Thursday, January 29, 2015
New Plans
Instead of Music Ed now, I will continue to "perform" and "work out" and do beginning adult gymnastics. There is also intermediate/advanced. I am on a waiting list. I will do ballet in its place until when I feel a need to start.
My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education. Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's. I think I only got 1 year done. Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years. I was burning out. Lotta people went there to waste money. They disappeared soon after the school year began. They looked cooler. I guess their parents must have supported them. I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.
If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do. Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school! Especially with making money!!
I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics. I have good form. The dance is ballet. The other goal is to make it in a famous movie. I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other. To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college. Or I might keep up performing? Argh! I need physical activity. Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise. I'll consider it a break, maybe. I wrote a book and maybe will write more. Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money. I don't see a future in the performing arts. Acting is a desperate field but also competitive. I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good. I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho. I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts. This sounds like a good "project." I really wanna do the gymnastics. So, it'll be a break from college even more. :( I feel like I'm getting older. Before, it was the other way around. I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet. I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now. For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.
So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now. I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college. It will be good for me. I will do Music Ed later. I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college. I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous. I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list. They also have intermediate/advanced. :)
My goal in my head was to perform for money and then go back and get a Doctorate of Music Education. Sad thing is I am not finished with my Bachelor's. I think I only got 1 year done. Quickest I'd graduate disregarding general studies is possibly 2 years. I was burning out. Lotta people went there to waste money. They disappeared soon after the school year began. They looked cooler. I guess their parents must have supported them. I wonder if the way it wasn't so good socially is why I was told to leave, as well.
If I don't go back and can't get into Music Education, I dunno what I will do. Also, it seems hard to have a baby while in school! Especially with making money!!
I could always sell a video of me dancing or something and doing some gymnastics. I have good form. The dance is ballet. The other goal is to make it in a famous movie. I just don't know if I will lead in 1 way or the other, but now it seems like the other. To major in Music Education when I have the money to party in college. Or I might keep up performing? Argh! I need physical activity. Maybe I need to stay on a break from college and use money to exercise. I'll consider it a break, maybe. I wrote a book and maybe will write more. Maybe, I'll at least have pocket money. I don't see a future in the performing arts. Acting is a desperate field but also competitive. I will work on getting in shape, maybe, and see if that's good. I might want to stay in gymnastics, tho. I'd be one of the oldest gymnasts. This sounds like a good "project." I really wanna do the gymnastics. So, it'll be a break from college even more. :( I feel like I'm getting older. Before, it was the other way around. I was gonna miss out on the gymnastics/ballet. I got so excited cuz there's a wait list I'm on now. For now, also, I will go to Disney each week with my 2nd annual pass I've held since moving here 10 years ago and 9 years ago permanently.
So, to summarize, I was going to do Music Ed now. I decided to do gymnastics and ballet, while I take a break from college. It will be good for me. I will do Music Ed later. I may make money off selling something or getting in a movie, in which case I will have more money while in college. I wanted to go to college with the money I'd make being famous. I got excited when I was put on the beginning adult gymnastics wait list. They also have intermediate/advanced. :)
Where I Am
I've done some work on my Dr. Phil submission. I guess I need to be ready like I'm already there. I wanna go to bed early, guess I got until midnight. Maybe, go celebrate with some cake and a leisurely walk.
Oh, and work, my meds are in the way. I need a degree to do something I love. I also submit myself to act periodically, as they take submissions.
Oh, and work, my meds are in the way. I need a degree to do something I love. I also submit myself to act periodically, as they take submissions.
This is amazing!
I wrote like a sentence worth for each huge paragraph of around 10. Now to skeletalize it even further like the diagrams that make it on the sho'.
What I'm up To
I am rewriting my letter to the Dr. Phil show so it's more to the point and arranged.
Something to Make Me Feel Special This Summer
30 hours in the kid's classroom for college education classes, each requiring 15.
I think it's Summer A and the kids will be there 4 weeks. 1 class is 3 1/2 hours a day 2 days a week. The other is online. Diversity is in the classroom.. They have that kinda thing everywhere.
I think it's Summer A and the kids will be there 4 weeks. 1 class is 3 1/2 hours a day 2 days a week. The other is online. Diversity is in the classroom.. They have that kinda thing everywhere.
How Things Are Going
I have been doing laundry, did the dishes, made a cake, made supper of chicken burgers, made a list for new ingredients for a meatloaf. No, I didn't shower cuz I wa gonna work out. Maybe, I should shower up.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
I do have dreams of using a bong and hookah like the snake in Alice in Wonderland.
Dr. Phil - Facebook
When I posted on the Alice in Wonderland boards (flower) I learned how a bong and hookah (snake) worked by looking at various sites..
I am a good smoker. I smoked once so far. My mom watched then said to put it in a paper bag. I did suck it in 1 time, but the 2nd puff I did it how I'd like W/O inhaling, just in my mouth and I drew it back out..
I am a good smoker. I smoked once so far. My mom watched then said to put it in a paper bag. I did suck it in 1 time, but the 2nd puff I did it how I'd like W/O inhaling, just in my mouth and I drew it back out..
YouTube Comment
We Are Called
Wow! I sang this, on my YouTube. I used to play the melody and chords by ear. I still can. I like the real version better, tho. If I still had my piano and not just a keyboard from the flood, I'd play. You're so talented and that was played well!
Wow! I sang this, on my YouTube. I used to play the melody and chords by ear. I still can. I like the real version better, tho. If I still had my piano and not just a keyboard from the flood, I'd play. You're so talented and that was played well!
I feel confronted.
I had this friend who acts like it's so overly obvious I gotta be in trouble for something, some thing I don't know, but she's nat (not.) So, she joins up in life and goes on in life like nothing just happened and has kind parents. She is with people and has friends, supposedly.
Dr. Phil - Twitter
@DrPhil People have a habit of merely holding onto the past for different reasons. 😠They did it "in the day." They wanna create grudges.
— Christina Barrett (@Christina4333) January 29, 2015
Feeling Refreshed
I just had a nice salad (lettuce, carrots, green and black olives) with oil and a banana.
IMDb - The Soapbox
I'd be good at Music Ed. I have dreams to do ballet and singing, too, maybe moreso ballet. I sing alone. It's fun to sing in a group.
Dr. Phil
--- Facebook ---
Not to sound disrespectful.. but m dad's dad was an alcoholic and died prematurely. 2 close great aunts I rarely see died as long time smokers. Me, I have diabetes now, probably partly from misdiagnosed schizophrenia, the pills. It's hard to come by healthy snacking, and I struggle sometimes to be awake. My parents have kicked me out the house a number of times. I was kicked outta my college major at 19 and it's put my future on the line. I never drink, tho.
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Yes, does she need help with alcohol abuse? Does she need a job? Homeless shelter? I've stayed at a homeless shelter for 2 nights. My mom took me out during the day.. They don't want you there during the day. The food is good, of course.
--- Twitter ---
(reuniting with enstranged, "addicted" loved one, 1st step)
Setting boundaries, for me.
Not to sound disrespectful.. but m dad's dad was an alcoholic and died prematurely. 2 close great aunts I rarely see died as long time smokers. Me, I have diabetes now, probably partly from misdiagnosed schizophrenia, the pills. It's hard to come by healthy snacking, and I struggle sometimes to be awake. My parents have kicked me out the house a number of times. I was kicked outta my college major at 19 and it's put my future on the line. I never drink, tho.
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Yes, does she need help with alcohol abuse? Does she need a job? Homeless shelter? I've stayed at a homeless shelter for 2 nights. My mom took me out during the day.. They don't want you there during the day. The food is good, of course.
--- Twitter ---
(reuniting with enstranged, "addicted" loved one, 1st step)
Setting boundaries, for me.
My Morning So Far
I dreamed I was eating like Nestle or Nabisco cookies with M&M's in them. I woke up an had a disgusting cookie.
I had some GRITS while I made a cake and put away the dishes and washed some dishes. I had put in the laundry to dry and wash. I have at least 1 more full laundry load.
Cake is a bake'n. No more oil for my salad. :<
I had some GRITS while I made a cake and put away the dishes and washed some dishes. I had put in the laundry to dry and wash. I have at least 1 more full laundry load.
Cake is a bake'n. No more oil for my salad. :<
IMDb - The Soapbox
What career path is your life presently taken direction towards??
It seems I will be a music education genius who is in charge of the music world. I wanna sing but not be an opera singer. I wanna dance, but I want private ballet if I "make it" and am rich. I wanna be famous.
IMDb - The Soapbox
Are there 2 races or 3?
Whenever I see a full Asian poster/person, they seem to evaporate racially and float above me on the ladder of races.
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