Going for a Jog
Wednesday, January 30, 2013
-Like a Glove-
Ginny Kopf causes adverse reactions. It just seems like the time isn't right for a total meltdown. }:] She takes things as a joke, too, a machine, and she looks like a machine, sometimes, because she works for Disney. People from San Fransisco seem like machines.
R.I.P. <*>
More capitol punishment. Now, my future son is a questionable phenomenon in store. This is bullshit.t What is this crap fo
Problem
I was in the bathtub and laughed so much but kept stopping. Finally, I didn't laugh, anymore. 3(
Shower-Bath
My mom is practicing.. I gave her a coo hug, like we're still in Louisiana, the New Orleans area..
Cont.
I've lost track of what I was speaking of. So, I should have come home from college to where we moved in the Orlando area. I had fun playing around up until now. My goal is so I'd take Ginny's 3 classes before I'm ½ her age. I'm sorta stuck here.. So, that means I should have taken her courses by last summer. That's when I auditioned and then found I should take acting classes. I started watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" in Fall 2012, though, and that was Summer 2012. The n word thing happened in 2009, and I talked to my grandma a year until that summer, coping with my age in relation to my mom's. So, Summer 2012. We read from the Bible and a reading, but she got mad at me and made me suffer even after if I just felt mad from her treating me racistly now. It's since the n word thing. You know, I don't know who started it, my dad or the community or Tim Burton. So, my dad's youngest sister came for my birthday in 2011 I think yes. I realized in 2 years my age would be ½ my mom's, but I finally counted since I was created. For some reason, things didn't work out. I think my aunt did it for the n word thing, and I just didn't get it. I didn't have my biRTHDAY! ';0 I don't give a fuck about you goddamn Pennsylvanians you wanna go rot some in a shit hell hole or somesuch? What's my life, anyway, a piece of trash under your control? Oh, no one can control anything in the world. You know I just got more pricy nail polish for a shirt my aunt got me on my birthday. It might not be the big problem. So, what, I was supposed to watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" earlier? It was impossible because my grandma had me call starting maybe 2nd ½ 2011. It just seems like I should have taken these classes when I moved here. I've been here so long not accomplishing anything, not looking forward to anything, not in place online. I can't get over how funny it was posting just on Facebook, playing with all the stuff, and then IMDb, and later getting a blog and thinking I was talking to Tim Burton. Speaking of Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres, I don't want to play with you just saying I did something wrong because you're shit. We can't make any jokes because of Burton. He's not even cool with what's right. This is my blog. I think Tim Burton just likes generation z tweens. Time tuueet.
Struggles
I think my friend is struggling with her decision to quit ballet and later on swimming. 8o My dad seems to have cared about that, her not doing ballet. She blamed me for not doing it, too. Her dad is obese, but her mom is very analytical. Hey, that's like the other friend being from Boston.
Jist a Yungun
I just found out I've been judged as though I had parents both 45 years older, but my dad was 35 when I was born and is considered serious and quiet. However, around me, he's racist and slow. I have this other friend with 2 parents born in the early-mid 50s. They must be very nice and cool.. Hey, why do adults spend so much time playing around with how much attention I deserve? I mean, it's a process. I had fun hanging out. I'm considered "the thing." It's funny, though, I need something different, to experience the world freely to my advantages, like everyone else does.. 3{
I'm Wishing ... I'm Wishing
So, I wish that the 1st teacher I had was Ginny Kopf, but I had my ballet teacher|s and the doctors and therapist who was more forward since she is from Miami. I don't think it really matters, but the ballet teacher sorta put a stamp on me, ½ Latino.
I'm off-
I guess I'll go watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." Maybe, I'll eat some beef and zucchini cooked. 3I on water.
Alternative
I wonder if I could replan my life. I don't know if I should have watched Ellen DeGeneres because I have a young mom. From there, I guess when I came home, I'm wondering what I should have done at the school in New Orleans because it was worth it. We are allowed to take a minimum of 12 credits. I got fat doing the prep and college ballet for 3 credit hours. I was supposed to go back to Ballet I or II. I came and did the prep and college ballet and I don't know if I should have quit the ballet prep, which had a friendly recital. I was suggested to take a break from music. I was told to branch out into some new major.
2nd Year - Semester 2 - After Hurricane
Ballet - 3 + Ballet Prep
Philosophy I|Intro - 3
Music History - 3
Intro to Psychology - 3
Summer Make-Up Semester
Ballet - 3 (no Performance :{ )
Abnormal Psychology - 3
Music History - 3
Sociology of Mardi Gras? - 3
3rd Year
Ballet - 3
Psyc - Intro to Research - 3
Math - 3
Intro to Mass Communications - 3
Come home @ 20.
How can you say where you come from if you have 2 parents? Even me being born in SE Florida is a detriment to people from Pennsylvania and lower NY. Lots of girls side with their dad and aren't comfortable with their touchy-feely moms. Their moms are comfortable with them but not with others, like their students or anyone at all they may be able to get to know. Well, maybe. Not everyone like that. I can say I was a kid in Florida, and there was no culture set forth by my parents from somewhere else. I know it's hard to recreate. You're concerned about where you are. I was a teenager in the New Orleans area. I was an adult in the Orlando area and Orlando. My dad's heritage is mainly in Pennsylvania and lower NY state. My mom is Chinese Indonesian. What's my main heritage? I don't know what you're thinking about Pennsylvania, but I found my ancestors come from different places in the area. I thought they all came from NW PA and SW NY. If I had a race, it'd probably be centered on a little Native American from up north. So, Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a vet, too, and I'm interested only in the parts of Psyc other than Personality (sorting, like magazines or booklets I read on planes and with relatives and even friends) and animal testing, like there's a cognition lab, too. I lived in NO with this girl from SF mainly or doing my things at home when I could other than high school clubs like jamming musical theater, the good stuff, the popular stuff every artist knows. If I took 1 thing from Florida wouldn't actually be something about details, though I thought that was like the meaning in life. I thought up north they had something else.. I would take away the modern culture! Whoops, Ellen DeGeneres has nothing in it in that. That's Tim Burton, the chicken. New Orleans has nice celebrations, though, which is taken for granted in other places, like Florida. Well, it can be overly smothered in. I don't know what you'd equate what I'm thinking about to, but I'm just feeling good. I have a split dad, and I don't know what race his parents are! D3 They said they knew, but they changed it. I don't know if my grandma has anything like Dutch but has mixed Swiss, according to the names. Also, I don't know ... ah, yes, the point of me digging back into my life to see if I'd watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and still make it to Ginny Kopf's class and what the result of that would be..dunno.. I wasn't all that intersted and just was mad I might have to pay for the bus. The movement class seemed abusive. I didn't realize she was like a magical Disney person. I was tortured the whole time watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with my parents and clicks in my room and the people I know online who are more prominent so I'm pretty much totally just out. So, the reason I wish I did just this was because it was a good experience, but I know I came home then. I know I was feeling old and knew I could not succeed. My family moved, and I wanted to live with them, in Florida. Times were so hopeful, and Orlando is kinda interesting. I had a good time, when I came back. The 1st semester after the hurricane, I think they did the dance recitals on campus and I was eating food @ Tulane.. Summer was a free semester. I used to go to the park. The 3rd year was actually very magical, but I came home after like a month or even less. I was going to the zoo. I think I was eating at Tulane and walking around campus, even took yoga or Pilates, was quite an experience, used the gym. That's why, they kicked me out of music. Well, I could do organ. I mean, yea, I was soaking it in, miserably, struggling in classes, trying to get back in voice, or Music Education. I mean, I remember the trip to Wal-Mart and going back to my dorm where the brothers used to stay. I colored some glass animals, and I felt good there. Yes, the magic died there, for me. Going back home to Slidell wakes me up. There's nothing to do in New Orleans but enjoy the family stuff or walk down the alleys.
2nd Year - Semester 2 - After Hurricane
Ballet - 3 + Ballet Prep
Philosophy I|Intro - 3
Music History - 3
Intro to Psychology - 3
Summer Make-Up Semester
Ballet - 3 (no Performance :{ )
Abnormal Psychology - 3
Music History - 3
Sociology of Mardi Gras? - 3
3rd Year
Ballet - 3
Psyc - Intro to Research - 3
Math - 3
Intro to Mass Communications - 3
Come home @ 20.
How can you say where you come from if you have 2 parents? Even me being born in SE Florida is a detriment to people from Pennsylvania and lower NY. Lots of girls side with their dad and aren't comfortable with their touchy-feely moms. Their moms are comfortable with them but not with others, like their students or anyone at all they may be able to get to know. Well, maybe. Not everyone like that. I can say I was a kid in Florida, and there was no culture set forth by my parents from somewhere else. I know it's hard to recreate. You're concerned about where you are. I was a teenager in the New Orleans area. I was an adult in the Orlando area and Orlando. My dad's heritage is mainly in Pennsylvania and lower NY state. My mom is Chinese Indonesian. What's my main heritage? I don't know what you're thinking about Pennsylvania, but I found my ancestors come from different places in the area. I thought they all came from NW PA and SW NY. If I had a race, it'd probably be centered on a little Native American from up north. So, Ellen DeGeneres wanted to be a vet, too, and I'm interested only in the parts of Psyc other than Personality (sorting, like magazines or booklets I read on planes and with relatives and even friends) and animal testing, like there's a cognition lab, too. I lived in NO with this girl from SF mainly or doing my things at home when I could other than high school clubs like jamming musical theater, the good stuff, the popular stuff every artist knows. If I took 1 thing from Florida wouldn't actually be something about details, though I thought that was like the meaning in life. I thought up north they had something else.. I would take away the modern culture! Whoops, Ellen DeGeneres has nothing in it in that. That's Tim Burton, the chicken. New Orleans has nice celebrations, though, which is taken for granted in other places, like Florida. Well, it can be overly smothered in. I don't know what you'd equate what I'm thinking about to, but I'm just feeling good. I have a split dad, and I don't know what race his parents are! D3 They said they knew, but they changed it. I don't know if my grandma has anything like Dutch but has mixed Swiss, according to the names. Also, I don't know ... ah, yes, the point of me digging back into my life to see if I'd watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and still make it to Ginny Kopf's class and what the result of that would be..dunno.. I wasn't all that intersted and just was mad I might have to pay for the bus. The movement class seemed abusive. I didn't realize she was like a magical Disney person. I was tortured the whole time watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" with my parents and clicks in my room and the people I know online who are more prominent so I'm pretty much totally just out. So, the reason I wish I did just this was because it was a good experience, but I know I came home then. I know I was feeling old and knew I could not succeed. My family moved, and I wanted to live with them, in Florida. Times were so hopeful, and Orlando is kinda interesting. I had a good time, when I came back. The 1st semester after the hurricane, I think they did the dance recitals on campus and I was eating food @ Tulane.. Summer was a free semester. I used to go to the park. The 3rd year was actually very magical, but I came home after like a month or even less. I was going to the zoo. I think I was eating at Tulane and walking around campus, even took yoga or Pilates, was quite an experience, used the gym. That's why, they kicked me out of music. Well, I could do organ. I mean, yea, I was soaking it in, miserably, struggling in classes, trying to get back in voice, or Music Education. I mean, I remember the trip to Wal-Mart and going back to my dorm where the brothers used to stay. I colored some glass animals, and I felt good there. Yes, the magic died there, for me. Going back home to Slidell wakes me up. There's nothing to do in New Orleans but enjoy the family stuff or walk down the alleys.
Series of Events
So, the n word thing happened, and it was 2009, so I was still 23½. The reason I didn't look around Orlando for any teachers was because I didn't think there were any. I didn't know of any good classes. So, now I'm going to be 27 in like ½ year. I came home from college in 2005 and again in 2007 and finally started posting online and quit school.. I was 19 and 21.. I feel an old friend convinced me to quit college and charge onto the internet without being able to prepare. I thought my other friend encouraged me to have an interest in Nick at Nite. I moved to the area Ellen DeGeneres is from when I turned 12, was already pretty developed, seemed to need some exercise, like "what I did" wouldn't last. I think what pushed me not to do gymnastics team was to leave time open for ballet, etc., and so I wouldn't be just a gymnast and not be able to relate as a person, so it was dangerous. I'm not sure what happened to Britney Spears after she left the Mickey Mouse Club... My mom probably wanted me to do other things, like ride my bike on training wheels or even do yoga, and I only took ballet once a week and didn't want to look somewhere else. I left and my mom said it was too expensive and then I had to pay, seemed like it was too late, was 15.. Quit and did adult classes at 16.. Came back but did adult gymnastics and music school in the city so only did ballet once a week. I had started to eat more after a period of fasting and dieting and experimental ways of living. I'm not sure what really bothers me, maybe the fact I'm almost ½ the age of Ellen DeGeneres. I've been onto Tim Burton. I found someone in the community that age, and so it kinda opened me up to the possibilities. I don't believe in fate, so much, so I don't know what to say of lost opportunities of this nature. I made a decision to be a church musician. Mac and cheese burned. Anyway, so I am mad at this friend from Boston who just is so allergic to happening to meet smart people. Tim Burton thinking you can only meet famous people. He's just saying that, too. People keep getting mad at me. I really do believe this was an opportunity for me, but I don't know why I'm here, still. I just assume it's 1 more city with a job open still for my dad. Also, my dad keeps getting mad, like because I wanted a dress, like in a hurry, but I mean it was on sale so I asked didn't like steal from him somehow. All I can say is that I am in Orlando, and that everything seems to happen by chance but with reasons. That's 1 reason I am interested in her, I guess, I mean guess I would be, anyway, am in good standing. You can't have everything in L.A., the same way we only said NYC was worth it. So, me in Orlando is an open thing, because it's the hub of Florida for having Disney. The other areas are populated with immigrants and have no professional authority racially. They're all Latino, and they are so racist and annoying and disrupt stuff. I don't really know where I want to live because I'm still young and live with my parents, like old Irish farmers. Cooking more mac and cheese, in hopes someone will someday learn to comment sooner, like a chat response, dunno, don't want it to become like a book.. :/
Changed My Mind
I changed my mind about taking ballet. I'm not sure why I bothered stepping foot into a classroom. I should have looked elsewhere for something to do, like at the acting classes, the theater teachers, heard it was important, also heard it was important to see if you can find someone who is born around 1958..
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