..what I did wrong.
I didn't mean anything bad to anyone I thought was innocent, I know, and even if not tried maybe.
It was a technical thing I did that I needed to change technically. My intents were not "wrong." If they were, correct me here.
Friday, September 25, 2015
Punishment Okay but Want Me to Put Thoughts on Screen?
I dunno who all would be interested, but I think I'm in trouble because I thought of curse words and something else about it I don't remember. Anyway, I'd rather hold off on this "what if."
I guess I was supposed to behave not like my usual self.
No, no one said, "Christina, the Emmys are listening in on you when they start, when you eat supper with your family/parents." So, what? I didn't say to broadcast my cursing, neither..
I usually think of curse words with my parents and at the table, but I try to go in and not.
Another habit was to think of, "No," as I hit my utensils.
No one cares about me, and so I'm not much, not much of a daughter tho wanted to be.. I just feel too hurt by things.
It feels something was just chiseled out of me.
I guess I was supposed to behave not like my usual self.
No, no one said, "Christina, the Emmys are listening in on you when they start, when you eat supper with your family/parents." So, what? I didn't say to broadcast my cursing, neither..
I usually think of curse words with my parents and at the table, but I try to go in and not.
Another habit was to think of, "No," as I hit my utensils.
No one cares about me, and so I'm not much, not much of a daughter tho wanted to be.. I just feel too hurt by things.
It feels something was just chiseled out of me.
Tier
I feel I can support myself mentally and emotionally over others, and I don't think anyone can stop me just by how they act, concerning my success in the world itself.
Small Blog
Mothers and Daughters
http://psychcentral.com/lib/15-insights-on-improving-mother-daughter-relationships/
This is probably applicable to any relationship, especially between an older woman and a younger girl/lady..
"Don’t wait for the other person to make the first move"
True, get a blog, and start letting out your feelings in a productive way.. You'll probably touch on these feelings..
"you aren’t chained to their actions"
"Interestingly, this can still alter your relationship."
This is called being independent and not relying too much on others. It was a common thing when I was a teenager.
It seems more I'm in older brother sister relationships than ever the idea of a mother or father, which is fine in a lot of ways or how I usually/used to try to function.
"Set boundaries."
No one listens. The lack of boundaries is an opportunity to turn the other person inside out or "to get it over with," if you will.
http://psychcentral.com/lib/15-insights-on-improving-mother-daughter-relationships/
This is probably applicable to any relationship, especially between an older woman and a younger girl/lady..
"Don’t wait for the other person to make the first move"
True, get a blog, and start letting out your feelings in a productive way.. You'll probably touch on these feelings..
"you aren’t chained to their actions"
"Interestingly, this can still alter your relationship."
This is called being independent and not relying too much on others. It was a common thing when I was a teenager.
It seems more I'm in older brother sister relationships than ever the idea of a mother or father, which is fine in a lot of ways or how I usually/used to try to function.
"Set boundaries."
No one listens. The lack of boundaries is an opportunity to turn the other person inside out or "to get it over with," if you will.
Ellen Article
http://www.yahoofeed.com/7-reasons-to-admire-ellen-degeneres
It's funny when Ellen's family thinks highly of her. I mean, like more than most people.
"Are you a fan of her shows? What is the thing you like about her the most?"
Yes. I liked her intelligence..
My Comment I Left:
"Christina Barrett - http://www.christinabarrett.com - I think she is a great person, relates well to others."
It's funny when Ellen's family thinks highly of her. I mean, like more than most people.
"Are you a fan of her shows? What is the thing you like about her the most?"
Yes. I liked her intelligence..
My Comment I Left:
"Christina Barrett - http://www.christinabarrett.com - I think she is a great person, relates well to others."
*sigh*
I tried to get my mom on Ellen, but I see Stephen Colbert and Jimmy Fallon do not have options to be on their show.
Is there an emotional virus going around?
Like, if your parents aren't as emotional as you are you are to remain silent?
"You Have To" - Ha Ha
You have to check someone's blog to let them express themselves..OR Facebook or famous people on Twitter.
I am talking in general!! No one else is talking to me.
I am talking in general!! No one else is talking to me.
cont.
I have a point! I just said something impersonal about feelings. I was talking about talking, which I usually have to. People hate me when I do that rather than have I ever had an answer.
cont.
"Complaining about being considered bad?"
Then, how are you supposed to fix yourself and get on with a life?!
Then, how are you supposed to fix yourself and get on with a life?!
Well, set your example, already.
If the people experimenting on me said I just did something, they are lying and being racist.
Any negativity?
Um, like what, saying something bad someone did to you?
Complaining about being considered bad?
Complaining about being considered bad?
Come on, does anyone wanna talk or have anything to say?
A lotta people don't have a blog nor vlog.
Some people have a problem even in this post. Maybe, they are grammar queens/kings.
Some people have a problem even in this post. Maybe, they are grammar queens/kings.
Funny..
Funny, my dad thinks if I feel something, like, in the negative (could be just something small or sad or whatever) about anyone else that he gets to "play" with me and do whatever he wants.
Asia is Asia
Mongoloid is Mongoloid. It doesn't have to be pretty if it's not. Mongoloid is Mongoloid. It's the old Asian/Oriental. India is like Egypt, not Chinese.
Too Late
I should have even known in high school what I was doing. I shouldn't have gone to a real college but a music conservatory. I saw at least one with general studies, tho, not sure about the rest.
Problem
Why didn't I know it was better to take a light course load in college? I felt challenged and threatened. In the end, I found college was too hard when I got into the regular general studies courses, freaked out and didn't even consider to withdraw, like I still had a chance.
People who are really worked up who..
..engage them directly in childcare services seem to expect the clock to turn around and have people baby them at sloping up middle age. Just toot the horn and wait for the next runner to cut the ribbon.
What if you made it so someone is trapped and can't do it for attention?
When should I watch Jimmy Fallon?
Who knows, maybe this weekend, maybe the next.. unless I feel like resting with the TV
He has a great show, a great takeover as successor to Jay Leno.
He has a great show, a great takeover as successor to Jay Leno.
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