Friday, October 28, 2016

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Physical Traits
•eyes - brown / with greenishness most of the time but can be light greenish blue when waking up
•hair - brown and black, getting straighter now and lighter
•skin - flushed, white, tanned

Physical Attributes
•hight - 5'2"+
•weight - 153 pounds

Eye Sea Yes

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Well

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Ha Ha!

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What do you think?

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Guess what?

Which one seems like me?

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Nite!

Tomorrow - laundry!

Getting Attention

What happened to the kids born around 1997/1998 with parents born in the late 1950s to 1970s?

It seems it's all about those parents now, for their sake and others.

Why can't it be about our personality?  The generation seems more multi-faceted as a deciding factor, like blonde hair has been now.

It may seem like a surface thing, but I lived where this prejudice did not exist as a deciding factor.  They really took their kids in and taught them the ways.  I can't ever do it cuz it all went behind closed doors to those kids!  Don't ask where my mom and dad are in this.  That's unimportant, maybe, maybe for now.  What about kids with parents of different ages?  I thought parents were smart and could teach their kids how to have better lives.  I don't know if that's so.  Can someone born in 1950 really instill that in their kids?  They can incite it in people born around 1960.  I'm just jealous.  I'm cool, but I didn't get that.  I also claim to be an emotional person.

You know, some people it seems who are good but in power would follow the trend and say pretty much that's how it should be, they get that kind of recognition and continue to minister that way, but others feel bad about themselves, like they act like they don't get love and blame innocent people who have problems like this of their own.

How are other people a smooth experience and I'm not?  Maybe, I had the right intentions but not the right help and environment.  Money, greed.  People think I don't deserve things, but they say it for the wrong reasons.  Who's to say?  Why don't I have something else to unwind to?  Other young people seem they can have full and active social and emotional lives.  They are supported by people of many ages.

I see the kids born around 1997/1998 with younger parents were raised to feel pleasure and others weren't so much as a generation and treated like dolls and then there are outcasts within that group as well.  These kids born around 1997/1998 are antsy that people born in the 1970s/1980s watched them grow up.  I feel I've been treated like a joke by people born around 1960 and treated harshly by people born like in the late 1960s, like they were the ones watching me, like I can't succeed at anything with varying amounts of attention or not.  I wasn't given things to work on, not like that, these younger kids.

I feel like some people think I don't deserve a lotta things and in the end I will grow old and die sad like it does not matter for me but does for others.

Food!

I'm about to eat 9 slightly small eggrolls with root beer.

Nitey

I think I can go to sleep now.

Ballet

I might take ballet classes for adults twice a week, for beginners/intermediates.  Hopefully, I can start soon, maybe sometime after the trip next month.  I have the things I need already, leotards, tights, shoes, bag.