Thursday, July 30, 2015
Strange
It looks like anyone will listen to the people experimenting on me. I found big coincidences, like they were suggesting I'm in trouble, just for not having my life together, nothing mean/bad. I don't need people to diss things and mess them up to make weird coincidences rather then like picking people for who they are.
*Coolness*
I noticed that Ellen is cool with Bella. She is presently waiting for her episode to air with Jimmy Fallon, *no worries*. Why am I still in trouble with Ellen? I want to ignore it. I didn't say she did anything or was like something bad. I just know I'm *not cool*. So, mess up with Ellen, she doesn't change if she thinks there's something wrong with you. Most people on the show are half asleep. They just avoid confronting her properly nor at all.
Anyway, just saying something I thought of now.
Anyway, just saying something I thought of now.
Doing Whatchoo Want
Why do you act like you can do whatever you want? I don't care what Johnny Depp thinks/does. It's stupid! Isn't everything for him that seems wrong to him something he says "death" to? Not saying anyone really is stupid. Just what it is, of course. I mean people think they can ruin my life.
People
It seems Bella is open for communication yet admittedly seems to be playing around being inhibited, like she's holding out for something that needs me to be in trouble.
*beep*
You all aren't disciplinarians. You're *beep*. You're just using an opportunity to be mean to me and protect people like an old best friend I had.
TV
They hated someone from Pennsylvania cuza Ellen and I have ancestry there mostly. Well, it's..cuza Ellen? What she represented against me for no reason!
A Bad Person Would Do This
Suggesting I'm "too old" to have had a mom and that they should be "unappealing" if I ever looked up to anyone, messing around with my relationship with different people on the age of my mom, etc. I am not saying I know Ellen did it, but I think she blew it when I cursed at her or about what she did, rather, online, putting annoying noises in my room, etc.
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Exercise Program
I can see on TV.. if they performed like Victoria Jackson with that squeaky nasally voice they could be the next Ellen DeGeneres! :)
Ellen
I never thought of violent things until her. I do like her, but I wonder if she's schizo like me and if she made my mom say to take the pills.
Jews?
Why do you act like I'm so weird like I shouldn't touch anyone, treating me like a Jew! I'm in this fight, too! For the Jew! To save the Jews!
aHA!
I saw a white girl on Barney get mad at a black girl when she suggested people like me need something, too, from people for nurturance, like their ***y parental generation, not sure what went wrong tho.
What.. would Ellen be happy the girl got mad at me cuz it's funky? A ha ha that's so funny!
What.. would Ellen be happy the girl got mad at me cuz it's funky? A ha ha that's so funny!
Mean
People keep acting like I'm suddenly not all that. Just ignoring me, acting like I'm *beep*. You all just ruin my life! I don't need this meanness and hurt.
Race
It's not a *given* that if I want something I'm a n***** to you and can't have it.
I can talk how I want to! How dare you *beep* at me!
If you are wondering, I am watching TV.
I can talk how I want to! How dare you *beep* at me!
If you are wondering, I am watching TV.
Kids! What's the matter with kids! To-day!
Everything is for these underdeveloped families with kids.
An Unsafe Time
Even hearing someone supposedly very good and attractive coming into play, people already can sense trouble.
My Rights
Ellen is off her rocker is something I can say to a fan is how it feels when Ellen turns people like Bella or like anyone on me. I don't want the *sacred* jittery feelings like Ellen can trap me and have me and get back at me.
What do I do? I still follow her.. People send me messages from her in private like via the noises in my room. I do want to follow her. People are just overtaking my life like I'm just some robot that doesn't matter but everyone else does!
What do I do? I still follow her.. People send me messages from her in private like via the noises in my room. I do want to follow her. People are just overtaking my life like I'm just some robot that doesn't matter but everyone else does!
A No
that jittery feeling Ellen wants me to get about Bella Thorne getting better attention than me
No one did anything to her. She was still in the game like the rest of the world.
No one did anything to her. She was still in the game like the rest of the world.
Annoyed
Bella Thorne is more special? I already explained she's famous and honestly every dummy knows that they said the nonfamous/middle class people are fat supporting the skinniness of movie stars.. like how downtrodden life gets for people who don't circulate around Hollywood. They gain weight. They gain weight supporting. Anyone who's famous has no excuse to not be how they want cuz they have money and time to decide to spend.
For the other nonfamous folks, did you see Bella act like only she deserves attention? They even tried to claim she doesn't do that. It's obvious she does in Shake It Up. She's just pretending to be nice and then steals away what you earned plus I dunno if Ellen said so. She acts like all the time needing to get attention, you can tell in Shake It Up. She can turn that on secretly against me now. It never turns off when she does it. Well, I'm just trying to say what I see. My opinion is that it's cool but when used wrongly sad.
She looked so nostalgic and romantic, like she has to have it all and those who were like that already can't. She posted online her telling people what to do to her, like to touch her, and that's too funny! Now, I'm just saying what she does and that others deserve, too. I would have said like I said on here that simply in general famous people aren't meeting their fans. I didn't say give me everything. I feel that everything is tapering towards her. So, I am judging the quality and quantity of what I get and moreover even why. I don't really tell people what to do, but I kinda notice when people are keeping others from me. What a dull existence this lives.
I think Ellen likes Bella the baby, and her nostalgia can also make me moody not just her and I find the prejudice depressing, see, younger kids aren't necessarily considered cuter than her, tho kids today are extra cute or extra not quite that word.
You all might as well not even try to do anything like that to me as you know it's done without reason and I find out.
So, basically, Bella is no excuse from me if I see that the experiment tells her to do something that makes no sense and doesn't seem nice. What, you think I don't deserve anything when I'm the one being wronged? I can still watch her online. If you want me to be as close to her, tho, we need to see why there are all these jokes about Bella getting things and not me, and even if Ellen said so she'd be wrong. I'm not gonna feel belittled cuza Ms. Millionaire. That's all, not being sarcastic. I'm just.. "not gonna feel belittled." I realize she brings a smile to people's faces and she's not all mean to me but yet others are. Now, how can that be? It's all stuff from random people for the sake of her.
So, I'll end it on a positive note. I'm happy for Bella, but what happened to me? Why do I put up with this - the experiment, my parents, my relatives, acquaintances. Little Miss Millionaire has such a clean cut life and stares nonfamous people out like. She gets hurt if something good happens to me like she has all her marbles, like it's just something that doesn't mean anything, results in no feeling. She's not exactly outgoing but not much of an introvert, which is a compliment in most senses of the word which apply accordingly. "She really is a funny girl that Belle!" You know, this person is all made for this other person, Bella and someone. Her name even is similar if you look at the whole name, many correlations, in that she has genius parents. Her dad passed away in a car accident. She seems to have an energetic, extra friendly mom. So, what I'm saying is they both even had maybe the same hair color, red. What else? They don't have freckles. They just look normal. It might be because of a good mother. The other person is like the age of her mom. I think usually she'd just overlook her, but since I'm like that interested she has gotten really feisty about this, like she wants to know she is in an experiment now if she is. So, the question is, "Do I need to back off?" I have a lot in common with many people. I know it's not really a problem if we both like her cuz it's a productive choice. So, I don't see who making all this fuss is then about.
For the other nonfamous folks, did you see Bella act like only she deserves attention? They even tried to claim she doesn't do that. It's obvious she does in Shake It Up. She's just pretending to be nice and then steals away what you earned plus I dunno if Ellen said so. She acts like all the time needing to get attention, you can tell in Shake It Up. She can turn that on secretly against me now. It never turns off when she does it. Well, I'm just trying to say what I see. My opinion is that it's cool but when used wrongly sad.
She looked so nostalgic and romantic, like she has to have it all and those who were like that already can't. She posted online her telling people what to do to her, like to touch her, and that's too funny! Now, I'm just saying what she does and that others deserve, too. I would have said like I said on here that simply in general famous people aren't meeting their fans. I didn't say give me everything. I feel that everything is tapering towards her. So, I am judging the quality and quantity of what I get and moreover even why. I don't really tell people what to do, but I kinda notice when people are keeping others from me. What a dull existence this lives.
I think Ellen likes Bella the baby, and her nostalgia can also make me moody not just her and I find the prejudice depressing, see, younger kids aren't necessarily considered cuter than her, tho kids today are extra cute or extra not quite that word.
You all might as well not even try to do anything like that to me as you know it's done without reason and I find out.
So, basically, Bella is no excuse from me if I see that the experiment tells her to do something that makes no sense and doesn't seem nice. What, you think I don't deserve anything when I'm the one being wronged? I can still watch her online. If you want me to be as close to her, tho, we need to see why there are all these jokes about Bella getting things and not me, and even if Ellen said so she'd be wrong. I'm not gonna feel belittled cuza Ms. Millionaire. That's all, not being sarcastic. I'm just.. "not gonna feel belittled." I realize she brings a smile to people's faces and she's not all mean to me but yet others are. Now, how can that be? It's all stuff from random people for the sake of her.
So, I'll end it on a positive note. I'm happy for Bella, but what happened to me? Why do I put up with this - the experiment, my parents, my relatives, acquaintances. Little Miss Millionaire has such a clean cut life and stares nonfamous people out like. She gets hurt if something good happens to me like she has all her marbles, like it's just something that doesn't mean anything, results in no feeling. She's not exactly outgoing but not much of an introvert, which is a compliment in most senses of the word which apply accordingly. "She really is a funny girl that Belle!" You know, this person is all made for this other person, Bella and someone. Her name even is similar if you look at the whole name, many correlations, in that she has genius parents. Her dad passed away in a car accident. She seems to have an energetic, extra friendly mom. So, what I'm saying is they both even had maybe the same hair color, red. What else? They don't have freckles. They just look normal. It might be because of a good mother. The other person is like the age of her mom. I think usually she'd just overlook her, but since I'm like that interested she has gotten really feisty about this, like she wants to know she is in an experiment now if she is. So, the question is, "Do I need to back off?" I have a lot in common with many people. I know it's not really a problem if we both like her cuz it's a productive choice. So, I don't see who making all this fuss is then about.
Stinted From Birth
Who is born and gets told by their mother they are flawed from their dad and nothing you do can change that? I don't even know if it's a little true. I just know my Chinese mom is attractive, too.
I figured it out.. Ellen.
I was just hurting from the noises. You think what she did for me means it's okay. Or maybe because she is famous?
I mean to say even though I had to get mean messages all the time via noises in private in my room, ticks, etc.. that it's okay Ellen did it if she did because she is Ellen, is famous, and still could do something that was for me. I didn't say she had to do that or anything. I've tried to find other fans to do it with, sometimes, but no such luck.
I mean to say even though I had to get mean messages all the time via noises in private in my room, ticks, etc.. that it's okay Ellen did it if she did because she is Ellen, is famous, and still could do something that was for me. I didn't say she had to do that or anything. I've tried to find other fans to do it with, sometimes, but no such luck.
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