Problema

I just got called a dinosaur.  I am curious to know why I wasn't encouraged to be different.  Maybe, I'm fine as I am when you talk @ people in my class year.

Must - Lie - Dahun (Down)

Why

Is Ellen superhyped @ her success?  She seems thinking @ Ginny also sarcastic.  She probably doesn't like some people, .. I mean I just don't get what she's trying to impress us with like what she said @ that picture, must just be *fluff* talk.

Lotta Times

I find that I'm not top now but was before Burton?

Why does

Ellen give snotty messages, I don't wanna talk @ "what" you will or will not do or some such like that.  Oh, sorry, if you messed up my last post, anyone.  Well, it's just the idea..  What did I do, again?  :|

Twitter

link..

New Videos

New Videos of Me Practicing Tinkerbell and Singing

O

What was that, for fun.  Not my idea of fun.  Hmph.  This shit didn't happen before Nell..

STOP

Ellen nor Orla nor anyone matters more than me.  I just found the Celtic Woman with some kids .. Georgia?

SHUT UP *BEEP*

No one gives a damn @ you.

I know you're sending me stupid messages.

Yea, I did something and now I have some dirty mail I don't know what I should do with!  A CELL PHONE?  Go to Hell, *beep*  Why ya'll so niggerish since Ellen DeGeneres?

WHO

feels like a nigger when I say snow?  It's MY blog.

STOP

Are you joking with me, again?  What you want me to think @ this sometime?  GO TO HELL

Problema

You know you're all gay and mean.  I can post winter scenes.  If not, you're crazy.  Just think of what's normal, dodos.

Also, I came out and my mom was on the phone.  A guy sounded like he said he'd do both on me.  People in Orlando are niggers.  They are suggestive people from up north, but I am from select places.

Anyone can post snow.  What's wrong with me?  It's something I like..

Anyway, that guy affected me.  You wouldn't do this to Ellen..  :(  ..or Chloe Grace Moretz, Tim Burton.. anyone!  YOU DID IT.  I didn't do it.  Sorry if that left a ma'k (mark.)  Let me know if it is best not to change it or if there is some way I could write this otherwise now.

So

Ellen would be more concerned about the overly nice people in Orlando than about giving attention to moi.  Maybe, she would do it less, though, of course.

In Pennsylvania,

I don't know actually of no good winter scene, just a time to bring in the chickens and cook a turkey or ham, whatever is hungry for..

NY you can imagine it's all crystally, a nice place to go for Christmas!

STOP

sickos stop getting mad at a straight A student for getting beat up in school.  I can have a life, too.

Ugh

Now what?  You chose to be with these people you deem not your type or not anyone's type.  I can laugh at what I want..

I really don't give a care

@ what happens to you in L.A., any example

not what about my butt, you sneering @ me .. whoever did it .. was it an accident, ya'll seem to not care and keep butting in my life!

What's this

hoping a kid is mean?

Also Ellen wants to be like Tim or this boy I know .. 1 of em probably the boy making my butt muscles disappear in my left butt cheek, reminds me of when I was withdrawn from college once.  I have to exercise, but there are things people can do where you can't fix it, maybe it will heal..but often not

Unattractive

To act like the world is nostalgic and like under the crack of your butt- meaning LOL just 1 example and passes under your feet, too .. as you romp around

How mean

are you to Chloe?  Not at all, I see.

If

I had true negro blood is different, that's negro blood, standing the heat with p**** hair on their head.

Weirdo

I saw Chloe Moretz .. seems to have 2 sides or so .. acting like she's the only 1 with a handle on things with her Southern heritage.  My dad isn't.  I am mixed.  I am not all Northerner, and if I were it wouldn't matter-

So

You just don't like me?  Well, that's not my fault.  I go online to go online.  You chose to embarrass me.

What do you expect me to say?

Will you shut up?  I have to go thru a day!

What do you mean you don't like my dad?  He's old.  I am thinking of him younger.  Anyway, how can you just pretend not to like him to be cool up north?  Good thing you never met him.  Do you think you doing that anyway will get you anywhere in the end?  No one has anything against you.  I don't know what you envisioned, but Tim Burton wouldn't like it.  He has a schedule, too..

How is

being from the South more a sign of love?

Edit

I added links to the left.  That way people will post on my forum.  I was thinking of putting it under the Public tab but guess not.

How convenient

is a blog if you can't talk @ a cold climate place?

I mean, look.

No one has even bothered to post on my forum.  I should put it back somewhere where people will access it.v

Well, I am curious.

So, did Ellen DeGeneres actually go to NYC to send an anti-Christina Barrett message back at Chloe Grace Moretz??

No, love me 1st, *beep*  jk  I'm just talking the talk, not "to: Ellen."

The only other problem is it means she thinks Chloe is from the South and I'm not.  Why can't it just be on Chloe's shoulders?

So

Ellen, why do you even care about anyone my age or around my age and older?

Wondering

Why was Ellen DeGeneres in NYC?  I saw her being sarcastic in ways only some would tell on Twitter.  Chloe Moretz has been a brat to me.  Ellen does that, too.  I guess being famous doesn't mean you're the best.  I know Chloe Moretz moved to NYC and so did Peyton List from Florida.  Chloe Grace Moretz is born 1996 and Peyton List 1998.  I don't know where in Florida she has lived.  I think she likes L.A. now but probably still misses moving from Florida when she was only 4 years old.  So, Ellen DeGeneres thinks she's in NYC to party along with Chloe Grace Moretz and then tease me for wondering if there's a weird feeling @ it?  I shouldn't say something inappropriate, but that wouldn't be a nice thing to think.  I shouldn't worry, but you know thought that's what most people were wondering.  Funny people think I'm a mental case just for being the only good thing in my school setting, not literally always though.

Edit

I made the middle translucent part white instead of black: link.

So, what?

Is the cold exciting?  Any extreme temperature is, and any medium is relaxing.  It gets very cold but no snow.

Update

So, I edited my profile on Twitter to be like everyone else: link.

Help

Ellen help!

I am sure my dad doesn't want me to post snow, now also because he thinks I'm him and not from SE FL, but because you all are Southern now, I'm sure that the reason is he is hoarding his own snow experience.

Twitter

My Cursing

So what?  I never like attacked some innocent person.  People were going crazy like a racist.

I never met

no Ginny nor Ellen DeGeneres before.  What'd you say of what they look like?  Sorry.  I'd say at 1st Ginny was sweet but my mom was cute and yea she is, was just a nice joke, tell me if you don't like jokes, if it's not a brilliant set up and you just can't take it.  Ellen DeGeneres?  I'm not a bad person!  What about before I started cursing?  What's her problem .. then??

WHAT

Ellen took the time to send me a secret message and pretends I'm shit.  I don't care what other people think of themselves.

Whattaya mean I'm "not?"  That's what Ginny thinks.  I am more respected than anything, and then you *beep* trash in Florida all gettin' at me, like every single person sometimes..  I'll show people who's boss!

Yes, I grew up being the smart, quiet enough, quite shy, NICE person, hailed by 1 and all.  Along trots Johnny .. and Tim .. and look what happens!  SO THAT'S WHY.  Hmph.

Well

She doesn't want to admit it, but for being mean to someone with a reputation such as myself.. people don't like her and thinks she's a roaring lion.  BLAH whatever

Hello

Though

Do you SEE my blog and see what the world has done for the likes of you!?  WHATTAYA MEAN I'M NOT ONLINE

If

it weren't for these little things that happen to me, I guess I'd be in the right, if anyone online thinks I'm no dummy.  Oh wait - that's the schools I could go to in the South.

What's her problem?

Chloe Moretz is mean and listens to Ellen to say I'm not a true Southerner.

She's taken advantage of me like Tim Burton because of the N word thing and doesn't appreciate Johnny Depp, the 1 and last girl to act with him in a movie.  Well, that's that!  Who coulda done better?  Who wants to meet Johnny Johnny Depp!

More Snottiness, if You'll Allow Me

So what if you like Ellen DeGeneres.  You can't say I'm unaccomplished.  Notice how Ellen likes to tease you and you all support her cause that's just when she's not teasing you?  Oh wow, look who has a hissy over what I just said, can't a man talk.  You go see what it's worth.  I got lots to say.

Maybe, she seems ***ier, but I mean no one ever told me I wasn't until Johnny Depp and Tim Burton came along.

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IMDb

IMDb

Well, I ate.

4 sushi and soy sauce
imitation crab

making a burger

How Uncomfortable

My mom and I are pretty respectable, but how I can I see Ellen DeGeneres now?

You know..

..you people who know me well are all worthless and take for granted me being nice as nothing.  You're boring and have no sense of rhythm and style.  Don't take that as a wish to heart.  I mean, it might be true in some dynamic.  :|

Weird

Why do all these people like my mom just to make fun of me?  They are all greedy.  They are being all emotional.  I shouldn't talk of the scum on the street, should I?  They shouldn't be given access to her just to get it over with.  :|

Edits

I added Exclamation Point to last post and rearranged Pages.

Why are we even doing this shit?

I'm not "doing" anything like this with my dad and nor my mom.

Why are you hurting her in this way.  If you think she's mean to mean people, so what?  Don't hurt her.  Don't you have a mom?.  Sorry, if that bothers anyone.  See, sorry if that hurts anyone, and you don't care if you annoy me.

Like, I forget what it was..yes, my dad was playing around and thinks he has something.  I am the 1 who watches Ellen DeGeneres.  You can't take that away from just me.  Who do you think you are!?

Then, my mom was made to be mean to me, and now people think she's not much cuz it made me mad.  Well, don't annoy my mom.  How worthless are you!?

Hungry

OK I've had it with

Ellen.  I was looking @ a funny picture of Nell, and I know that something will make her *pee in her panties* and tell on me.  Sorry, Ellen, if you aren't used to people who talk.

Problema

They systemized, lied that Nell is like her brother because..I am so not doing that.  I already am ruined!  I'm serious, though, no more Nell.  Ellen doesn't seem to appreciate her white hair and cute looks.  Just rattles on as the youngest in situations.  I have to be nice to Ellen, but I mean if you knew anything you'd probably understand what I tried to say.  Off?  WTF is mean but sensitive to others?

Also

Ellen can't be nicer to tweens than our generation and a bit older.

I saw

Ellen *wants* Nell.  WHY DOES ALL THE SHIT GO TO HER.

WHAT NOW

So what if older people are nicer to me than me to you?  I don't even see you!

Problema

I don't like whoever's doing my experiment, unless it's someone playing around.  It depends on who it is.  Why?  The messages are annoying, but I know there can be an excuse in things.

Maybe you should just get the *beep* outta here.

It's in my mom to be mean to me then and hopefully later rejuvenate.  People didn't like -her- being cute.  I made a joke that my teacher was sweet and my mom was cute and not the other way around.  A nicer joke than most make.

It came to me they wanted to take away what my mom does in her generation because my dad thinks maybe he doesn't even look up to the same people.  I can't get to the TV guide, now, too, to watch old Ellen DeGeneres episodes.  No, it's for me and my mom.  I said listen.  Stop being mean.  I don't want these crap messages.  It's all for Nell.  May as well just do something to her.  Wait, then it'll be something I don't like.  My dad even admitted this experiment was astray.  He's crazy.  He's a good worker, but that's about it.  Sometimes, often, he's in the living room and the TV is on with something nifty, for some reason.

What was the point I was coming to make?  Can we just erase that message?  What, is it some joke?  Something people shouldn't feel?  YOU DIDN'T DO THIS SHIT BEFORE YOU GODDAMN *BEEP* whoever caused it.

Problema

Ellen might have influenced this, but my mom has to act like a Late Boomer.  I did tell someone her age at an event, a kid to see.  I told my mom..  You can't stop her and stuff.  If you wanna be like her, that's not her fault.

I never said to ruin Ellen.  I have to say what happened, I mean Ellen is not the only 1 responsible, but she's like a price to pay.  Everyone wants to be on her show, unless they'd "rather die than be a public speaker."  Not sure how the last part goes, depends on the conversation.

So, what do you like better..

Ellen DeGeneres dancing on her show and I see in NY now

or

Ellen DeGeneres, the movie @ Disney World Epcot

I think I'd pick the 2nd now seeing as I chose Radio-TV and not "Cheerleading" nor "Dance" indicating Dance Team.

As for Cheerleading

It turned into a dance team, which doesn't look big, maybe not as competitive.

Hobby

Radio-TV

and the same major I said before, Communication Studies (Public Relations)

OK

I just applied and will get more information later.

School

Major - Communication Studies
Interests - Cheerleading

Let me look up the cheer team.

School

I'm applying to Rollins.

Why

does Ellen DeGeneres matter and not me?  I was thinking of her.  Someone got mad and put noise in my room and I thought of this.  I was worried, and then people get mad if I even think @ her when they think they are punishing me.  LEAVE ME ALONE.  Get online and post it.  I'm gonna get my dad to, cuz he seems to be a part of the problem.  No wonder my aunt isn't posting.

Back to School

Maybe next semester?  That's the soonest I can.  I have to get into Rollins as a transfer.  I'm going to Disney World this semester, I know.  I can do both.  Maybe, I'll start with 1 Communications class, but I think the limit is 4.  I wonder if I'd still see my parents.  I'll have to get the loan and explain why I have a semester where I worked, didn't withdraw, and got all Fs for some reason.  This was online courses.  Don't bother my friends, though I did go downhill because of their little visit, where they insulted me, maybe for doing something off technically I guess.  Never seen them again or at least once I think.  So, starting with major courses and not general studies.

Mad

Do you know how Goddamn annoying this is?  At 1st, I thought people told them to do it.  Now, I find that it cost them something.

Weird

Why am I getting weird influences of what I post, making fun of me liking Ellen DeGeneres?  I thought I said to leave me alone.  What are you, some kinda Asian, cuz that's what they do and I don't think you should wanna be Asian like that..

Problema

What, did you talk to Ellen DeGeneres?  You can't analyze my worth of existence because of a stupid excuse like that my dad was in the military.  You think that because he did it during draft.

I'm always in the wrong, never talk to whoever's watching me.

Sleep

10 hours of sleep

Woke Up

2 eggs, 2 milky pancakes, chocolate milk made with powder and fat free milk

similar dream as the last 2 or 3 nights