Wednesday, September 3, 2014
All Day
at the bus stops I watched Josh Groban w/Charlotte Church and Celine Dion and David Foster. =]
Feeling Bad
The cheese, had some yesterday.
I don't feel awake enough to clean my beta bowl.
Recently, my dad got me food at the movies and offered also at the mall, where we both got smoothies. I was thinking of all the mistakes I made not accepting things before.
I don't feel awake enough to clean my beta bowl.
Recently, my dad got me food at the movies and offered also at the mall, where we both got smoothies. I was thinking of all the mistakes I made not accepting things before.
There's a shadow hanging over me.
My old friends didn't answer my e-mail and left me guessing. I should have figured it out. It can only cause problems now. :( Everyone is drooling all over it.. I have no clue how to stop something like that..
Devastated
I wanted Wendy's tonight. I feel disappointed. Grilled cheese tuna, maybe a meal. I thought of 2 curse words by accident. Apologize if I do so tonight, again. They just came, unhealthy, may break my hold.
Apology
I see some of my wording was off before. Hopefully you'll catch the change here, at least, if I don't go back and reconstruct part of the post to point it out there.
Topic
I don't want a parental connection with my dad, insofar as he is rather sick and gross about some feelings behind my back. It doesn't mean I don't want any relationship. He thinks he knows what I need and supposedly he got me even kicked outta college. Then, he took advantage and made it seem gross. It feels like being m*****ed. I don't f***in' need him. I don't need that much affection from him like that..
What are your parents like? Isn't that what you get from your mom? It's already been established I'm more white than him, like as a person. I don't want to be his situation like that. He can't *** control me.
If you're too immature to talk, you might end up m********ing.
What are your parents like? Isn't that what you get from your mom? It's already been established I'm more white than him, like as a person. I don't want to be his situation like that. He can't *** control me.
If you're too immature to talk, you might end up m********ing.
You better stop.
You think you have some romance that I'm not cool like Ellen but some saucy shit girl to elder men.
Are you people insane?
Why are you at me at all? You should have never bothered me or hurt me massively. What is this shit?
Well
I posted it nicely. I am feeling laughed at. I said I wouldn't be mad.. I do think it's wrong. If I didn't think that, what would that mean?
These Nasty People
They act like me and my family for some reason deserve to die as an excuse for their racial uppitiness with their own race, like that presenting oneself a certain way is everything, even if nothing bad really happeened. Like, oh, race, what, it doesn't matter, I'll get you as the wrong race by acting weird.
Everyone is saying..
..Ellen thinks I deserve to die. I'm tired of her double messages and pretending she didn't insult me only to bring it up again like she's looking it from different angles. That's all anyone thinks she does or is doing to me..
Ugh!
I was thinking of laughing with servile Latino men in my college theater class, and I imagined Ellen DeGeneres worrying she'd have to do that so rebelling and asking if I can do that. Mistake!
I wanna talk
about this:
So, my mom has breast cancer, and my dad's sister is really worried, the older 1. I don't know why she's visiting us so much, when it's just peace and quiet my mom needs. She zoned me out when she was in school.
People think Ellen DeGeneres rightly gave my mom breast cancer. It must have been out of her hands, meaning she didn't cause it. Ellen wouldn't be as good at the things my mom were raising me than her solutions to "what" I am from my dad's side. I just said she wouldn't have the same influence on what she thinks is better. I didn't block suggest anything, like everything is 1 thing or another. Life's more complicated than that.
I'm just wondering about Ellen DeGeneres wishing ill on me. She probably is only concerned about herself succeeding cuz she has to work so hard to keep her position, or job.
What if she did cause it by accident? It could have been caused by more than 1 person.
So, my mom has breast cancer, and my dad's sister is really worried, the older 1. I don't know why she's visiting us so much, when it's just peace and quiet my mom needs. She zoned me out when she was in school.
People think Ellen DeGeneres rightly gave my mom breast cancer. It must have been out of her hands, meaning she didn't cause it. Ellen wouldn't be as good at the things my mom were raising me than her solutions to "what" I am from my dad's side. I just said she wouldn't have the same influence on what she thinks is better. I didn't block suggest anything, like everything is 1 thing or another. Life's more complicated than that.
I'm just wondering about Ellen DeGeneres wishing ill on me. She probably is only concerned about herself succeeding cuz she has to work so hard to keep her position, or job.
What if she did cause it by accident? It could have been caused by more than 1 person.
I will never listen
to if you think my dad is okay with saying I should be in trouble. He should not be in my life, I order a divorce! I mean, I like having fun, with him.
What kind of trick is it
to tell someone they can't even talk but you can do something to them?
The only thing I got was image and quality of the post.
The only thing I got was image and quality of the post.
Mistake
You just wanna see younger kids pleasured and smile at it with younger people as parents. I don't want any parents if it has to be certain people of an older age. I'm doing fine already. My dad is the big brother.
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