Monday, August 31, 2015

Messed Up

Dr. Phil thinks feeling warm fuzzies is weakness and slated it on representation of the US.

Issue

Should I be considered on Ellen's side?  She seems to be into making people feel bad for things they did that they didn't know were so bad or just like that with me to find something to get mad about.  Why dig into someone's past as a kid, when what they did wasn't flat out wrong supposedly?  You can tell if a person is good or bad.  People expect too much of us, we're bound to mess up.  They frame you to have these things happen.. not sure how to fix it when under this influence.  If you were bad as a kid, tho, other kids will be mad.  Don't expect it to be cool with them to be treated that way still, too.

Issue

I can't see Ellen doing this to anyone else.

Problem

Why did Ellen think I would do everything Bella Thorne wants if she's wrong?

cont.

She found great fault in me.  I did things that weren't really bad, and she got really mad.

Record Deal

I just e-mailed like a dozen people in Orlando that O Waly Waly from yesterday.

Edged on in This..

Ellen hates me so much.

My dad made me a schizophrenic by accident.

He wouldn't let me have a personality where sometimes it's playing like it's bad, like sticking out my tongue at the camera, tho I do everything I'm supposed to.

Easy Street

"I'm not stupid," but I see Ellen is giving the loveable yet in a way seen as cantankerous Bella Thorne an easy time, "race, not a problem, I know she's white."  I just found it interesting.  Um, it seems like a big thing.

How would you feel if being mean to you were the thing that made this all possible?

I think Bella Thorne is an intelligent young woman.  I don't really like how things for her aren't what she would find generally ideal.  I'm not here to hog anything that seems like I'm better in a bad way from Ellen.  Ellen still seems to have feelings my way, then I'd have to admit.  It's not nil.

Ha ha, I guess this means I'm on top, compared to Ellen, don't have issues with racial diversity.  It's like she was when someone else was a little kid, having funny tantrums over race, so funny!  She is having a hard time accepting she was wrong.  She has black people on her show because black people watch, not cuz she likes them, tho I'm not saying she's KKK.

New Old Pictures of Me



What I Don't Need

to be made a paranoid schizophrenic

That's what my psych meds are for.

They are acting like I need to worry about some stuff too much.

To Be Quiet?

I don't know why you all are so picky about what I write.

I'd rather prepare for Ellen rather than not think about it.  She doesn't talk about how important it is we act but acts like she did, LOL.. acts like we should without telling us.  Tho, it's supposed to be hard, she hints with maybe no help in at least some cases.

Question

How would you like to be unaccepted by Ellen?  I'm just posing the question to prevent it from happening to others and because it's an interesting topic.

You shouldn't go out of your way to be disagreeable.  What's there to be disagreeable about?  Just acknowledge her and go.  Acknowledge her without acting like a smart aleck.  I'm just giving a general suggestion.

Twitter

I need to follow more famous people.

Helping Other People's Children

If I donated money to help children, would it still be tainted?

Younger Moms/Dads

What do you think of how minorities have younger parents?

Why?

Why wouldn't people accept me in Northern Europe?  Some game?  I'm not gonna dis Ellen, but I think that's why.  She probably told them to not.  They kinda invaded me and acted like in privacy all I did was cheap public basking.  I didn't make any advances.  What's there to say no to and unable me with while enabling others, in place tho?  That's pretty "twisted" and weird.

Pages: Me Online

Babbel

Issue

I'm not "bad" around Hollywood cuza Ellen.  *sneers*

This could cause problems.

People taking advantage of me.

Going on Twitter

watching famous people

is like wiping a sick person's butt in the hospital

you don't wanna look

IMDb - The Soapbox

Does anyone go on Twitter? All the celebs are there.

🐣 

Problem

I guess normal things make other people mad.

Why do people act like there's someone ugly behind what I write?

IMDb - The Soapbox

Re: If you were suddenly time traveled back to the year 2002?

I'd take the following classes at my public high school and graduate early:

1-English IV AP/G
2-American History H
3-Health/Free Enterprise
4-Extra: Talented Theater
5-
6-
7-
Activities- Ballet, Singing

College- Loyola University New Orleans - Singing + Ballet 

I was gonna go with okay..

..so Bella is in my life, but I know it's to be mean to me.

Testing Me

My dad is testing me trying to say I do not work to amount to anything..

Sneering at Me Constantly!

Bella is always sneering at me freely about if I get to do or do something cool.  How childish.

Why

No one else does that.

Problem

So, Northern Europe accepts Bella Thorne just to hurt me and not accept me because Ellen has issues.  She is not mean and unfair to Bella Thorne.  How can this be?  I'm already on an international dating site.  What made me really "lose out" in life??

Problem

Why are you here bothering me all the time!  You're taking all the things I live for!!

New Message

Bella Thorne is accepted and not me?  In Northern Europe?  That's not right.  I did the work and was interested.  You can't "feed" this to others.

"Attention-Getting"

Bella Thorne is turning into an "attention-getter," one of those people who invite themselves into getting attention when others aren't talking to them for some reason.  I don't care if that's what Ellen wants.  It's wrong.  That's Bella's excuse.  Ellen does it "secretly."

She can get attention, but she is like shoving people out of the way and making things linger on her.

I thought my life concerned myself, not just Bella Thorne.  "Is that so much to ask," tho??

I didn't say anything wrong, just factual things.  I guess I am wondering about the issue in general but more specifically why this is more and more for her.

I'm a good person.  It isn't really right to take from me in "sneaky" ways.

Identification as a White Person

No one has a right to identify me as not white.  Who did this??

cont.

"Sweden, Denmark, Norway and Finland"

I would like this.

(http://www.nofomaster.net)

But is it too late?

A Nordic Master of Folk Music

Misguided

I seem to have been given a life that was unaccepted.

Secretly Sneaky

I posted my photos without makeup thinking we could have fun but it seems to be the sissy excuse for me to be able to be misjudged in any facet of life without turning off.

Problem

I feel like everyone has been testing me and treating me inappropriately.

I don't see them having to do this.  I don't need to be put in place.

Issue

I can feel Ellen making fun of my singing having feeling.. and it's important.  Why should I listen to someone who does things like that to me??

I know I know

I know what Johnny Depp messed with about Florida.  He reveals the toilet.  (He doesn't let you think to settle and not look silly.)

Why..

..is Bella Thorne fighting me?  She is trying to k*** me.  Not totally unexpected.

Problem

Why do people say I suck so I get to do whatever I want to you?
International Cupid

Problem

I'm not here to fight about *beep*!