Sunday, March 17, 2013

Another Saint Patrick's Day Hymn

from before YouTube 8|

Problem

Ginny thinks she "understands" what I'm really saying, but that's what I'm really saying.

Rest

I need to lie down.  3)

I Know-You Know

I know before someone tells me to do something they don't want me to - that I will sound tacky..what crime is that?  B|

Surprise!

I messaged my friend from San Fransisco to come to Theater if she's coming to Orlando, and I saw her online for the 1st time recently, though she erased stuff on her Wall.

So

You don't want some people to participate in certain cultures at their own will?

New Facebook Cover

Problem

Ginny, I already wanted to be different from my dad.  Maybe, there is an ending to their toenail fungus.  Maybe, it's not really my ultimate dream.  Maybe, it's cute, though, but what's that to anyone!  :0

Point

I made some kind of point that Ellen DeGeneres really has no ♥ for younger people with parents born just some culture before her..maybe a significant difference, 1950.  Isn't that something like the next generation?  Also, why are people born in between so wacky and careless?  Like, I guess there's some cutoff age, like 1955.  I still like older people, too.  Also, my dad was only 34 when he had me, I think.  :|  35.  I think a lot of girls my age have dads born around 1950, but a lot of them have dads who were 40 when they were born.  They aren't weird, but they are fun.  It's just that other generations practice different things, and you want to talk to other people, anyway.  I really don't spend much time with my family.  :|  I don't get you, you're gay.  I mean, I like my family, but I see you fight with them.  Why would I want to talk about something I don't really know about?  ,:|  It sounds like you've talked about shit like this..  It seems like it means something that you don't have it written in a nice article.  I did not know that this stuff was revealed on TV, actually, or maybe I would have thought I even needed to know.  :|  ;0

Problem

I have this creepy feeling that Orlando is shit and plants itself in the shit of your relations.

Waiting

Gonna eat when my parents are in bed.  Also don't have the Travel Channel just yet.  Have to find the TV guide in my room but don't think I have it.  I e-mailed my dad back OK.

Schedule

So, Tuesday, I have a lot of homework due but not like a lot compared to most school situations.  So, I mean, I should watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" by Wednesday, no Theater Thursday.  I think she has her show cancelled next week, postponed her trip to Aussie for the week after.  So, I might not watch, unless I am sure they are new episodes because I'd have seen them.  I mean, I don't think they rerun old episodes..

So

If you think about my last post's point, Ellen DeGeneres is mean to people who are nice to her who have a blog linked to their Twitter and who post on major public forums, like the Tim Burton board on IMDb.

So

You want to be mean to ugly Asians .. but you think something else complicated and related that attractive part-Asian families should be ousted for trying to be attractive.  Um, I'm sorry if they bump into all the wrong people.  :|

Issue

Ellen DeGeneres won't allow women in their home to think the right things with their daughters.

Issue

So, why do people here keep like surrounding and snapping at me?  What do you think I've done?  Come to solve it online.  You're just wondering about my race and being more attractive than you because I'm mixed.

Problem

Why am I getting attacking messages from Ginny in private?  What about my homework?  Why did I get these messages last semester from Ellen DeGeneres?  You're not getting away with it.  I had problems, I never felt good at home.  I had to leave.  Also, there was that 1 week my fault I just got hamburgers and I got off my workout routine doing an advanced ballet-Pilates video with a nice picture of a girl from Colorado.  That's the reasons I'm fat again and I still have that same look.

Problem

Stop treating me like a baby because of Tim Burton.  It's not in a cute way.

Also, these clicks are making my eyes big.

Like I said, I think you're just here to like pervertedly park in older people and other situations stemming from my life.  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU IDIOT|RETARD?  Stop pestering my life with clicks in my room.  You can't just like kill yourself for the unattractive, good-for-nothing people in my life.  You're gay.

Problem

I'm being fed more messages in my room.  There's these annoying clicks, and it's like affecting my face.

Tired

Guess I'll go rest some more.  =:}

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

Me -from before- on YouTube 8|

Edit

I edited my race.  8|

Travel

So, what if I taught Die Forelle in Africa?

Facebook Post

Hey Ginny, someone posted something on your wall and I answered. I guess either you or she deleted it. It was like an app, on my old blog.. It had your name in it. :| It was interesting, but I figured it was just an attention-getter, made me happy and sent a simple message I took. Seemed like a cool girl, could have been my friend. :|

So, yea, a girl in your class, Amy? said to keep your site professional. I forget what I was gonna say. Oh, yea, so, I wonder why she posted it. I see you kept the year book post up.

Aren't you still interested in dialects? I found I could speak British, and I might get acclaim in Hollywood if I pass the AMTC Auditions, sometime, which travel and are actually based here in Orlando.

Bon Voyage on Thursday. Good luck with the high schoolers... I guess you're gonna sorta touch on the fact that before it was modeling and now it's singing but probably a dying medium. I guess they will be impressed by you. I see you are actually very impressive.. I know I would have fun there.

(copy: http://cab1986orlfl22.blogspot.com/2013/03/20130317-1.html)

So

What do you think of the old, old Ginny?  Don't you like just wish like things were better in the department?

Ever think of how like you think it's funny maybe I'm through with my old choir director and organ teacher?  Well, I want to live forever, doesn't mean any of you need to be celestial beings when my life becomes celestial.  Why not?  :|

Why does Ginny like judge me so much?  I don't think that's part of the vision.  You probably think "the vision" must be Asian.  It's just an idea an Asian had.

My Teacher

Why did she make herself disgusting?  Supposedly, that's just how she is.  She had a huge double chin on Thursday but seemed pretty skinny.  She pointed her pointer finger up on Tuesday, showing her nail.. and it seemed like she was reveling in how it was just a soft nail sitting in her soft flesh.  However, her mom's from California and her dad from Pittsburgh, and she seemed to just make it "what" because maybe it's the best in some point.  However, I went home, and it was different.  I don't think she likes me.  She thinks I'm both too old and have too old parents or something.  I'm pretty interesting, generally speaking.  Maybe, I am not feeling well, but I have good clips in class..  After class, I don't seem to look good.  Imagine if her dad was from California.  She'd be like a wacko pointer finger.

Rest

Guess I'll try to rest some more.  Have some hw to complete, no theater Thursday!  ;D  I have most people's e-mails.

Issue

I see Ellen DeGeneres is obsessed with people with good parents.  8|

What about Tim Burton?  He seems to fit some category, may not be in line.  Why isn't Ellen DeGeneres ***y as a part Jew?  Anyway, what about Tim Burton?  What does he want, to fool us?  That's what he did, he had kids and went with Helena Bonham Carter.  He's just worried about having an old dad and wants to think you're in the style of the 50s.

Ginny is here, so she has to do what she has to do.  She has no choice.  I don't know what she thinks about anyone attractive with a younger dad, haven't seen her with any kids.  I see attractive kids with straight, smooth white hair.  However, they seem Chinese, now.  :|  I found that kids with older dads might be more stimulated in an embarrassing way.

Problem

I don't see what's wrong with me.  You liked me when I was shy.

Problem

Stop telling me I'm not as white as my parents.  They've always been niggers, not me.  What's your goddamn fucking problem?  They aren't even entertaining.  You're some goon fantasizing not wanting to stimulate me.

Attractive

Can you just stop thinking I want to be the bad side of my parents?

Have you ever seen anyone substantial?  I didn't make it as far as like pampering me.

Problem

Are you still ratting on me for having problems when I was younger?  ,8|  Look, I didn't hurt anyone.  Cut your bullshit of how I might have "influenced" someone.  There's nothing like that.  Just people who go into you and act like you're not white..  That's the issue of the day.

What About

What about my dad?  He has a special place for people born in 1960, but they never admit that there's other things in life.  I was thinking of how he was unattractive and disgusting.  xp  I always thought he was disgusting.  Isn't he just more a presenter or negotiator, just a normal guy?  He never makes me feel comfortable.  He keeps jolting things, and it does nothing for me.  Like, I mean, he's cute.  He's unemotional.  I'm being attacked for having money, too.  :0  I just don't find him more attractive than me.  3I

Thought of Something

Ginny is "it," but I'm also "it."  8I

Edit

I edited my race.

Issue

I'm more crucial than my brother.  He never listens to me.  I'm serious, never.  What did my dad do?  It's not a joke.  What good is his life?  At least, I can have ***.  I found a way.  I'm a girl, like my mom.  My parents even act like they did it.  That's like living in a horror chamber.  What is wrong?  Can't I just live my life like everyone else?  They also think that's what would happen if I were knocked out + in a younger style.  We don't know why he is a sorta gay Tom boy.  He likes cats.  I mean, as a baby, he seemed overly precious and that gay stereotype.  He was a real person but not as real as me.  He was more complicated in a precious way.  We can say that.  3|  Then, I guess my mom made him a fat, thin-worn toddler.  Then, he got really skinny and gay.  Finally, he was cute at 1 point with this lighter-looking medium brown hair, but he was rebellious and my mom thought he was better than me because his life was hard and I wanted to be treated like I was white.  Then, in Pre-K, he was cuter than me, jammed right in.  We moved.  He looked cuter after being in Pre-K awhile, not sure how nor if his hair grew.  Then, we moved, and he became devilish and very fun and entertaining like he wanted to be stellar like me.  We moved to French New Orleans area, and he became sorta drugged.  We lived there and he grew up and then we moved to Orlando and he became mean again.  He went to college and he got better after the Johnny Depp hype went down.  I think I fell over on Tim Burton, though.  It's some thing I can't achieve.  My dad thinks I'm a good person but doesn't care about me wanting to be European.  It's true, though, the likes of my parents really are over for the world, an old story, some thing they are sarcastic about.  They aren't racist and hopeless romantics.  They're just like more European.  They just don't like me.  They pick at them for things they are uncomfortable about but never do the things they succeeded in.  They're kinda druggy.  Ignore them.  I found lots of good things in them for me.  Why don't you be more European?  I guess you are more concerned about your feelings.  I mean like how you feel ***ually.  Maybe, it's your race.  :(  Why are part French people so selfish?  I like French things.  It seems people don't like me for some reason, like there's a problem with who my parents are, like my dad is too old and I was born at a bad time.  I mean, though, I guess you'll just have to accept that I'm better.  I really usually don't approve of most families, though, in the U.S., you know?  I'm over that.  You will be, too, you plan to.  I am very interested in modern life, but I also want to be European and proper, like you let Europeans be.

I wonder *

We moved to a city in more Central Southeastern Florida but not very much above Southern Southeastern Florida, a retirement paradise, because my dad's sisters lived further South and I think it was because of my brother.  He used to choke up, like he was older or something.  My dad's youngest sister had a baby, but she's not married.  The girl became the center of attention and was considered not all white, part Italian-Canadian.  My aunt got with a police-colonel she eventually married who, like her, was divorced.  She has no kids and is retired and cannot have kids.  I dunno, also, we moved to Jacksonville when my brother was 2, I think, and he was born where I went to Pre-School, like my cousin.  I was born near the beach.  We lived on the bay when I was a pretween.  I just feel sorry for my brother.  He just seemed kind racist to me.  It was like my parents wouldn't give him a chance, but I went through a lot of thoughts of like what if I were a year younger or what if my parents were different people.  I mean, I was cute, but my mom didn't let me be that European and I know I could.  I was cute, though, at some points, like when I was up north with my Gramma and after I did more gymnastics.  I really started to look ugly when my mom was pregnant.  It offended me.  Also, it was because my dad cut my hair.  I'm not sure what happened.  I wanted to be more European, but I was convinced I couldn't be.  Up north, they were prejudiced to me being from a hot climate with a mom from a hot climate.  Before that, my life was just really strict but not too insulting but maybe not that bad just more like a regiment of being a basic stick figure and trying to be thin really hard and succeeding to some degree, I suppose.  My dad is annoying and probably shouldn't be doing things with me.  I mean, I'm not really insulting, but he's trained me to be funny like that but gets offended.  My mom acted like I was really fat, but she was fatter as a toddler, just did ballet and seemed stuck up as a kid.  She was attractive after gymnastics.

What famous child celeb

Lily Rose Sweet Melody

Maggie Liz Jones

Bella Thorne

I'm gonna have to go with Bella Thorne with Southern blood.  The others .. mm .. not from there.

Do I look more like

Audrey Hepburn ... Kate Bush ... or Shirley Feeney ... or Laverne DiFazio ... or Marty (1:40) ... or Frenchie?

Ginny seems like John Travolta, and I seem like the fat Italian lady.

I think Audrey Hepburn, though, is more like me.. I feel like I'm ½ English ½ Dutch.  *There's not much to see of Audrey Hepburn*  :{

Vacation

It would be fun to go to Saint Augustine, but that's a lot of money.  They did take away my favorite pizza restaurants.  1 had Cicilian pizza, like a café on the side of the road.  It was called Pizza Garden.  Then, there was these little pizzas with good tomato sauce and probaby tasty cheese and good bread, in the Heritage Walkway on Saint George Street, the street with all the little shops and stuff.  I would get lemonade after church, sometimes, and sometimes with this friend with really old parents, 45 when she was born, so they weren't so old like 45-year-olds today.

I have so many memories.  That is like home to me.  It is the nation's oldest continuing city, and it is in Northeastern Florida.  I shouldn't be saying this, but it's my blog, I'm sorry you didn't have that experience.  It is true, though, I had at the time moving there became interested in the Little House Books and American Girls.  I became old fashioned.  I quit gymnastics.  I was so appreciative of anything European.  I walk down the bay, and I am so grateful to live right along the water but not by the beach.  I lived downtown.  It's funny, though, I became lonely and lacked physical activity so probably became confused about some things, friends started to think I was ugly and fat, lost sleep.  I had even just began tennis once a week, so that could be a factor.  School started, and I got a bit thinner.  The sports really put on some weight and made me more attractive.  However, at 1 point, I got uglier.  I don't know when I looked good, but, at 1 point, I had fluffy hair and fluffy bangs parted to the side, and my face was hard and the bottom was separated from the top, just I molded myself into a good, typical, desirable girl you should be, but it was so hard to sustain that look, for my hair was frizzy and niggerish, not too mention very dark and my skin however fair but not flushed, really.  I moved, and I guess things changed, for some reason.  :|  My skin became maybe red and my hair in the end seemingly you know toward the bottom in the light completely tinted.  However, I wasn't as attractive, at the time.  I couldn't believe I lost my attractive look, anything but that, it seemed.  You'll just know I grew there but never really got to experience it in my full glory as times were changing as this girl from L.A. landed and it was more Titanic-centered.  It seemed she could be modern and stimulated like in this physical way.  Everyone liked her, and my life was sorta lost.  My friends didn't talk to me since we were separated.

We can march along forever down the streets of Saint Augustine and never lose interest in that botanical paradise.  There are old relics of ancient Florida, most ancient Florida, but not the beach.  You can lose yourself at mass with the music..  Well, I mean, I wouldn't recommend doing ballet there.  You know?  =|  I wonder, though, should I just take tap, here?  I think it's right before Ginny's classes, a good schedule..  I think I will spend my summers @ Disney.  Or summer.  Disney is kinda ancient, ancient Florida, the old cartoons, like Tim Burton, are much to take in.  =]

Personality

It's hard to talk about me.  I'm extraverted in private and introverted in public.  It's really weird.  xS

Happy Saint Patrick's Day!

Kiss me, I'm Irish!  ;*

Welcome to my Blogger!


Problem

Ginny made my Paint program not work, go to Hell you nigger.

My Last Name

I think it's Anglo-Norman because I doubt there are many Anglo-Saxon Irish names of note.

I cease to be amazed.


Problem

Look, stop knowing my dad to stimulate me.

So

You want New Orleans on YouTube?  Also, don't I deserve to meet someone cool?  I always have.  What's wrong now?  I'm just hurt.

What I Want

Why doesn't Ginny pick me up and surprise me somehow!  D;  Will that "do it?"  Just hug me and love me funkily.. and don't make me for-get.  Why isn't there anyone else out there like that?

Something Funny

Ginny gets stimulated in weird, er, disconnected ways, and then she totals.  She doesn't do it in class, but she looks hungry for ***.  Mm.  Shoulda taken care'a that.  I would do it.  Ehe he he he he.  Boggles of Oompa Loompas giggling from Charlie and the Chocolate Factory.  What, though, you wanna hurt yourself in ************?  I don't think I feel that much because I'm not all white, so no danger there.  Also, my dad isn't very stimulating in a ***** way.  We have a fun family, but I look for feeling, and people look at me funny!  D;  What's the big deal?  You see through me?  What did I do?  The schools hurt me.  That's where I am, all day.  I don't come home to like my own house where I could do what I wanted, post online.

I have something to talk to you about. 3I-

I used to get this funny feeling of submission.  I was sitting on the floor, took too much gymnastics but not on a team nor did we eat heartily because we weren't up north.  I was watching The Jungle Book cartoon and other things like this happen when I see weird things about the private of the eyes.  Anyway, yea it gave me an ****** for some reason.. I just know that I saw the art pictures before of the "frazzled" looks and it tickled me so funnily and like the pictures of people working in the personality books .. time to get stimulated... So, anyway, what it is, is then I'd think about that later.. and the weird thing is that feeling of submission I just kept wanting to feel but that I couldn't feel, like ******, though..  Other weird things like that, too, like thinking about an animal shot through a hole, stuff like that.  Then, I guess I'd ********* over it, since I was 7.  Also, I want to let you know when I was 6, I used to get all these complex fantasies like of being stimulated after being in a sack in a dessert and sorta being felt like a bunch of balls in a lava lamp.  I'm a little worried, think it's because I have a brother and moved away from SE Florida.  I ********* now, but it's not really that stimulating.  I used to do it over the Burtons and the Depps.  It's because of how they felt about being famous.  I never did it for anything about Ellen DeGeneres because I guess I decided she was special and it was wrong.  Also, I didn't do that a lot in the New Orleans area.  I think you know I did it at 1st and then maybe 3 times later.  So, I was worried about that totalled feeling of submission that has to come with maybe something like an ******.

Issue. 3I

"Europe" says "something" for the "Southern" hospitality-  xp

To Do List

Vaccuum + Clean my room

Problem

Ginny doesn't hug me.

Look, Ellen made me look like a fool.  It was a big thing my dad having me down south.

Really, I'm gonna **** Ginny for not hugging me.  I mean, at classes, not for holidays.  :|

Problem

No, Ellen DeGeneres nor shit niggers of Orlando, I don't care about bad people up north, like I owe them culture of the day.  ;|

Problem

Don't make fun of me for saying this.. if you are a suck up to my dad punishing me.. which you are because everyone is because they are all flaws.. then don't tell him he's not good enough just to *** him up.  I don't care, you hurt me at school.  It's not my parents's responsibility.  My schedule made problems, too..  It's really not...  3|  Well, it is in a way, but that's a human thing.  What is your problem?  You're not really perfect.  You have temper issues.  You have problems, like everyone else, and I mean everyone.  I think I'm a person, just like you, and I've had my say in life.  I don't take on a hellenistic schedule.  I do think that "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" to think to start, thinking out loud.. does take up a lot and shouldn't be so like that.  She just sits there and shits like Tim Burton.  I mean, what can I say, stop looking at me.  I mean, I just watch the show and I post online about it.  What are you trying to say, you niggers?  Why did Tim Burton change, like we're all bad, because of Helena Bonham Carter and since meeting her and having kids?  Maybe, he shouldn't have a family.  But people like this friend would think it's gay.  What about Ellen DeGeneres?  Why do you like her so much?  Why did Ellen DeGeneres's mom seem to think that she was so precious in weird angles that she like stimulated her as an infant and made her more presentable later to get on in the world?  Like, she seemed to make her seem old and sorta like rub the milk in her skin like it was stimulating.  Like, her mom was a honky, like being told she was old and stuff because her last name is Jewish.  Please, don't spray it, I wanna live my life.  O KAY  :0  I demand it.  :|  What did she do?  Why do you keep like fantasize about her pleasure life?  Go total yourself in the wind!  She is a professional and just there to serve.  So stop letting her bullshit that we owe her some sorta respect for not being the younger child of Late Boom parents!

Problem

If you wanna talk to me, then talk to me.  Don't leave me torturous messages just to make me go crazy..  It's really wrong.  Try to ask anyone, and see if they want to even talk to you..  See, we won't figure anything out.  You don't seem interested in really talking.  You're trying to stop me.  :|

Problem

I SAID WHAT I SAID I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR "SOUTHERN" HOS-PI-TAL-I-TY..thinking I'm not white and getting mad at me for every little thing you inconvenience me with and making fun of my family caring for me being special.  go kill yourself you tacky Germany niggers poopulating the oonited states of america and stop fucking that you're better or worth something after I said that, after I said that, not just that I said it but because it's after I said it..  It does mean something to someone, I thought of something, and you can try to figure it out.  HEY SHUT UP YOU DUMMY AND POST YOUR PLETHORA OF KNOWLEDGE ONLINE NIGGER TRYING TO Impress everyone on your goddamn nigger doorstep.  Can you just shut up?  I don't want to total the English language because I want to find out if it means something because it's fun.  You can't say, oh, I'm some object.. just go away and stop taking my time you gay nigger, see?  What's your problem?  You think you're special?  Just wanna fight?  "I don't believe in music."  I don't believe in word games.  Stop shitting at my brain!!!!

Problem

Quit being a nigger Ginny and never go out with your goddamn fucking friends.  Stop getting mad at me for feeling a little rebellious.  I'm not hurting you.  You're just an unclear sort of teacher..  Fuck fuck fuck like a duck.  See, you were just gonna be racist and say I wasn't cool.  Stop giving me nosebleed|concussion.  Ooh, that's because you're a nigger.  Oh, go nigger your family - fuck fuck fuck like a duck get outta my life.

Problem

So, what, Ginny, stop giving me these messages.  You're gonna possibly make me struggle for a C in your courses.  My dad left his slippers out, and so has my mom.  Anyway, I was in bed, and before I went I heard my mom come out and thought of my daughter looking like Kate Bush AND SHUT UP YOU AMERICAN NIGGER thinking of something tacky submitting to Ginny, the weirdo, with her eyebrows selfishly totalling to her Irish mom.  I don't care about your Southern standards.  I'm a good person.  Also, I had to flush the toilet because I was using Kleenex.  My dad also positioned a TV tray to the TV, something my brother was using.  What's the big idea?  How do you know about me??  Leave me alone.  What else?  I thought of Ginny thinking things friend who took me to Disney was her daughter.  No one gives a shit, Ginny, what the fuck is your Goddamn problem?  Also, I just rubbed my eye and the thing turned off in the house.  Oh, and water ear plug fell in the sink, and the other was far away.  Also, GINNY IS WORTHLESS I DON'T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT YOU I THOUGHT OF H****** YOU BECAUSE OF MY FRIEND.  What else?  WHAT THE FUCK IS YOUR PROBLEM?  JUST SHUT UP YOU FAUCET.  SHUT UP.  I DON'T GIVE A FUCK ABOUT CALLING TIM BURTON'S DAUGHTER A NIGGER.  I AM NOT MY DAD'S TOENAIL NOR MY GRANDPA'S GRAVE.  What the fuck do you Goddamn think you "are?"  Look, stop fighting me my whole life and making up stuff about me.  I didn't do anything.  No one approves of this.  Now, my eye hurts.  What the fuck is this?  I told you to leave me alone.  Also, my dad got me more pads, my mom left some in my closet in my old room.. and some new foam earplugs for when I jog by the road, etc.  Also, I don't look so good now and am kinda tired, was resting.  Ginny, stop being mean to me after you get mad at me for you hurting me.  WHAT IS YOUR PROBLEM YOU NIGGER.  I don't care.  Stop telling me I'm not cool.  You did it.  You're a nigger.  You're gay.  Maybe, you're just a piece of shit from California.  Can you shut the Hell up about the GODDAMN NIGGER Nell Burton?  Why don't you just **** yourself you worthless worm?  You won't stop obsessing over Tim Burton's daughter, like everyone else..  I don't give a fuck about you you piece of dirt.l  You're just like everyone else, like Ellen DeGeneres, like Tim Burton, like Johnny Depp, like Lily Rose-  bleh bleh bleh bleh bleh.  And you treat me like a nigger even back in the day!.  That's your sole purpose in life.  Ooh, so, you're just testing me to have someone tell you you're worth a crap.  No one gives a crap about your birth.  You're not the candy queen.  Wow, now, you're just not gonna be my friend, huh.  Why don't you behave.  Look, what do you think I am?  Not blessed?  Well, I'm not.  I'm not shit.  What is your goddamn problem, you nigger lesbian?  You allergic to my rights to talk about stuff to anyone in the world?  I never insulted you.  You wanna think that that just happened?  Well, sorry, if it did.  If it didn't, you're not getting away with this.  Whose fault is it?  What do you think, just for calling Tim Burton's daughter a nigger.  Get over it, you piece of crap.  No one gives a fuck about your children, I don't give a crap about them.  I DID IT BECAUSE I WAS IN AN EXPERIMENT.  WHAT ARE YOU A NIGGER?  Are you special?  It's not because I'm worried about having a daughter so much as I know you're threatening me.  I care about your kids, but I don't know if you have sons nor daughters, and don't sit there and spit shit about how I tackily seemed to say "Sons and dAughters" so you think.  I don't care about your kids.  Stop telling me you guys think your kids are better and no one likes me because my parents aren't my God.  You can sit there and just sorta fuck in a circle.  Fuck fuck fuck like a duck.  Why did you say that about my daughter?  What's with your other shitty messages?  Oh, you think that's still a punishment and not just your shit?  You know, I don't care if someone does that to me by accident.  What the fuck is your problem?  I know you're wrong.  You think I'm not white, you don't want to do something right.  Just **** yourself you piece of racial shit.  You're just a nigger, you built of shit.  You think I'm not European and can't be.  How does that FEEL.  That's what you think of me.  Why are you gonna make fun of me for saying something lots of people have a problem with.  STOP IT YOU NIGGERS I don't give a fuck about the fLaws of Ellen..  If you touch me for getting mad about my daughter I'll **** you and I don't give a FUCKING SHIT about if you or Ellen have a precious daughter.  Oh, but this didn't involve "Ellen DeGeneres."  Stop testing me about you having kids.  No one gives a shit about you.  You think that you please my Early Boom dad?  What the fuck is your problem?  You're nothing to him.  He's just a sin.  You're a piece of shit.  Get out of my life.  YOU WERE TOTALED TONIGHT.  YOU'RE SHIT.  I didn't hurt you, but for the 1st time, someone fucked my daughter.  STOP FUCKING ME YOU GODDAMN BASTARD HELANE- BOHMAN CARTER.  I didn't do anything to her.  Stop hurting me for being white.  Stop shitting your psychotic *beep* on me.  Stop threatening Tim Burton, you slob.  I see you did stop.  GET OVER IT, TIM BURTON.  NO ONE GIVES A SHIT ABOUT YOU BECAUSE OF YOUR SINFUL, CRAPPY DAUGHTER.  I was nice to her.  What's your problem?  I don't give a fucking shit about her existence nor the existence of Órla Karron Fallon's son.  Hm, what if we just sat there and tortured Tim Burton ***ually?  Maybe, we'd get somewhere.  I mean, he asked for it.  Yea.  What about Ginny?  What about her?  I mean, not every successful person must be like her.  So, I mean, let's think about it.  What was the message?  I am not so mad as that I think she is just doing it because she won't let me act white and normal, is being picky about how I act.  Ellen, she will let younger kids not be as nitpicky.

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Issue

New Orleans isn't for young adults.  They kicked me out, and no one is there.

I know you...

Everyone is like that, wants you to do things you're not supposed to, like listen to their stupid bribes that they're cooler than you..  :p  Sheesh.  I mean, I just didn't like it.  It was too like attention-prone.  My life wasn't stable enough, 'I sawwy!'

I have decided.

Ellen is a schizophrenic wound, like me.  8^]

Issue

I seek out attention from people.

Problem

You know, everyone in Orlando and maybe other places, like where I used to live, and in the capitol and possibly Obama, are mad at Ginny for not responding to my e-mail about my recording in German, and she probably made fun of me and told me I was just shit and a nigger in her gifted way.  Who cares if I said gifted.  You are acting like I am a nigger.  That is wrong.  You will get sorta in psychotic trouble for it.

Problem

Stop being annoying, I used to do stuff like this my whole life.  WTF is your Goddamn problem.  Stop wasting my time.  D;  You can't say yea I'll give you attention and then say why did you ask for it.

Problem

So, key people from Pittsburgh are shit.

Me

So, I kinda do things for real, and it might not be just because my dad is from the NE.. I think it's like a split thing, don't remember exactly what it was, I probably just felt confused in a more sharp way.  Ginny should just be nice and not be selfish about me wanting attention.  These adults are good for nothing and encourage me to be with young people.

Problem

I hate all you shit from California just feeling all the pleasure and not taking responsibility for anything.  You don't deserve anything.

So

I got out of the bathtub, alive.  I gave Ginny a Sanrio monkey, if I didn't post it, with a banana and jewel on its tail.  I got the bent 1 in front but cloroxed it.  3I  So, I did it because she didn't e-mail me back, just to show like my friend from NEw Jerrsey who moved to FLAr-iDa.. that I have to keep following her after her not answering me.  I mean, she always seems to do something in return.  I just figured she was mad at me for calling Tim Burton's daughter the N word because I thought it was hinted. in an experiment.  You know, though, if you all treat me like a nigger, I can't really care.  I just feel like calling everyone a nigger whenever they act like I'm not white.  I don't care about other people.  SO, I imagined Ginny "being flung around like a chicken," you know how grotesque that is, not her.. so, they kill the chicken and it's still alive after.  So, I got out when I imagined she turned into Tim Burton's nigger daughter, sticking a p**** through a hanger.  I even got hints in class.  She did it to please me, though.  You know, I don't give a fuck about HelAne (Helena) Bonham Carter thinking we have to **x up.. I really had adverse feelings I don't at present recollect - ah, yes, she's gay she need sto step it up.  She thinks she can be in the style of a woman born in 1959 or 1958.  No matter what you people think of does not make you worth a crap, and I will follow your shit.  She is such a beast.  I HATE Tim Burton for misinterpreting her.  STOP DOING THAT YOU STUPID BUFFOON AND MEET ME BEFORE I DIE YOU STUPID IDIOT.

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So, I just realized, why can people in Europe be modern but not in northern U.S.  If they have a weather problem, then so be it..  Anyway, that IS the problem.  I told you to help me.  What, you think I deserve not that much?  Other people don't think that.  I've seen sensitive women.  You know, they all think that, are trained to think that.  }:)  Why do you think my dad had to do it?  Don't you have any bladder or do you "already know that?"  Why don't you just leave me alone.  I have had cool friends, mostly.  They're all gonna leave and like I'll never be happy and be alone with all these skinny people.

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So, my parents and I don't give a shit about my little brother.  We totaled him at Pre-K-1.  Time to move on and talk of other things, for you know I did not do anything to him that you do to him.  I didn't say it was your fault, though.  If you know something, then tell me, because I'm just a normal person.  Obviously, my parents seem to have taken care of us.  Things happen.  My mom is weird enough to blame my dad's mom, I feel.  My dad even tries to tell my brother she is worth something because he's shit.  How's that?

Okay, so, then I realized Ellen DeGeneres is not courteous nor organized in L.A.  NO, even if you picked out people for your show, we are poor, tired people from bad schools who really don't feel like looking it up all the time.  You know nothing of L.A.  I don't any longer agree with saying the cold is religious..  I just didn't care before..  However, I don't like you grumpy people in New Orleans.  Go up north.  Don't hover in the sun of L.A..

What else?  Hm..  Thought of Tim Burton, found he was smart, so that's good.  Ginny was rude to him because of me.  I didn't like that, but I don't know if she can take it back.  I think she just was trying to make me feel better and had to like fart it out.  You know?  I'm from Florida.. and I mean so what?  I know Tim Burton is also from the beach state.  What's wrong?  Why can't you just take it like everyone else?  Howcome no one will help me not feel like I'm not white?  Are you stupid?  I found out a girl in my class could have had fairer features, like people in Pennsylvania without looking so serious.  I know it's true and cultural.  I'm told I'm nothing because they are mad about themselves.  I was at the bus station, and I figured this German boy was like not that good thinking I was bad looking Asian compared to a full Asian.

If anyone from Slidell or the New Orleans area, like Metarie, were wondering.. I saw this girl in Orlando with like such dark, bloodless skin with dark hair, like the glasses look, bangs, thick legs, when I moved here in 2007.  I wore sunblock in the New Orleans area enough to be fair but was like kicked outta school because my teacher from Minnesota was almost as white as a wall..