Saturday, June 13, 2015

Problem

What's your problem with me?  You're resorting to violence.

Problem

They just keep trying to make me mad.  I am mad they are doing it.

Problem

They keep threatening me about something I like.  It's like a movement against me tho.

Problem

Someone rubbed in the Polish race..

Problem

I'm not here to post about all this.

Problem

They rubbed in something about a song.  They compared it to rock, classic rock..

Problem

Everything this person does is to hurt me with another person being right over me when it's NOT TRUE!

Problem

I don't feel like I can accomplish.  I've already picked myself up.

Problem

They made a 2nd topic and they're hardly around and it specifically alluded to something I just said about it!

They are even meaner to me when I post about it.  What a waste of my life.  They keep picking on me if I feel upset and say I'm not perfect.

Problem

Someone on IMDb is being pathetic and trying to associate themselves with a certain ethnicity over me.  This person has no guts.

Problem

They're insulting me..

WHY DO I HAVE TO SUFFER

Problem

They won't stop pretending to be that person.

Problem

I feel like I've been m*****ed by my dad.  Every time I walk in the area he's in, he has an opportunity to pr****** himself.

Problem

This is not good for me.  You all don't have to do it.

Problem

They are bombarding me with mean messages.

Problem

I don't want anything to do with this.

Problem

They won't stop being mean and are pretending someone is a way I don't like and acting like they can talk to me here.  The page loads and somehow gives me a message..

German versus English actors

If English people are unimpressive to Americans it's cuz they have a lot of German.

Liars

This watching me via cameras, you're just being mean to me and hurting me.

Problem

They keep saying I submitted to them cuz that's what ticked me.  How stupid.

Problem

They are still bothering me..

I feel really bad.  I can't seem to feel good.

What the H*** are you waiting for?  This my life!

Pathetic Losers

They think they are finding what people really like, light haired people wanting to be attractive as tho they had dark hair and obviously a lotta brunettes wanting to be blondes and complete redheads.

They think there's some test they're in charge of, some people, the social pathetic losers of life.  They think like those people who are supposedly not overly indulgent in test feeling things early to get ahead as tho it's okay.

Jealousy

I do not have issues of jealousy when I see others get close.

Lies

Being Italian is beating out Chinese?  Literally beating out?  And Jewish?  Tho they s*** up to other white ethnicities??

IMDb - The Soapbox

They have a pucker expression. I found Madonna or anyone will bow to Ellen DeGeneres but not me cuz I'm 1/2 Chinese and they s---. Disclaimer: This is not a message for/specifically about Madonna.

If you all support..

..this other person in the colors you wear tho you serve people in a minimum wage career, I really don't see anything to support-it's the same as Chloe Grace Moretz in Dark Shadows with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  She can be upset and say one thing on screen and be called so smart and right about it.

Racism

Should Asians even worry about anything in today's topic?

You Make No Sense

Just because of someone else, you ruin my relationship.  You're just trying to bother me!!

It's as tho other people's lives matter more than mine or it's starting to, as I expected.  It's your fault, not mine.  What if you were mean to everyone?  No, you s*** up to them.

I didn't say you all could change, just reporting what's going on in my life.

Why..

Why does Bella Thorne get to not feel Spanish but I get treated Asian and it's cuz she's Italian?

I bet you don't know what being rich helps with.  Hm..

The more the years go by, the more desolate and destitute I feel.

I practice today singing and am too old to be in college with PEERS.

Problem

They keep being mean to me acting like I deserve it.

Problem

They are acting like someone I like is nothing to me and is tackily irritating supposedly like someone else.

Why am I even following this?..

Why should this exist as something that concerns me?

Why is everything perfect for this person?  What did you all do to deserve to have what you have?

Help!?

I was trying not to post @ s---.  I could delete it, but why?

If you want to know my opinion, I think these people are pathetic.  I don't think everyone dresses in color code.  Hopefully, they already have a reason for dressing as they do.  I don't have enough clothes to even worry about it and I already have my fashion reasons.  It's actually very important to me.

It's not even so much the act of doing it as they seem to hate me.  Who did this to me?  Got all these people in on what's against me?

Their Deal

1 person does not want to rub in this person as better than me much.  I don't believe it.  Other people do it, instead.  Like, the shirts around town.  How will I ignore this?

It has to be up to that person if they want to spend time on someone, but other mean things have been done with this.

Sick of Random Stupidity

I can probably post about it "in the clear" here.

Just because someone nice wants to flirt, people try to s** them up.

How Pathetic

Does he not want to be ignored like I planned?

They made a symbol for m********** after I wanted to write that, like my dad was a sign of grace for me.

Problem

My dad thinks he has something on me.

In my room they just did something, too, because I posted this.

Liars.  Illegal.

G**

If you think I'm hooked to my parents, you're just a messed up excuse.

Problem

My dad thinks he's involved.  Ew, git him away.  You get involved in him!  I already have spent more time with him than anyone other than my mom and maybe his mom..

I'm not "taking things in stride."

I'm not accepting the color codes people go by.  It's not "cool."  You've done it too long, too.  You never listen to me, anymore.

Problem

Me upset = my dad wants to get in close, and I can't have that because he's in the same house.  I just don't like it.  No one would/does.

Catty

I realized people don't like curse words cuz they have extreme meanings.  I feel people are being a prick to me.  No one cares if someone thinks I should not be able to talk to people cuz I stomp my foot in private or hit my sofa.  I seem to ignore and fight thru it.

Something "Unacceptable"

I cursed because I thought harmful noises were placed in my room, and they are.  I got in trouble for cursing about something like that cuz I was watching Ellen and she seemed to act like she did it.

Now, people, for her, have been acting like before whereas I was treated like I was special not someone else is but like "over me" and every day I have to battle people being mean to me about it, as tho to them it's not happening.  Well, it is.

I know they are taking away people I like and wanna meet, too, every time I get physically upset.. and they won't be nice to me like they can't.. but they're nice to others like this person.  This person may have problems, but it was not the ones caused by them.

This person I think was supposed to go away in this way, but after I watched another show for something else it seems this person won't go away.

Did you know everyone in Orlando color coordinates their outfits to go along with symbolizing how good someone is but also otherwise how bad I am?  What the H--- is this?!  I went along with the suggestions at 1st, but now they have a hate color with me involved.  They keep judging me and rubbing in I am like someone in a way I don't wanna be and that maybe they aren't just because my hair is dark.  I know it's because I'm 1/2 Asian.  I've seen other people with dark hair who attract attention "make it" in life.  It's like hurting me will give them a chance.

Not only that.  I became upset and squeezed things in my hand, paraded thru doors leaving people behind.. so what?  No one is supposed to be that interested.  I stomped my foot in private.  People are watching me with hidden cameras.  They like to make me feel bad.  I thought of some bad words but was upset tho didn't mean them.  I didn't say anything.  They got all tacky and said some things I like a lot "aren't for me" but for that other person.  This is getting ridiculous.  The things I like go to that person cuz they think I'm not perfect.  Well, that person isn't more perfect, neither.  This is mostly what upset me, getting at me for waltzing thru a door with people behind and them getting upset a bad word came to me.  I figured out that they are making fun of me if I don't think of something, like to take my time out for them, when they insult me and say I'm like other people in ways I don't wanna be!

Religiousness

It might not be religious for me to ask, but it's not religious to do.. why am I like belittled about the climate I'm in now?  Like it's all "LET IT SNOW!"  I think I stopped developing in some ways.  Not much left for anyone in this lifetime.

Appreciation

It's funny when I already appreciate someone and others don't that I get picked at in weird ways about respecting that person.

Weird

Ever since Johnny Depp became popular with Charlie and the Chocolate Factory, people have been overly forward and rude and like I just saw on TV can put a block to communication for no care nor reason.  If it didn't matter, those people wouldn't matter or something.  The world did really lose it.  I guess they were jealous of Johnny Depp and were sensitive about their magical powers.

Being Mean

People are pointing out little things that go wrong with me as a cheapskate way of proving they're better.

Also, if someone gets something they like does NOT mean you can just go all out and be meant to just them..

Fine! Go ahead?

Take away the attractive parts of a race and see if it makes you stand out.

"Negative Connotations"

What do you think of people who parade one look and say it has to be perfect?

What would you do?

What would you say if someone said you could not be yourself?

"You're not getting away with this."

If I say a curse word, I get insulted.

If some dude in a bar does, he becomes popular.

Bad or Good

I caught my dad sighing like I was bad and he had to be good.

Hurt

So, why do I have to check and make sure someone isn't hurting me?

People..

People who are scared to admit who's popular now.  People with racial issues.

Danger

People like Ellen attack others if they feel bad on the inside, like about her..

What can I do?  I go for what I like, and I find Ellen says no.

If it's so hard..

If it's so hard to become pretty but easier if you are a fairer ethnicity, then why is it so easy for some of a supposedly not fairer ethnicity to be pretty and others sneakily not.. both ways, fairer or less fairer.  Is there a happy medium? Apparently not.  Most humane people go to fair.

I can only be so happy sitting here posting about what I can't have that others can.

IMDb

Fashion

Bias in Revealing Skin

I saw someone say on TV that extremely rich and famous actresses in their 40s and 30s should not show skin when they were wearing lacy long sleeved gowns with patches of revealing parts.

Bella Thorne, 18, goes out in bras, and she and the others there just get complimented.

The fashion expert or whoever said that the ladies should fashion material not skin and should leave a little mystery in life.

Here is Bella Thorne. She is the one on the right with the bangs.

http://www.imdb.com/media/rm3532765952/nm2254074/

Remember when the part Chinese star of High School Musical was reprimanded by Disney for revealing her top? Bella also was in a Disney thing, a TV show where you dance I think. Funny thing is I saw it for the 1st time on Disney late last night and I didn't see any dancing. She's Britney Spears and Miley Cyrus all rolled into one in a way but separately different style.

I thought Bella, being from Southeastern Florida, would be my ticket to follow in her footsteps socially since I am also from there, but instead I feel left out and d---ed by people like Ellen DeGeneres just for getting mad at her bothering me.. 

Twitter

What?

You can't do anything to me for cursing on my blog about putting those noises in my room.

Wounded

What about my life being oiled in heat in stupidity.

Do you feel that people from colder climates are put out of reach due to ancestry?  I am 1/2 Chinese and have to go thru being labeled as the culture that fits any culture.  So, with that in motion, my dad doesn't have any known Scandinavian other than Anglo-Irish, which is Norwegian and maybe a little Danish?  I don't know if we have German from Scandinavia or not, but I have 12.5% I think Germanic European in the Northern part of Europe, wherever that meant.  The rest is Anglo, most if not all from Ireland.  Also, I am from Florida, which is supposedly enviable by other Americans.

Do you..

..ever really annoy people just by being self-sufficient like hertiage-wise?

I can do this - I can do that!

Do you ever look at someone and say to yourself I could have done that if I were treated better?  Like, if I were on dance team or a Disney TV show?  But you know how?

Huh? Question About Something About Someone

So, to be safe, you always stay on the safe side and then goodies come?

You can't stay on the safe side with everything, like with helping people.  Like, you think they are bad just to be safe?

What got me thinking was something I thought of today.  I am sorry it is not worded so kindly.

By "goodies" I mean "good feelings."

I mean no offense to anyone in particular.

So, to draw in the point, how is it okay?

How You Are Inclined

Musically?

Visually?

How do people who are not visually inclined do?  It's left me in the dust musically and interpersonally.

French and Spanish

Did you know French and Spanish are similar?  They are darker in the Americas.  The words resemble one another.  Therefore, I saw the cultures can feed off each other.  They even share physical trait patterns.

IMDb

Brittany Snow

She's been interviewed by Ellen DeGeneres at least 3 times, once when she was still probably like 12. I'm more impressed with what happened with her on the show than how it went for others, even Brittany Spears, who comes from the same culture as Ellen!

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The Ellen DeGeneres Show



Look at Ellen on Twitter, not at that!  Nice guy, tho.

We..

We are the enablers.