? I'm serious.
I don't get certain affection outta relationships, but others are stealing some opportunity from me in life. Why do these people have to follow me around like I'm their mom?
Sh! You could say it does not affect me, but it is a real situation. They weren't around before.
Sh! You could say it does not affect me, but it is a real situation. They weren't around before.
Sad
These people fighting me are getting me not as close to my mom. Instead, I'm in my room and gonna go to bed.
Ethnic Swapping
Did you know they encourage someone who is part one ethnicity to be another but with me think I am a slave to theirs?
Uncertainty
People have inner fights on if they want me to "touch" them.
Either way, I'm out to them.
Either way, I'm out to them.
Tuesday, October 18, 2016
Hm!
The people in the movie making fun of the other people in the movie, like Das Sound Machine, do not realize they are in the movie, too.
Omigosh
The young singer is good, and those other girls my generation are making sarcastic faces like there's something better but they don't know what.
In the Movie
Why do they put people like that in movies without a leader like me? I can feel their jealousy that I don't wanna hurt Christina Barrett.
Issue
I can't believe how they have people talk to me..like I'm nothing.
You know, I don't believe the fact that Ellen DeGeneres promoted that only people with certain kinds of parents or races or born whenever or who doesn't trump her .. only people who "aren't in her way" are okay and to say only some generations are okay. That's why she "has" to be mean.
You know, I don't believe the fact that Ellen DeGeneres promoted that only people with certain kinds of parents or races or born whenever or who doesn't trump her .. only people who "aren't in her way" are okay and to say only some generations are okay. That's why she "has" to be mean.
..and we have something else in common
We don't seem to have had the opportunity to learn much dancing.
All the Drama is to Torture Me
It seems like I got the message someone supposedly very popular I like accepts other people over me even if they don't fit some requirement. I understand if you wanna make them feel better, but I'm not gonna be the only one compared to them as worse. That's so crazy!
Oddity
If I did something odd but nice at church, it would matter cuz "we have an attractive pastor." If I were at another church, it'd be good for God.
The Beggar Woman in Beauty and the Beast
I'm really a fairy. Do my aunts really like to talk a lot? I've heard stories.
Disclaimer: No, I did not turn anyone into a beast.
Disclaimer: No, I did not turn anyone into a beast.
Why Worry
Why worry about things socially to be mean to people if there are things out there to worry about we shouldn't have to worry about too much like minimum wage jobs being offered to people like they are?
Onto Me
People keep following my every move. How gay!
Like, I woke up and didn't use the bathroom but feel okay here now and jotted down some issues. I bet they would remind me of things like this, maybe just cuz I said it here. Like, they'd make some situation to remind me of some thing I did they observed and thought could be improved.
Like, I woke up and didn't use the bathroom but feel okay here now and jotted down some issues. I bet they would remind me of things like this, maybe just cuz I said it here. Like, they'd make some situation to remind me of some thing I did they observed and thought could be improved.
Too Many Texts?
Supposedly, me posting on my cell is a waste of other people's time, when they post at certain times to annoy me. It's in group posts. Maybe, I should make another group. It was nice portraits, too.
What It Was
If I am upset even when in my room alone and hit something, like my sofa or using a punching bag, they say I can't have something if it is something important that I think about that comes up then. It's like they can't leave me alone.
In my long post yesterday..
..I said I was just wondering about something, tho if it helps to understand I was wondering if I was getting in trouble. I'm not sure why people are in my life suddenly like it's their business, the ones being mean telling me I did something wrong. It's like they either want to affect a relationship, negatively, or are already involved with me in mine for some reason manipulating it in ways that don't make sense. Also, for some reason, if I say something about things like this, they are getting more uptight about if it's not very very short. Well, here I was clarifying what people are thinking at me. No offense to anyone!
Oh, wow, "that's it!"
It feels like it's 2nd nature to other people that I'm no good cuz I cursed about hurtful, illegal noises Ellen DeGneeres put in my room. Must I become a recluse in some way?
Monday, October 17, 2016
Not as Worried
I know the other people out there like me are having their own good time in private, and that's many and many many in Europe!
Watching TV..
..Annie is on from 2014.
Germans may not be as light as the Irish, but they still have to come out and say something, no hard feelings. He he, isn't that funny? They try to be withheld I think as a big thing. I wonder what would happen if they opened up, if that is possible.
Germans and English are pretty popular countries, and they are respectful to people like blacks.
Germans may not be as light as the Irish, but they still have to come out and say something, no hard feelings. He he, isn't that funny? They try to be withheld I think as a big thing. I wonder what would happen if they opened up, if that is possible.
Germans and English are pretty popular countries, and they are respectful to people like blacks.
I'm a little wary.
I wanna look at pictures online of brunette girls and don't wanna end up masturbating!
I think the world was just attacked.
I fell on top of my head in gymnastics on the hard surface next to the foam pit at age 8. What if they manipulated me to do that? It probably gave me glasses at 9 and made me stop growing at 11.
I can't trust..
..people from Europe just because they know how to be nice and happy without messing up.
I know..
..they are pressuring anyone who is cool in a modern way to ruin it for them if they admit it out in the open, seems like even is with it with good people who would make others feel good.
TV
So, who am I closer to, the English, the Irish/Scottish, .. Germany?
Remember, the US is supposedly said to be much like the Irish/Scottish, so chose wisely!!
The Scandinavians have their own settlement here, and the Amish are primarily Swiss and I think maybe also German.
Remember, the US is supposedly said to be much like the Irish/Scottish, so chose wisely!!
The Scandinavians have their own settlement here, and the Amish are primarily Swiss and I think maybe also German.
Super Supper!
I have my supper in 20 minutes.
The cake I made last week with 2 cans of frosting! Vanilla on vanilla.
The cake I made last week with 2 cans of frosting! Vanilla on vanilla.
You cannot hypnotize me.
Because if something is in front of my eyes, I have to see it. If a sound is made I have to hear it.
No friends, then? Problematic relationships?
Are all the people I supposedly know other than on like IMDb possibly waiting to "dump" me or have a strange, sorta empty relationship / fattening me up for "the kill?" I don't like that the seemingly negative situation is "because of my dad, etc.."
Just ask someone who everyone worships, and they will say no one has to talk to me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Indonesian. If that applies to me, that applies to everyone. I'm not really different like that and have needs and ways of being.
I'm sick of my dad acting like he's my main relationship. I'm not supposed to be close to him, anymore. Why would someone I trust tell me to be with him like that?
Disclaimer: I'm not hinting pointing fingers at anyone or anything in a wrong/negative way. I just noticed a pattern. No one has to do anything for me. I don't have to do anything, neither. I realize some people do, but I just noticed some people are like the enemy. I feel I have to think for myself and not listen to all the people trying to scar me emotionally. I think I just don't like other people doing weird things to off center my relationship, no offense to anyone, like I said, just feeling this way about a lotta things! No one is truthful to me and I have to also hurt myself, tho, or then I guess you'd think partly, cuz my dad says? That makes no sense. People forget how the world is supposed to work and think other people don't matter, no matter who they are.
You know what, I don't even care about all the people out there being mean to me. Why would it affect someone I have a relationship with? Maybe, you pretend I am not really cool.
This kinda sucks. I don't want to be in trouble for no reason every day. How would you like to have the bad parts of my life you put there?
No one had better take this the wrong way and affect my relationships!
Disclaimer: I'm not talking at anyone in a bad way who is nice. Why would anyone think that?
This sucks so much. I bet it's that worthlessness of the Baby Boom era, people lying to me, I mean like that my dad primarily does. Why should I care about anyone in the end? I need to get in before the shitstorm. I don't wanna be made fun of for no reason for posting these things. I just have to explain myself for what people misunderstand. My point is that I wonder why my life is so miserable and why people blame me for things and if this will ever stop in my life, anyway. I can already see people I know caring the least that I will die someday. Why should I care about them, not suggesting anything bad tho? I do care essentially, but I can't agree with their ways and hatred for me. I feel people have knocked me down as a person, people spreading rumors about me cuz "Johnny Depp said this" or "Ellen DeGeneres said that."
You know, I know they already are doing something because I posted this. They won't listen that it's not what they make it out to be.
You know, people are giving me mixed messages, that one thing is true and then it isn't, and I was already wary of the nature of what they said.
Do people pretend writing a lot means nothing, what you can do, but just because I do it? Who cares what others think! They're just racists! Maybe, I am on top. I don't want to lose friends, tho! How would you like that? to be blamed for something and then have everyone abandon you socially in some way that matters now?
I see this is about more than I thought originally. I started with an interesting topic.
Hm, the blood in my brain is getting low. Thanks, Tweeters.
I thought things were okay, but then I just noticed the *gestalt of it all.
You know, I think the people experimenting on me are very evil because they said they prevented me from seeing someone.. How is it okay that they do that? They are all alone. Why are they letting my dad treat me like this? My dad doesn't care about if I am alive. Now, that is a stupid thing if it is really how it is. Nothing else to be said about that, it's no. Still do it?
Nothing bad came of what someone I like did! I hope I didn't fail in my attempts/intent, tho. Why do people disrespect me?
So, this was just me starting talking about something that's kinda big on my mind, and I posted about other things within the same post, partially so I don't post too many times and have to fill out codes in the end maybe. "No need to be alarmed." I'm sorry if I didn't know I did anything wrong. I just feel it's an important topic and other people are involved. So, about people not really out for what's best for me, I'm wondering if they just want to hurt me in the end like it doesn't matter, probably my dad's order. He should not be connected to me like this.. I let him be, and he chases after me. He ruins my chances at having a relationship because people don't want me to feel bad. That's too bad because I do! I guess the reason is not good, like I said. He always makes something up mean to me to act like he has some idea against me and he can rehash it quickly.
Hey, do you think people are stupid and changed their minds? They were excited about conquering other cultures and being able to live among them. If they were wrong, they suck and it's not my fault cuz if people all think that is stupid, "so what who cares about God if the Nazis didn't" "I wanna be a Nazi.." Yesterday, I decided I agreed with the Nazis cuz there are so many nice Germans here in America, but it was just a misunderstanding cuz I don't think they wanted to have to do that even. What about the war with England? Big whoop, huh? It does not mean they can do it.
*gestalt - an organized whole that is perceived as more than the sum of its parts. (link)
Just ask someone who everyone worships, and they will say no one has to talk to me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese/Indonesian. If that applies to me, that applies to everyone. I'm not really different like that and have needs and ways of being.
I'm sick of my dad acting like he's my main relationship. I'm not supposed to be close to him, anymore. Why would someone I trust tell me to be with him like that?
Disclaimer: I'm not hinting pointing fingers at anyone or anything in a wrong/negative way. I just noticed a pattern. No one has to do anything for me. I don't have to do anything, neither. I realize some people do, but I just noticed some people are like the enemy. I feel I have to think for myself and not listen to all the people trying to scar me emotionally. I think I just don't like other people doing weird things to off center my relationship, no offense to anyone, like I said, just feeling this way about a lotta things! No one is truthful to me and I have to also hurt myself, tho, or then I guess you'd think partly, cuz my dad says? That makes no sense. People forget how the world is supposed to work and think other people don't matter, no matter who they are.
You know what, I don't even care about all the people out there being mean to me. Why would it affect someone I have a relationship with? Maybe, you pretend I am not really cool.
This kinda sucks. I don't want to be in trouble for no reason every day. How would you like to have the bad parts of my life you put there?
No one had better take this the wrong way and affect my relationships!
Disclaimer: I'm not talking at anyone in a bad way who is nice. Why would anyone think that?
This sucks so much. I bet it's that worthlessness of the Baby Boom era, people lying to me, I mean like that my dad primarily does. Why should I care about anyone in the end? I need to get in before the shitstorm. I don't wanna be made fun of for no reason for posting these things. I just have to explain myself for what people misunderstand. My point is that I wonder why my life is so miserable and why people blame me for things and if this will ever stop in my life, anyway. I can already see people I know caring the least that I will die someday. Why should I care about them, not suggesting anything bad tho? I do care essentially, but I can't agree with their ways and hatred for me. I feel people have knocked me down as a person, people spreading rumors about me cuz "Johnny Depp said this" or "Ellen DeGeneres said that."
You know, I know they already are doing something because I posted this. They won't listen that it's not what they make it out to be.
You know, people are giving me mixed messages, that one thing is true and then it isn't, and I was already wary of the nature of what they said.
Do people pretend writing a lot means nothing, what you can do, but just because I do it? Who cares what others think! They're just racists! Maybe, I am on top. I don't want to lose friends, tho! How would you like that? to be blamed for something and then have everyone abandon you socially in some way that matters now?
I see this is about more than I thought originally. I started with an interesting topic.
Hm, the blood in my brain is getting low. Thanks, Tweeters.
I thought things were okay, but then I just noticed the *gestalt of it all.
You know, I think the people experimenting on me are very evil because they said they prevented me from seeing someone.. How is it okay that they do that? They are all alone. Why are they letting my dad treat me like this? My dad doesn't care about if I am alive. Now, that is a stupid thing if it is really how it is. Nothing else to be said about that, it's no. Still do it?
Nothing bad came of what someone I like did! I hope I didn't fail in my attempts/intent, tho. Why do people disrespect me?
So, this was just me starting talking about something that's kinda big on my mind, and I posted about other things within the same post, partially so I don't post too many times and have to fill out codes in the end maybe. "No need to be alarmed." I'm sorry if I didn't know I did anything wrong. I just feel it's an important topic and other people are involved. So, about people not really out for what's best for me, I'm wondering if they just want to hurt me in the end like it doesn't matter, probably my dad's order. He should not be connected to me like this.. I let him be, and he chases after me. He ruins my chances at having a relationship because people don't want me to feel bad. That's too bad because I do! I guess the reason is not good, like I said. He always makes something up mean to me to act like he has some idea against me and he can rehash it quickly.
Hey, do you think people are stupid and changed their minds? They were excited about conquering other cultures and being able to live among them. If they were wrong, they suck and it's not my fault cuz if people all think that is stupid, "so what who cares about God if the Nazis didn't" "I wanna be a Nazi.." Yesterday, I decided I agreed with the Nazis cuz there are so many nice Germans here in America, but it was just a misunderstanding cuz I don't think they wanted to have to do that even. What about the war with England? Big whoop, huh? It does not mean they can do it.
*gestalt - an organized whole that is perceived as more than the sum of its parts. (link)
Not Fair! Right?
I know why kids were so bad in later Generation X.. because there was no reason to be so polite for.
Generation YZ kids are crazy polite like they have something to live for.
That's why you got kids playing around with the idea of death like it's all that.
Generation YZ kids are crazy polite like they have something to live for.
That's why you got kids playing around with the idea of death like it's all that.
It's scary to think..
..that older adults are supposed to be tending to their offspring generation, but they're not doing it.
Did you know..
..the onset of masturbation can take an onset early on, such as during one's "terrible 2's?" For me, it happened at age 6/7, I think. I went thru puberty at 10. People with early puberty tend to be short.
Sunday, October 16, 2016
Invitation
Why would someone from England think if they are jealous of Germans that someone part German like me should go to their side in learning about themselves with ancestry in Europe?
I wouldn't mind being split interested in some way, but it kinda seems like it'd be a debate party.
It's funny people I know are interested in my life all of a sudden I've been popular and found people I like that people are suddenly being suggestive about, tho I don't mind their getting attention even if I look up to them and it seems it wastes them away, like maybe people think they must be fun to do that all of a sudden. I think it was just to temporarily appease the crowd, like they didn't make it. I mean, hey, did you forget about me? You don't have to tell me what to do like that. If you are young and confused, I do not mean it should have changed to be that way. It didn't have to happen to these people.
Getting in There
Did you know they stimulate Late Boomers saying they need it cuz they are older, but they also supposedly have stimulated people born around 1997/1998 with Late Boom parents, tho they are younger.
What's it to you to go on like it doesn't matter for anyone else?
Ellen DeGeneres has a picture of her on Twitter I know with red hearts for eyes. I think she is trying to stimulate certain people like that but people who I look up to - duh, it's to hurt me because I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises she put in my room a long time and other things of supposedly different or lesser importance/significance in these big things.
Like, omigosh, I have scratches on my leg! It's in the form of the design on the new carpets of the church and a new hymnal. They sting when I rub my fingers across.
What's it to you to go on like it doesn't matter for anyone else?
Ellen DeGeneres has a picture of her on Twitter I know with red hearts for eyes. I think she is trying to stimulate certain people like that but people who I look up to - duh, it's to hurt me because I cursed about the hurtful, illegal noises she put in my room a long time and other things of supposedly different or lesser importance/significance in these big things.
Like, omigosh, I have scratches on my leg! It's in the form of the design on the new carpets of the church and a new hymnal. They sting when I rub my fingers across.
Saturday, October 15, 2016
Leaving Home Sometimes-
I said my dad was weird to me, when I wanna talk sometimes tho, he gets mad to see me, acts like he wants to use me sexually and others want me to not mingle with them and instead just talk to him or something, how suggestive and inappropriate.
Stupid People of Florida
Not really.. but they need to "do something" to make a statement if they feel ticked.
Competing Tool
You have to be all German shit to be a shit to these co-ethnic families.
However, I don't mean German is shit. I'm just being funny. It's true, tho, I'm shit to them, maybe. I feel bad. I hope this is not true. They are probably shittier than me, tho. Whoops. "I digress."
However, I don't mean German is shit. I'm just being funny. It's true, tho, I'm shit to them, maybe. I feel bad. I hope this is not true. They are probably shittier than me, tho. Whoops. "I digress."
Out of Place and Inappropriate
the English
Get your buckin' teeth outta my fuckin' beeswax.
They light up and glow at inappropriate times, like a coping mechanism. AHA!
Get your buckin' teeth outta my fuckin' beeswax.
They light up and glow at inappropriate times, like a coping mechanism. AHA!
Imminent Danger
When I meet people or if I meet people, I feel a sense of foreboding coming from others I know like they want to flip my life around, friends and family.
I'm sorry.
There simply isn't enough to go around, anymore, is there? Or maybe people are waiting for me to be taken out of the game.
Well
I came home and was all dazzled I guess I got shocked with negativity.
I don't like how my life has always been negatively affected.
I thought I was independent of my parents. My dad seems to have stopped treating me the same at 16.
I don't like how my life has always been negatively affected.
I thought I was independent of my parents. My dad seems to have stopped treating me the same at 16.
Friday, October 14, 2016
Why
do some adults think they are of a higher caliber than young people and tease them with the idea that they are some prize of giving attention to others that is not really meant for others, in a fair way, tho sometimes seem to do it unfairly and at the expense of others? Just call it off and put a paper bag over one's head, a figurative, humorous, harmless, and beneficial/good-feeling joke not meant at anyone.. before someone puts that bag there for oneself. Pretty much one might say something like, "I will never give any of you attention," and then one wouldn't be a problem. How bad can a young person feel, do they need and deserve to get intimate a lot? I just kinda feel bad myself about this experiment thing pretending I am in trouble and they're not. (Who knows what else could go into this?)
Disclaimer: I don't mean anything bad at anyone in reality. Sorry if it seems like it. I do have concern for real situations.
Disclaimer: I don't mean anything bad at anyone in reality. Sorry if it seems like it. I do have concern for real situations.
Journal Entry
I wish I could post a video of what happened.
I got to karaoke today.. I couldn't believe it. They said I was the 1st person on the 1st list.
It was great. Another chance will come. Always a learning experience. I bowed to the ground and to the nice black guy I gave the mic back to. A girl said I did really good as I left.
I got to karaoke today.. I couldn't believe it. They said I was the 1st person on the 1st list.
It was great. Another chance will come. Always a learning experience. I bowed to the ground and to the nice black guy I gave the mic back to. A girl said I did really good as I left.
Thursday, October 13, 2016
"In Quiet Joy"
like "Good Christian Men Rejoice"
I played this on organ in college, by Marcel Dupre. I found it all over YouTube, but they all played it too slowly, in my opinion, "like a dirge."
Quotes
Halloween (2007)
"I may have been born, but I wasn't born yesterday."
"It sounds like you're talking about the anti-Christ."
"I may have been born, but I wasn't born yesterday."
"It sounds like you're talking about the anti-Christ."
Question About Right and Wrong
How do you know if something is right or wrong? If you don't know or know what others believe, you could get into trouble.
Church Festival - Karaoke
I think they are canceling it. Some pros were gonna participate I know. They got calls saying people would not be able to do it cuza the hurricane. I had to cancel my violin lesson cuz I didn't have a ride and wanna be fresh to work 3 hours of cotton candy tomorrow.
Not Godly
In Orlando, your roots as a person are lifted.
People think I'm not godly enough because I am human and have needs, wants, and desires. I lost some of my skills and am constantly ratted out here and not allowed to settle like others.
People think I'm not godly enough because I am human and have needs, wants, and desires. I lost some of my skills and am constantly ratted out here and not allowed to settle like others.
Wednesday, October 12, 2016
What's there to figure out?
I figured it out.
They know I strongly disagreed. They didn't do anything.
Last time, I was just hitting my punching bag. We'll see who cares and this time too.
1st time, I was already in the middle of a tantrum on my sofa. Funny the medicine doesn't take care of that. I could lose my life if that were to be true.
In the end, I got a rather empty heart. That shouldn't be so. Go take away the love from the life of everyone who breaks down or punches their pillow and every child that has a tantrum!
They know I strongly disagreed. They didn't do anything.
Last time, I was just hitting my punching bag. We'll see who cares and this time too.
1st time, I was already in the middle of a tantrum on my sofa. Funny the medicine doesn't take care of that. I could lose my life if that were to be true.
In the end, I got a rather empty heart. That shouldn't be so. Go take away the love from the life of everyone who breaks down or punches their pillow and every child that has a tantrum!
Tuesday, October 11, 2016
That's not an option.
To say I'm not as good cuz yer mom's the same age but you were born 10 years later and you gotta dad the same age as yer mom.
Do you settle for less?
Or does someone else end up with someone better, pretending you thought they weren't good enough?
About the Experimenters Not Being as Social
"If you don't have something nice to say, don't say anything at all."
All is still
I am cooking beef and a squash.. made a vanilla cake. Beethoven's 9th Symphony live tonight from home by a choice orchestra: link.
An Earnest Concern About Church
I thought being involved and cheery was a good thing, but now people think it's a simple "I like the pastor" and so whatever you do isn't as amazing as it would be in a different situation. I guess some people do not wish to juggle the ideas. It's a lot of older people who are criticizing things not to do with religion or anything you'd want them to be because they don't have as much important else to "tend to" otherwise; I've heard of it. They are probably in all honesty simply jealous the priest is younger than them. I think I've seen the early Generation X ladies get excited about the priest and ignore you and test you about if he's on your mind and it isn't fun to be tested and not know what to do or how to react. It is good they are excited in some way, tho.
Disclaimer: No offense. What else is new?
Disclaimer: No offense. What else is new?
Well, no matter what..
No matter what I do, people tell me I did something in my past that was not perfect and won't talk to me nor leave me alone and stop being mean to me.
He He
I didn't even do anything wrong to cause it! Other people are let off the hook. Only some people are responsible for themselves.
Bringing Others Up
Why do you keep using me to bring me down to bring others up? Can't you just bring people up without bringing others down?
Hey
I'm being attacked that supposedly I have nothing and even if I were thin again I would be nothing as tho I was nothing in some way before. I wasn't always like nothing too much compared to everyone else.
Monday, October 10, 2016
The Baby
I figured it out. Late Boomers do not believe in babies cuz then they're not the baby.
They made Generation X wish too much they were the baby, and they blamed the desire on them.
They made Generation X wish too much they were the baby, and they blamed the desire on them.
Sad to Say
I don't need people born around 1997 and 1998 with Late Boom parents to be over and above me. I appreciate all they do and their parents teach them or get out of them. There's just some thing.
Desire
You don't even care. You just want to clash people together who are in a friendly relationship.
Easy Street
So, what? Is all you have to do is to put yourself up at risk claiming you are attractive and to complain you don't get enough attention but in people's faces?
Sunday, October 9, 2016
Saturday, October 8, 2016
Concert
I just watched the Freiburger Barockorchester play Beethoven, 6 and 5, live, in Mexico, and they are from Germany.
It was a great concert! I liked the strength they had. I'm very crafty with that, even when and if it isn't loud.
It was a great concert! I liked the strength they had. I'm very crafty with that, even when and if it isn't loud.
So Uncool
I don't deserve to be hurt, by anyone, the people experimenting on me, etc.
Why are the cool people all lying that I'm uncool? That's uncool.
Why are the cool people all lying that I'm uncool? That's uncool.
The Rosary
They are praying the rosary after church this weekend.
I like this more integrated study like memorizing and using the beatitudes. The rosary is meditation and group acting.
I like this more integrated study like memorizing and using the beatitudes. The rosary is meditation and group acting.
The Door & Beatitudes
"Knock and it shall be opened unto you."
"You know not the hour nor the day."
Don't be mean when someone comes a knocking, or you will be the one found a knocking at a foreboding door that does not seem to ever open.
"Seek and ye shall find."
"Ask and it shall be given unto you."
The Woes of the Beatitudes - According to Luke
"Woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort."
"Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry."
"Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep."
"Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets."
Beatitudes
"Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted."
"Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth."
"You know not the hour nor the day."
Don't be mean when someone comes a knocking, or you will be the one found a knocking at a foreboding door that does not seem to ever open.
"Seek and ye shall find."
"Ask and it shall be given unto you."
The Woes of the Beatitudes - According to Luke
"Woe to you who are rich, for you have already received your comfort."
"Woe to you who are well fed now, for you will go hungry."
"Woe to you who laugh now, for you will mourn and weep."
"Woe to you when everyone speaks well of you, for that is how their ancestors treated the false prophets."
Beatitudes
"Blessed are they who mourn,
for they shall be comforted."
"Blessed are the meek,
for they shall inherit the earth."
Who gets sympathy for failure to do what is right?
Why do they show so much sympathy for some people and not others who are obviously in harm's way socially? What's important to you?
Speaking of the title, everyone has an excuse, some more than others. Everyone will always find some problem, it seems, that seems more significant than that of others.
Speaking of the title, everyone has an excuse, some more than others. Everyone will always find some problem, it seems, that seems more significant than that of others.
Our Church Agrees
it wants to be more holy .. it guesses, according to the sacrificial statement of the Hispanic priest.
That's an insult and suggestive that it isn't already. I think I can admit here that they are aiming it at the pastor, just because he has his own thing going with others that others like that others think others don't deserve cuz they have nothing to do but cause trouble.
That's an insult and suggestive that it isn't already. I think I can admit here that they are aiming it at the pastor, just because he has his own thing going with others that others like that others think others don't deserve cuz they have nothing to do but cause trouble.
Issue
I'm not here to ^show off^ others to win having relationships. I don't even know what just happened.
Update
New Twitter Pin
⚡️ "I <3 Penguins"https://t.co/0mv11pm8CC— Persephone (@goddessofhades) October 7, 2016
Treatise on Treats of Life
It does not happen I deserve less than anyone without a fair start.
People can't take away my relationships because they think I'm forever in trouble.
People can't condone me as a part of a generation. I didn't do anything that stupid by a mile.
People can't suddenly say they are better than me just to take advantage of me.
If someone likes me, they shouldn't give me the cold shoulder when they meet someone else.
Disclaimer: This does not exactly apply to anyone.
People can't take away my relationships because they think I'm forever in trouble.
People can't condone me as a part of a generation. I didn't do anything that stupid by a mile.
People can't suddenly say they are better than me just to take advantage of me.
If someone likes me, they shouldn't give me the cold shoulder when they meet someone else.
Disclaimer: This does not exactly apply to anyone.
Friday, October 7, 2016
Community College
I guess I will take 1 or 2 community college classes online. I want the AA (General Studies.) I had a nasty thought about my being hindered in life for whatever reason because I am uneducated. Later, I can work out what career, as I do not know the way to go. Plus, General Studies are hard for me, so it'll be good this way.
Thursday, October 6, 2016
Mandatory Evacuation?
I think we're evacuating for a hurricane! I slept 2 or 3 times tonight each for like at least almost 6 hours. My mom came in and told me to pack at the 3rd cycle I think. Things were going good before I went to bed, but I guess people are beating at me, maybe blaming me for the past. Came online to do something, gotta finish packing, mostly done it seems.
Tuesday, October 4, 2016
So..
..If someone does not like something about me is fine, but I have problems no one cares about like I'm out cuz I'm blind.
Being Better
Can you believe people who go out and tell others they are better?
I am with bad people cuz good people are too self-centered. I am kind.
I'm just concerned, not trying to fight anyone. Is it true? Like, some poor stolen kid or something?
I am with bad people cuz good people are too self-centered. I am kind.
I'm just concerned, not trying to fight anyone. Is it true? Like, some poor stolen kid or something?
Monday, October 3, 2016
Work it out!
you can't start early enough: Luciano de la Parra obviously like gut strings :) @alondradlp @FreiburgBaroque #FBOMEX @PalacioOficial pic.twitter.com/BKTAzkFCLK— Matthias Beltinger (@resonanzio) October 2, 2016
Talk about making the situation work out. I do feel this "cold shoulder."
Excuse of Denial to Your Understanding
So, do you know people who deny you because they are too good or too bad, but they don't seem to know which it is?
Sunday, October 2, 2016
Saturday, October 1, 2016
Campaign for Me to Be President
Is it a sin to pleasure up girls born around 1997 and 1998? I'm still young. Nothing happened to me. People are complaining.
Issue
The people secretly communicating with me made me shit.
Everyone caught on I was shit and weak.
Everyone caught on I was shit and weak.
Issue
Why do you have to be famous for non-famous people to come out and meet you or appreciate you? It can't be.
Niggering!
My parents/dad is talking to me like I'm a nigger, keep insulting me and getting me to react and rearrange the thoughts.
Parents
People act like one person has problems with their parents, then everyone has problems with their parents.
It's like all the parents are making sure none of the kids are too good.
They think that it's embarrassing for their kids to seem better than others. They think they should make them unappealing.
This is totally against what is true! Why did you think it was okay, at all?
It's like all the parents are making sure none of the kids are too good.
They think that it's embarrassing for their kids to seem better than others. They think they should make them unappealing.
This is totally against what is true! Why did you think it was okay, at all?
Watched
so I can be told not to have any deep relationships
They say they do it, but then they say they don't.
They say they do it, but then they say they don't.
Why is good, bad now?
When I go into the living area, I just wanna get in and out, not into a fight started by my parents. I am nice to them!
So?
Why is someone supposedly causing bad things to happen to me? Should I just blame my dad and people experimenting on me and my mom for being mean?
Ruining the World
You don't even support the effort of accomplishment in mistreated generations.
People just wanna kill me and not care. I guess a lotta people are out to get me.
People just wanna kill me and not care. I guess a lotta people are out to get me.
New Page
Me
Race
•½ Asian/Chinese
•½ White
•Anglo-Irish
•German/French/Dutch
•Irish
•English (Anglo-Saxon..)
•Swiss (Pennsylvania Dutch)
Race
•½ Asian/Chinese
•½ White
•Anglo-Irish
•German/French/Dutch
•Irish
•English (Anglo-Saxon..)
•Swiss (Pennsylvania Dutch)
Sick of People and the World/Universe
It's everyone's wet dream to tell me, "Sorry, you didn't make it this time," at each milestone of achievement into my next life.
You're being watched, too.
I wonder if my parents realize they are being watched and that other people conform themselves to the things my parents do wrong to me and maybe others.
Shit Shit Shit
I wonder why people with younger parents don't have to deal with the shit of other people a little older .. and I have to deal with it. Shit dictated by what happened to the previous generation of parents.
No offense to anyone in this post nor with using the word "shit" for fun, not at/about anyone.
No offense to anyone in this post nor with using the word "shit" for fun, not at/about anyone.
Overrated
People overrated me about it being too late for me to be a person in the world. Well, I'm here and I'm a person. I don't know what you are.
Thoughts
Is it ever wrong to give to someone? What if there was a reason for someone to have given something to you?
I dunno if you know what's going on in my head as far as looking for a situation goes. I should and do feel like I am unworthy and bow at the feet of those who gave to me. I just don't understand how since people started spying and experimenting on me watching me in my room .. that my life went down the drain.
Whose business is it to say I didn't ever earn anything I had in my life before? I hardly had a chance to feel I deserved to live in a way, rather than just die and no one would care about someone like me ever before. Like, I lost my feeling I had a cool personality and people to be there to talk with. Those friends are not slaves, but they could kindly excuse themselves rather than abandon me and be rude, like I did something to each of them that was really deliberately done.
I know one friend said to go away rudely, and I was so shocked I didn't leave and wanted to see if she was kidding.. but I was confused. One girl made me uncomfortable for some reason saying she had glasses like she wanted someone to say something big, and it just sorta came out, "I'd rather go blind than wear glasses." I figured being blind was a holy sacrifice, but I didn't really think that way. So, I dunno, if what I did was really unforgivable. I was also a new student and shy and somewhat unaccepted racially, tho I actually made it there, had a fairly good life, very good in many ways, and some friends. You know?
I'm sorry if my thoughts wandered into dangerous waters for others in this entry.
I keep feeling like I'm being tossed around by people in charge of spying on me, like people are telling me it's great and to expect it to be great cuz I'm smart or something .. and then I get fought for no reason, like I'm some pig in the dirt. People won't forgive me for some weird situations I was in, none totally bad in truth.
I dunno if you know what's going on in my head as far as looking for a situation goes. I should and do feel like I am unworthy and bow at the feet of those who gave to me. I just don't understand how since people started spying and experimenting on me watching me in my room .. that my life went down the drain.
Whose business is it to say I didn't ever earn anything I had in my life before? I hardly had a chance to feel I deserved to live in a way, rather than just die and no one would care about someone like me ever before. Like, I lost my feeling I had a cool personality and people to be there to talk with. Those friends are not slaves, but they could kindly excuse themselves rather than abandon me and be rude, like I did something to each of them that was really deliberately done.
I know one friend said to go away rudely, and I was so shocked I didn't leave and wanted to see if she was kidding.. but I was confused. One girl made me uncomfortable for some reason saying she had glasses like she wanted someone to say something big, and it just sorta came out, "I'd rather go blind than wear glasses." I figured being blind was a holy sacrifice, but I didn't really think that way. So, I dunno, if what I did was really unforgivable. I was also a new student and shy and somewhat unaccepted racially, tho I actually made it there, had a fairly good life, very good in many ways, and some friends. You know?
I'm sorry if my thoughts wandered into dangerous waters for others in this entry.
I keep feeling like I'm being tossed around by people in charge of spying on me, like people are telling me it's great and to expect it to be great cuz I'm smart or something .. and then I get fought for no reason, like I'm some pig in the dirt. People won't forgive me for some weird situations I was in, none totally bad in truth.
Acting
I think I'm going to take a series of acting classes for film for adults, maybe when violin is over at the end of November.
Ha Ha You Can't Blame Them Now
My parents made me fat as a baby and dark haired as a child. I can understand myself better, so that's why it seems easy to be different now because I did it myself.
Hey..
You know, as a kid, I would've loved this stuff.
I feel more like I didn't have a female nor a very cool/eventful childhood for myself.
I know most girls are offered this and say no, but I say yes.
Also, what's the point in being borderline ugly in looks and having sorta lifeless dark hair?
Who cares about eye color? The "whitest" people in Europe don't all seem to have shining eyes. Yet, they seem whiter. Many of them don't have twinkling eyes. They think it's paradoxically attractive. They "got the stuff," too.
Only a few things stood out when I was a child. That would be dresses that look patriotic and later on things I couldn't afford. I'm more childlike now than in the middle-ish of my life phases.
I feel more like I didn't have a female nor a very cool/eventful childhood for myself.
I know most girls are offered this and say no, but I say yes.
Also, what's the point in being borderline ugly in looks and having sorta lifeless dark hair?
Who cares about eye color? The "whitest" people in Europe don't all seem to have shining eyes. Yet, they seem whiter. Many of them don't have twinkling eyes. They think it's paradoxically attractive. They "got the stuff," too.
Only a few things stood out when I was a child. That would be dresses that look patriotic and later on things I couldn't afford. I'm more childlike now than in the middle-ish of my life phases.
Feeling White
So, Asians cannot feel the whitest because whites exist, but I cannot feel white because I have nonwhite traits supposedly when I'm probably 1/2 white 1/2 Asian?
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