Tuesday, November 12, 2013

Indecent

To say I can do whatever I want and you adults can't and I won't do anything for you in turn.

I already said..

..I didn't scream.

He did it.

I said he did.  I didn't start, I just asked @ it.  I'm 27!  I'm not loved as a child.

Problem

My dad is being weird adding things and wants to stimulate me all at once, but I'd just make sure he got it back, not to ruin him.

Nitey

Going to bed soon, yay!

Oh, wow..

Ellen, Mommy cares @ you so much you have baby pictures of you outside so you can be a blonde girl.  What's the eager look that people not like that aren't good kids?

Problem

Ellen is pressuring me to look like a black man.  What's wrong?  Why does she keep doing these things?  It happened to my forehead!

Problem

Who just suspended me outta the blue on Twitter, again?  You callin' me a nigger?

Sorry

Sorry, Jimmy, for calling you a suck up.  I was in a rabid mood.  You're awesome, but stay and be happy.

It's more a matter of..

..denying where I'm from

Um..

..I told my mom I wanted to stay in gymnastics and was excited @ it I obviously remember from when I was 1¾.  I added ballet to the medley, or Mom did, at 5.  I wanted singing at 5..  I well remember I heard music before age 1-2.

So, how do ya feel?

How do you feel that Sarah Brightman puts forward she's sang and danced in competitions and had time for piano since 3?

Problem

Ya'll are timing shit to my blog.

New Video

New Video of Me Singing

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Problem

Someone from Fort Lauderdale, the area, brought something up.  I don't touch on it cuz I know the answer.  However, she can.  I will not put up with this.  What if I said I had a more rich time growing up in the area I grew up in, like you just said?

This is final, no skirting out, like no I didn't really say I wanted to be from Fort Lauderdale.
AND AGAIN

OMG

This girl suspended me 4 times, what a goody good.  I didn't do anything.  She has a sad looking son.

Problem

My Twitter was suspended twice in a row, within 2 minutes.

Problem

Could not enjoy my walk, am overweight and uncomfortable.

Ellen tried to imagine I was a slick toddler with a snot nose.  I had my spoon in hand and thought of attacking virtually cuz I can't help it.  The whole walk was so uncomfortable.

I am perfect.  Ellen, why do you keep pretending stuff and am mean to me cuz you're insecure of if someone attacked you?  I matter more than that.

I feel abused.

I'm just sitting alone in my room.

YouTube Comment

Jackie Evancho - Ombra Mai Fu

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Good job, Jackie! So, do you know Renee Fleming sang this on a CD of hers I have or had? You remind me of her, she is so beautiful, old enough to be your mother! =]

You all are weird.

You let little kids live for themselves.  And I never seemed to get attention.

Live for Yourself, Too

Why does the world find joy in hurting me?

Story Time

There was a very young girl named Chloe, always with poise, always in grandeur, a nobility child.

She had an older cousin named Christina who helped take care of her.

The mother's name was Ellen.  There were more people.  Another lady who came to live with them related distantly was Sarah.  There was a child named Abigail and Saoirse.  There was an older other cousin named Christine, in fact.

There were men, as well.

Chloe was in her little dusty, grayish, silverish, bluish room.  She had a little toy boy named Tim she loved more than anything and wished he was alive.  Christina was sitting on the floor with her being listful, age 13.  Christine came in and grabbed Ms Christina by the hips and said time for a bath.  She got quite a rise outta that.  After that, Christina gave Chloe a bath.  They reflected on the bubbles in the tub.  Well, time for bed.  They went back into their room and talked for what seemed a long time and then fell asleep.

Ellen woke and picked up Chloe and helped her to breakfast.

Christina went to play with Abigail and Saoirse.  Breakfast was good, several biscuits for each with gravy, rich grits of some sort, scrambled eggs, and WAFFLES.  Most of them had orange juice, but Chloe wanted milk because she was almost all French.

What Mamma did was investigate magic things.  It was sorta a musical society with lots of balls and things, gatherings at the house.

Things were getting rather suspicious, but it was time to caravan to the festival.  They stopped a night and roasted their meat.  Chloe sat by Ellen.  Christina suddenly spotted wolves..  Mamma grabbed Christina and all the people were scrambling to the caravans..  The men warded the wolves away with the fire, made a ring.

Finally they arrived at the festival.  The girls loved the long tunnel of LuV.  The ferris wheel was quite a doozy.  There were no weird rides.

Finally, they came home, alas.  They were going to have to move somewhere else.  Christina moved in with another group of people, an older lady in her middle ages named Sarah and a more youthful, rather fair woman named Ellen.  They were with child, a girl named Sarah and another girl named Chloe.  Christina took care of them and tutored them.

There was a murder in the community of a teacher, and the ladies went to go work on it.  Great hysteria came amass.  Christina remembered again not to ever sweat the small stuff.  They then moved, themselves, to Africa, but Christina turned down the trip.

What It Might Be

It might be a random sore muscle from something like a ghost.

Medical Issue

When I lean back, I feel a hurt like my heart pumped to a bone, and I come forward and same thing.

Black-Haired People

Why are older Southerners with more dark, black hair, and sometimes white skin?

I mean..

..who's out there saying I need to be attacked once for every little thing?  Not that I would want a gun myself.  Got that?

Okay

Who has a gun?

Problem

Ellen needs to stop showing off acting like she's better than another human being.  I realize there are scum in this world.

I don't want to fight this battle!

YOU WEIRDO

YOU'RE JUST MAKING STUFF UP.  I NEVER LIKED BEING ASIAN.  '}:[  QUIT ACTING LIKE THAT BRAT.

WHAT'S YOUR PROBLEM

YOU (ELLEN) ARE JUST LIKE MY OLD BEST FRIEND BEING MEAN TO ME SOMETIMES LIKE IT'S OKAY AND YOU SUPPORT THIS HUMAN BEING.

What a weirdo.

I didn't make anyone else Asian, and I didn't even make myself that..

More

My Gramma ruined my cheek bone.  Today, Ellen was brushing her own self with paper..

Problem

On "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," today a black guy made my forehead get a bump in it.  I was just relaxing, as usual.  I know Ellen takes in stuff, too.  It might seem cute, but it's not really that nice.  It's like it's popped out.  Jimmy Fallon is getting a kick outta himself thinking he's more like Ellen than me.  That's because of those people making fun of my race and the year I started posting in public.  They just won't stop.  Jimmy Fallon is not all out like I am.

Posts

Why do you keep getting all antsy if I feel good, people doing the experiment?

I didn't intend to yell at my dad, had trouble speaking more aggressively than passively..

You knew a tacky idea affected me and set me up like I was a baby-toddler.  You think the stress is fun.  I am not living my life like this..

Why do boys make fun of me and think I'm Chinese?  I've seen cute Swedish girls with this look..  Like I sit there, and boys affect like they're putting their hands around my face and laughing!

I don't know how to overcome.  I'm already making a new blog.  The last 1 was better.
http://christianebarr.blogspot.com

Welcome

Welcome to my Blogger!

Problem

Those bastards on Soapbox are being shit.

I don't care @ a shit poster's personal life.

Problem

Like I've said, why not just *beep* my dad for making all the people I wanna meet not like me?

Problem

Ellen stop being nasty and telling people to do bad things in my life, like if I have something going for me.  I am not rude, stop making fun of my poor health, I don't have enough physical activity.  Every time I am happy and settle, someone is set back and what I do.  My dad won't stop acting smug until I say something sometimes how he thinks and like Ellen funs that I'd wanna meet someone like Johnny Depp or know someone I like a lot who may be famous.

Ugh!

Sorry 'bout that, didn't directly insult Sarah but know you lookin'.

Question

To: Ellen

Are you European?
Stop being silly @ my age!!

Someone liked my comment.

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PLEASE SPEAK UP

Do more than just state your belief that Sarah Brightman would be a child to most people.

Well

People don't like my age.

So, guys..

..anyone else out there, I cut my hand.  I may poison myself on my toilet today..

Attention!

Is Sarah going into outer space for attention?

Help

Stop making me go in convulsions.  I don't wanna keep doing gymnastics to keep my body pristine.

Problem

You piece of shit!  (Just talking to myself.)  Why are you people thinking I'm bad because I was yelling but not screaming at my dad?  I didn't feel happy, and he was looking at me like I'd even cry to him.

STOP

Your messages are retarded.

Wut

They are changing how my body sits.  You niggers won't leave me alone.

Hey

You leave me alone.

YOU BASTARDS

Why was my post @ Ginny & Tim made 1?  You wanna cross your own GOD DAMN MOTHER FUCKIN EYES

Lunch

I ate 2 large pitas 1½ as sandwiches with cold cut roast beef toaste din the microwave.  They were big, cheese, lettuce, Ranch.

Facebook Post

Sarah Brightman Concert

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So, what did ya'll here in Central Florida think @ the experience? I wish I was more prepared.. I went with my dad.

Wasn't

I wasn't behaving irrationally.  I just know it hurt me.  I can joke @ ****ing myself if I wanted, it was appropriate.  I am not a machine.

SO THERE

SIT THERE AND STARE YOU RACIST SCUM KIDS

Wasted Life

You all are addicted to my mom's perverted idea that I never have any outburst.  I am being a good person explaining a problem.

So..

..prove that's why you did it, to kill me.

Ugh!

My dad made it sound like I did something to him..  BUT IN 7 YEARS I'LL BE THINKING OF THIS AND WHATEVER ELSE YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH TO SAY LIKE THAT

YouTube Post

Sarah Brightman

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So, who are you? Thank you so much for posting all these interesting .. array of videos!

I will have to

take a lie down.

Injured

I think I hurt myself, so sorry @ the word shit in relation to someone else though that's not what I meant at the time!

Well

No, I don't mean I want to attack Sarah Brightman like you gape at me for..  I just didn't feel like adding my parents are doing it, not her, but they act like she said something mean to me, keep annoying me, punishing me!  I THOUGHT I SAID THAT I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN FUCK SO FUCK OFF RIGHT THIS WAY PLEASE

Life is Ho'd (Hard) Life is Hard

I mean, I noticed, like, the world is to be respected.  It's not like a piece of paper.

Effects

Why are we whittling ourselves out for Tim Burton?  What happened to the surround sound?

The Answer

Older people advertised themselves to us but acted like maybe they were the 1 who wasn't good enough for us.

Why

Why is the world using me as a question?

Also, I'm nervous my dad it seems would be pressured to send me away to a mental place and I'd wait there and not be able to communicate with anyone.  I remember last time.

I mean where's my CHANCE?

Ha Ha

Got them!  They don't talk to me much.  They aren't there for me.  They are never with me, now.

What's wrong with those lunatics..

Ginny Kopf and Tim Burton?  They are migrant families from California.  They think I am an underhanded rightfully racially discriminated person.  How amusing..

Plane

My mom said my 1st words were plane and bird.  I thought it was so cool.  Sarah Brightman and her family are aviators.. so.

Nap?

Do I need 1?

Making Others Feel .. Special

I guess in Eengland (England) they really see "what" they see .. something special to them.

Sorry

If I hurt someone's feelings, but some of these things are not okay, but I guess they just happen?

Bad Bad Bad

I AM NOT BAD.  I SAW BAD KIDS AT SCHOOL EVERY DAY.

Ugh! ^99^

People are too damn competitive in the U.S., but I know someone saucy and bossy.

Well

My dad seems not to give a shit @ my life and how I feel @ myself..

Concerned

I hope my parents are okay.  I'm worried my dad will be puffed up and cough to death.  I guess he's sensitive.  I didn't like the 7 year thing..  You all are shit.  I mean really.  You're making everyone shit.  I don't mean I want to make you shit, but I wish you'd not be shit.  I really see the germs, I mean.

Problem

I was mostly upset @ the 7 year thing..  I asked my dad, doesn't give a flying shit.

Problem

Why do you keep acting like you do something for me when there are really other reasons and when it's too much?

I know I was smart, so these kids should stop copying me.

Twitter

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Hm

My mom might have done that to hurt my dad.  Fix him.  They're stupid.  They can cook their own God Damn food.
IMDb

"We're the good guys."

I look around and see young people like me who think they deserved something they can't get, not sure what it is.

Wow

Tim Burton you think you get everything from everyone.  Now what do I have?

Problem

The e***** boys in Orlando have a hissy if I think I am a well-balanced person.  I can't believe it.

Problem

Why do you keep checking in on shit!  Stop ruining my blog, you.  I said stpio1

Problem

And how stupid are you to care @ the N word thing?

Why am I getting these annoying, stuck up messages from Sarah Brightman.m I dont wanna shit @ shit

More Shit

I know this happened because my aunt has a stupid hissy @ if I start a new blog to start over, like I "get" something.  HOW STUPID.

Problem

My dad said there's a place here people wait 7 years to go in.  He knows I told my mom why don't I just **** myself, like I'd do what to others as the worse option.  What I'm really doing is not caring @ people in the world.  I just care @ me.  No one is not SHIT like before TIM BURTON and JOHNNY DEPP.  I forget, something else I just thought..  I do want to know why I keep .. I mean I don't wanna sit and deal with things like this, I'm not gonna.  I want 2009.  I don't give a GD MF SHIT @ THE N WORD THING.  DID YOU HEAR ME!  *****  ***** *****  YOU BUNCH OF WORTHLESS PIECES OF SHIT I DON'T GIVE A GODDAMN

Mobile

may or may not post

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Problem

Why do the Jews in Germany uphold their culture?  Thought they wanted to be German or something.

Hee Hee Haw Haw

Why should I care @ your ability to function normally?

New Videos

New Videos of Me Singing

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