My Old Blog: 08/22/13

Thursday, August 22, 2013

Back to Bed

No foam earplugs lostm when I gotm

maybe get up again soon

So..

Does anyone get tired working out? A break can wash you out thinner while you graduate in exercise ability.

An Asian lady, tan, working at a booth, more chubby and old|er, looked at a little, cute black|African-American boy and made a smile like usually never see! like a "C" you know?? Then, there was this like Celtic lady with a like Anglo-looking daughter with curls and shiny blue eyes and a specific yet hard, pursed face, you know, with a girl with grayish black tangly hair to her shoulder blades, you know?? I've seen people with toenails that set like cars on their toes sorta with a forwid action..lol. However, the bloody thing I saw before my face was she could like retract her toenails after that step, and it showed she was just an animal to Orlando, seeing as she was down with her black hair..but she was so sentimental, ir, like people see Kate Bush? She was so emotional and swinging low like she was a martyr or saint, and it just seemed so weird!

O

My parents always do that or starve me.

Help!

My dad seems to be tryig to fatten me up. He got a pizza, and my parents didn't eat any, my brother going back to school. I wanted a piece of pie, but he got a whole pie. When I bake cakes, they finish it. What if I get sick?

What else..

Warming Up Food

Pizza and Bread Sticks in Toaster - and my suger of silk French chocolate pie from Perkins

I thought it was cheap, don't like the onion rings. $48, but we did get a whole pie for $13. So, $35.

So

Are you seeking out your match from Europe? It seems Americans are l*s*ing for it.

Facebook

She'll be

balancing 'til doom's day.

Problema

I can think of what I want. Ellen DeGeneres doesn't seem to get that I'm different from other people in a way but in another way I'm just the same. That's what I think she thinks @ that stuff.

Why don't we say her moralistic games are corny but not in a hokey pokey way.

I just

read some of 2 magazines. Getting cold.

Ate

Small Talapia Filet, Cooked Spinach, a little of honey wheat bagel and PPCPB & strawberry jelly .. want jam cookies @ CVS .. some chocolate milk with it, otherwise fridge water, some chocolate stuff in my room but not deluxe

Food

Might still have pizza.

Hmph

Why are people thinking I'm not a person because of the N word thing, in the experiment? You don't even know what you'd do. I have no 1 to look up to who doesn't constantly talk back, also.

Not much to do, still tired.

So

Ate some stuff and doing laundry.

STOP!

YOU *BEEP* STOP TRYING TO MAKE ME S*****AL. YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE. STOP MAKING ME OUT TO BE A BAD PERSON. WTFRU!

Okay

This is getting annoying.

Twitter

Problema

I think they know too much about me and people I know.

Problema

Stop getting close to me. I had to m********* in my dream.

These clicks are getting disgusting. I have laundry, cooking, dishes, cleaning, ironing to do.

Wow

I gotta change and be aggressive so I don't feel bad.

Maybe

You don't care why I can hurt people by how I act? I just want to make it so they stop, not hurt them.

Maybe

I should just keep fighting you back? After all, you started it?

So

Why are the noises off, now? You think Ellen is above this? What about me??

I'm not really enjoying this.

All these noises and messages like how the page loads. I tried to ward it off and it's not my fault, at all. Just leave me alone. Whoever is doing it sounds like a real buffoon! Ha! Is it on purpose to annoy me? Seek help!

Ex er cise

Core ~ 7 minutes

WHOAH!

So, I'm surrounded by insulting startling clicks every few seconds or was for a little while.

I thought of why and almost cried and thought about how Ellen seems to have tried to reduce my pride.

So, Ellen DeGeneres takes advantage of something and teases you thinking she's actually supporting good behavior.

Twitter

I'm different.

I don't want people to like massage me when I'm tired. :]

Tired

Ooh!

I think I know what it is! My mom wouldn't stop bothering me!

Dream

So, I had such a strange experience. I wanted to hide in a bed at a swimming pool that was all like black and white|gray. I wanted to have fun and pretend someone picked me up cuz I was h***y. I never did. It was long-winded, about going back, about being in like a movie, no one sees you in bed. I felt stimulated by my comforter and sheet, which I hand't slept in in awhile.. I woke up and finished the deed though I did not do much. Guess I'll grow outta it. Wondering @ what came over me. I don't believe I am really that h****. I dunno, I mean, not really sure what it is. I don't want people to touch me all the time. Well, you'll see I've come to like that, as well, but perhaps it was the stress. I dunno, though, you see, I like to also touch people but am afraid of my race and weight. I seem to be able to stimulate people and make them forget @ it. Nice thing to do whether or not I do. :/ Not sure @ this dream. It was interesting, like people I knew knew what I was doing and like a girl was my bed. So. Kinda okay, some danger, but I didn't think astray. We had to stroke across the pool and not like startle nor touch the octopus. On the way back, it was like in our place, though I thought it wasn't even in the pool but sitting on the dry other side. An attractive lady @ group Tuesday said she's going to Wet 'n' Wild. What do you think @ being touched by someone? I'd like that. :) I dunno @ my parents, maybe it would make me m*********. When I hug them, I feel like not good enough. It is sad, I mean there are other things to do in the world than hug people. I know. :|

So..

Headache

That greasy pot pie and silk pie @ Perkins.

Hmph

Those teens want to bring me down. To be worse. To be unattractive, instead. They think I'm just another kid, not some adult.

Why

are these kids joking like they know I watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," these kids who have a nasty message to send me, joking, saying she thinks I'm nothing..like jokes about me even Retweeting her Tweets. Why are they even there, then? What did I do? I get annoyed by others being mean to me, I don't do anything.

Update

Magazines
AstroGirl
All About History
People
National Geographic
Time

I wonder..

..if I should get Hayley Westenra's whole CD to listen to the songs I don't know, would be good for me.

Why

online is Ellen DeGeneres like her wild side, the choices I think @ her making, like everyone else thinks? I shouldn't say the wild side but the vicious side. Wild is fun.

New Playlist

Communications|Public Relations Education

So!-

Now I am eating and exercising maybe..have laundry.

Update

I updated my profile.

deviantART

What do you think of

Hilary Duff?

So

I found that Ellen doesn't listen to people who aren't all white. I posted a lot and got a funny feeling what I had just written didn't matter for anything, having been following her.

So, then

Get a loada this, Ellen punishes you so as not to appear gay in that way.

Ha Ha Ha

Very Funny

They wanna keep putting clicks in my room every 1 or 2 seconds.

This is sadistic.. Anyway, I made the noises?

What I'm Up To

Nothing wrong with a too elaborate system, but I am thinking of better ways to present myself on a Blogspot.

Also

I feel people are telling me the smart things I post aren't right for me, like because they don't have a blog and are lazy and jealous. They do 1 little thing and later I see some transformation take place I might not like. RACIST!

and why would I wanna talk to you?