Me Playing Electric Guitar

Me Playing Harp

Shopping

2 of these

$34.88
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Eventually, I may throw some things away or maybe not..  I have things in the storage room, my old bedroom.  I'm in the garage, now.

Question

Should I shower and turn in?

Problem

It can be hard confronting my parents.

It's like they did it on purpose.

My Moodiness

I guess I'm frustrated about getting in trouble at 29 when I was the one who was made to feel so badly.  It's like I'm already in jail.

Strange

I guess I gave up my life for Tim Burton and lost everything.

It is spoiled since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory with Johnny Depp and Tim Burton for people to reject others.

Or does my dad just find fault with me?  So I can't heal and recooperate at home?

Problem

Why do I need to be tested to be in trouble now then?

They wasted my school life.

Problem

My dad said something suggestive and is in with my life in the experiment on me.

He stimulates me in ways I don't like.

It was disrespectful and in some ways like it's not his business.

This experiment thing is bad.  Too bad, some aspects are still fun, why I don't know what to tell the police.

This experience isn't exactly my dream.. not sure anyone likes it.  I told them early like they could stop.  10 years ago.

Problem

They keep making me privately upset and get at me for it like they love me but with nothing to offer.

My dad is afraid my life can be successful.

I live with my parents partly cuz I liked them and I see them when I leave my room and it's too much.

People in public are abusing me and don't care.

Problem

Things keep popping up for me to hold onto.

Threat

About funerals.

Threat

I think I was just threatened with cancer lackadaisically.

Threat

Thay possible future kids can't feel good bed for good.

Waiting

Guess I have to wait.

Shopping - Fashion

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Shopping - Fashion

Wal-Mart
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Nice, but I couldn't get these last 2 items.

Shopping - Fashion

The 1st shirt I wanted sold out.  Here's a new one.  It's to get a picture taken when I lose weight to post online.  I will need some shoots for an casting agency someday, too..  I will continue to pay for gymnastics with allowance and maybe collect some nice clothes with the rest.

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Messing Around

I feel Ellen DeGeneres's minions are registering wrong reactions in my mind.

"The Things People Will Do"

I don't need pity.  It's hard to understand being more mean to me than just leaving me alone.  Why waste your life?

Pity is fine in general, but someone might attack you if you pity me, aha ha ha.. shine on!