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Saturday, September 26, 2015
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Autism
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"Kids with autism often can't make connections that other kids make easily. For example, when people smile, you know they feel happy or friendly; when people look mad, you can tell by their face or their voice. But many kids who have autism spectrum disorders have trouble understanding what emotions look like and what another person is thinking. They might act in a way that seems unusual, and it can be hard to understand why they're doing it."
In some ways, I do inappropriate things as a reaction. However, I come here to say that I used to wave and say, "hey," to people in 1997 and 1998 when I was in 6th grade just before moving from Florida to Louisiana. I had no "good" friends.. but wasn't "unpopular," at all, in a way.
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"Kids with autism often can't make connections that other kids make easily. For example, when people smile, you know they feel happy or friendly; when people look mad, you can tell by their face or their voice. But many kids who have autism spectrum disorders have trouble understanding what emotions look like and what another person is thinking. They might act in a way that seems unusual, and it can be hard to understand why they're doing it."
In some ways, I do inappropriate things as a reaction. However, I come here to say that I used to wave and say, "hey," to people in 1997 and 1998 when I was in 6th grade just before moving from Florida to Louisiana. I had no "good" friends.. but wasn't "unpopular," at all, in a way.
Being Good or Bad
Why would you treat me like I'm a bad person usually if I'm not? You could just treat me like I'm usually a good person who did something bad but didn't do it again.
'Can't do much.
I am sick of TV right now and my back hurts from eating too much last night, some. I'm on pain killers. I live to watch The Ellen DeGeneres Show and otherwise would be in school. I already wanna be a famous performer. I'm going for acting, preferably on a "talk" show or very cool movie.
Yay for Bella
Sometimes, Bella Thorne is the only interesting person on, I can see why she should bump into others.
No and Go
True, I did *something I didn't mean in a bad way to an innocent person, I used the word m*********. You could say no and go. It's pathetic to just keep me as is to bash me over and over until you're worn out.
*Thanks a lot to misinterpreting things as sarcastic and not saying what words you can't use. I just forgot what I was doing cuz I was being abused. How silly of me. I learned thru rejection. It was obvious it was a joke, in a way, but I guess not, a stupid thing to say among strangers. I'm sorry, but they won't stop bringing it up.. funny, in a funny way, too. I think that people who get away with mistakes, little or big ones, are considered still on the wrong track, so they treat me robotically like I'd do that. With all the craze, I guess that's what starts things like that, unless you already can be diagnosed with a psychotic "mental" disorder. People treat me crazily, and I know it threw me off without looking. I was aware before moving to Orlando, I'd be perfectly sane.
*Thanks a lot to misinterpreting things as sarcastic and not saying what words you can't use. I just forgot what I was doing cuz I was being abused. How silly of me. I learned thru rejection. It was obvious it was a joke, in a way, but I guess not, a stupid thing to say among strangers. I'm sorry, but they won't stop bringing it up.. funny, in a funny way, too. I think that people who get away with mistakes, little or big ones, are considered still on the wrong track, so they treat me robotically like I'd do that. With all the craze, I guess that's what starts things like that, unless you already can be diagnosed with a psychotic "mental" disorder. People treat me crazily, and I know it threw me off without looking. I was aware before moving to Orlando, I'd be perfectly sane.
How You're Treated
Are some people treated with care and others not?
Is it easy to say that makes a difference in what others think of your intentions?
It's safe to say the world treats people certain ways and this is usually the biggest issue to solve in anyone's lives, how the world treats you, which means their opinion on your parents's marriage, your race, your hair and eye color, etc.
Is it easy to say that makes a difference in what others think of your intentions?
It's safe to say the world treats people certain ways and this is usually the biggest issue to solve in anyone's lives, how the world treats you, which means their opinion on your parents's marriage, your race, your hair and eye color, etc.
Dreamed Bigger?
I came up with a theory. I accomplish so much and it is real accomplishment but gets tossed.
What's Trashed
It seems all the great musicals are trashed that were once glorified to my generation.
So..
What can I do to prevent these little bad things from happening?
I have a bigger picture, too. I guess any thing like this is big.
...
Never get too mad without thinking. I was actually frustrated at complex feelings, part of it, and unfortunately was experiencing negative repercussions, to be honest, well, maybe good to say in case I did. I don't remember the negative thoughts but I ran across something, a feeling, I did not deal with and it just made it happen later not knowing why, it seemed. It's been happening. I need to get over myself? Well, with this issue.
I feel an onslaught of issues I cannot deal with. I'm just a preppy girl trying to stay positive and live a normal life, in ways.. this hits me like a turtle shell. If I have an issue with people in my mind is one thing, usually happier in public. Just an explanation of that point of view. And then in that turtle shell is a very thick skull. In some ways, I don't do much in there but have some memories left.
I have a bigger picture, too. I guess any thing like this is big.
...
Never get too mad without thinking. I was actually frustrated at complex feelings, part of it, and unfortunately was experiencing negative repercussions, to be honest, well, maybe good to say in case I did. I don't remember the negative thoughts but I ran across something, a feeling, I did not deal with and it just made it happen later not knowing why, it seemed. It's been happening. I need to get over myself? Well, with this issue.
I feel an onslaught of issues I cannot deal with. I'm just a preppy girl trying to stay positive and live a normal life, in ways.. this hits me like a turtle shell. If I have an issue with people in my mind is one thing, usually happier in public. Just an explanation of that point of view. And then in that turtle shell is a very thick skull. In some ways, I don't do much in there but have some memories left.
@bellathorne ☺ Bella! Bella! Bella! 👽— Christina Barrett (@ChristinaAnnJB) September 26, 2015
Story
"Once upon a time," there was a girl named Sahra. She was 30 years old. She lived in a land of "witches" and wizards.
There was a big house where she lived. Every day there were grand parties. She had a room to herself wherein she was able calmly to be.
She longed to be an adult, sufficient and grown her age. She was "still a child" to some but to others didn't matter.
She wore a gray kid's dress.
Downstairs each night there was a party downstairs where damsels played and talk, witches. Wizards were outside doing big complex things and later also had their own bash.
Sahra went downstairs. She saw a kind of lady she wanted to be able to see named Isabel who was 50. She was very shy, as she sidled along, lonesome! and depressed. Isabel, so, picked her up as she was a full grown, strong woman, very attractive and active in the world and apparently in good physical shape, as well, felt good and was a more physical presence, like a great dancer or athlete in spirit, yet versed in the arts.
Sahra was not fully grown and so as a person she was rather meek and bony and shorter. She was very sensitive and apparently lost herself in this connection to Isabel.
Meanwhile, there is a cute girl named Angelica who was loud and commanding and had a hold on everything. She was 13 and went around the house like it was a party. Isabel picked her up to and in the process brought her up to bed where she slept with her, as they were used to from before when sleeping in the immigration bunks. Angelica, she was quite a baby. She stayed up with her eyes going in and out of focus and the others in bed laughed as they talked and Isabel calmed her to bed.
(I think I'm gonna keep Isabel.)
Another girl there was named Helga, and she was 15. She stayed up late and woke up at the last of the morning, tho she did not particularly enjoy her nights. She stayed up in the theater watching musicals where they danced and sang. It was amazing! She could not seem to do it. It was too tiring.
Morning came, and Margaret told Helga to wake up with her "mom" Cassima. Helga was grumpy but woke up. School was out, so she was happy. Margaret is a lovely girl! She is 14. She has a best friend named Carrie, who is 16. Carrie had a long pointed noise and twinkling blue and crystally eyes. Margaret was small and bubbly with a sweet grin. Isabel also came in and asked the girls, "What's cookin'?" Margaret said, "Oh, just waking up! Ah ha ha!" Carrie looked sideways and kept to herself, as she was rather shy.
Sahra was 30 and felt old but too young. Life looked bleak, as she stared off into the distance. She was never bad, but she sometimes felt she amounted to no good and could not see any way out of her present life. She went up to the school, and no one was there. She took an online course and completed a degree in Counseling. She 1st mentored an aspiring actress who was 40 and a little kid who was 4. She turned on and smiled pretty for the lovely little girl with her. She at least got the actress to laugh.
There was a big house where she lived. Every day there were grand parties. She had a room to herself wherein she was able calmly to be.
She longed to be an adult, sufficient and grown her age. She was "still a child" to some but to others didn't matter.
She wore a gray kid's dress.
Downstairs each night there was a party downstairs where damsels played and talk, witches. Wizards were outside doing big complex things and later also had their own bash.
Sahra went downstairs. She saw a kind of lady she wanted to be able to see named Isabel who was 50. She was very shy, as she sidled along, lonesome! and depressed. Isabel, so, picked her up as she was a full grown, strong woman, very attractive and active in the world and apparently in good physical shape, as well, felt good and was a more physical presence, like a great dancer or athlete in spirit, yet versed in the arts.
Sahra was not fully grown and so as a person she was rather meek and bony and shorter. She was very sensitive and apparently lost herself in this connection to Isabel.
Meanwhile, there is a cute girl named Angelica who was loud and commanding and had a hold on everything. She was 13 and went around the house like it was a party. Isabel picked her up to and in the process brought her up to bed where she slept with her, as they were used to from before when sleeping in the immigration bunks. Angelica, she was quite a baby. She stayed up with her eyes going in and out of focus and the others in bed laughed as they talked and Isabel calmed her to bed.
(I think I'm gonna keep Isabel.)
Another girl there was named Helga, and she was 15. She stayed up late and woke up at the last of the morning, tho she did not particularly enjoy her nights. She stayed up in the theater watching musicals where they danced and sang. It was amazing! She could not seem to do it. It was too tiring.
Morning came, and Margaret told Helga to wake up with her "mom" Cassima. Helga was grumpy but woke up. School was out, so she was happy. Margaret is a lovely girl! She is 14. She has a best friend named Carrie, who is 16. Carrie had a long pointed noise and twinkling blue and crystally eyes. Margaret was small and bubbly with a sweet grin. Isabel also came in and asked the girls, "What's cookin'?" Margaret said, "Oh, just waking up! Ah ha ha!" Carrie looked sideways and kept to herself, as she was rather shy.
Sahra was 30 and felt old but too young. Life looked bleak, as she stared off into the distance. She was never bad, but she sometimes felt she amounted to no good and could not see any way out of her present life. She went up to the school, and no one was there. She took an online course and completed a degree in Counseling. She 1st mentored an aspiring actress who was 40 and a little kid who was 4. She turned on and smiled pretty for the lovely little girl with her. She at least got the actress to laugh.
I want to get a tadpole!
I can get one here.
Wal-Mart
Lighted Habitat
$20
I need to clean it and know what kind of water it can take, 1st.
I saw 2 tadpoles come up for air in a row and I saw their eyeballs and they are really cute. 1 was big and 1 was small.
I've even seen tadpoles in a puddle on the sidewalk.
Wal-Mart
Lighted Habitat
$20
I need to clean it and know what kind of water it can take, 1st.
I saw 2 tadpoles come up for air in a row and I saw their eyeballs and they are really cute. 1 was big and 1 was small.
I've even seen tadpoles in a puddle on the sidewalk.
Jealousy in the Family
I think there is jealousy in my extended family about being the youngest and most ideal. No offense, but it'd come out on topic sooner or later somehow.. maybe. Maybe, there isn't anything to talk about, tho. I just had that very problem. It's probably the same situation.
Rugrats?
Are children today the ideal as tho Rugrats? The people who voiced them are the age of their parents.
Problem
If someone tells me to d**, bad thoughts will make me mad and jump at me like I said something. What can I do?! No, I don't want to., some thoughts are complex and more specifically something else unexpected.
What's making me mad is the way I think of things, words, I don't usually and don't mean to.. tho I have in the past about stress.. and then the people experimenting on me know and get upset.
What's making me mad is the way I think of things, words, I don't usually and don't mean to.. tho I have in the past about stress.. and then the people experimenting on me know and get upset.
Being Black and Not White
Why are black people mad at me for being white when they think about wanting to be black?
The Ellen DeGeneres Show
The 1st thing I remember is the cool lady from NYC being filmed in her home live. She was hyper for like 10 minutes.
Wanda Sykes was on again, an incredibly intelligent black woman, very funny, too.
There was another guy, and then they played a game with him and Wanda Sykes. We saw Ellen was never drunk before noon in a game, and she joked like she was drunk right then.
Wanda Sykes was on again, an incredibly intelligent black woman, very funny, too.
There was another guy, and then they played a game with him and Wanda Sykes. We saw Ellen was never drunk before noon in a game, and she joked like she was drunk right then.
Experiment
Why would you put me in an experiment like I had problems behaving and do mean things to me just to make me feel I'm bad? and then act like you're teaching me to be good?
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