Sunday, August 30, 2015

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Racist
Ello

Upset

You're just joking around trying to get me to give in because I like someone who's supposedly mean to me,
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Asians vs.Whites

Asians are treated more harshly than whites if they are sad they weren't a cheerleader, for example.  Life over!  But the whites get accepted, even if they seem to be in the same situation.

Dad

What if my dad is tested and we find "what" is so good about having his genes is his race-HA!

Help!

These people or someone really thinks I'm *beep*.

"Get over it!"

I get over things, but apparently you all do not.

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Stormfront
Eurasian Nation

Backstage
Shaun the Sheep

Nope..

I don't appreciate being told I'm bad like someone else and deserve what they did.

What?

If we're talking about the past and I'm okay now, then what are we doing?  This is sick.  I am not bad.  My dad is a racist.

I can't just have a bad life and people getting into weird things with me.

I bet they are out to get me, just racist, nothing that bad.  I am aware how something might seem bad.

Fight

So you won'ts stop fighting cuz I already told you to agree to disagree.

Why:

I came home from college and eventually locked myself in my room eating unhealthily.

I got on psych meds I don't need.

"What ails you?"

Why do I feel like I'm ailing?

I'm clearly not here to fight.

Just make life okay without feeling it's weird like others.  I could help sick people.

What a Waste

They are prolonging hurting me.  I am not even a bad person!  So what if I was upset by Ellen doing illegal/hurtful things?  She didn't have to act like she did it.  Why is it such a big deal, now?  Aren't there plenty of other things to do?

Bad Rep

"Everyone and their brother/mother" is against me.  I was lied about, and Ellen accepted it.

I don't really know who nor "what" to expect did it anymore.

Nope

I don't like being told I'm bad all the time.

It's not right.

That's taking a step in the wrong direction.

I hope if you do this you can't find fault in what I wrote.

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Aftermath

I'm just concerned and it's a part of my life so I'm posting about it.

Invasion

They are putting people in my life and others's and in ways I don't like when I prefer not to, simply.  I'm more worried it's the influx of unending punishment for bad reasons.

They are basically saying I am incapable of learning to live my life and that I cannot judge out of all the nonfamous people in this world the ones I would like.  I wanted to be famous, too, tho, but I keep having problems, like not getting called back by any agencies at all, getting on meds after going to the mental hospital.

They are saying that we need to mingle with weird, famous people..  Wait until the mother bear comes, so-to-speak.  I know this does not happen to everyone!

I am a good person!  So what if I cursed about being hurt?  It was something illegal.  Why are we celebrating it and to this day?  No one said any reason to stop while I did it, like they had it planned all along to have fun trashing me, not like they don't.  There are other reasons people are mad at me that aren't really bad of me..

Also, people are trying to get me stimulated in ways I don't really want to be.

Why..

do you keep doing things I'm not supposed to do that hurt me?

Is it really discrimination?

Is it really discrimination that Ellen has a reason not to invite talented teens and young adults on her show if they aren't like a band or celebrity/yet?  I mean, is it discriminating anyone as in are there a lot of contendents?

I think this is between Spain + France!

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Ooh! A non-Hispanic in Spain

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Fair Spanish Girls Tend..

..to be very rapid, energetic, and critical.

Fair Spanish Girl

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Cool Girl

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Even in Good People..

..they act like you did all these bad things you didn't really know about.

Being Considered Cool

Because another person exists with parent/s from another country, I can't be considered cool.

New Audio of Me Singing

The end is just instrumental.

Funny

We can accept art in the media to our imagination because you could not go so far as to say we can't be in an animation studio, ourselves..

TV

I changed from the bathroom channel to hot tubs, which even means less art involved but the big picture lovely.

I'm excited to get underway

and make a family if people I like for activity don't like me back.

Play

I'm trying to be some sort of fairy.

Unmistaken

You pretend you don't make a mistake and pretend it does or doesn't matter.

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Re: best genes

probably someone with straight natural blonde hair with a good physical shape 

Oh no

You're not better than me cuz you're born in the 1960s.

Not Ready?

I'm ready to raise my kid partly of the world and partly my own way, to naturally chose to have a boy and a girl right after, less than a year apart.

In a way, I wanna be involved in the world and not my children.

Even less

do I ^want^ a husband.

Is she the one?

Ellen should make Germanic-looking American boys crack?  Whoever does, aside from that fact, isn't that inappropriate to do to anyone?  That's why I don't do it to others.

1950

Who gave up the most for 1950?  Me!  My dad is born in July 1950.

TV

Nutri Ninja for like the 30th time!

Smorgasbord?

Why are some men born around 1950 so intent on affecting "their children" without the women getting in the way?  Smorgasbord?

"Are you my mother?"

I can think like I'm your mother.

Why would you not do the thing that you wanna do to not have to do it after having ventured to do it, in fear you won't be able to do it long?

Untrue

I found that old people don't know what they're talking about in sitting there wondering about things ethically too much or just punishing people you hate right and left about if what they did was not bad was closely related to anything.

What would you do?

How would you decide to joke around about how much someone thinks you're cool who's at some lack, small or big?  It's still a topic.  Each topic is taken into consideration as should be.

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Re: Since spirits, ghosts and demons clearly do not exist...

No, they should see a lawyer cuz I've seen a ghost recently and "spirits." The ghost looked like a person, not a sheet, and it was light blue, kinda like a cartoon boy, taller than me. I was at my Gramma's house up north for the 1st time since I was 15.

They also kept me from thinking straight and my otherwise futile attempts at studying.

My Website

My Website

if you haven't seen it since I combined my old blogs

Dragging On

People are just living life dragging their feet around with *possibilities* only for kids.  They're set in motion for whatever "work" is to some of the more "outgoing" ones in public.

To Fix Life

I need more shelves or some creative way of surviving.

I feel I can't even think, let alone decide on an oboe.  Where would I put it??  I have a music stand I've been using sometimes for singing set up for singing.

I guess I'm happy for Bella..

..nothing comes out of asking others for something they wouldn't already give you.

Something Funny

My left leg muscle hurts when I press it.  I hope I don't need muscle surgery, but I'll sit this one out, too.

Music

Music teaches great discipline, esp. in a band or orchestra.  You can get sounds no one has even heard of!

Cute Boys

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When Titanic went down

so went the "cute" boys with it.

A Chance at Life

If I had anything I wanted, I would have been very attractive and approved of as a white person, fact!

Babies

Are babies stamped in time what their parents were like when they were little/born?

Dating Sites..

Dating Sites..

Why aren't there any that seem to work??  Like search for boys all over the world.

Les Miz

I missed the auditions for Les Miz thinking I'd get in a movie, but I didn't, and it was a big thing.

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Re: Why is it considered racist to oppose illegal immigration?

I wonder why Europeans enstrange some Americans so much. I feel less enstranged than my dad! And I'm 1/2 Asian. 

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What year did you start posting online + e-mail + your age/DOB?

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e-mail:
age/DOB:

online: 2007
e-mail: 1998
age/DOB: 29/1986 

Cold..

Cold water is a necessity and a delicacy.

I was at the Frozen Sing Along, and they said Scandinavians were in the ice business.. like ice for cold drinks delivered.  They probably have had it good for a very, very, long, long time.

Boys

I'm attracted to both somewhat younger and older boys, often.

Unattractive

It's an insult to others to find that someone is attractive in ways they aren't, rather than their or someone else's responsibility or situation.

Manipulation

People born in 1950 live to manipulate those younger, and people a bit younger live to manipulate their babies.

It's all mighty unpleasant and nonsensical.

"Outta Sight" but Not "Outta Mind"

People act like their childhood experience would be colossal in Florida.

Kinds of "Love"

Do some people think that life is about all exchanging motherly and daughterly love with nothing in the middle?

Sheltered

Ellen grew up with New Orleanians being fed everything she needed at every moment to come up with the right answer, when she would be inquired upon.  Like a baby.  Probably "developed" late, actually.

Stereotypes

It's easy to stereotype Jackie Evancho, Taylor Swift, Christina Aguilera.. somewhat nerdy with white hair from Pennsylvania.

Did you realize that girls think "nerds" are like the cutest?  It doesn't mean you should wear glasses.

Ellen

Ellen was surrounded by love and pleasure, as a child, everywhere she turned.  That's "what" she does for us, gets "pleasured."

She was a lot cuter in the pictures with mostly/all white hair..

"Not a Toy"

I'm not the toy you can enjoy just because you're not Marilyn Monroe nor like another "successful" celebrity.

Like, messing with me is the reward for not being famous.

A Piece of Trash

I'm considered a piece of trash who needs other people to pleasure her, even fundamentally.

Loonies

Wanting me to pamper their younger kids.

Twitter

I'm not listening to someone who waits for someone else to listen to other than me.

Looks like you had something..

Pennsylvania and L.A.

Trouble

Why is it a thing to say I get that that I'm in trouble cuz I'm not!  Everyone isn't in trouble!

Remembered!

I feel so much better after having a sandwich!  Glad I finally got some cold cuts!

Wronging Others

You just act like each young person has to have a fault so you can get off not doing anything you're supposed to do.  You're not getting past me on this one nor getting the "best"/"popular" people to agree with you.

What do you have to lose?

What's anyone who's given approval got to lose?

You can just sit there, thinking only someone else deserves to be in trouble and saying "no" to others bettering themselves, only to make yourself seem to fit in in ways no one even should.

No!

You can't be the one in the right and not me!