Wednesday, November 16, 2016

Nite!

Watching baby beauty pageant!

I didn't get it. Come again?

My dad thinks he lives like a fart cuz he and my mom are already too important.

What do I mean?  Their worth?  No, no, no, NO!  Like, they live like life is a warehouse without even the neon lights.  "Florida is a parking lot."  Yea!  "I saw the sign!"

Thought Bubbles

I forget.

But, like, what is wrong with me being interested in other people than my dad and also suggesting concerning eyes?

Before I left home, I already was around other people.

Well Well Well

Just can't avoid some things, can you?

I just damn don't know nobody!

Ain't it the truth?

I Doubt It

I don't think anyone really cares about me.

cont.

They don't like me if I am younger.

What was all this?

I'm not some *camp **wackadoodle.

*camp - deliberately exaggerated and theatrical in style, typically for humorous effect. (link)
**wackadoodle - an eccentric or fanatical person. (link)

I guess

no one cares about me as me.

How I am Compared to Others

I don't have a lot of friends, but I'm a better person.

Funny

Why was my dad so set to influence me tonight?  Where the hell did that come from?

Update

Eyes:
•appears primarily brown but blue with purple and green

I just hit

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Update - Interesting/Important Things, About Me

Eyes:
•appears primarily brown but blue on the green side

Smorgasbord

I don't care if there is an endless array of possibilities of a certain shade of the human eyes.

"Get Outta Town!"

I don't need people who don't know what they're doing messing with the world like Hitler like I need to have browner eyes and everyone else bluer.

"On My Own"

Everyone is being mean to me and feeling sorry for others, like they matter over me.

An Enigma

I feel like Ellen DeGeneres just keeps hurting me like she has to, does it by accident, or is quaintly clumsy.

My Opinion

I don't think anyone should be messing with my relationship with my dad and his eyes.

Get this.

People think I like violin less.

Question

Are you still thinking I'm as old as my dad, older than my mom, and something else I forgot?

My Race

I'm not shit.  People put a halt to my progress in life for race with supposed behavior suggested.

Robbed

I was stolen from, taken advantage of.  It wasn't my idea.

Cooperation

Why should I cooperate when they aren't?

Oxymorons

People in Orlando pee all over you emotionally, can't stand up.  You see them more plainly and they think they got you and you're stupid and need them.

Anyway

I don't have a real problem with Ellen DeGeneres in sitting down and being cooperative socially like she is.

Something Different

Something didn't turn into a problem for me until meeting someone I like.

Before

I always thought to not come in contact with Ellen DeGeneres and my pastor.  They made a move on me and now they have conditions in which I am lost.

Feeling Better

I take so much to wind up or wind down but at least I'm doing it.

I'm alive, so I talk about life.

What do you think of how people don't have to think about things that people in high places do that are strange? but they do other weird things.

How It All Went By

Everything comes to you in a confused frenzy.

You start dance later than 2 or 3 and you're outta luck.

Other opportunities may hit, and you will be too confused to think of things other than in your subconscious, worse than an animal with instincts.

Finally, there's high school grades! to worry about and "getting into college" or getting scholarships and "full rides" with even being paid to study!

"Huh?"

Why are Americans so alienated from European traditions?

Figuring Out

There weren't any hamburger buns, but I had peanut butter and jam on bread.

I thought some and finally figured it out.

I can't figure some things.  I forget what else I was gonna say.

Enclosed by Something That is Nothing

People here get mad for stupid reasons.

Physically Handicapped

I don't feel like physically functioning.

Itchy

I didn't even masturbate.

Dysfunctional

I don't know why.

I was thinking of at least cooking a hamburger or finding some snack.

Just Not With It

I don't feel alone.

Feeling Down

I can't seem to satisfy myself appropriately.  I was just lying in bed.  I get put off when I leave the house or something, as well.  Would you call this an interference of my schedule?  I am tired of dealing with things all the time that people make up to keep me busy just meditating like I'm not ready.

Lost It

I don't wanna be around people I don't wanna just because someone else was stolen from me.

I can't function.  I have to crank myself up.  People keep putting me down.

"All About Me"

People have gone and plowed their way into thinking, "It's all about Late Boomers/me, and no one else deserves to have anything."  You may see it as justice being done, but it's not.  I don't know who would 100% fess up to supporting this.  No one should do something like this to others if it's unnecessary.

Too Few Normal People

People are pretending/thinking I am bad because I do things that a lotta bad people don't do who are just mad about their lives.  Like, it's weird or too forward to admit the truth, to them, cuz what would the truth say?

"No Child Left Behind"

Why should we lose faith in anyone?