I need to go to sleep soon.

People literally

tell people my age no in general because of age.

Do you see people who can't believe

they don't have a track record of receiving attention and affection and are looking out to make sure the answer isn't no?

Film

It says to take art and music.

I might stay here

and take film acting?  I kinda wanna go up north.

I just wish I could live at home and go to a college like this.  I don't know the answer to this.  Maybe, I need to get out.

4-Year Breakdown

YEAR 1

MUC 101F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 111 - Tonal Harmony 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 112 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 141 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 147 - Opera Workshop 1: Encountering Text, 1 credit hour
MUC 221I - Music History & Literature 1: World and Medieval Music History, 3 credit hours

MUC 102F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 113 - Tonal Harmony 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 114 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 142 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 148 - Opera Workshop 2, 1 credit hour
MUC 223I - Music History & Literature 2 Renaissance and Baroque Music History, 3 credit hours


YEAR 2

MUC 201F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 211 - Tonal Harmony 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 212 - Solfège 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 241 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 247 - Opera Workshop 3: Singing, Speaking And Moving, 1 credit hour
MUC 321I - Music History & Literature 3 Music of the Classical and the Romantic Eras, 3 credit hours

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 314 - Solfège 4, 2 credit hours
MUC 213 - Tonal Counterpoint, 2 credit hours
MUC 311 - Form and Analysis, 2 credit hours
MUC 242 - Singer's Diction and Literature 4, 2 credit hours
MUC 248 - Opera Workshop 4: Communicating In Italian, 1 credit hour
MUC 323I - Music History & Literature 4 Music Since 1900, 3 credit hours


YEAR 3

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 313 - Theory of Music Since 1900, 2 credit hours
MUC 347 - Opera Workshop 5: Advanced Acting Techniques, 1 credit hour

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 348 - Opera Workshop 6: Application of Advanced Acting Techniques/communicating in German, 1 credit hour
MUC 303 - Partial Junior Recital, .5 credit hour


YEAR 4

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 447 - Opera Workshop 7: Audition Preparation, 1 credit hour

MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 448 - Opera Workshop 8: Introduction to Conceptualization/ Communicating in French, 1 credit hour
MUC 404 - Full Senior Recital, 1 credit hour


ELECTIVES

BALLET

MUC 001 - Performance Attendance, 0 credit hours (6 semesters)
MUC 002 - Departmental Recital, 0 credit hours (8 semesters)
MUC 291 - Conducting, 2 credit hours
MUC 205F - Major Ensembles, 1 credit hour 3
MUC 305 - Pedagogy of Music, 3 credit hours
MUC 309 - Entrepreneurship and Advocacy, 1 credit hour

ENG 131 - Workshop in Exposition and Argument, 3 credit hours
MTH 135 - Introduction to Probability and Statistics, 3 credit hours or higher
LAS 200 - Enduring Questions for an Intercultural World, 3 credit hours
HPE 110W - Personal Wellness, .5 credit hour
HPE - Activity Courses 1.5 credits
Foreign Language5 16 credits
Liberal Arts Electives or Minor Field of Study6 10 credits

Requirements in 4 Years

This is a real conservatory.

MUC 001 - Performance Attendance, 0 credit hours (6 semesters)
MUC 002 - Departmental Recital, 0 credit hours (8 semesters)

MUC 101F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 102F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 201F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 202F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 401F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 402F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 301F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1
MUC 302F - Primary Instrument: Private Lessons, 2-4 credit hours 1

MUC 110 - Music Technology and Notation, 1 credit hour
MUC 111 - Tonal Harmony 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 113 - Tonal Harmony 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 211 - Tonal Harmony 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 112 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 114 - Solfège/Eurhythmics 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 212 - Solfège 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 314 - Solfège 4, 2 credit hours

MUC 213 - Tonal Counterpoint, 2 credit hours
MUC 311 - Form and Analysis, 2 credit hours
MUC 313 - Theory of Music Since 1900, 2 credit hours

MUC 141 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 1, 2 credit hours
MUC 142 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 2, 2 credit hours
MUC 241 - Singers’ Diction and Literature 3, 2 credit hours
MUC 242 - Singer's Diction and Literature 4, 2 credit hours

MUC 147 - Opera Workshop 1: Encountering Text, 1 credit hour
MUC 148 - Opera Workshop 2, 1 credit hour
MUC 247 - Opera Workshop 3: Singing, Speaking And Moving, 1 credit hour
MUC 248 - Opera Workshop 4: Communicating In Italian, 1 credit hour
MUC 347 - Opera Workshop 5: Advanced Acting Techniques, 1 credit hour
MUC 348 - Opera Workshop 6: Application of Advanced Acting Techniques/communicating in German, 1 credit hour
MUC 447 - Opera Workshop 7: Audition Preparation, 1 credit hour
MUC 448 - Opera Workshop 8: Introduction to Conceptualization/ Communicating in French, 1 credit hour

MUC 291 - Conducting, 2 credit hours

MUC 205F - Major Ensembles, 1 credit hour 3

MUC 303 - Partial Junior Recital, .5 credit hour
MUC 404 - Full Senior Recital, 1 credit hour

MUC 305 - Pedagogy of Music, 3 credit hours
MUC 309 - Entrepreneurship and Advocacy, 1 credit hour

MUC 221I - Music History & Literature 1: World and Medieval Music History, 3 credit hours
MUC 223I - Music History & Literature 2 Renaissance and Baroque Music History, 3 credit hours
MUC 321I - Music History & Literature 3 Music of the Classical and the Romantic Eras, 3 credit hours
MUC 323I - Music History & Literature 4 Music Since 1900, 3 credit hours


MUC 133 - Keyboard Musicianship 1, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 134 - Keyboard Musicianship 2, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 233 - Keyboard Musicianship 3, 1 credit hour 2
MUC 234 - Keyboard Musicianship 4, 1 credit hour 2

It's hard to imagine

staying at 1 college.

It is a conservatory.

Having Fun

Setting up my college possibility plans.

Isn't it funny

the people from Loyola are not answering?

You can go your way.

I don't mind.. I just feel incredibly picked on, like I have to think I'm punished in a weird way I don't really understand.. and I will not believe I deserve to think I am punished and for something I like.

Well, what do you want to talk about?

What do you want me to do?

So, what could be wrong?

I said I like that girl getting attention but don't think of it as due punishment.

It hits me hard

When someone says something suddenly, but I want for the beset.  I just sometimes don't want to think certain things and am tired, not used to having friends to talk to.  Will I ever catch up?

Funny

I think I avoided getting too mad.  I just don't like to think I can be punished for petty shortcomings.  My mom kept provoking me.  This is highly uncomfortable.  I already said it was okay itself.  I'l just get over it.

What's yours is yours, I don't need to take it in punishment.  That's what I was thinking or meant to.

Diabetes Pill

Tiring, my 1st one.

If I were born in 1997/8

It'd probably be a good thing.  I saw a girl like that when she was about 6 in a movie.

I saw pictures.

My nose looked normal when born but could look bigger, at least from the side.  Later, my parents seem to have made it small.  Maybe they wanted me to start over.  Why didn't I finish??

IMDb - The Soapbox

Do you believe Ellen is all about this 1 girl but no one else..

..in that way? 

Who cares if my best friend was allowed to have a hook nose by her parents. I'm quite certain my parents don't care about me.

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: Ice Bucket Challenge is for High Schoolers and Attention Whores

Why is it used to symbolize those who are famous or at a certain point in life right now?

Why

Whenever I walk in Orlando, well sometimes I find someone hating on me in how they walk and then say, "Good Morning."

Let's just say this.

I'm not at rock bottom.

Upset

My mom started lashing out again in how she acts and moves around and has cancer.  It was so insulting, I thought of a bad word and got over it.  I asked her why she was upset, and she got upset some and ate by herself after I finished.

I'm concerned about my mom, not me.  Also, what if Ellen leaks out and laughs about it?  Why does she act like she leaks out stuff if she doesn't insult you 1st?  No offense to Ellen.  I guess you could leak in different ways, maybe it's just not the right situation.  I can see it, posters of cancer and laughing.  I just used the word leak, hard to think of what else to say.  But yea, think anyone who meets my mom will laugh if she says they have cancer.  Because she's my mom.

I wonder if I shouldn't have said anything.  So what if a bad word passes through my ever-sleeping mind?  I think that happens to good people on a good day.

I don't

put off making oneself happy for the time being .. opposed to a sacrifice that is made for wild things.

Advice

If things aren't right at home, some of you maybe don't watch Ellen then.

I feel I'm above

Ellen's type.  I'm too used to reacting to injustices to figure it out and say everything's A OK as my point in what I said.

Bothering Me

Is it possible that a poor half Chinese boy would mess up the egos of all white boys from afar?  When he didn't do anything, unless you're thinking really crazy?

IMDb - The Soapbox

topic by me

Re: Who wants to be a Hollywood actor!

Yes, and it pays $875/day. 

I'd like to eventually be a known actor, I guess. Some people know whom they've known. I'd like to rub elbows in glory and receive my reward as a rich producer in my old age.

Also, I know they want the young kids to get it as the booty..

Do you have to be famous these days

to get a Tweet?  I got tired of my fan Twitters, but at least I have them.

Lotta Posts Today

Click "Older Posts" at the bottom to show them, before the IMDb conversation.  You'll notice on the side there's more posts than seen on this page.

What happened

to all the hope and support people need emotionally from the Late Boom era?

Funny

Are all these people happy for some reason?  Maybe on the road to discovery like me is all?

Problem

I already came on as a good person, don't chase me away.  What does "good" even mean to you?  Isn't it a word that encompasses more than 1 thought?

You all act like

he has to be Chinese.

You're not supposed to come all in

like you have to hurt someone with a sibling who isn't like their twin.

IMDb - The Soapbox (Last Night)

Do you feel sorry for black people?

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Only those who act ghetto and aren't ass holes or murderers. 

He's beginning to believe.

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but today I saw a white person be mean just like a black person. 

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Yeah. They can say/do whatever the hell they want and if you dare criticize them you're labeled racist. 

Must be nice.

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I meet lotta nice black people here in Orlando on the bus! 

What do you think about Ellen DeGeneres being Askenazi Jewish? 

Actually, whatever she says I label her racially in the other way. It's just a joke. I mean it in a way that's safe. I feel sorry that she feels cornered by the public when it comes to judging others. It's only natural- 

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No, I like black people.

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Then, why do you call them black? They're just like you, aren't they? They're not Chinese.. 

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To those who are victims of genuine racism, yes. To those who just sit on ass and blame "the man" for everything, no. 

One person conditioned to rule and control. The media sells it and you live the role.

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I agree they are stupid to keep poking at white people, but I think racist whites corner them to torture Asians. You just say, "Asians don't matter." That's proof in the pudding. 

I just am stressed with how attractive they are and the debate on whether to be white. The dark ones are so healthy-looking, but I bet it comes and goes at will.  

They do turn on to attractive whites, but they are racist to Asians!! I did just what another white did and I get abused. 

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Very. My heart goes out to them.

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People who say that they think are boring, so I pity you. If you play your cards right only, your reward will be great.  In fact, I am listening to the radio now, and I can't seem to sit with myself. I'm going through a phase. I left the TV on again, this time with white people, and apparently I was uncontrollably debating some shuffling I did in anger coming out. I just think this abuse to me is a trap. 

About blacks again, what is your issue? Is it the fact you can't solve all their problems about deciding whether to try to be white or maybe the fact that they just don't feel like finding their happy medium.. I find them good comrades and bait to catch white people. 

Like, if you were black, would you try to be white? Or like what would you be like if you were black? I am worried about the color of my skin. I did find out that blacks lack some of the stronger aspects of whites. They agree with me on that.  

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Re: Do you feel sorry for black people?

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TV is full of ghosts. So are phones. Everything that comes through is a ghost. "The ghostly glow of the TV"... because it is ghosts! That ghost of a whole, of a fully realized human, their disconnected voice and image. They may as well be dead - race doesn't matter, I don't think. 

But that being said, I have nothing against black people. They're people, like any other person. And their ghosts are still ghosts. They come through just as clear, ya know? When it comes down to it, we're all really transparent. Skin pigment is perception, a way to put a form to the ghosts. Asians can be lilies, white Europeans can be vanilla... Old stories describe black people in such exotic ways, it's truly beautiful. "Islands of women as dark as the night..." There's a beauty to it, I think? 

I don't presume black people need my help. It's humanity as a whole (but I'm not a speciesist, so not just humans). Race is meaningless to the ghosts. If I were black, I think I'd try to appear human, just as I think white people should try to appear human. Ya know? A mist above the skyline, foghorns sound, and you're just well and clear. That's what we should all be - race schmace!

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That's lovely......most of it, anyway.  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

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Thank you! I put a lot of earnest thought into that. 

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What do you want...a cookie?  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

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I would definitely accept a cookie, yes. Do you have cookies???

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Leave -------> 

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

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K. Can I borrow your huff, Patsy Cakes?

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Of course you can, sweetie.  

Oh, look! My ride's here, and it's a huff! I believe I'll leave in it!

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No, 

I'm not black. 

Thank God, 

 

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I guess it's not something you should have to be involved with, but did you notice they are out there and have a lotta benefits? Maybe, you are Scandinavian? I know that's mixed with Asian from a long time back. 

Anyway, glad you're happy!  I think I have every real race but Negroid. 

 

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I think there is less pressure on you when youre black. Not for all blacks of course but for many blacks that just have that "fck it I dont care" attitude. Must be nice to just not give a fck about a lot of things. 

Of course this doesnt just pertain to the black race. 

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But Asians want to be white. I'll start a new topic..  

 

You're right, they're in no danger of posing an identity threat to whites. They will always preach that Asians are not white.  

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