Saturday, May 4, 2013

Um

-What's- wrong with my life?  I don't need to adjust myself for shit.  My stupid parents need to stop looking at me in secret code and secret coding leaving me messages that will jump at me years later.

Lullaby

Good night sweet Ellen♫

Oh ho

I think I can see the total picture, for some reason

UNNN

My dad is UNNN-sexual.  What the fjck is he mad about.  Stop changing him you nigger.  >:[

Problem

I SAID I DON'T GIVE A FJCK

I don't give a shit about the shit my dad to my brother.  He can't do that to people.  He can't make us pay for liking how cute he is and others aren't.

I'm up.

It was so nice to see our Gramma Pfeffer-DeGeneres..

Anyway, I saw that while I was away my dad was taking out his anger in the home over Ellen DeGeneres since I will go back and things that weren't things..that aren't ok.  I just like lost my head, and that is not ok

Well, okay, then.

Good night.

Cool

Listening to a recording of Lorena McKinnet looking @ my nu cool pic..  :}  So glad you made it---

Music

Theme from Terms of Endearment

Dis

If L.A. is crazy like Florida, I dislike't.

Listen to this.

Pa-pa-pa-Palavas
Cabaret Hoover

from Les Triplets de Belleville..

Feeling Better

I sang "Ouor House"

Bionics

I swear to you I am not just a biological human, I only sense what's around me.  I know this may seeem atypical, but I would even around age 12 but also since maybe 5 lie under the covers, maybe 4, and hallucinated that there was a sadistic cartoon that I couldn't get my eyes off.  If I did it now I'd be looking.

Finding Dory

I wrote up I believe mostly the fronts of pages unless going back 2 composition books plus enough lose paper to fit a composition book - but they lost my good drawings of girls that didn't take too long.

I also got constant short term memory loss, not sure what's happening now.  At least I know Ellen = mama.  MAMA not ma ma like she slangs since she's from the New Orleans part of the country-

Meals

Eating old dinosaur oatmeal, 2 packs, 1 cup of water.

At the st

I mean, I had Chinese, Sesame chicken and frie rice, eggroll.  Finished 1st-

Injury Count

I managed to not only "break" my ankle|s at Mary Poppins at the Bob Cawrrr but I also jumped up and landed on my bent leg and tied around a sock at it and it feels like it glows in injury at seldom time it seems, always there.  I'm sure I did something to my right forearm..

Some Thang

Hey, Ellen, I thought with young people that you make them comfortable and like everyone who's not like a piano lesson and recitals goody good doesn't really care for motherly love and violence rather from the world and meeting boys, just a thang.

What They Did

Apparently, my voice was taken from me, not by my mom not by my dad but someone in Orlando stole it so I couldn't use it.

A Strange Feeling Someone [in Orlando] 's Gonna Die

Ginny might be mad at someone.  Dunno.

Keeping Up

Watched the 1st part of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

I liked b4 I left last month I saw something about aliens and just got in on some neat guys.  Also, I saw Annie on "Theater Talk."  Just 10 minutes.  :I

nu photos

You said I was smart.  That implied simply that I was.  You want the Chinese to "be there" for you, well I think the idea is that if they always wanted to look European and either are Chinese or very romantic.

Anyway, the Chinese are smart -NON-HUMAN beings.  (B  Whatever that means.

The Jews have NO-THING special to do with the Chinese other than that they are located at the middle East on an isthmus bordering the Middle East.  I could just say I'm pretty much happy as a flea, but I know I will learn more.  Jews don't know like the Middle Easterners about being hollow.  As for the Chinese, I think they are filled with wiring, and some of them actually seem human and would make good members of the White Race.  Jews seem to have been discovered as white.  With Ellen DeGeneres I mean, she might be Jewish, but I thought I wasn't just my mom's dad..  I thought I was my dad's dad and my mom's mom.  xp  Um, so, about the Jews fjcking hollow stuff.. what else.. then finding there's nothing to fjck.  Decidint the Chinese are more like Russian and Spanish.  Um, her, I thought it was having like grooves implanted on yer face..  About being SMAAAAAAT ELLL EN.

Did anyone ever tell you...

You could feel silly on them and not think and have things go your way?

how do U feel

How do you feel about people like Ellen DeGeneres who might be encouraged to in some dimension of this universe to lay down the load.  |B

you've got . . PER SO NALITY

So, you can try to analyze in a grid idea formation what others's personalities are, by aligning the type.  I had to say I was ESFP because I am an action seeker.  I am open, but I mean you could look at that I am sensing and say I am more connected to the reality that prospects of what could be, which I mean everyone can enjoy that in their own special way and I have no idea how people made this formation.

I guess Ellen DeGeneres would be like an Judger, always wants things like perfectly gridded out, like a piece of fabric.  I'd say she's Extraverted, whether or not that's what she likes.  I am not sure about if she's intuitive or sensing.  I guess I'd want to say Sensing in the best interests..  I was thinking that she never admits anything, though.  Then, what..  ES .. ESFJ, just as I was gonna tell you.  I wanted to say she was the same as me, but I guess not.  I've found that th
No, I don't want to go all out and say how stupid -I am-.  3}

a promise 3I

Ellen DeGeneres please never quit until your dying day, that it may never come.
nu YouTube of me. 8I

the Authority in FL

I do not ever approve of this utter shit.

What happens is you will do something cocky and an adult|teacher will notice you.

What happens next is they do something bad to you and mix the feeling with this sorta "soft spot" in life..why care?  It's a big thing, and it happens like ole the time.

nu photos

i luv you

Ellen I <3 you!  I am home now!

I'm gonna be like you because I'm a gonna be a famous a for singing and the tender movements to entice people, except I might be -more- fake.  3-0
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Even 1 Thing

I don't like a "g**" combo of events even if only 1 thing is wrong!

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2 Flip Reasons of Going Along

There may be a bad reason on a fractured side as to my strange connection, I know in this place where I happened to live next to the city across the bridge, the Catholic ordered -Jesuit- which what order isn't important university in New Orleans. Also, college is important, but individual universities might be, as well- So, just accept what others want and quietly understand why.

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Creepy .. Crawly

So, I know you said something, but I know you said it in a sneaky way. I forget what.

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"What's in It"

Sing:



@ events, TV, world event on TV + find Ellen DeGeneres there, then visit as a famous person



*beep beep*



Lead what's left of this world in song.

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STML

I've been alone w/my mom. When I chilled out, everything was scaring me. *think*



Well, ya, then she didn't like the 3 and 4 letter "s" words, so I explained why I say O My God, relevant.

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Forget

I had something to say, all sweating.

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Videos

Old YTs

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TheeRight Path

Are you the most emotionally touchy person in the world, more than Vincent Price, who passed away bless his soul?

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Tweets

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Plan

Clean room.

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Mo'(re)

I drew pictures of babies, not here. I was sad, won't be a baby forever. I saw a lady with I thought brown hair acting in a rush and then the baby moved its head so preciously.. HA HA HA. Also, there was this lady who looked in styled of Mona Lisa, like could look emotionless and in mold of the English girl, semi-long hair. She came up to me and was nice, eventually acted like a normal American lit up about the services of the experiment and just about the connections.

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Morning

I can't believe I'm already awake, feel drugged, nightmarish, horrid. I remember a long dream, going through something. Later, ah, also remember a church. My dad was in a bookstore with me at the end and it changed. It was, what, sadistic. My mom is having me sign behavior papers to return home, leaving somewhere all in a year. :( Thought no one would take care of me. Also, 1st dream kept rubbing the sheets feeling like *** a lot. Then, my mom woke up. I also feel as though there was spite about me in the theater classes just going there doing hw lightly more than I used to for fun, as of now don't give a crap if I get a D.

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Wellness

At the hospital, I jogged outside. Etc.

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Nite

Shower

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Louvve

People from up north sing for the brain, down South *fart* for louvve.

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What I'm Up To..

I am on the porch, going home and fixing my hair, gonna watch myself on YouTube.

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