Thursday, July 9, 2015

"Attention-Getters"

In a way, my purpose seems to be to "use" me for some.. I was hoping other people could be "attention-getters."  I do want to be known by some for my acting and other performing, but I'm not saying I should be as famous nor "attention-getting" as Johnny Depp alone.

Reminiscing

I was thinking about my brother and wonder why he doesn't relate to me ethnically and acts like my parents made it hard for him to develop into a more European looking boy.  He does well at being European, but he shied away from me checking him out.  We are European in different ways.

Nothing to Say

Why do people find they have nothing to say but to make fun of others? in some way, like secret message?

Isn't Funny to Me

It's funny what people think they can do, like oh you offended me tho you didn't mean that so I get to do something to your mother.

The Key to Health

The secret is to get in nutrition, not just reduce eating.  That's my theory, anyway.

NutriBullet for Diabetes

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So, why..

..does everyone else get to counter the statement Ellen agrees is negative but I can't or I get in trouble/reprimanded?

I am pretty sure I hit the nail on the head.

Wasting Time

I don't wanna waste my time complaining about things that "shouldn't have happened."

Generation X

They stimulated all the people younger people looked up to from meeting us, making us feel good, "putting on a show," or simply existing on the Earth "side by side."  Instead, it brings bad news.  They stimulated them away from doing that for us.  They "chased them away!"  They got away with it.  Just ask.  ^It's because they think we younger folks don't deserve it!^  It's because they're jealous of our own experience.

Goal

I'm going to try to get in shape and submit myself to a film acting/talent agency.

Pretty Much

Ellen DeGeneres is for 17 and 18 year olds today.

If you try to get into her, which she tells you to do, you'll experience a clash of issues.  Like, if you find you need to check yourself, that's why, the age group restriction ..of experiencing a smooth, discreet situation.

A Life Formula

You must meet your own needs if you expect to meet others's needs.

If you did not meet your own needs, you would be incompetent.

The Crowd

We used to be able to feel good about ourselves until people worshiped Johnny Depp and Tim Burton like a god.  Now, they're using Ellen.  They think that it means if we ever reached our goals socially it would mean no one would like us if we didn't do this, worship these new ..and old.. famous people like they're better than everyone.

Expensive Popiularity

These days, anything you find that's valid is expensive taxing on others's lives socially.

Getting Upset With Friends

We get upset when someone we liked turns bad because we wanted to be their friend.  If we did something against them means we know we hate them.

We could be upset we have to have them as friends but not in all cases.

NutriBullet - Hurry!

I want it soon!  I should be able to make a $30 deposit this weekend.  I feel I need healthy food!  There aren't a lotta vegetables at the store, it seems.  With the NutriBullet, I can even make soup with ground up vitamins.

My mom actually said not to hurry, but I think I should.  They want us to get it in a hurry on TV.

My diabetes could be cured faster and more easily!  I also take a pill for high cholesterol.  I'm supposed to be on insulin, but instead my pill got bigger.

Something I Don't Have a Grasp On

People don't seem to care about anything but the other person's race, anymore, nothing about if they are particularly attractive in some way nor even if they look and seem all white until they find out.

I was thinking about my being American or not.  I found I was not European but not American.  No one will be interested in me.  And I am from America, not Latin America, Canada, Australia, nor New Zealand..  I wonder if they are interested in whoever lives in Africa.

They want to let lose with Americans.  Europeans, some of them, have this desire.  I don't know for sure if it's from Southern/Northern Europeans nor which ethnicities.  What happens when they connect?  I know what it's like to say, oh, I have significant and respectable American in me.  I don't get introduced to anything.  It's in my blood, but since I'm not all American and eventually mattering I am not European too.. well I don't have a place!  I am not dark..  About people in L.A.  L.A. I think is a fairer place than being poor in Florida.  I think you have to wear sunblock on the inside to be fair.  It's true, Europeans are much lighter but not often enough.

Does anyone know the significance of who has a small nose or more Asian look but not necessarily white/fair Asian?  I never recognized myself with dark blood, and I still don't know.  It depends on whether or not I'm Indochinese, but they've been identified with Indonesians racially int the genealogy test I took.  I am 1/2 "Chinese-Indonesian."  If I were something else seemed it'd be something to do with Indonesia, but I dunno maybe not.

Ha Ha

How queer! how Ellen is advertising underwear for her social networking.  You know why she really is doing it.  *hint hint*  She wants to get down with people! via ellen underwear and what's underneath.  Well, that's "just Ellen."  Let's see her get down and around!  Fine, whatever, tho!  That's just what I figured out about the whole Ellen underwear scheme.

The Ellen DeGeneres Show Shop product image: WOMEN'S BOYSHORTS

What I Found

Sugar can turn on your pancreas, like someone thought vitamins did.

It is also "a critical controller of blood sugar levels."

"Heads up!"

The NutriBullet sells a hot soup maker with this deal.

The Downside to Super Injected Health

It might not only preserve your life but "speed it up."

But.. I have diabetes, high cholesterol, and "cancer."

NutriBullet

It helps diabetes and high cholesterol and "cancer," which I have.

Honing In

I didn't know what I needed/what was best for me.

Did I need to start up a physical program, like adult ballet?

Did I need to shoot straight for Hollywood and take film acting classes?

Do I need college??

Do I need to take a more strenuous workout, like aerial silks?

Am I dieting?

Singing lessons to shoot straight for the stars?

I settled on a $175 NutriBullet.

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Other Experiments

Of course, I would be very happy.  I'm sure we're all unique.  Maybe, Bella Thorne is partly experimented on.

Apology/Appeal

It kinda shocked me when they said someone else would be experimented on but without the mean things they did to me.  They would also be the one close to someone, which is a good thing, but like as punishment to rub it in against me.  That is why it made me feel bad.  It was a startling way to say someone else can be experimented on but nice and not nice to me.  I just thought about disliking it once and then tried not to linger on it.  It was my reaction because it was a weird thing how they said it like I have to react and not say anything.  I'm sorry this apology is not very good.