Thursday, November 20, 2014

So Sorry

Something weird, that my dad would leave me alone if he caught cancer like my mom.

Weird Day

My dad was acting funnily and funny thoughts came up.

So..

Where are all the fans?  Shouldn't there be a roster available?

The funny thing about being the only one is that you can also be an only one.  I never wanted that.

I shouldn't say anything about all this..

It's not that interesting.

Sorry Again

I'm falling apart all over the place.  I had to say something.

I am so happy.

Most aren't.

Should  I dig into why.. it feels as though we are being judged when we are not even famous.

cont.

It seems as though your thoughts escape you.

So..

Is this interesting enough?

cont.

My problem is more global that I just wanna talk about what I see.

cont.

If this girl is so good, why not talk?

cont.

I am 28, and I am not acting rebellious.

cont.

I feel as though I am unaccepted and being mistreated.  Notice I haven't been attentive to Ellen, neither.

Weird.

So, again, does anyone know about the girl from Pembroke Pines, FL, who was born with red hair and white skin who has a Latino dad and an Italian/Irish mom and a supportive older sister named Bella Thorne?

So, what if someone else comes along who wants to be treated like her?  It seems like the rest of us are getting told down, and I hear it in the outcry.  I'm kinda in the same boat, I guess.
Bye!

Talk Talk Talk Talk - Talk Talk Talk Talk

Sorry, I had to go to sleep last night, have somewhere to go.  I think I lost it again.

From what I recall, I'm sorry I was so vicious it seemed, but I didn't mean it that way.

I do not like being tested to listen to insults, threats, and lies and not be allowed to react a little even like.  Something about it seems wrong.  xp  Duh, tho, yea.  Should not happen to people.  In some ways they are trying to help and are a low resource, though.

So, sorry.  I guess I shouldn't delete/edit it.  I could unpublish them, but I guess I technically stayed "in."

It was a thing from the past.  I just don't listen to these people.  I will report to the police a sense of any threat, like someone can't be nice to me cuz they are scared of my Gramma.  That just isn't right.  I think they want to punish me to remind me cuz other things in life await.  They weren't taking away my favorite most important things before.

It's true, I was not stupid enough to wanna break my computer, tho.  Now, I have bottled water on a little table that's next to me.  What else could happen?  :0

I'm very sorry if I was not supposed to at all talk anything out..  I think I should say something, though, about what bothered me but went too far, which is understandable, to get it right.

I think I have the right to say this and if not is for my own good and is not to be punished.