Page - Problems
I was suicidally lonely and no one would talk to me. I spammed them good advice for a long time. Still, no response, overall. Now, people are following the evil ways of these lost friends and family.
Monday, August 15, 2016
Oh, do you know..
Did you notice older teenagers get stimulated a lot by Late Boomers without doing a fuck?
They just go by age and need help to get something going, including me.
They just go by age and need help to get something going, including me.
Peers - Opening Up
It's interesting to see my peers open up like they know a hateful secret about me in relation to them.
General Social Pattern
What do you think when you like someone and they talk to someone else when they've told you like they don't talk?
I don't have a weird problem as a person with what I'm like. I'm getting ripped off.
I don't have a weird problem as a person with what I'm like. I'm getting ripped off.
Lies
People think I'm having a hissy fit about not wanting to interact and pay attention to younger people.
They think I don't need nor deserve attention from older adults.
They think I don't need nor deserve attention from older adults.
Facial Features
If you have more creases rather than smooth face just means you're a different kind of person or a drastically different age.
You can't play going back and forth saying, "Oh, no creases means not that you're young but that you're smart and don't need lines, except for everyone else it means a good thing."
You can't play going back and forth saying, "Oh, no creases means not that you're young but that you're smart and don't need lines, except for everyone else it means a good thing."
Cool Eye Color
In America, we tend to have lighter eyes, but really cool people in Europe all seem to have dark blue eyes.
Attacks and Rudeness
So, people look for those who did themselves the best and are out to get them thereon out.
People in Europe can be so rude listening to people like that and regurgitating it back to me in their own style.
People in Europe can be so rude listening to people like that and regurgitating it back to me in their own style.
Setting Me Apart in a Bad Way
People seem to know that there are possibly bad things about me more than others and discriminate against me from Europe like they like sloppy people tho.
Update
New Page - Problems
When I was 11, I was doing my homework when my dad came home, and it just came out maybe, "Oh, no," and he said nothing, when I was gonna say it was cuz after yet again doing my homework since I got home am not done and cannot have enough family time. I just wanted to joke around.
When I was 11, I was doing my homework when my dad came home, and it just came out maybe, "Oh, no," and he said nothing, when I was gonna say it was cuz after yet again doing my homework since I got home am not done and cannot have enough family time. I just wanted to joke around.
When Together, Not Even Simply Coexisting
If I feel cool about someone else, why can't I just exist too without being clawed it when there's something that could be going for me in the world?
I know someone thinks about me as a person that "there's nothing in it."
People who really are harsh on them are "cool" tho, with them.
I know someone thinks about me as a person that "there's nothing in it."
People who really are harsh on them are "cool" tho, with them.
The Coolest Saints
reference
There are possibly fallen angels who have half human half angel hybrids, something God did not want.
There are at least 2 female angels mentioned together in the Bible. However, angels may not have a gender.
Maybe, another gender of angel exists if the fallen angels reproduce.
Are they cherabim and seraphim? Their definitions are ambiguous, the 1st supposedly guarding Eden and the 2nd being of highest order.
(link)
There are possibly fallen angels who have half human half angel hybrids, something God did not want.
There are at least 2 female angels mentioned together in the Bible. However, angels may not have a gender.
Maybe, another gender of angel exists if the fallen angels reproduce.
Are they cherabim and seraphim? Their definitions are ambiguous, the 1st supposedly guarding Eden and the 2nd being of highest order.
(link)
Flubbing on the Spot
People today keep acting like I'm weak and think things that have big, bad purposes.
They're making it up on the spot, one after another.
Just watch TV.
They're making it up on the spot, one after another.
Just watch TV.
Older Teenagers
Did you know teenagers born around 1997 and 1998 believe people my age shouldn't be growing as the kids we were when they were born? Like, their childhood is lasting now almost 20 years.
They seem to think it is inappropriate for even babies today to look up to them as someone older.
They seem to think it is inappropriate for even babies today to look up to them as someone older.
Post - Eurasian Nation
link
It sounds like you did not have a straight answer for your daughter. I do not feel I have a straight answer for you. I think you can identify yourself as either white European Caucasian or Asian, and Asian can be white, tan, or yellow. You would not be called yellow, unless your skin really were yellow, which I've seen Asians with yellow. Tho, Europeans would see Asians as having more of a yellow tone than they do. I do not have many Asian traits for some reason, so people do not generally seem to wonder about my color in relation to how Asian I look.
It sounds like you did not have a straight answer for your daughter. I do not feel I have a straight answer for you. I think you can identify yourself as either white European Caucasian or Asian, and Asian can be white, tan, or yellow. You would not be called yellow, unless your skin really were yellow, which I've seen Asians with yellow. Tho, Europeans would see Asians as having more of a yellow tone than they do. I do not have many Asian traits for some reason, so people do not generally seem to wonder about my color in relation to how Asian I look.
He he he
My dad thinks since I'm being monitored he can tell me what to do via who's watching me.
Before, they said he didn't or couldn't do that.
Before, they said he didn't or couldn't do that.
Problem With My Hair
I used to dye my hair a lot in a short period of time cuz my hair is so hard to dye and impatience.
It still prickles from it.
It seems a hair falls out every time I comb my fingers thru my hair.
I'm trying to grow it longer and grow out my bangs. Something's wrong with it.
It still prickles from it.
It seems a hair falls out every time I comb my fingers thru my hair.
I'm trying to grow it longer and grow out my bangs. Something's wrong with it.
Haphazardness
If I am being experimented on, why would I listen to anyone if I'm the one who's being followed for intelligence?
They are too sloppy with me or mean on purpose.
They are too sloppy with me or mean on purpose.
An *Alter Ego
No offense, don't take this post sarcastically!
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I may have always been in trouble.
I'm in a program where I meet people I like online or other ways, while being monitored.
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Supposedly, I am in trouble and someone else is meeting these people too.
I don't think it would be odd for me to be like everyone else and meet people on my own.
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I am not upset at the person meeting people with me, just that it is found necessary by people I like to use the person against me.
That's not many people.
Yes, the person meeting people with me has been mean to me without being sorry. I feel they are supported to do this by people I like.
I don't care much about people I don't like.
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People I like may find that I have negative beliefs, but that's not what this says, in American English at least.
Like I said at the beginning, in case you didn't realize: "No offense, don't take this post sarcastically!"
This post was carefully written not to say what you might still think I think that I don't.
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*alter ego - 1. a person's secondary or alternative personality. 2. an intimate and trusted friend. (link)
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I may have always been in trouble.
I'm in a program where I meet people I like online or other ways, while being monitored.
---
Supposedly, I am in trouble and someone else is meeting these people too.
I don't think it would be odd for me to be like everyone else and meet people on my own.
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I am not upset at the person meeting people with me, just that it is found necessary by people I like to use the person against me.
That's not many people.
Yes, the person meeting people with me has been mean to me without being sorry. I feel they are supported to do this by people I like.
I don't care much about people I don't like.
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People I like may find that I have negative beliefs, but that's not what this says, in American English at least.
Like I said at the beginning, in case you didn't realize: "No offense, don't take this post sarcastically!"
This post was carefully written not to say what you might still think I think that I don't.
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*alter ego - 1. a person's secondary or alternative personality. 2. an intimate and trusted friend. (link)
Playing in the Orchestra
I wish I made up my mind sooner.
I should have listened to being recruited to something fun like band and played the oboe.
I just started individual violin lessons after a group class in college 11 years ago. I am serious about it. I'm gonna be in an orchestra in a couple weeks.
I'll probably keep playing in college and am interested in pursuing a doctorate in violin.
I should have listened to being recruited to something fun like band and played the oboe.
I just started individual violin lessons after a group class in college 11 years ago. I am serious about it. I'm gonna be in an orchestra in a couple weeks.
I'll probably keep playing in college and am interested in pursuing a doctorate in violin.
Stereotypes
Now, that I have a high school diploma, I'm not learning so much about History but Music History and Theory. It's a different game.
Since school is starting..
..and yes, I plan to go back to a community college next semester.
Homework. I think teachers should never give busywork, like learning thru taking notes.
They could hand out the outline and a copy of the lecture.
Forget the textbook. This isn't Mother Goose.
Homework. I think teachers should never give busywork, like learning thru taking notes.
They could hand out the outline and a copy of the lecture.
Forget the textbook. This isn't Mother Goose.
Old People
They are siding with the bad young people.
In the end, I never talk to anyone I want. I do talk to people I don't want to talk to so much.
These people may not be my strongest desire to talk to, but still I would in my way.
Old people are offended if you feel hurt by bad young people. They just wanna be cool.
In the end, I never talk to anyone I want. I do talk to people I don't want to talk to so much.
These people may not be my strongest desire to talk to, but still I would in my way.
Old people are offended if you feel hurt by bad young people. They just wanna be cool.
The Coolest Saints
reference
There are possibly fallen angels who have half human half angel hybrids, something God did not want.
There are at least 2 female angels mentioned together in the Bible. However, angels may not have a gender.
Maybe, another gender of angel exists if the fallen angels reproduce.
Are they cherabim and seraphim? Their definitions are ambiguous, the 1st supposedly guarding Eden and the 2nd being of highest order.
(link)
There are possibly fallen angels who have half human half angel hybrids, something God did not want.
There are at least 2 female angels mentioned together in the Bible. However, angels may not have a gender.
Maybe, another gender of angel exists if the fallen angels reproduce.
Are they cherabim and seraphim? Their definitions are ambiguous, the 1st supposedly guarding Eden and the 2nd being of highest order.
(link)
Sick of It
People are going around picking on me for my flaws. They think I believe in things I don't. It's hard to explain.
For example, I see Asians, Latinos, blacks, Middle Easterners, and white Americans totally give for white Europeans.
For example, I see Asians, Latinos, blacks, Middle Easterners, and white Americans totally give for white Europeans.
The Reason
They just answered. They said they didn't really do it. They suggest that I did, but I didn't do what they're talking about.
Living in the Moment
I noticed some people acting like different ethnicities. There are both positive and negative motives/repercussions.
The negative part is the part I unraveled, at least in some way.
I noticed they were doing it to make a statement but in a certain way don't really care.
They deny I care, but I didn't use it as an excuse to not do the right thing in some part of things.
The negative part is the part I unraveled, at least in some way.
I noticed they were doing it to make a statement but in a certain way don't really care.
They deny I care, but I didn't use it as an excuse to not do the right thing in some part of things.
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