Saturday, October 31, 2015

I guess..

..it's the secret messages I get when I don't have time/energy/will to watch Ellen for a day or time.  I try not to get mad then, usually, but I keep getting these secret messages.  I explained what they were, but I know what hits.  I don't want to ruin it for anyone.

Okay, this may be a stupid question, but..

..am I supposed to figure something out to stay out of trouble?

I'm not trying to cut corners, but..

..why does Ellen having a dad from Europe make her absolutely better than the rest of us, plus a mom from a cool place like New Orleans?

If you cared..

If anyone cared, they could have told me they cared what I did and acted normal towards me rather than be mad.

Aha ha ha

Here's a good one.

One man's "trash" is another man's treasure.

This is so stupid.

They think they are all crafty Baby Boomers saying everyone is in trouble.

How Rude

You can't tell me someone else is better than me.

Problem

I cannot even collect my thoughts.  I wanted you all to shut up with the messing up my thinking.

But

I just caught you.  You really are thinking you can punish me and for no reason.

Problem

Sometimes, they are mean to me and I don't know if they will stop.

Problem

You're just being stupid getting mad at me.

"It's like this."

I would like working in a cow slaughter house, but I don't enjoy seeing Ellen put everyone up for not being 100% perfect.

Answer

Ellen is just acting like younger yet matured people, which is why I don't seem to hang out with them.

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Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

Yeah, we were wondering where you were Thursday night, here. I had a live thread during the Dolphins-Pats game, and we were wondering if you were watching.

That Gators game was great. They really crushed the Bulldogs!

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

That is so sweet of you guys! 😄

I need to start watching.

I was at gymnastics!

Eurasian

Question

Why is Ellen always so mad?

Problem

Are they using me as a buffer for approval of them and disapproval of me for no reason?

Problem

Why in the world would people chose to rub in to me other people in ways that make me uncomfortable/upset or that I don't want to and no one else does?  Also, why would you mess with my family?  That proves that you are not very nice.  You all act like there's a reason and it's supposed to be that way.  I was just thinking upset to myself and now they are attacking my family.  I don't really take that being mean to me for me being upset at you being mean to me.  I'm not some toy and I don't have some issue.

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Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

No, not doing anything for Halloween. Just watching the usual Saturday football games.

Are you a football fan? Your Florida State Gators are really laying it on Georgia right now...

Re: How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

Cool beans! 😁

Yea, LOL.. I like the Dolphins cuz I'm from that area and I like it. 😉 I probably like the Jaguars best cuz I was there before or in the state when it was formed.

Eurasian

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I am starting gymnastics 1 1/2 hours a week for beginning adults. It's very fun and hard work.
By January, I might take ballet 2 or 3 times per week and possibly jazz and hip hop. There's a school someone showed me at the gymnastics place that teaches people where I'm at and also has companies for older dancers and younger dancers.
I am going to see if I can play melodic percussion in the choir at church. If I can't, the next thing I'd do is take private singing.
It's an exciting new chapter in my life. I bet most of you are taking your kids to these things now!
One thing that bothers me is my psych, diabetes, and cholesterol pills making me tired, tho smoothies from my Nutri Ninja give me a lot of that energy back. Also, I have difficulty performing tasks around the house while others are around.

S*** People

They want to affect me and make me feel inappropriate.  Think what that says about them.

Problem

Did my parents think I wanted dull black hair and dull tan skin!!!!

Trying to Make a Point, Desperately

Did you notice people who use big things about you to plug in any situation and turn it into what they think they made a big deal?

Beginning to End

I find people at the end, not at the beginning.

Facebook

Fall is in the air 
I feel it somewhere 🌴
Leaves a fallin' 🌱
Winter a crawlin' 🌀
Time to check Facebook 
As holidays are to look 🎁
Someday we said 🐾
We'd be together, not dead 👍

Aren't you supposed to..

Aren't you supposed to be extra nice to people who live a hated, suffering existence no one admits?

Cousins

Ever wish your cousins who hate you in a mixed up way would go find who they wanna be friends with rather than get mad at you for no reason?

Ex..cuse Me!

Maybe I have been suffering but a good person unlike others because of my mixed race.

Hair

They like knocked everything off.

They think only white hair is acceptable but manipulated some people to have black hair.

People with light hair know it could have been white, too, more than someone with black.

Problem

This is crazy.  If it weren't for Johnny Depp and Tim Burton, people wouldn't have come out and acted so crazily.  I do like them, tho.

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Re: Will you be handing out candy whilst watching the World Series?

Handing out candy, but usually by the time I get back from trick-or-treating they're gone. 

Church Choir

I want to play melodic percussion

My goal is to play big hanging bells or something, things like that, tambourine, which I have one.

So, if I can't afford 3 days of dance, I can do church choir then.

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F*** off!

If I fess up for what Asians do, I want the Irish to f*** off!

Real White European?

I guess Nordic countries are just sitting around facing up for where they're descended from the Chinese without much to really offer.

Connecting Me as Black

When people connect me as black, they are essentially.. I forget.

I just know they don't dare do that with others.  They want their attention.  It's a happy meeting.  It's about ethnicity and race.

Comment on YouTube About Johnny Depp

YouTube

He is a very cool person.

Secret Formula

Do you ever find a secret formula, like, I'm set, my parents are down, and when I see such and such family do this, they're out.

Kid Stuff.. "Child's Play"

You might think things like kid stuff is like the basics and no one is especially caring about the good stuff in life.  It's dangerous and real when I realize something like that is still important.

BTW, "Child's Play" is a horror show with Chuckie the Doll.

Kids Today

Why do kids today have to deal with all this s*** but teens don't?

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Hi!

How are we all?

Re: Hi!

Ready for Freddy!

Eurasian

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How are you feeling/Describe the mood you are in

This reminds me of Chuppah:

http://www.christinabarrett.com/2015/10/destination-anywhere.html

I am the only one who sees real child stars because I watch BabyFirst. 

No Money to Spare

So I won't be dying my hair.  $50/month.

I'm sad.

I want to do gymnastics once a week and dancing 3 times a week.. no church choir.. unless I skip a dance day.  I need singing lessons, too.  Yikes!  My family is dying, and I take the bus sometimes.

Do you ever wonder..

Do you ever wonder about like famous people like Ellen who don't have to be beat for their ethnicity/racial aspects?

I know I fit that caliber of respect and privilege traditionally in the past, but now people rat me as s***.

Destination: Anywhere



Summer travels have begun. Enjoy the ride!
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Got a New Dance School Reference

The girl working at the front at the gymnastics school told me about it when I was socializing with her.  It is perfect!  Ages 9+ classes and dance companies for younger and older dancers who are at the right level.

MONDAY
Ballet – Beginner: 5:00pm – 6:00pm
Jazz – Beginner: 6:00pm – 7:00pm

TUESDAY
Ballet – Beginner / Intermediate: 6:00pm – 7:30pm

WEDNESDAY
Ballet – All Levels: 5:00pm – 6:15pm
Hip Hop – All Levels: 7:30pm – 8:30pm\

Thursday is gymnastics for 1 1/2 hours.  They have some strength and stretch classes, but I'm already sore from gymnastics.

Being on Good Terms

Why do people claim I'm good and on good terms, but then you notice other things happening?

Important Question

If institutions believe in just ballet in one school if you do it well at all.. but then the small ones are so cra**y?

Nothing and Nothing

Why does everyone think I have no stake in the real world being from Florida, tho my dad is from Pennsylvania and New York state, and even when I mention the oldest continuing city in the US which is in Florida they think they have to be over and above?

They think they have more stake in Florida and don't want to desuggest my birth in Florida and hold that in.

Adults to Stay Fit

They should have at least gymnastics for older adults and seniors.  I was not in good shape without it whatever I was doing.

So, pretty much, here in America/The US..

it's about school in August/September and the leaves falling in the cool air..

Then, it's about the holidays:
-Halloween
-Thanksgiving
-Christmas
-New Year
-Valentine's

Even:
-St Patricks' Day
-Easter

Then, the summer, with the 4th of July in the middle of it.  That's May, June, July, Ellen is off the air, too, which makes for a very longer time..

People "in Bad Shape"

Do people in bad physical condition ever lash out on you yet feel self-satisfied?  Sorry to bring this up.

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Re: Why do white people love Halloween?

Today, to dress up or dress down. 

Apology

I am sorry for the people I have bugged in public, etc., thinking they were attacking me.  I pushed the envelope, lazily.

Troublemakers

What do you think of carefree people who are on others's backs about their behavior yet they themselves do whatever they want to you?