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Tuesday, January 29, 2013

Where I'd Live

If I had to move from Pennsylvania and New York, I'd move to Kentucky, for the food, but stale bread.

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Break

I asked an Asian where the bathroom in the library was. It has full length mirrors! 03

Earlier, I had a large Weight-a-Minute at Bean & Co. + some sausage, fish, lettuce, cucumber, dark rye RYVITA bread. I had more to eat recently.. Filled. Want to get a snack and go out to a gas station tonight. 3]_

Class Today

So, I thought we were supposed to stay after class and practice, but I guess we didn’t get the assignment. They were rude, and I snapped the door shut. Someone I came across was mean to me, and I stomped the floor. I forgot about it.

I forget what else happened. I don’t really like the kids. Something did. Hm.

I know I was laughing, a lot, couldn’t help it, thinking of how San Fransisco was better than stubborn people from L.A.

I don’t know if I’ll get thinner. I need to sleep, sometime. I want to fit in junior dresses, or, otherwise, I will get women’s dresses.

Today, in class, Ginny did some Disney moves. I guess that she became accomplished by being there more. She is good at voices but not very childlike, you know?

I realized her dad’s from Pittsburgh and that people with ancestry there are stuck up. There are other bigger cities in Pennsylvania that are more European, and the Amish are more European, too. I mean, you might like Jackie Evancho better than the other Pennsylvanians. I guess being from the city, I connect with her, but I don’t know where her family all is from. I found Maggie Elizabeth Jones, age 10 born 2002, from We Bought a Zoo, is from Atlanta, and I don’t believe Dakota Fanning and Chloë Grace Moretz are from Atlanta, really. All I can say, is I was born in Fort Lauderdale. My mom isn’t from the U.S., and I was not raised by my dad. My mom doesn’t let my dad get too close ********. I think with my dad it was about how he looked. My mom is very attractive.. Chloë Grace Moretz’s mom definitely looks from Georgia. It seems more like comfortably proper than the New Orleans area. The thing with me is I never lived in Fort Lauderdale, but, because I lived in several cities in the area, when I was there, I can say I’m basically from there, just not from the city just because it was expensive or maybe something to do with the area. People from there look pretty worn but astute. It seems Miami might be astute, but I’m not sure. Maybe, Orlando is 2^ndto Miami. Fort Lauderdale is like NY state. When I was there, it was more like Miami, and I heard of Miami, when I was a toddler or very young child. The thing is when my brother was born, I eventually looked more like a boy as he grew older. There was nothing to do. When I went to Georgia, it seemed like a place that preserved war history. I remember looking at Cabbage Patch Land as a kid, so I went there. I always lived in major hubs of Florida, except in Southeastern Florida we couldn’t afford to live in Fort Lauderdale, Miami, not Key West. You know, there used to be a bridge that went to Key West. Above Fort Lauderdale is where old people retire, West Palm Beach. Jacksonville is a really big city and is above the nation’s oldest continuing city. My mom wanted me to go to high school in the nation’s oldest continuing city, like we planned to go to the Catholic school in New Orleans. My mom even wanted me at an all girls and arts school. Other people were like leaving home. I think I had a good high school because it was the sports high school.. {3 I wonder if there are any people with heritage in Miami or Key West who are attractive. I’m not saying I’d get with them.. I think, I mean, it would be better to live in Miami than New York City, not that I need to go there but liked when the plane stopped there.. See, it’s 1 of the escapes, the escape, from the states, NY, Pennsylvania, NJ, and New England. Oh yea, and Dakota Fanning’s family is I think from somewhere in the Carolinas. I think it made them more white. Florida is considered kinda white, like the dream place, like Indonesia. In class, the teacher talked about Filipinos, which is a part of Asia.. I saw a boy I like dressed up in Burma, and a famous actress Kate Beckingsale is like ⅛ Burmese and from Britain. The Nepalese (sp?) in the area look more Asian. 3| So, a big thing was maybe in Pennsylvania that not people from the city are important. There are even the PA Dutch. I’m guessing that the Amish, not sure if PA Dutch, which seems more related to my country or rather farm family, are the most European. I did go there, more than once, but I didn’t get to do much. I guess maybe it didn’t have so much wildgrowth. So, my family are countryfolk. It’s just that they’re from up north. However, I think we have Jewish genes from the more German side. We are probably Native American indian, though. So, if we weren’t Jewish nor Native American, I’d probably come from a good family.. guess the Native American indian kinda counts me out, in my humble opinion. It just is a benefit, maybe the Jews aren’t Asian and they’re just like related to like the Egyptians. The Egyptians look Middle Eastern. I think I’ve seen other tribes in Northern Africa who look kinda like tribes in Turkey, like wild white people. Maybe, the Jews moved in the Middle Ages because of borrowing their religion? Oh, I noticed the southern Native Americans are more interesting but darker, like “not white.” I don’t know that people in Pennsylvania in public care that I’m Native American indian, and it’s not from a mom.. Even still, it seems to really matter, like if your dad thinks you’re white. Oh yes, and the people from Florida look white. So, I mean, maybe for some reason people in the South are European but not like in a white American way.

Bathroom Break

Tweet Pics

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Think I'm White?

Why don't you just think I'm white? That means European. :/ Latino?

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On the Bus

Need 2 get breakfast.

Need to get a journal.

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G'nite

Facebook Post

A special Behind the Scenes look at the making of "HERE WITH ME"
link

http://www.facebook.com/TimBurton

That's cute...

"Can I be included?" =}

So, when do I get to be a young adult? I want to be included with everyone else.

Designated Spokesperson

Why does Helena Bonham Carter feel she has to be a designated spokesperson? She's kinda dumb or that either or impossible might be the other term that I might I dubbed it. :/

Everything She Does ) ) )

NIGGER 3[ Why is everything NELL BURTON does right?

TV

I'm looking at today's episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," and I thought that New Orleans was on the water!!! '80

What I Did

I had the whole frozen pizza, a cooked. 3I on water zucchini, a big hunk of beef I almost died on, ... I think that's it, and water.

I watched the episode of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." It was so cool to see Jillian Michaels and her 2 adopted kids. She has an older black boy and a baby white girl. I need to look into her more, have a DVD of her.

I have to record my homework, need to go to bed, need to wake up and iron my pants, get ready for school. I cut my bangs and want to straighten them, might need to cut them more if they don't bounce back.

I'm staying late after class to work on a group project, so I'llbe home around midnight, probably won't go out and get any food but maybe. Might be too tired, might go for a jog, will probably watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," hopefully do some singing soon.

I'm so winded, wondering about my break in the summer with Ballet I. Maybe will take Speech and the other CC Diction class with Ginny.

Facebook Posts

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Cassandra Roy He is awfully funny, but you make me laugh much more!
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ME I wonder if he is German.

ME @Cassandra - Yes, he's not just hooked on Ellen DeGeneres.

Sandy Hall O'Hearn He is adorable. Miss seeing him!
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ME @Sandy - Cute. Love your dog. You, too, Karen. :)
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ME Hi. :)

ME Yea.

ME Cute dog. U..U
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Jenny Schueneman I laughed soooo hard! My dogs got excited too!
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ME Expecting a performance?

ME I need to watch the full episode. She looked happy for her birthday but didn't stop to dwell on it.

What I'm Doing

I'm gonna watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and am gonna have a regular pizza, which doesn't look particularly appetizing, was gonna save and have pizza at the mall later but probably will well maybe will want a sammich at Barnes & Noble. I have to record my homework and do my journals, I guess. Wait, I did them, don't think they're due Tuesday but may print them out when I get there. Allowed to wear a costume, teacher said I could come in like as a sorta Vaudevillesque person. My new shirt came with beads, though, so I think I'm just wearing that.

Livin in Style 卐

So, my concern is the style I have from the birth year my dad was born, that people born before and after are better yet not as special. The other concern is his having Jewish last names around Germany, so guessing it's prevalent in German-Americans, maybe especially from the Pennsylvania area. He's also Native American, probably, which would pose as another issue. In Orlando, it's been hard unraveling the rest of the mystery. I just don't come compact from his side, I guess, but my mom is like that. So, for me, I have a mom like most people's dads and a dad like most people's moms, so it seems cool. However, I get the feeling no one and Ellen DeGeneres don't really "like" me, just find me accomplished, like I'm lucky or have a good last name and nice supplementary names and my mom. I always thought I was my mom to the world. I think my dad is a good person but not an attractive 1 but entertaining in a way that is beneficial and educational. I'm pretty much at a loss from who I was. I became a different stereotype, and now I'm kinda nothing. I used to be interesting and alive, and I wish to be young again. I just wasn't so juicy and bubbly. I was authentic because I was just ½ Chinese. I was sorta put behind a glass case of untold perfection. My dad was white, so everything was okay in the New Orleans area. I can't believe Ellen DeGeneres is not like this. Like, she is allergic to it. I know I am. I never thought being Native American indian helped me with the Chinese other than being not racist and to add another Asian culture. People thought my mom just was not that attractive and was a midget. She grew old after we were born. So, I guess that didn't work out too well. Then, people were interested in non-Americans + non-Latinos. Black people are very violent and for some reason seem American. I'm just guessing that there are other people who don't want to be American, like the Native Americans. Like, they can't seem non-American to just real Africans. They lost their culture. Anyone would have. No one cared about a British accent on the surface. It only got in the way of America. Any American accent was desired. People coveted my mom's grace and were envious of her strength. I just extracted the goods from my dad. However, now, I have racial problems from my mom that are desirable over other non-whites. However, my dad is not as sexy as my mom, so I'm not like as sexy as I thought I was. People encourage my dad to be sexy, and I'm not my dad. I had a good relationship, but then history happened. I had a hard time in junior high, Catholic, homework, wasted classtime, so much. Also, it was about me not having enough physical activity. I was afraid to do modern dance, and my mom only let me do ballet 1 day. She thought maybe I'd do something else, did cross country. It was a huge thing, dance team, but I found out having natural blonde hair is an asset. Maybe not white. I don't know anyone with a sexy dad, maybe my cousin. However, her mom encourages her to be mean to me. My cousin wants to be how she is. She is under the curse of our family. Please, let me out of this world, you only encourage the rest of them.

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