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Why does this BEEP happen to me!?  I didn't do a *beep*n thing!  They were going around nasty and mean and starting stuff and they keep acting like I DO IT.  D:  Wa ha ha this is so pathetic.

To go over what I did wrong was I should have been even more self-concerned.  I should have not sounded like a freak when I said it.  I should be like, "Excuse me.." or just leave.

O MY!

Yes, I reacted negatively in the noises I made, but I didn't start anything.  Who would?  They were following me.

I hope this post does not offend anyone.

Musical

This is a good phantom, too!

Upset

My gramma got sad and got up but didn't mind hurting my mom.

What does this make anyone think of?

Um..

..you could have my mom like others but not downsize me in the usual way.

What?

Did I lose a person??  Why?  Is it because of another person they like better and they talk a certain way that doesn't make sense?  Do they want to just see others grovel???

I guess

good can be found in all we have.

Shouting Out Some Apology!

that no one needs to read?

but anyway sorry I felt so upset.  I am already upset and cooling down.  I suppose no one has to ever forgive me.

I must also apologize for losing it at my aunt's house.

Home

I tried to have a good time, but my uncle kept secretly hating me all of  sudden, and I sent secret messages back.

When my gramma made loud noise by my mom, I told her and everyone off for being mean again.

I just needed to be to myself and be more grown-up.

Foolishness

England is coming in and going all crazy if someone in their past thought online karaoke should be legal.  Do you realize it says that nowhere, specifically??  Do you know who one of the ringleaders of this honest misunderstanding is?  Viciousness and atrocity and pure animalisticness!  LOL??  No pun intended?  You already made a pun of me.  You all don't even own it/deserve that title of dignity.  It already benefits you lazy people out there.  No pun intended.. It's so funny yet sometimes pathetic, as I illuminated.  Really absurd.  Tell me, what did you accomplish now?

Vine

So, yea.

I was mainly worried @ my mom.  My uncle-in-law has something going this whole time, too, seems to have racial issues.  My aunt was just acting like she's too good.. really.  My Granma can't be that way.  I don't accept people testing out others and how they can deal with things.  This is all cancer risk.  I take unnecessary pills for my mom, too..

Yes I care and am sorry so am hiding.

Strong

I tried to have a good time.  They are animals.  That person, do not listen to them.  They don't listen to their elders still.  I have to worry about them hurting me and hunting me down.  My mom does not stand up for herself.  My dad is bothering me walking hypnotically on the stairs.  He does not care.  I can say whatever I want.  They just keep bothering me, tho.

No Help

This is nasty.  They are getting back at me for saying they are being mean to me.  What can I honestly do?  So what if I stay in my room while they visit?

Massive Problem

Fess up you did it, I thought..  My Gramma was able to make a killing noise of/to my mom.  I confronted the whole party.  My mom has cancer.  It was a longer kind.  I don't agree.  The others also tortured me.  They were conceited.  They don't give a straight answer.  I told them they were mad at me for nothing, too.  That person wasted my visit.  Wanna explain so everyone will know you're wrong the easy way?  I am not sure of who??  People don't always care about my family.  They just added another big insult..  They don't get they did it!  Don't hide, criminal.  What, that's you?  I am not being mean, but this is ridiculous.  They keep making racial slurs.  I don't really trust/care for any of them..  They could have at least talked to me while I was there.  It was my gramma and now just laughing.  But the rest were bad.  I will not accept this coming in my social life.  Forget about the past.  I just was saying what was done to me here.  That person did it.  They are cornering my mom.  The uncle-in-law was being mean racially.  That liar keeps hurting me and acts like we talk.  My aunt keeps laughing.  They act like I did something by confronting them.

When all did you

develop?

5

10

15-16

5 - I became the little girl I was.

10 - turned into a little lady or preteen.

15-16 - stopped my more academic mindset.  Became like a fantastical lady.

If

people want me to not talk about something and I don't mind, then why would I write anything prior to stopping?  It seemed to calm my nerves and soothe my soul.

People

don't trust my heritage.

It

might be TV, got mine on.

I feel

I am forced to wake up by my aunt's sing dingy for some reason voice.  I set my alarm for 10.

It does not matter what I do to you if does not what you do wrongly to me.  Go bother someone else.

My relatives

have given up their lives and manners for my younger girl cousin.  They were really bothering me thanks to some bickerer.  Stop making me out as the scene, you oldies.  You apparently have no life, in a way.  Quit saying my family is bad and like me.  You don't even notice me.  The noises they're making made part of my brain pop.  Quit attacking me!  People on TV are dissing me.  My relatives are sending nasty secret messages.  Trying to f*** w/me.  Wow, you losers listening to that person.  Go rip down someone else's life like this.  They started being mean for no reason but this worthlessness.  You've lost it.  What the *beep* has gotten into you?  You keep forgetting what you did to me, acted upset for no reason,  Quit adding more of your dumb foolery.  You are evil.  They are trying to affect my body, and I don't want to be attacked by them.  Quit making a deal of me protecting myself and your useless comments if me.  No one agrees with that but those disillusioned.  You also think the attractive Asians are treated as not.  They are being giddy about affecting me.  Give me my family back.

Ever

go for something once and that's enough?

Felt Petverted

to say oh I don't deserve this but maybe I can have that etc.

You know

that feeling waiting for something big but nothing big ever starts to happens and maybe you shouldn't plant seeds in the maneur?  :D