Good Morning

I just woke up, had liverwurst, lemon cookies, made greens with purple cooked. 3I in water, cooking large hunk of beef.  Gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Checking if I have some online messages.

I don't remember my dream so well, anymore, but I forgot about me, 2 things I was dropping, my mom did 4 things I remembered, said I could take 4 courses in the fall because of no pending financial aid, she supposes.

Guess then I will pack and see if I have theater homework, get my P.E. homework printed out (send my parents a note,) and see if I have theater homework other than the rehearsing, didn't get to pick the book yet..children's book, for Voice for the Actor, not sure about the reading for Acting 1, apparently isn't much of any to go over.  So..

Shower, etc.  Mm..

Argh, yes, "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I mean I thought I was gonna maybe catch up, but it never was my responsibility to say what I would watch for sure.  I did miss like 2 weeks, though, not like 2 days, and I just started posting about it online.  :D  That's my thing, I already claim a stake that I claim no begging, ordering, whatever, and you obviously don't have to listen.  Maybe I need a new section of my blog? for announcements or like under "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" type thing..  So, like I said, don't like plan on me keeping up, but I do hope I keep up anyway not that it should matter but I mean I guess to me it does.  }:D

Shopped

I found a dress I like.. going to bed soon, though.

Dress - XL $23.44 - 28.32

So, maybe good night.  :(

Flare

Every time you are nice to me, you cannot do something wrong to me.  I just noticed that's what was happening.  Because like say there's something weird that comes up, like I don't suck up in a certain way, then the protocol is broken in Florida, socially.  Thinking before, in Florida, I'm not sure I ever actually did anything like that, here..  I mean, we wore uniforms and knew the rules clear-cut.

Thinking

I mean, the other kids in her class were bad.  She was clearly annoying me.  I mean, I wasn't trying to hurt her, even.  She shouldn't hurt me back - O MY GAWD WUTTA STUPIDE BITCH

So

Why did my teacher act like I was more vulnerable to her intolerance and testiness?  She wasn't being nice, acted like I needed her, when I made it clear that I didn't, in fact..

Question

Why are people in Pennsylvania so moral, all of a sudden?  And Boston smart.  And New Jersey nice but schizo, like Delaware.

Facebook Activity

Comment on Cherie WhoDat Ducote's Photo:
@4:26 P.M.
Wow, you know, no one's ever picked me up, maybe just with my mom.

Comment on New Profile Photo to Leah Roth (from Slidell in Orlando):
Christina Barrett Oh, thank you, so much! I miss it in New Orleans
Leah Kristen Roth im in orlando too
Christina Barrett You should take class with Ginny..privately, the speaking teacher Disney

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Emanuel Martinez I can't. I just can't.
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Christina Barrett Thanks for the Like, Ema. =} What's wrong? My face flushed. Wear sunblock every day. :|

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Wow, I've spoken to Leah Roth, but this is the 1st time I spoke to her!  ;D

Bo ring

Ellen DeGeneres battles stupidity constantly.  What if she's killing me?

Fooling With Problems

Did you think that Ellen DeGeneres fools with you just because of something she has a problem with?  Also, I don't wanna be bugged about catching up on episodes.  I'm gonna go to bed, just relaxing.  I figured I'd watch it after I pack when I wake up or while I wait for the van-  Um, can't watch it on my phone, so, guess I'll catch you later?  I mean, I am worried about the therapist appointment and coming home unwinding singing or possibly walking but probably not since I will jog at school..  :(  I have to watch her show!  *D;  I mean, I assume I will wake up soon enough.. pack.  Watch the show, go.  Get home @ 5.  :(  Go to bed and.. go.  Wednesday, I guess I will wake up, maybe watch her Tuesday night, too.  Then, I can go online and post @ it.  I will probably go back and watch Wednesday, next.

Don't Play Around

I'm being haunted with the idea Ellen DeGeneres takes up all your time playing around and then after that playing around.  80  You know, I never did that, though.  You know, I'm like the most impressive person to anyone.  I struggle with the thought, hope it's not that I'm not white because then maybe I won't accept it, at all.  Pretty much I know too I did not seem to be an innately inhibited person.

The Past

You know, I already decided I wasn't who I was in the past, a blend of all the times my hair was hippy, I guess..

I was thinking about when I was a kid, and I mean no one ever picked me up.  I was attractive sometimes, but people thought I was older because I was more assertive, when I was 7.  I was more motherly at 8 in choir and as baton leader of little kids and like sorta talented baton twirler, supposedly my best achievement of all time.  :S

Too bad, I'm pretty small now, I guess, eating healthy, 5'.  Still, I eat a lot, not eating lunch like my mom asked cause I'm going to bed.  Also, careful what I eat, don't really need to grab anything, yea did have too much so maybe don't feel like it, had a tummy ache..

My mom thought I was too big to be carried when I was 2 and in Pre-K.  I got straight hair.

It's funny, you know, I mean, I do lots of different things..

I guess I'm sorta the total person.  I've thought of lots of things in my past.  I don't know, I mean, I never wanted anyone to pick me up.  It's like a feeling.  You know, I am very interested, though.  I wish I were taller, my legs, I mean, my torso is getting smaller, I could be like a kid, I mean, but I know before I felt funny being short trying to get in movies like with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.

Huh.. maybe something will come to me.  I dunno, I mean I'm going to a theater class, looked for a choir didn't find 1, didn't find much in way of promise for theater, not much like that here.  :(  Well, yea, I've met some interesting more feeble people..

Facebook Photo

This is my old theater teacher, from my 1st year of high school - actually, I was just in drama club and I was in Talented Theater actually 2 years later.. was fun, and then I moved schools coincidentally..  So, I was in a play and got to play an instrumental part on keyboard.

Apparently, she is with a niece or perhaps cousin?  Dunno..

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New Text Box

No One Talks to Me

Thanks a lot to people like Tim Burton and Johnny Depp?  Nah.  What'd he do?  Oh yea, Sweeney Todd.

Being Cool

What if we can't be cool just because of Tim Burton?

So

What do you think about having met Ginny?  I don't want everything to be about how I'm ½ her age.  I mean, I feel I deserve it, but I feel she wants to dig into my past growing up and like maybe I would still be reserved, in the same ways.  I don't really get that, but I was able to change how I was by resting.  I know I've been different in different ways.

Being Young Enough

Can you believe that people can't take it that young people today should be treated like they are how they want?  I don't want you to say yea I do that.  ,:{  Lying can get you in trouble.  I mean, it's not even the young people who can't take that about others, that they need to feel their age, like the adults who revel in maybe being young enough to be their parents.

What can you tell-

Please, just say you can tell now, or when you want to you can't, that this girl looks stuck up.  She's with Ginny in 2000.  Like, even though she is like, what is it, unpleasing or something, unagreeable, too, I guess, she is insisting we submit to her prejudices of racism, like maybe she's really white, but she finds out she's in trouble and the world is different and decides to grow up and be a teen maybe and not take care of herself..

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How I'm Doing

Still haven't packed, going to bed soon, just sorta having fun, need to go to bed.  I can easily pack when I wake up, though..so that's what I'm doing cuz I'm tired..

Noticing

I just keep noticing Ellen DeGeneres's prejudices, like about kids with parents from the South..  I mean, if she has a point, why keep repeating it-

Teachers

What do you think about people from the South enjoying Ginny?  I do question maybe some families from the South, wonder about it, I guess, not sure why..I mean my mom -is- from a hotter climate, but you could argue like the sea or something.  Well, no, she is not Filipino|Vietnamese, so..  I mean, I guess in the U.S., you didn't have people from up north ruling.  I have a problem, it seems that I'm a very physical person, and I bet that some people just aren't that physical|accepting.  Maybe, we should find some??  Maybe, I'm not like that.  I guess, I probably learned to not be selfish from my dad.  I mean, people from the South seem rather radical.  I mean, my lips aren't weak, I'm a singer, too.  It seems that people from the South have a more white culture because maybe Canada is dry.  Well, I moved to the New Orleans area, across the lake from the island, and I mean all of a sudden things surrounded me so physically, not to mention the stresses of being more in the middle of the country..seemed more Western to me, but you know it's the middle so it's not like on an edge, but it seems like it gets rockier as you travel more that way, not sure what else, just seems like strong people are there.  They must have been good on the ranches.  So, I had never had that kind of an experience before.  Before, I felt more mobile, I guess, but I had more of this like greasy pore stress, though I didn't seem to have as greasy of pores.  At least, now, I don't have to go to school.  When I moved, I guess in high school, the stress of homework wasn't as bad, though I stayed up later as I got older with homework and not really hanging out other than the needing like 1½-2 hours online e-mailing..then there's homework until like 1:30 A.M.?  Did nothing in school?  Um..at school from 8-3?  Not really okay, at all, not supposed to have much homework.  I went to college, and the non-honors courses were harder.  I guess at Valencia, it's a bit different but still the subjects are pretty annoying, I think..takes its toll from the wasted years.  So, kids are happy to leave and work I guess so they won't fall in any traps of having to do harder work.  They know away from parents they have the opportunity to move up as an adult.  Why not?  I mean, we need rest, some people enjoy their food and exercise, do things like singing classical music possibly and now can post on a blog online, which I don't see much action in.

I thought of a point.

Obviously, I'm 1 of those good people, and you can't total every point I have in existence, like, over others.  Why would you use me as the *** lab rat that maybe you were not told to copy people up north?  It seems you don't have good tests..hm, I thought of someone attractive with a grandma from NYC and yea parents from there, too, though, then there's these girls in ballet who I guess have parents from not the area, but then it seemed like their parents were.  I know that people down south don't think of certain things.  I was pretty nice.  I mean, I have to feel white in some way.  Am I not even from the Middle East?  Are you just trying to find some way not to connect with my whole life?  I mean, yea, I live in a house with my mom and dad, but my mom is not from a cold climate but is not like all white, technically.  Hey, you can't make fun of my mom, I know that, too, there is no reason, that's just like a totaled idea.  So, you are looking for the hottest, wateriest place.  Hm, what about Key West?  I was raised by my mom, and my dad would like maybe sometimes speak to me, you know I remember about me having fun as a toddler.  Then, he'd talk to me like a philosopher..not sure why, guess I was too young for stuff other kids might have done, but they were never open with me but with others it seemed.  I don't know what you're afraid of, maybe of Tim Burton.  What about Johnny Depp?  Kentucky is kinda country, but, no, I do not know if they have an accent.  Florida is not really that desserty.. Isn't New Orleans the fog place?  So, while people up north are cool, we other people can try to talk about shit.  Like, do your fingernails pop out of your fingers?  Ha ha ha.  Let me think, well, I seem to be from Florida, and being from the Southeast took its toll.  Also, I was thin, so like I don't have much mass but was not unstrong.  I don't know too many strong people from up north.  My hair isn't very milky.  My eyesight probably isn't good.  My organs are probably pretty dead but pretty eager to live.

Getting It On

Do you ever get it on, like start out organized in some stimulated way and then get sorta funky in some way that seems to cut through a sorta sparkly detailed effect?

Houston, we have a problem.

What's the problem with people from the South from the Flower Age?  They've "done it."  That's what people didn't like.  So, people up north were doing other things.  You know, they are pretty nice to nice people.

Problem

I don't joke.  Admit it, Ellen DeGeneres is brutal to my likes at times.  Overall, I'm not having "the" experience in any way, shape, nor form, because of Tim Burton, other than like you know the obvious things, like what he'd have to offer were he not like Ginny.  Why does when I say that if you didn't notice it sounds like Nell, his daughter, when I say Ginny, like in the way that like if something is important to you someone else will step in, even when you are feeling fresher?  You know, like if you fix yourself up, really what must have happened is people went in and like didn't accept you because they "could."  I don't know what you're trying to look into, but I think if someone else said it you'd have to agree..

Did you ever wonder..

Maybe, my dad wants someone to be on top of me but not him?  Why isn't that funny?  To him.  xp

Body Care

So, I've been moisturizing my face, washed it with facial soap, put cream on pimples.. brush teeth a lot but asking for floss, lost mine.  Brush hair.  I clean my eyes often and had to put lots of moisturizer on my hands.

Ate

I had 2 pieces of frozen pizza, almost threw up.. Coca Cola, don't want it no more, don't have much left.  A thick hunk of beef.  Most of a plastic box with purple leaves that turned mostly green.  Water..  Guess I've been skipping vitamins.  I also had the cake, too much frosting and not that thick, might not have much more.

Facebook Post

Ginny needs to tell her class that they can paddle with her. You can go to the mall or the movies with me.. I've been walking a lot, will walk pretty much anywhere.. Well, I try to eat a lot and when I'm feeling better I jog with my weights.. I've been in water atmospheres a lot, as well. Actually, it feels pretty dry along the coast. Oh, yes, and I go to open gym at gymnastics if it's not on Friday. I actually e-mailed most all places and I didn't get an invite and think 1 place canceled open classes..have to see if this 1 place lets me go, I guess, Saturday 6-8PM. I put myself on YouTube doing it. It's actually quite, like, pounding.. (http://cab1986orlfl21.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130310-2.html)

I see that same guy tagging all the posts he likes, like he's playing a game getting Ginny's attention.  Ginny has not been nice to me.  I can say that.  I was nice to her.  I'm not saying she has no interest in me.  She kinda seems to gloss over me, like I'm just some stupid student.  Why do you think Ginny is so accomplished?  I mean, everyone has thought I was like more accomplished than anyone they thought has existed.  Ginny is a real b****rd|b*ff**n.  She should just go away and stop telling the world she has anything to offer but glorifying herself.  She is not able to talk to me!  *D;  She acts like we're supposed to talk to her..and then acts like we're sucking her ***ually, and that's what's bothering me, this has never happened before TIM BURTON AND CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY.  You wanna talk to me, try to talk about it!  Pretty much, online, I've seen the likes of her sassiness.  I signed up for the class, since I'm in town, I live here with my parents.  What does she do?  She's very nice for some reason, guess she really doesn't want to be put under others and maybe is okay but turned out to be quite mad.  I'm not sure what I did that started her, but I know the kids were bothering me.  She was acting all annoying, but I'm sure I started it.  I think there were lots of things that bothered me.  She wouldn't add me on my new Facebook when she said she would, in person.  She told me not to talk about race, and I think that was her tool against me, thinking I thought it was funny, too, which is not okay.  I mean, she is going to people for the same thing and just saying she doesn't like me because I want to be as good as Late Boomers.  I dunno, can't you just see what I'm saying?  I don't remember everything.  She was weird to me.  Like, the way she brings up her X.  She clearly was judgmental in class, like I didn't make the right impression, that me feeling sick from being at home was seeking attention from a person of prestige and good physique.  This is always bored in all the time, it seems.  She might just be proportioning what she does, but people get antsy like it'll **ll her..well, what else does she have to do?  She is a teacher.  ;D  You didn't catch that, I know.  She's an adult, too.  I'm not gonna p*n*s her up.  You know what I mean?  Why don't they like try to write what they're thinking?  That way people will say no this is not okay.  I know the older people at Valencia don't approve of this.  ;)  They'll just maybe coil back into their stance.  They've done what they've done, and that's all you fuckin need to know.  I've done nothing wrong.  I'm getting upset about Ginny.  I mean, other people can talk to her, and I'm worried because every time I meet someone I like the same thing is happening because of Tim Burton and me finally taking a break from school and again people not accepting the new me and looking to my past for some mistake, when everyone else does nothing but acts like shit.

Eating

So, I was stressed about weight training homework and had liverwurst and making a pizza, was gonna have beef, veggies-greens.

Problem

You know, I don't feel very energized, didn't finish cleaning my room, not looking forward to packing so much but you know I'll make it.  I want to bring a bigger suitcase, not sure how that will go, maybe not so good.  I mean, it wouldn't be as thin but maybe has to be that way.  That's kinda why I left, had a bad semester watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," felt made fun of by everyone all the time.  If you do not know, that is not really why concretely.  I wasn't thinking of anything like that.  :0  What about my sorta, er, fantasy life in Orlando?  What's wrong with that?  :(

Problem

28 Weight Training Questions, better look up the words..

Question

What do you think of adults ignoring nice kids?  *slam*  I don't give a shit about you, you turd.  My brother has always acted like I made him the way he is when I didn't.  They want me to make myself unattractive, what do you think of this threat?  That's ridiculous.

Realized Stuff

My dad gave me the message Tim Burton is mad.  I didn't have a good time with Ginny, have been poked at like a pill bug for EIGHT years and now I am grown up in some way.  Don't worry, since I still am not grown up I am like a kid+teen.

Also, just admit it, you bastards, many people only what they do is claim they are being bad on purpose, and you cuddle them for saying they don't need you but hurt me for what they did.  I did not like avoid watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," on purpose.  I was being poked at for not being able to be perfect in the homework!!!  I never said, ooh I am watching your show so like make sure that you notice me.  I just say I try to watch it and you don't have to notice me but I like it when people I like notice me, WHAT IS YOUR GODDAMN FUCKING PROBLEM!

Problem

We shouldn't have homework in weight training.

Also, about theater, I mean don't complain about not enough work nor the teacher making class like stimulating.  You'll be sorry when you do acting and stuff other than in college, like as a community activity?  It is a possibility.  I mean, you don't want to just be like all work and no interacting.

Problem

So, why did I "happen" to be attacked?  I mean, I came online for Tim Burton.  Don't go hurting all my friends and everyone online who is smart because they probably also have racial issues.  I mean, I don't want to go around everywhere supposedly attacked, all of a sudden?  Why do you keep playing around like you're a kid?  I am a kid.  You all are not just kids and not me.  Why don't you listen!

Mad

So, don't go and play tricks, you people from Louisiana do hurt me, like you have some special shit when you're all really stupid because you were mean, like everyone else..

Stop telling me what I am to others.  You think you're like Tim Burton is now.  Well don't.  :|

Problem

Look, my life is not based on me not doing homework or not really catching most episodes of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Why is everything like ricocheting back?  This never happened before.  I mean, I only take 8 theater credits from 1 teacher + I even do weight training.  I also even see a therapist, which is a bit off for my schedule.  I just know otherwise I'd get into some other mischief wondering about it for awhile.  +, I mean, I dunno, my dad took me there when I started cursing online.  I do like it but not for him, which is why it makes me mad.  I mean, really, I'm not making it up.

I felt sorta bastardized, wanted to watch Ellen, had a weird homework assignment, + missed an assignment, happened to ask for it but got the wrong page and didn't let it get in the way, not even sure how much I caught episodes before, but I mean, I'm always nice..I know that when I do watch it I don't feel welcome totally, like I can't just say I watch it and like okay.  I get a lot of stress from people like Tim Burton..  So, I mean, it was a whole weird week.  + I was waiting to see if anyone would play tennis I know at least the 1st day.  Wanted|Needed a jog.  What is so important about it?  If you wanna talk to me just talk to me, write the message.  It's not my fault Ginny is so uptight about homework and other people are making it so.  I didn't even plan to spend much time on it.  After class, she said my answers were too short..in a small space she gave.  Um, well I read through the play like I got it in a day from a classmate in my group when I found out.  I don't know what else kept me up.  I mean, I've been up a lot, was going in to ask questions, there was Mardi Gras the 1 day, then I guess we had the homework after that.  Weight training began in February, had been going in the offices for signing up about Florida residency.  I watched her show last semester, and I had all these weird noises in my room and got health problems from using a certain workout tape with an attractive girl in front and then staying home eating hamburgers because I didn't feel like going out for some reason, woke up, not on meds, and I mean watch the show, go online in some fashion, mostly complaining about the noises, got a weird message about this situation, as well, I mean why would I ever do anything for anyone and what am I supposed to do?  Not do my homework?  I am taking these 3 classes, no questions asked.  I know it's the dumdums in Florida making fun of me enjoying the classes.

Also, I do things, and these people from weird somewhat physical supposedly places are claiming to me I did this and that when I said something not carefully enough compared to others, like maybe I was never raised by anyone and they were.  I already said no one talks to me carefully and think they're my mother, too.  Then, they never admit why all they do is bug me about stuff like that, like I'm not worth it, like I didn't make it.  They just won't talk to me but talk to my parents.

Problem

I don't care how much you're onto me, you do not threaten me..  You won't let me be cool because other people aren't and you know my race.

Mystery

So, I would stay home and do ballet but want to take classes from a teacher I like, may stop after the next semester and could take sucky ballet classes.  They think Orlando is not a place to work out..?

I wanted to pick a major at a college nearby, UCF, but I mean I wanted it to be dance, found a problem with Music..

Question

Why is Ballet 1 like not all like glitzy?  I mean, I know for the people in the Repertory level, you're supposed to have come in accomplished.  The only problem with that is the teacher was a Music major..

Another Class

4 kinds of ballet courses are offered @ 8:30-9:55 in the morning on Tuesdays and Thursdays.  Maybe, I'll just do that.

Idea

Next semester, I can take Racquetball.  It's 10-10:50 A.M.  I guess Ginny's Diction + Stage Movement classes will be in the evenings, T Th, according to what she said, not sure how many years she's been doing these courses here.  So, then, I can run for an hour, eat, shower, and go to class.  It doesn't seem like a productive day.  I mean, a 10:00 day isn't really early.. especially if the rest of it is in the lockers.

Dance

I feel I am not ready.  There's a dancer in a theater class who is so thin, didn't give me her e-mail.

Note

I just wanted to ask why you require us to take Modern Dance. Doesn't it ruin the training and waste the time of a young, growing ballerina? I mean, I am under the pressure of deciding of taking non-major ballet lessons and after that if I can go straight into more advanced ballet levels. So, you do 2 semesters of the 1st ballet levels and then there is the 2nd advanced level, which I've already taken, + the pointe training over the summer available..

So, I guess I just want to know if I should be a dance major if I want to take Intermediate Ballet someday and if you can just take 1 semester of introductory ballet, say if you've already done ballet, also I did it as a college minor, the advanced called "repertory" level.. I came to Orlando and took ballet at 3 different places. I stopped because I felt like sleeping and felt too short. They seemed to think I had no hope in ballet compared to anyone else anywhere, that it was just too far-fetched a contest to be won. I was gonna do ballet at a studio with kids, like at Orlando City Ballet or Central Florida Ballet and hopefully later I would be accepted to a kids class at Orlando Ballet. However, I am busy in evenings, so I didn't know if I should do ballet here. I don't want to do adult classes at Central Florida Ballet so much. Plus, I'm here all day.

So, the question is:
(1) If I want to take Intermediate Ballet later, do I have to be a dance major, and if I take non-major Ballet now, will I have to take it as a major Ballet course again, even though they are the same class, in order to get into Intermediate Ballet, because if I am a dance major then that means I have to take modern and I don't want to take modern because I am not a lyrical dancer.. Let me know if you do not understand. Thanks. I came here hoping to dance in Orlando but found everyone very rude. I assume though that the classes are sorta known to exist. 8| I don't mean anything weird.. ,8{ I am a nice person, just have a hard time memorizing because I did do gymnastics as a child and toddler, like we were supposed to. =D I have seen your concert possibly up to 3 times. I see the teacher is talented.. I also like classical music and do music kinda a lot, so, that's why I like ballet, actually.

Thanks. :|

Oh ,8I and please respond.

Problem

Why do you think I am my parents?  I am in some way, but I am not them.  I am a new and improved version, but they are fun and old, old-fashioned or the like, er..

I feel my parents kinda make fun of me for like "what they fed me" in the fetus..  =S

Other People

Everyone used to say I wish all the kids (everyone) were like me..  :|  (and my brother, in some way you know..)  So, that was because I was nice.  You can't just live your life, jump back in, and expect to mimic me.

The thing with Ginny's class is she really doesn't seem to understand Central Florida.  All I can say is the other kids are bad.  Ginny doesn't care.  She shouldn't even teach there.  I mean, I'm not saying it's bad but that I mean you have to like ~find~ your like pupils.  Like, why not get kids from the high schools?  What about the young adults?  That's -my- -question-.  I mean, I'm waiting, I don't want it to be nothing as the answer.  What about just me?  Why worry, about anyone else?

Issue

Ginny's friends are annoyed because she thinks being famous is of no avail but goes on to say she is somebody, true, forget how it worked out..

Problem

I just got another radical message, people surrounding me telling me "thing's are-n't."  Blah blah blah blah blah did you just see me do it you fool?

The Chloë Grace Moretz fanclub just pinned a note-!  *D;

Hey, stop killing me about being from Miami, you know the area..  Fact is I 1st existed above Fort Lauderdale and then I was born there and lived closer to Miami but not as close as Johnny Depp..

More Thoughts Hitting

My old organ teacher|choir director did not keep a, what, appropriate relationship, at all.

My cousins will not correct their thought processes, so forget it you p.o.s.'s.

Also, my friends are holding out thinking they want to look like Late Boom but no one else should..-HA!  ;D  That is so funny, you know you totally care.

Why I Was Really Mad

If I was not unaccepted about me thinking in the experiment to call Tim Burton's daughter the N word, then Ginny would be normal around me and I would eventually be a normal person..

More

It would interest some people remotely and eventually, I imagined I heard like a boy with a raspy sorta stimulated voice like in a green saber thing saying, "Hi, Mom," and then like, well, going, maybe about a year or a year and a ½ ago.  He wasn't too gay but seemed really smart, you know like boys here and in England..  =|  I just hit a certain point in my age.

Suffering Schedule

I keep hearing these strange creaking noises above behind me, sounds like a person partially dead from Florida like when I didn't live in Orlando, sorta like they were suffering like me in schedule and just died.

Problem

Tim Burton, Johnny Depp, and Ginny Kopf are all GAY or something wanna .. see they think that some magical thing seems to have had to have happened if you cared, well it's never too late, that's what I say, or it will be too late when I lock you up and extract your personality.  See, they will like sorta twist your feelings to where it affects you, just because their precious children's Charlie and the Chocolate Factory came out.  They think it says they're gay because they submit to bad people, like this girl Tim Burton and Ellen DeGenerous are shittily onto.  It's true, I don't mean they're shit.  I can't believe it, really, WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON.  You're not nice like you said you might be, you're a schizo, really shit.  D':  No, I looked up to you, in a way.. but you don't work that hard.  I had to take a break.  Wait, why me looking up to you is bad?  SHUT THE FUCK UP YOU PIECE OF SHIT.  FIGURE IT OUT YOU -STUPID- PERSON.

Something Funny..

I was talking to my brother from the bayou, and I told him all the 3 sorta interesting yet urban people I invited on Facebook were retarded..like Ellen DeGeneres because she's from there, too..

Issue

Please don't give me any of your French shit or b.s.  If I can't live my childlike existence with the presence of someone like Ginny, then what's your GODDAMNED FUCKIN ANSWER!?

Facebook Post

Post to Ginny: Picture

Thank you for sharing this.  I will post it on my blog.  You inspired me to try to search my feelings in some way..

http://cab1986orlfl21.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130310-1.html

I thought you may like this, may make you feel better about Ginny feeling too good about herself:

*snuff snuff* yea .. a littoo turtle }:) so nice of you to tag Ginny so I could post @ it. }:) }:) You know, I have not seen so many turtles.. I grew up with lizards. }:) Yea. Turtle trying to make some stupid claim in life. Oh, boo hoo. Tough turtle, too. ,: Hadn't concerned myself so much over it. Hey, does somebody think I need them?

You know, you older people, women, think you're all so cool, but I was cooler.  So, go yourself.  :p  Keep up.  Learn to be nice.  Don't just tell me you're a schizo.  See, I know what I'm talking about.  You guys are too shy.  I'm not.  You're not talking to me.  So go.

Wow, next time someone helps you out I may sit there and watch you s*ff**.

You should never be with someone older.  I hate you.  See, my mom is just an idiot.  Stop wasting my time, Ginny, I am better than you.  You have done mean things to me when I was nice and fun to you.  Ginny just holds out.  Stop holding out.  Never listen to popular people.  WTF you think you are, you think I'm a nigger?  I'm gonna call the police, you'll get in trouble through the years, and your life will be worthless.

Ginny should not promise anything to any of your kids, too, right??  Hm, this is so stupid.  I was having a good time growing up.  ,:(

Don't get mad at me getting attention.  Stop, stop!  You're all so lifeless.  Why don't you just.  What's wrong, I can't just sit here and puppet you.  Hey, wait you don't know if you can as a person get mad at me for saying something really cool, that you doing something yourself is an entity that is often debated..  :p  Who cares about those worthless kids's thinking, go talk to them yourself, Ginny..  Get it over with, I want my life, stop you attractive adults p*******ing yourself to ugly kids.

Wow, you have nothing to say, huh.  I can be sociable if I want, you just happen to be unsociable.  I want to be your friend, if you find Ginny a criminal.  Just post on my forum.  Forum 1.  :)  ;*

Problem

What a waste of time, Ginny, that p.o.s. because I mean I act in her class and it's like Tim Burton on the surface, just tells you you did something wrong and that what you did now is like dead but that there is no reason, what a p.o.s.  I am just mad, learned to curse, somehow.  I thought the words were funny, but I really am mad.  I mean, what else could I say?  How annoying?  What an annoying person?  She deserves to be knocked out?  What?  She isn't really a good person?  She isn't really comfortable, but her X's last name was Kopf?  I mean, ever since my mom was pregnant, I didn't look so perfect in figure.  Everyone since has thought I was just crap.  There were times in the past where I had problems but none like this were I look like a gay boy.

Facebook Posts

To: Linda Barber Jordan

Photo

Hey, that's a cool guy.


Link

Words can hurt.


From: Fred Martinez

Link

Oh, that is so cute.

Problem

Stop telling me what I do doesn't matter.  I'm not Chinese.

Tim Burton thinks I made a statement by posting online.  What a piece of crap.  You wanna just yourself?

Urgent

Ginny will e-mail other people.  There is a reason she won't send me a proper e-mail, nor did people in other places.

Also, no one gives a shit about the attractive, romantic, exciting people from California born to the fLower age.  They just tell us they're so inviting, claim that to hypnotize the environment, literally speaking, and then they hold out on people trying to live their lives..

It feels like it wasn't even worth being born...for my brother's safety I said pretty much after I'd see the fat(ter), blonde lady from Coral Springs, where he (and my little girl cousin a year younger, my mom's sister's daughter born the year after with younger sons, 1 born more recently but not too close to her age maybe..,) and the guy who thinks Orlando boys are shit in Student Services @ 6 P.M. also gonna call the police.  Because of the reasoning behind how she will not answer me when I talk to her.  I did think she should be locked up for getting too much attention.  I won't take her sarcasm and the way her head is in the clouds.  She thinks you have to give up things for attention..now I have to figure out what she already knows?  I mean, what I said isn't crap.  She keeps telling me I can't have an interesting life.  Just shut up, stop talking to me in my room.

Problems

Why do these attractive Anglo-looking boys or English-looking boys, definitely.. think it's about being stimulated in like these selfish ways?

Also, forgot what else I thought..something to do with Ellen DeGeneres..ah yes, why..stop acting all explosive when someone attractive comes up because you know you're badder than me.  I forgot, I'm better than you, Ginny, and Tim Burton, see if you can take that nigger seething through your teeth breadcrap.

Thought of Something..

What if you told someone not to talk to me who liked me who I liked, I mean what is your problem, because I see the alternative as paying attention to the likes of you?

Problem

Look, what's going on?  Every time I hear a click or there's a mistake, something happens like to a part of my body that seemed defiant about something I said that was true.  Look, I don't have communication skills.  Why are you acting like I'm Chinese?

News! x0

Ellen DeGeneres shooting Aus-tral-ia

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Ate

I had my cheesy and PB crackers in the morn, well night, and 3 separate little sammiches of buffalo chicken tubes and blue cheese "crumbs" with Coca Cola from a littoo bottoo.  I -am- baking my 1st White. Cake. with my 1st in recent times -2- cans of white|nilla frosting.  '8|

New Video of Me

Practicing my Acting for School

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