Precautions

Do you ever take precautions that bad things don't happen concerning people? like as far as getting attention and having an identity go?

Agitated

I look up to people, and other people think I'm bad and publicize them so I can't look up to anyone anymore.

Issue

They are acting like I did something in feeling bad when something bothered me and I wanted to talk about it and are making fun of me sometimes like oh they don't accept my mom cuza I did that.

I don't know why this is important, but no I'm not feeling that and don't think it'd be all that good completely.

Issue

They don't get I get treated like shit a lot while others feel inappropriate feelings supposedly that feel good.  I'm not saying they can't do it.  I just want you to be aware that "there are other people in the world."  They keep getting mad at me.

:)

So, I guess you have a thing going for this person.

Twitter

2nd Twitter

http://twitter.com/Chris86US

I will add it to my pages when I am home.

I took

away from the moment if you concentrate on what I said too hard but didn't mean any harm.

Sorry if

I said anything wrong about anyone, but I don't think I meant to.

I guess we'll have to agree to disagree, otherwise.  I usually reserve such thoughts.

Problem

They said this was a part of them like with someone else, but that is not what this person stands for.  Bite me.

I didn't

want people to make such a big deal of this.

They are threatening my relationship.

So..

How nice to treat this person!

I am glad church took care of some of this business.

Did they mess with my hands privately?  I don't have issues.

What now?  Clearly, people are mad.

Not Over, Yet?

I went to the kids's mass, and I heard the person I look up to is "still out of it" and bemused they messed with the spiritual strength of my hands.

One unsuccessful relationship is getting in the way of another.

My hands feel different!

Why be even harder on me with my burden of having to interact with my dad when I run into him at home?

They are just pissed off I was gonna do for others what others did for someone.

They threw away my relationship in the end cuz they're jealous of what I've accomplished and acquired.

I had something, and now I have nothing! cuza my dad!  I still am concerned about him.  I think because I simply thought my dad is old enough to start worrying about death they think they are powerful and should cut things short.  I don't believe in you people.  Nothing is good cuza my parents making life crappy.

They are supporting someone else doing things that others who really want to can't, maybe just not creative enough to do something right and out to get me.  I didn't say they couldn't do it.  I just got into a mess and was attacked.  Who cares?  People don't know what they're doing, but that shouldn't ruin my life.

I am here and interested but don't know what else to say and surrounded by confusion.

I also am getting that someone I know has to bind with someone else.

I just am a bit perturbed.

People here are all up in my business and in the end taking my relationship from me.  They said this person is stimulated forever in a certain way.  They want me to be crap and like them.  I didn't do something to deserve this.  Would you like this trip?  Life has not been seeming well.

I said it's okay if this person feels very good, but some other things happened.

Problems

I think I just got in a bunch of trouble.

People are telling me I did things I didn't do.  They are steering thoughts wrongly.

Supposedly.. or they thought.. me using the word "selfish" ^meant something^ that I did not intend for it to.  I said people made someone feel selfish.  Love is not selfish.

I am at church and so I thought there are people there.  Why not make them feel that way?

So, if I look up to someone do you pour alcohol down their throats every day?

What isn't selfish about doing that to someone?  Who are you to judge you did what was best for others?  Make it real by blaming me?  Why make it so no one trusts anyone to make them feel good for admitting what I say?

I didn't want go say this but guess my blog and not other people will be the parasitic host and its place.  There are people who act meanly here, too.

Why are my private feelings abused too much?  Is it cuza my dad?  Other people don't live like this.  So what?  Do only others get a reward and no one else and say I did something?  Wow, that's pretty nitpicky.

I bet you think I should not post this, but I don't want it to leak into this reality.  You know I gotta go soon and can't revise this.  Like I said in my last disliked statement, no offense.  I just want to post my life, not doing anything wrong nor saying someone should not feel pleasure and like that.

People are threatening a relationship and having their fun saying I hang with someone else forever and not have my other relationship.  What sinful people.  They don't know how life works.  You know what I feel, but what did I do wrong?  I used the word "selfish" fine.