Leaving Home Sometimes-

I said my dad was weird to me, when I wanna talk sometimes tho, he gets mad to see me, acts like he wants to use me sexually and others want me to not mingle with them and instead just talk to him or something, how suggestive and inappropriate.

Disclaimer

I don't mean to point fingers and was being funny.

Europeans

They are mean to me.  They pretend I am uncool.

I caught them red-handed.

Europeans don't accept me as white European!

Most People

have sarcastic expressions imprinted on their faces.

Stupid People of Florida

Not really.. but they need to "do something" to make a statement if they feel ticked.

Competing Tool

You have to be all German shit to be a shit to these co-ethnic families.

However, I don't mean German is shit.  I'm just being funny.  It's true, tho, I'm shit to them, maybe.  I feel bad.  I hope this is not true.  They are probably shittier than me, tho.  Whoops.  "I digress."

AHA!

I can be English, too!

Out of Place and Inappropriate

the English

Get your buckin' teeth outta my fuckin' beeswax.

They light up and glow at inappropriate times, like a coping mechanism.  AHA!

Imminent Danger

When I meet people or if I meet people, I feel a sense of foreboding coming from others I know like they want to flip my life around, friends and family.

No..

I don't believe in this being mean to me to mean something good.

Oh, did you know..

I am too disturbed to pray?

Why do..

people I like come out being hostile against me?

Sad

I think my family only wants to help me.

Happy

That was bad, but I came out.

Sad

Things happen that don't need to happen.

I'm sorry.

There simply isn't enough to go around, anymore, is there?  Or maybe people are waiting for me to be taken out of the game.

cont.

older

Good Times

Why did people lie and say they don't like "old people?"  I know I do.

Well

I came home and was all dazzled I guess I got shocked with negativity.

I don't like how my life has always been negatively affected.

I thought I was independent of my parents.  My dad seems to have stopped treating me the same at 16.