Sunday, September 27, 2015

No Offense

to Ellen.  I didn't literally come out and say anything.  It's one of those thoughts that happen unnoticed.

Better With Ellen

I used to live with us all thinking we were better than Ellen, but since we grew up and didn't become famous suddenly it's that she's better than us.

We were encouraged to be as good as her.  Now, we're pushed away cuza Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) being overrated with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton.  Suddenly, everything is different.

Meanies

People are reveling in cutting me off as worthless.

cont.

cuz I thought of curse words.

California

seems empty.

cont.

They think they're so above me, assertive, like they have something over me.  They think I have to agree to do things anyone tells me.

Problem

What can I do?  I'm pretty successful and think for myself.

An Ongoing Thing

People are being mean to me cuz I thought of curse words while they tuned in on me with my family at the Emmys.  I don't remember how I supposedly tried to think those words.

The Only Thing

Is the only thing in life fighting with Ellen?  I mean, she does things a certain way and in some ways says she's not that famous and other ways does.  I mean, I forget how to explain, but people having a certain fight.  Like, her ideas of what's wrong with the world, always spending her time pointing out what's wrong.  Aha ha ha.  No offense, tho.  I just mean she is critical.

Am I good like everyone else?

Huh?

I can't even believe in the comfort of my own home!

I was here to make sure I did things right in life, but people ruined my life still.. blaming me for the past and new things that come up.  They made up that I did something wrong, only to let more things happen.  Where can I go, now?  A funny farm?  What comes after that?  Does it have an end?  Why do people keep "finding me out" as bad? the more removed I become?

You know what they did..

They said I was too shy for my major, and I had no reason to graduate.  It felt like they were suggesting my poor progress meant they could kick me out.  1 semester?  It wasn't all Ds and Fs.

...thinking more

It seems like New Orleanians just put on a show, sometimes.

Time

brings family

cont.

waiting for a final verdict.

A Bad Feeling

I feel like I'm being stared down to like certain people and what they did/do.

Positivity

Is positive pretty?  Is that LA's American secret?

Before I rot and die..

..I'm making my life important.  Aha ha ha.

Getting Along

It seems like you have to get in trouble with some people.

I don't just listen to be good.  I figure out if it's right.

I get mad because people are all mean to me.

If someone hurts you..

If someone hurts you and you get upset, do you do something big or something that's not big?

Like, do you think big things are always extraneous and up for grabs?  It doesn't seem like it.

Life is made up..

Life is made up of manners, but it's also made of getting hurt and dealing with it.

TV Show

Laughs

I asked on Facebook how to get on it.

It looks like a series of normal folks doing stand up.  Good idea, now that I want to get up and do this.

Miss Florida

I applied!

I bet she wants to be her.

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Racism

I know people get upset, but I swear it's racism, when they claim they can't think.

Boys can be cute as people, like girls.

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Small Blog

Being European versus American

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Norwegian girl


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Missing 9-Year-Old American Girl From Ohio


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American girl
singer Katherine McPhee


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Slavic girl


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'Westernness' could be defined by people who are ethnically or culturally European, in other words people of European descent or speaking a European language as their mother-tongue.

These are of course the major trends, and exception exit everywhere. Irish and Polish people, for instance, tend to be closer to the American mainstream than to some of their fellow Europeans. Canadians are somewhere in between, sometimes more European, but often closer to their southern neighbours.

Traditions like baby showers and bachelor(ette)'s night with strip-teasers originated in the USA, and even though some made their way to Europe, at least in some countries or social circles, they are still regarded as typically American. For most European this is something they only see in American TV series and movies. The same is true of Thanksgiving and Halloween (although the latter has exported itself pretty successfully to Europe and East Asia from the late 1990's onwards). American marketing strategies have also given rise to nationwide phenomena like Black Friday and Cyber Monday, which, as potent as they are in the US, hardly have any equivalent in European countries.

Schools and universities are free in most European countries.


They all seem just as good.

Pure Ethnicities

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Interesting Picture

Cleveland International Film Festival
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I find this to be true..

Too Much Attention -- As Bad as Too Little - HealthyPlace

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Why Children Act Up

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to get attentiom

They form bad habits.

Joking Around

Why do people think some people can't joke around?

Why did people promote..

..being good but "ugly?"

A Bug in a Rug

I did the kitchen and towels and baked some chocolate chip cookies.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: What voices do you picture when you read

Maybe, little Nintendo characters. 

Twitter

Didn't Ellen used to be easygoing?  Like, I just posted something to someone with tagging @TheEllenShow.  I imagined I would be a Nay on Ellen cuz it wasn't perfect symmetry.  I said..

E-Mail

Hi, I am trying to get on a talk show or..

..some other media where some people will see, like YouTube.

I am pretty good at talking about anti-racism, as I know about it from experience.  My mom is Chinese-Indonesian.

Can you help me, any way you know to be seen?

Thanks!

E-Mail

HARO

I would like to be broadcast to talk about racism.  Is there any way you can help me?  Even if it's something like YouTube, somewhere I'll be seen by some people.  Thanks!

Funny..

Funny Ellen uses the strategy of get famous by promoting others, but in the end she has analyzed others and they leave with "an inferiority complex."  No offense, but I find it funny yet hope people feel better.  If you think I am really mad, I wouldn't say it if I were, mostly maybe.  I think you can find some meaning in this post that doesn't sound like you'd expect it to, insulting.  That's not my intention, to be insulting but funny sorta.

Getting on a Talk Show

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"One of the most frequent questions we receive in our About Talk Shows email queue is "How do I get on a talk show?" Usually it's a specific talk show - Ellen.."

HARO

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Help a Reporter

I'm filling out a form to get in media on something.. maybe talking about racism.

How to Get on a TV Show

Be patient.
Laying the groundwork is a process, and it doesn't guarantee a seat on Ellen's couch. If your efforts at getting noticed aren't working, you might want to consider hiring a well-connected PR firm --

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Interesting

They list Ellen DeGeneres after Dr. Phil, who is after Conan..

They call Ellen "famous."

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So..

..I applied to get on Hollywood Game Night, which is hosted by Jane Lynch.

I don't think I ever..

..was much of a show-off.  I fit in, in a way.  People told me I was so great, maybe cuz I did my work in school and was in activities, clubs.  I feel as tho people wanna talk to me cuza that to tell me it's not true, but I just said I never was much of a show-off!

Ellen DeGeneres vs. Britney Spears

They are basically from the same area, you'd think, but I lived more where Ellen did than Britney, tho I'd expect Britney to be more like Ellen.  Funny, people from New Orleans have it even better.  Reese Witherspoon I think is from New Orleans as a baby, then from Germany and Tennessee.  She seems more different from Ellen than Britney, tho.  Also, Bella Thorne is from near where Johnny Depp is from, the same place almost..  She moved to Hollywood probably either as an infant or by the time she or siblings got into acting, you know as a kid and she may be younger.  So, she's another example of parents moving when young possibly.  I think Bella Thorne learned to be more unleashed, but I dunno if she's supposed to do it now for a reason.

Well, I changed my mind.

I am trying to get in the audience of The Ellen DeGeneres Show.  Nothing is opened and it is booked until early-mid-November.  That's good to be ready.  Also, I thought she was easy to get booked.

Last night..

..the new Annie was on TV and I watched it.

New Picture of Me

Awake With a Bit of Pain

I hope I can fall asleep.  I'm watching Child's Play 3 on TV.

It's my back.  I'm on painkillers.

You know why I cried/freaked when I was little..

..I had to wait to be surrounded by sparks that I'm not white, when I was 1/2 white 1/2 Asian.

Wow..

..people born in the early-mid 1960s are like the coolest people.

Generations

I see that they take people born around 1997 and 1998 and totally assess them, people born around 1960, just for being "stupid."

Child's Play 2

That guy voicing Chuckie is a little older than my dad, by a few months.

Generations

I think that my generation sees people born in the 1940s as their parents.  1990, 1950, 1997 and 1998 to around 1960.

Johnny Depp

should take pointers on this guy born in 1950 who voices Chuckie in Child's Play (1990.)  I'm watching 2 for the 2nd time.

Commercials..

..are so comforting.

Did you know..

Saturday Night Live is a rerun?