Sunday, October 19, 2014

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TV

Why in a CSI movie is a witch considered romantic?  A witch as a teacher at school.

Without You

I wouldn't have to worry concerning my future.

STOP

THEY THINK I AM BURTON AND SHE IS ELLEN.  GET OUTTA THIS PLANET.

TV

What if Bella's character did it, burned the chemistry teacher?

More for the Beautiful Princess?

Go out with a girl a month or so older than me?  So, you have me outta the way?  I WILL get in the business, and I will beat you.  No hard offense.

I just have to be honest.  I will get in the business, and I will escape this life of failed people who lie about what they do.  They got me outta the way.  You can't just accept a person.  You have to foil them over me.
I will not forgive you.

Wow

This is like the best 10 years.  You all are prejudiced and won't flat out admit there's nothing there.

TV

Bella Thorne.  They had a guy burn.

Ellen DeGeneres, Tim Burton, Johnny Depp all accepted her.

They have nothing to say to me.  I have nothing.

Racist Burton.  Does that feel good?  (I don't mean anything drastically bad.)  Married with 2 kids now eh?  Johnny Depp's kids or daughter at least, they can still get what they want.

Violent

Jews stinkin' hate me.

People want to k*** me for having anything because they are jealous.

I am Jewish and look Jewish, more than they do!

They are turning my life around, and no one feels safe nor the necessity to think of me well.

Example

This was nothing but shit.  They say you are bad if you get money from parents because not everyone does supposedly.

Really

These people have gone crazy about birth year and age of parents.  Everyone does have something to offer.  You even have used them to foil yourselves and the "winning team."

Around Me

Perverted people looking at me like my being different is niggerish.

Wondering

I just saw a Dutch lady who rules in Indonesia on TV with my mom, where her people have been from for longer than they've been there but roughly the same time.  I feel undeserving, but those people seem so nice.  If you took away the guilt people put on me, I'd feel unaccomplished and otherwise shitty.  People used to say you weren't like your parents.  I think it's the Late Boomer kids that made this change.  They probably don't even like just their parents.  I'm sure.

Yes, I finally figured it out.

Those other people are happy about Ellen cuz they think they have the blank slate.

OK, so I'm in on

the blonde hair, but I don't wanna copy Ellen.  I am copying those who copy her.  They want to help people by acting like they're Ellen so they're not as lonely.

I'm ashamed

at those kids's ignorance.

..no

No, dads, I will not let them smart over me and have a great time and me not.  They thought it was inappropriate for kids with older parents to jam like people can at that generation, Ellen's and these kids's..

Wait

That happiness was saying Ellen is over me and they found I'm shit to everyone else.  I never even got a real chance, like it's reserved, even to my parents!

Happy?-

Upset

Ellen isn't.  People are in my face trying to tell me I'm shit cuz Ellen is older.

These kids won't know what hit'em.

Issue

Sarah Brightman is like acting like the ambassador for the world but saying we did something wrong and can't do it.  Why doesn't she think further and say she just likes it?  She must be nervous about her kind of way of singing.  Watch her get fussy if she gets told I posted this.  I'd like to say no offense, but she seems disconnected and like mad at me.. I do feel like leftover garbage, tho, so maybe that's why.  I'm not like mad, but I feel rattled around.  I also am not afraid to say something I should admit.  It seems more interesting and even friendly than using the cold shoulder.

AHA

Cities With Bad Dance Programs

Tell me about it.

May as well not dance and not take one step..

Got Upset

I thought Orlando gave me a small nose.  I had to do a lot of power work to get it long and skinny in Louisiana.  They wanted me to get mad at someone for suggesting I just try to be and act like my mom rather than keep my more European qualities.  I know he didn't ruin my nose.  I think that could be Orlando, but we'll see.  I do see others being encouraged, so.

No, I do not want my mom's smaller nose.  Ellen's mom's nose is smaller.  I don't want her bug eyes, which are like my little brother when we lived in Louisiana.  I didn't want that for him if he doesn't like it, but Ellen thinks I do.  She just ruins happy people's lives but only in certain families!!  She acts like it's someone else's fault and tries to look flashy.  Look, though, my nose's been ruined.  I realized the one mistake her mom made was saying okay Ellen you have Askenazi Jewish blood and therefore I will give you a good nose, but don't tell anyone else, for they did not get it, you'll just cheat or take a break from being modest.. I mean she is so insulting about people who have smaller noses who may be German or part ancient Asian.  It's a nice nose, but it's not a nice message.  So, I do not mean to ruin anyone's noses just because they are mean?  People should keep what they have, but my nose doesn't feel right.  I think her nose is probably not all it's cracked up to be cuz when I watched the show my nose got worse.  It was better with that other person who wanted me like my mom.  I just realized I must be on an Ellen purge, purging me and getting things out that are inside.  Maybe, she didn't do anything, but what I don't get with the mom is how her nose is okay cuz I ruined mine in fear of what she'd do to it, and she did go and ruin it, probably cuz hers is.  The problem is I wanted my nose better and it looks silly when it goes smaller.  I might just have more of my head connected to it.  I dunno.  I don't like these phases, at all.  She thinks I can do something about it and I feel like she's staring at me as a kid in anger.  ..with her big nose.  ..with her shapely nose.  All I can say is my nose is very changeable.  She need not fear.  I'm not like everyone else.  I have a European nose for being Chinese and it's nice sculpted tho.  I saw another girl who was half Chinese who was dark (mom from Vietnam) and her nose was just like Ellen's.  For some reason she looked mad and demanding of her, and they got together at least one time with Portia.  I just felt that was the next step, not to be too typical.  Did you know Bella Thorne made a scene with a Twitter with Yoshi, like made a setting scene that it was something for her to meditate on, my nose which isn't hers, and Ellen nodded a little and took it further saying the something else was for her, the pig in the movie The Book of Life..  and now that goes along.  It's more of that foiling themselves using me.  I even forgot what my point was.  Yes, Ellen uses younger kids to say they are better than me cuz for some reason she feels stuck with older kids.  It's a fact of her generation.  I don't mean to be insulting to any one person.

What Is Irritating

Ellen telling us we are bad, while everyone pretends she is perfect.

She ruins my life all day every day as a threat.. a reason to say she paid attention to me on the show and then ruining my life and she stops.

No, I wasn't mean to her, but she was mean to me, first..  I just complain about it.  I don't go pick on what was once the real Ellen DeGeneres.  People have ruined her.

You know some people think that they need someone like her or Tim Burton to talk to them and suddenly it will fix them.  I think they would feel happy if they didn't have issues.  Those issues are not for me to deal with while Ellen/others does nothing.  I feel that she hurts us if others are sad, like it's only happy people's faults in other corners of the world.

I hope I did not insult anyone, but I'm sure I didn't.  I'm telling it like it is.

Problem

I don't want anyone telling me some little kid with blonde curly hair will be greater than me.  Lotta people do that and flip me off.

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Cool

Sur pri ise

You know how people..

..from the 1970s tell those from the early 1980s to chuck it?  Even people born around 1953-4 look up to people born in Late Boom.

Really

It's not so much Ellen that impresses me but the things others did for her surrounding someone of her birth year time that made it the times for people who must have experienced it before.

My Previous Posts

I am just needing to sort my thoughts out.. I'm over on my Help Me! blog.  But not as silly.  ;)

Makeover


I don't need to feel you

whip like the wind under my wings.  I'm an old bird.

Maan u so popular

u dun e'n no wut rite from rong

Makeover


People Who Help

and understand who get us off this nightmare of a roller coaster of a mundane life..

Julia Roberts
Ellen DeGeneres
Steve Carell

I don't know what it was

but it wasn't it.

Makeover


Makeover


It's a Taylor Swift's hair.

Disturbed

Why does everyone know I'm not white and turn off?

I just saw a gun scene in the movie The Time Machine and I was going to get some water and realized no one cares about me.
Why do people keep acting assuming I'm a dweeb?  Just turn it on auto.