Monday, July 27, 2015

I can only be happy..

..such a talented girl accepted in the world.

What about me?  Other people are accepted, even my old best friends who were sometimes mean to me.  Well, they aren't worse than anybody else!  I'm not necessarily much of an attention getter, but I am hyper at home.  I'm a hopper!

Making No Point

It's amazing how people trash themselves to make a stupid point.

I need to make a decision.

I'm 30.

That's why I haven't gotten anywhere and don't got much.  I took time to develop.

College?  Film acting school in Orlando?

College = Singing + Ballet - Away from family but where we used to live

I thought I could graduate in 2 or 3 years.  I just need to go to college here before and take ballet at home again 1st.

I remember.

Why take someone when they are relaxing to get up to fight me off my personal goals?

If I listen to this..

..something.. then, everything goes wrong.

Owe

You would already owe me.  I am pretty nice.  I don't deserve to be stopped.  Do you need me to go back to disinfecting random toilet seats I use?

I see..

..people identify Bella Thorne's dominant personalities.  It's a bit silly if someone is supposedly happier.. I'm forgetting cuz I'm agitated like that but not trembling like a dude.. a bit silly.. and I guess act like they need to be happier when the original idea is that they deserve attention because of the point of it being good to already be self-happy.  It's just interesting and probably helpful to understand.

LOL

It's interesting and funny that Bella Thorne thinks something is up, like we're all cool and she comes up like, "Okay, people."  Yeesh.

Ellen is just as silly to be like encompassing of others's personalities.  She'll say she's cool, but she's not.  Just "watch" her and not "listen."

cont. from 2 posts ago

I see I delved into another topic.

Guilty!

I noticed people stop their thoughts and like m********* after they think I "did something."  I didn't!

Does anyone want to explain what happened in this picture?

There's no "if."
Okay, I'll say it.  She has publicly posted online that she wants to be the only person to enjoy these pleasures.  She's still a baby that needs to be nursed, but we don't know what's going on.

These people are sad following me around with my thoughts to insult and hurt me.

Funny

So, Ellen thinks everyone is anticipating her every move, but since that move can mean I'm in trouble.. no one with that in store has something I'm anticipating.  Whoops!  Now what?  They were depending on the public interest.  I hope I'm not in some kinda trouble for this.  I just said Ellen thinks people are anticipating her next move, but if anyone has it in for me I'm in trouble I'm not interested.. not necessarily that I said her that Ellen would think that.  Why would you want me in trouble?  Maybe, I had too much Ellen and not enough time with many real people.  So, either I watch her or I don't do much.  You know, being experimented on, it makes me less productive.  So, I mentioned Ellen cuz I have some weird fantasy that she likes me in trouble.  I already figured that the facts don't figure.. like that she can be more aggressive and no one else in the world can.  I know I uncovered a rare find something like that things we can't do she does anyway, like how we act.  I wanted to get away from the torturous noises.  That's one reason to get out, not just that I shouldn't just be sitting here depending on watching Ellen.  I mean, I like it in my room, too.

So, it's funny when people anticipate some popular or famous person's every move, but suddenly it's too much not helping but making someone seem in trouble.. and suddenly that person doesn't anticipate anything with people.

Lazy White People

It's funny people who are all white are lazy and condone hard working socializers.

My College's Ballet


Loyola Ballet Spring Concert from Loyola University on Vimeo.
The Loyola Ballet's spring concert included excerpts from classical ballets, including The Sleeping Beauty and Swan Lake as well as contemporary works showcasing Loyola alumni and faculty. The Loyola Ballet is directed by Laura Zambrano.

My College's Dance Team

When Mean People Judge You

I am so good all the time, if something happens once I see the *beep* in others saying their frank disapproval of me.

My Blood Sugar Level

254

Diabetes Control Chart

(link)

Well

I found the perfect dance school opportunity for me.  It is contemporary for people in their 20s and 30s.