..I was wondering cuz it's fun to follow this person and they come up in my life. They don't have to like me. I hope I am nice to them, at least now. What did I ever do to them? Listen to others? Well, I have always been that way. I figured she was punishing me and sometimes thought I wasn't okay racially and should be sorta tossed aside at some points, maybe to punish me or something. So, I joke about feeling suppressed, tho I don't know if it seems that way to you. I think someone tells them to be mean to me and don't blame them for that.