So, there was nothing due today.
Tuesday, January 15, 2013
My Day at School
So, I had a good day at school. I remember we had to act out something. I said that me and my partner had a pool of Canadian dolphins and had, well, these rings. Before, I had a gun and was shooting. Then, the next person came and made me feel like an airhead teaching me how to get out of a rifle. Btw, they had a party today and I talked to the military minor at UCF. I talked to this 22-year-old dancer for like 15 minutes, in the end mentioned my mom almost came and my shoe didn’t fit at auditions, you know years ago. So, then, I remember, too, oh yea, I was Careless Christina with a Crutch and I recreated my falling and practically breaking my ankle, felt like it you know… Never been that clumsy, more coordinated.. Then, I remember I was up with a few others and I was acting like this really, really fat train driver I saw who was like totally a big mass of blubber. I waved at him. I like sat there and like jerked. It was so funny. I recorded it, too. I waved at him.
So, I talked to the teacher after class. I asked if any papers were due, and she asked if I took down the stuff in Voice. I guess me being late twice for financial aid = 1 absence and I think 3 = a lowering of your grade though turning in all your papers gives you a good grade. Then, she asked me if I looked up because I didn’t give her eye contact and I said I did when I performed. She asked if I was shy. Oh yea, I also said after I was kicked out of Music Education they told me to look up and make eye contact (all the time.) I didn’t know what to say about being shy, so I said that maybe well I’m not shy like a kid, anymore. An interesting coincidence came up, and I didn’t even know where it came from! ^0^ I guess she likes those moments. I figured she must have done it. ^0^
I also said that the train driver seemed to not think I was very Caucasian and it like knocked me out, and of course I could like not help cracking up in the middle of it! ;D
Give It a Whirl
So, if you think some idea is so utterly important at birth, why don't you try?
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You say tomayto I say tomahto
Isn’t it funny how a lot of women, young women|people look up to that father figure, take from the generation of Early Boom? Well, I’m the opposite.
Something Funny in Class
The funniest thing ever happened to me in class on Thursday. So, we were aliens and I picked a fork. I twirled it and caught it the 2nd time, expectedly. I used to catch them with great expectancy. So, after that, there was a boy shooting a gun with full force. He kept blasting it. I laughed so hard I couldn’t help it. It was because I was thinking of tennis balls. So, I left the room, went to the bathroom and came back.
Problem
So, I got really really mad. I found out that the fitness class had been Flex Start. I thought that something I did made them cancel it. I blamed my dad. I also ended up getting mad at my teacher for something I don’t remember, but I hadn’t really gotten mad at her. I’m sure I would.
It’s just that I don’t think I should have to relate to him in such a blast out way.
How I’m Feeling
It’s hard to keep my eyes like sorta calm, and my head is swelling. I have to make a quick call to Lynx and probably get a note from Student Services, but I’m cracking up in the library.
Problems
I just got really mad. I found the Weight Training class doesn’t really start until the beginning of February, but it doesn’t tell you it’s a Flex Start course.
I’m tired, but it’s like last week I knew I shouldn’t have gone to sleep and could attend these classes. Well, it proves true to a point. I should have slept but for some reason wasn’t like ready for class.
So, I finished my homework for now, probably should wait for teacher instruction. I mean, I might end up doing extra work.
I guess I’m upset because I found that I was charged twice as much money because I haven’t been in school and was taken out as a Florida resident and people think that means something. Well, my parents aren’t paying. I said I’ll probably get refunded. So, I have to do something new to my FAFSA but wasn’t actually notified.
Homework Assignment
Christina Barrett
2013-01-15
Acting I – Journal – Valencia
2013-01-15
Acting I – Journal – Valencia
I am taking the class because I like the instructor and like Acting class. My expectations are to have established a good base for something in this world in the arts of performance.
I want to grow in areas of – well, I was getting into singing and was happy this teacher was also into singing, well a world known vocalist in general… I also did all the arts. Mostly, I was interested in my singing voice. I noticed that it didn’t have an aura. It still was a nice sorta breathy, scratchy quality. It was like more pure. More earthy. Everyone else’s voice is so academic or fake. I mean fake in that they don’t know music and aren’t probably used to performing for fun. In college, in general, I was trying to finish General Studies online but didn’t succeed and became disinterested. I preferred the art class. I did learn a lot in English. It even helped me. It helped me know that I could succeed if given the resources and it helped with literature in music or singing, like knowing the history from like prehistory. So, as for acting, I mean, I can imagine just doing acting. With ballet, when I moved to Orlando in 2005-2007, I tried to go to the Orlando Ballet School, and they said Valencia and I didn’t like it and it didn’t work out for me. I just am not sure like because I mean I already did a year at Central Florida Ballet and though got the workout I was looking for (in teen ballet at age 19) was disappointed or dissatisfied. I had to take a break because I kept having to stay home and sleep. The psychiatric medicine made me big and clonky, so my growth was laborious, which I was hoping for, and I wasn’t so sleek. What I spend my time doing is blogging and posting on forums. I’m not sure what I’m leaving the rest of my virtual schedule open for, but I also know ballet ruins acting so that is probably why. Plus the long hours if I was a serious trainer, though that would supposedly build over a long period of time. I looked at UCF, and their acting is more serious than Rollins. I was interested in Film, probably the track that includes Directing, as opposed to a B.A. in Cinema Studies. Full Sail doesn’t have Directing. I don’t know if I should have looked into Computer Animation. So, I’m thinking of doing organ at Seminole since Valencia doesn’t have it. I assume I can also do tennis, not sure if the health clubs provide it. So, it seems like I’ve ruined my body, once again, before from staying up until 5 A.M. as a music major in the end. Now the medicine. I guess I “OD”-ed. They misdiagnosed me. I figured I had no way out. I didn’t want to argue. I just wanted the psychiatrist to tell me what to do. I didn’t know I’d lose my female thing and sleep so much. They even joked about giving me more medicine. The only problem is mainly that I guess I grew too quickly and in a bad way (maybe because of not having the right food) and losing my female thing for over a year, until I quit. I was very upset because when I came home from college to rest, kicked out of my major for being too inhibited supposedly, my female thing was thicker than before and was so thick and felt so magical and good and was like a part of me. Before, it used to hurt sometimes and leak. (I don’t mean that in an “offensive” way, whatever that means…) I was mad to take the medicine at 1st, but it’s partly interesting. The reason I quit ballet was so I’d grow, too, but I wanted to be tall and thin. I did grow, and I had grown.
Yes, I feel I’ve done a lot of exposure accompanying on the piano|keyboard|organ for singing mostly. It’s really a very good experience. It’s what helps me get into a play the most. I memorize the whole thing those times. When I’m in a play, I don’t enjoy that aspect. It’s more like a big project. I’ve only performed in theater at Slidell Little Theatre, which is where I used to live. I almost performed at Saint Mary Magdalene. They only liked my singing skill. I was supposed to dance, too, with an adult. They changed the schedule, and so I left. I saw another girl do it, and she gained weight and didn’t really look happy. She was younger than me. I also became a singer, and that’s always made me feel like I wasn’t even in this world, and it’s not necessarily the 1sttime. It even happens at the end. In Master Classes with an attractive leader, it had been an enlightening experience in the past. So, I like singing solos and accompanying including singing, especially when it comes to classical singing. I post myself on YouTube and singing. I found a place that sells legal karaoke. So, I post it on YouTube and post a link. I also sing the non-copyrighted songs I found out about doing singing in public all growing up. I always thought it’d be fun to be a dancer but feel for some reason it’s too late, you know like ballet or classical dancing. In New Orleans, I guess they might have had some kind of jazzy stuff, but they were strict on like ballet, piano. Not much in the way of like professional choir nor like upscale theatrical performances. They didn’t really showcase local Shakespeare, that I know and assume I’d have found out but maybe not. I think modern dance was the only big thing or rather dance team and for some it was cheerleading. There was a young Jew in my Talented Theater class in cheerleading, and I saw her when I was doing teen gymnastics. Later, I got in another gymnastics class. It wasn’t like a body pump. I guess it would be more conducive to an acrobatic atmosphere.
I think my strengths are at backing people up. At Saint Mary Magdalene, the boys I was doing the audition with looked like wow I feel so good with this girl acting. I guess that’s why I like accompanying and can sight read but more am about playing CHORDS AND MELODY. I don’t know about group singing. I always dreamed of this experience, and I became really really jealous of Charlotte Church and her assets as a person. I mean, she’s from Europe. She just is totally like sculpted as a person, like she’s a well-fed ballerina.
My weaknesses are probably that I wanted like a more professional experience, and I found some though they seemed a bit uptight. I guess I found it hard to like sorta open up to my peers. I find with the teacher that they’re more assertive and tell you what you need to know. You’re there to be with your peers. It’s like about performing for them. When it’s about people in general, it’s different. I guess I mean like in a setting with my peers and someone else like judging more objectively.
My fears as a performer are probably like is this really what I want to be doing? When will my options close? Does having a young mom make it hard for me to ever grow up?
My 1st impressions about the class are that it’s really a great class to learn how to think and like open up and see what’s really up, putting yourself in check. My feelings are that it’s a warm environment, a bit hard to reverberate in, rather quite funny.
Problem
So, Ginny Kopf I'm getting the notion because my life is an experiment and she probably bloody actually talked to my dad thinks it's something that maybe she can affect me like totally do something to me, and *beep* what can I say? That's people in Central Florida treating me like a nigger because they're niggers. Ooh, is that interesting? Because you're just worthless niggers. You just plow around. You get affected by any little thing and don't have a point in life.
How I'm Feeling
My head is kinda tight maybe struggling to feel life.
I feel tired, from my ankle, before had so much energy even without sleeping, but the injury put me in place energywise. I hope I can participate in weight training today.
I'm getting secret *beep* from Ginny Kopf talking to and communicating with my dad and through to others. I'm getting messages to make my face look bad. How, like, sissy, so upset about the n word thing. You're not gonna convince me to change my mind. I don't know what the Hell you're thinking. *Beep* WHAT DID I DO WRONG? COME ON SAY IT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. YOU'RE ALL *BEEP*
Also, I got another message, I think, but I'm not sure. They could maybe keep coming.
I need to lie down while my dad showers.
Why am I getting *beep* like my dad thinks there's a topic going around that involves him and what he's made of ***ually. LEAVE US ALONE YOU *BEEP* Just plowing through? I just wanted you to talk to ME-
I feel tired, from my ankle, before had so much energy even without sleeping, but the injury put me in place energywise. I hope I can participate in weight training today.
I'm getting secret *beep* from Ginny Kopf talking to and communicating with my dad and through to others. I'm getting messages to make my face look bad. How, like, sissy, so upset about the n word thing. You're not gonna convince me to change my mind. I don't know what the Hell you're thinking. *Beep* WHAT DID I DO WRONG? COME ON SAY IT AFTER ALL THESE YEARS. YOU'RE ALL *BEEP*
Also, I got another message, I think, but I'm not sure. They could maybe keep coming.
I need to lie down while my dad showers.
Why am I getting *beep* like my dad thinks there's a topic going around that involves him and what he's made of ***ually. LEAVE US ALONE YOU *BEEP* Just plowing through? I just wanted you to talk to ME-
Problem
HELP! I THINK GINNY KOPF IS INVOLVED. *BEEP*
I have a good relationship with my dad, but I don't wanna have *** with him.
My life turned into an experiment, but he wasn't involved, just a bystander. I grew up not like being so ... well I was sensitive about being touchy with my parents.
I feel like I'm gonna explode!
The car that picks me up just drove past my house. I saw my neighbor come, I think, and at 1st I thought he was black. He thinks he is something. So, the car like passed my house but stopped at a house ahead, for some reason. I was across my house. They're supposed to knock and I saw them knock on someone else's house. I called them again, and they have me up as 2nd time "no sho'." The car drove past in a gay "Central Florida" ir Orlando or area way.
I also figured if Tim Burton is gonna be a snot, like treat me like shit since the n word thing and not be fun anymore, that his daughter cannot = something. WHAT *BEEP* His daughter is her parents. I am not my parents. That's not how we grew up functioning.
Also, I got a reminder to do my homework when I came back in. I thought of ******** people with my k*** in the heart. I was thinking of snapping them off in a flubby way.
So, I woke my parents up, and my dad was all uppity. My mom was gonna call for me, and my dad acted like I was a boy! WHAT'S HIS PROBLEM!
STOP SUDDENLY THROWING IDEAS AT ME. I'M NOT GONNA BE YOUR STUPID CHINESE ROBOT YOU NIGGER.
I have a good relationship with my dad, but I don't wanna have *** with him.
My life turned into an experiment, but he wasn't involved, just a bystander. I grew up not like being so ... well I was sensitive about being touchy with my parents.
I feel like I'm gonna explode!
The car that picks me up just drove past my house. I saw my neighbor come, I think, and at 1st I thought he was black. He thinks he is something. So, the car like passed my house but stopped at a house ahead, for some reason. I was across my house. They're supposed to knock and I saw them knock on someone else's house. I called them again, and they have me up as 2nd time "no sho'." The car drove past in a gay "Central Florida" ir Orlando or area way.
I also figured if Tim Burton is gonna be a snot, like treat me like shit since the n word thing and not be fun anymore, that his daughter cannot = something. WHAT *BEEP* His daughter is her parents. I am not my parents. That's not how we grew up functioning.
Also, I got a reminder to do my homework when I came back in. I thought of ******** people with my k*** in the heart. I was thinking of snapping them off in a flubby way.
So, I woke my parents up, and my dad was all uppity. My mom was gonna call for me, and my dad acted like I was a boy! WHAT'S HIS PROBLEM!
STOP SUDDENLY THROWING IDEAS AT ME. I'M NOT GONNA BE YOUR STUPID CHINESE ROBOT YOU NIGGER.
Incitement
Did you ever find people in a great sense of humor not knowing how serious and dark some inciting situations often are...
How I'm Feeling
I feel restless! :0 Slept too much from my leg earlier but felt better and better today. I feel too weak for a walk, unsure of what could make me better. Maybe find some music to listen to while I lie down.
European Florida
People from Florida always "want to make sure." They don't have any umph to tell them the way. I don't know, my dad moved back and forth as a kid between states. I don't know why I have to be a Pennsylvanian but live as a Floridian. I know I can be like my dad's body, but that was because I saw him. I see other people acting like Floridians but then saying oh but not really and I don't care about things about it. It is already my knowledge that you can be what you want. I would think if Floridians were just dark people who go to the beach that I wouldn't want to be. California might be the hottest place. I don't know about up north, but it's kinda European. People don't like it, though, like young people, they don't want to talk about it to you if you're really interested for some reason, like maybe if you're not from there and don't have the experience like they do for some reason. I imagine, though, people from Florida aren't really dark. It is a bit energetic. I guess it's good to be diverse, rather than just 1 thing, not like it takes up space.
"Ethnic" or Cultural Origin
f.y.i. I read Tim Burton is Canadian, though he is from Burbank, a major media center of L.A. That means his parents are from Canada, but it could mean that he just has ancestry from there if maybe Canada came before California.
Floridians and Traveling
I realized Johnny Depp thinks people who moved to Florida are the best, who aren't from here originally.
I'm not sure what it is with Tim Burton, likes people who don't travel.
I'm not sure what it is with Tim Burton, likes people who don't travel.
Florida and the Internet on the Computer
So, I don't know anyone with a parent who just moved from somewhere else to Florida, wondering about that now because being born in Florida automatically makes you 2nd class Floridian citizen. 1st class means that you have ancestors who moved here in the early 1800s or maybe even the mid 1800s or possibly late 1800s and that's it. There's a book at Barnes & Noble that shows Florida Railroads in 1900. I guess that there are so many people who probably moved here around 1950 that I suppose anyone who moved here in the early 1900s might be real Floridians. Not sure what it is. Maybe the cutoff date is even 1950. I don't know why. 1950 is a big landmark year because lots of things were happening then compared to like maybe 1800. 1880 was also a big year. Telephones and typewriters. I'm not sure why we didn't wire messages, guess we had to wait for the TVs. Then, computers became affordable. The internet became affordable to poor families in the late 1990s or maybe when laptops became cheap. I am not even sure anymore when the fancy computers came out, but I think it was in the mid 1990s. The 1st few times is really nice, you know?
Floridian Birth
Something weird is that I know Johnny Depp moved here as a child, and I know my aunt's husband's parents moved here before he was born. He has kids, and their mom is from Cuba. Well, that's a U.S. territory. It's also a very sculpted culture, given. Johnny Depp's daughter is in Europe and now is in L.A. but seems like her dad, rooted in the north but with Floridian culture, unlike her mom, who hasn't lived here. They moved here. I guess she seems like fun, but she doesn't seem as hot, that's for sure, and is like following or magneting around to her mom, don't mean literally she's just not hot. Just don't have time to figure it out what I mean. I mean how to say. :( Well, that's how you talk, too, though. Pretty much, I will not listen to someone who is not born in Florida or who doesn't have parents from Florida.
Population
Orlando|Florida is filled with fat black ladies from NYC|SE NY and Jamaica. Lots of people move here when they're maybe like 13, 14, 15, 16.
Un ProBLeMo 30
Look, I am from Florida, and I have a problem and it's that Floridians seem to be stuck up.
Think of More Pleasant Things
What is the obsession with unpleasant things that get us through things, like the fact that we don't know many people and are trained to experience weird things for unknown reasons, which we get over. I guess you just have to guess that, well, with me, some things come, but hopefully things are more choices rather than like destined to be bad and we don't know and no one cares.
I don't mean pain but more like uncomfortable, intense pleasure, you know? I think Tim Burton has totaled the mixed Chinese as shit if they think they're more white than others.
Why do some people punch at things to get feeling? Is that what they're doing with the precious Floridians? The only problem is I'm also from Florida. I just have added heritage of my ancestors! :0 My life wasn't just my parents. Maybe, that's how I grew up, but we lived in the world. I mean, when I wasn't in Florida, I wasn't in Florida, was I??
I don't mean pain but more like uncomfortable, intense pleasure, you know? I think Tim Burton has totaled the mixed Chinese as shit if they think they're more white than others.
Why do some people punch at things to get feeling? Is that what they're doing with the precious Floridians? The only problem is I'm also from Florida. I just have added heritage of my ancestors! :0 My life wasn't just my parents. Maybe, that's how I grew up, but we lived in the world. I mean, when I wasn't in Florida, I wasn't in Florida, was I??
Beasts! D8
So, realize you tear everything in site and that you're not really using logic because you're mad at someone and think they don't deserve logic.
I forget what else I was gonna say, I think that people only like the Jews because they want to say they're the anti-Chinese, along with like all the other non-Chinese Asians, not meaning the Middle East and tribes.
I forget what else I was gonna say, I think that people only like the Jews because they want to say they're the anti-Chinese, along with like all the other non-Chinese Asians, not meaning the Middle East and tribes.
Did You Know
Did you notice that older adults, like the more elderly, disapprove of being antsy like these sorta pseudo-magician type Generation X males?
Getting Some Rest
I probably should fall asleep. If the alarm goes haywire, I'll have to have my dad take me. I'm waking up at 4, so that's less than 3 hours of sleep.
Problem Children
Tim Burton's been awfully mean and unrelinquishing.
Also, I'm getting like "the most" shoved at me "to make sure" of some stupid message. It really seems to spark in some memory I dislike. I don't see why I'm good and all of a sudden people creep up behind me like a showoff. Coming late to the party? I mean you no harm. I know ya'll have fetishes. Wow, this is crap. Look at all the stuff I'm bringing up. What happened was that I was at Mary Poppins, and the lady in front of me was being mean and disgusting and I'm guessing someone planted her there. I thought of her having like a nice forehead and then having squares in the middle but not really but just an idea for everyone else. I'm getting all these retarded taunts. Like leave me alone. I'm white. I know you're treating me like a nigger. You're not gonna answer!
Also, I'm getting like "the most" shoved at me "to make sure" of some stupid message. It really seems to spark in some memory I dislike. I don't see why I'm good and all of a sudden people creep up behind me like a showoff. Coming late to the party? I mean you no harm. I know ya'll have fetishes. Wow, this is crap. Look at all the stuff I'm bringing up. What happened was that I was at Mary Poppins, and the lady in front of me was being mean and disgusting and I'm guessing someone planted her there. I thought of her having like a nice forehead and then having squares in the middle but not really but just an idea for everyone else. I'm getting all these retarded taunts. Like leave me alone. I'm white. I know you're treating me like a nigger. You're not gonna answer!
Common Problems Unaddressed in Certain Regions ^.^
Isn't it funny people in New Orleans don't like to address the common problems socially everyone knows in the world?
I mean, because you aren't like all set up like a talk show host, people think that you aren't good enough to reach the goals that everyone can attain, like enjoying what's right, like maybe you're 1 of those people who aren't ready even though it was just decided that you were on the ball on that issue.
I mean, because you aren't like all set up like a talk show host, people think that you aren't good enough to reach the goals that everyone can attain, like enjoying what's right, like maybe you're 1 of those people who aren't ready even though it was just decided that you were on the ball on that issue.
Ready
I'm all ready for tomorrow. Have to do homework at school, but it's not much, this time, maybe because of drop date, though it's too late to add classes after the 1st day technically starts.
So, 1st day, I guess I was lying down, hadn't slept lately, had been walking around as usual. 2nd day, was about and packed in the last hour and wasn't ready and apparently when I was in the bathroom the cab didn't knock loudly. Plus, they came earlier than usual, usually come very late. So, tonight, I'm ready, have slept like 20 hours 1 day and recently woke up around like 3:30 P.M., so. I'm bringing my alarm to school and laying on the grass or something or somewhere. No one has stopped me. I mean, maybe there's a place somewhere, even a sick room. There has to be, as long as the police don't keep track of me. I have to return a book and possibly buy a new 1.
Also, my dad got me an all hot pink big Jansport backpack, a brand that's been popular since I remember getting bigger backpacks, though I used to like backpacks with compartments when I was a big younger.
I think it was considered selfish, but I mean it's just a good brand. It has plain designs. It has very good pockets, very very good, and I see now very very good straps. My mom and brother tried to sell some backpack stuff for the strapping, Strap-It, that goes across the front of your waist. Also, I have a perfect black gym bag from Sports Authority, where I got the backpack, which they aren't sold as rampantly, anymore. I just realized when my ankle is better I might need to bring a towel, though I wasn't exactly sure I'd be taking a shower. I plan on changing right before class. The bag was $25, and I'm returning some shoes for that much where the sizes weren't the same. I don't even really have that many clothes to change into. I don't sweat that much working out on my own, but I don't think I mind being sweaty. :( I even thought I could fit all my stuff in my backpack. I'm used to saving bags. I have 3 ballet bags. 1 has a CD pocket and the other is a sling backpack with something where maybe you can put a CD player, though I realize now we use MP3s. I just realized that. So, my mom got me a neon|lime green lunchbag but returned it since I didn't want it and didn't seee the cancer lunchbags that have been out for maybe over ½ year. So, I have my old, dirty red lunchbag I got for no real reason. I don't know, but I probably would have told my mom to save the green lunchbag. I'm getting a new 1. This 1 is okay, but I mean I could find 1 I really liked, not just 1 that is cute because it's a lunch bag.
So, I have everything all organized easily, not too complicated, a place for everything, even an old Valencia wallet. Well coin purse. My lunch is all ready, and I'm getting the Oreo crumble and after the classes are over I know a snack in a snack machine. I'm bringing dark rye cracker bread (so healthy I presume comes a lot in lite rye for some reason,) bottles of water (a big mesh that fits 1 bottle on my backpack,) some soynuts, a snack bag of mixed, salted nuts (had been having cashews in Orlando,) Clementine with a spoon to open (like a tangerine orange,) fish and Sweet Italian Sausage my dad got (wanted a big dark 1 like a giant Slim Jim,) 3 rather long leaves of lettuce and a stub of a cucumber. I guess the crackers will keep me occupied. I'll be lying in the sun. I packed everything, even my watches. Bringing my alarm. I'm setting 2 alarms tonight. I brought my camera and a little stand, need to ask my dad for a recorder. I see they cost over $50. I know on Thursdays, with the long Improvisation class, that we're supposed to snack in between on bathroom break. Oh, I brought almost a whole pack of female things, will need more for Thursday.
I'm getting weary, hm. I wonder if this is how Ellen DeGeneres feels. I wonder if the teacher has time like to enjoy I guess she has 2 small dogs? Most people have like 1 small dog maybe or maybe even a cat. Cats crawl, though. I guess people teach them to get down.
I'm waiting for my nails to dry, don't really feel like sleeping yet, gonna wind down to my YouTube videos, should lie down. I feel a bit irritated, like filled with hot liquid. Anyone can quell me? Also, I haven't answered all my IMDb stuff.
The reason I didn't sleep last week was because I've slept so much, but I'm tired now, feel more like resting with my nearly broken right ankle. I've been quite up today, though, slept from like 8 or 9 A.M. to 3:30 P.M., + the day before like over 20 hours. Now, I just so want to be ready and sleep. I was in so much pain with my ankle on Saturday afternoon. Then, I woke up and it was Sunday. I slept again on Monday. I haven't been walking, and without my cane my leg starts to hurt.
12:30 A.M. 3½ hours to sleep. Well, maybe in bed for a bit, might get up, might sleep 2 hours. Rr. I feel awake at school but mean like a week is enough, ready to get my sleep. Ow ow ow. I know that when you sleep too much it becomes troublesome. Sometimes, it doesn't work. Sometimes, it's better to last it out. I don't particularly look forward to lying down with the kids going past. I feel a bit beat up from financial aid and have yet more to deal with I fear, after the homework, shouldn't be too hard, neither.
So, 1st day, I guess I was lying down, hadn't slept lately, had been walking around as usual. 2nd day, was about and packed in the last hour and wasn't ready and apparently when I was in the bathroom the cab didn't knock loudly. Plus, they came earlier than usual, usually come very late. So, tonight, I'm ready, have slept like 20 hours 1 day and recently woke up around like 3:30 P.M., so. I'm bringing my alarm to school and laying on the grass or something or somewhere. No one has stopped me. I mean, maybe there's a place somewhere, even a sick room. There has to be, as long as the police don't keep track of me. I have to return a book and possibly buy a new 1.
Also, my dad got me an all hot pink big Jansport backpack, a brand that's been popular since I remember getting bigger backpacks, though I used to like backpacks with compartments when I was a big younger.
I think it was considered selfish, but I mean it's just a good brand. It has plain designs. It has very good pockets, very very good, and I see now very very good straps. My mom and brother tried to sell some backpack stuff for the strapping, Strap-It, that goes across the front of your waist. Also, I have a perfect black gym bag from Sports Authority, where I got the backpack, which they aren't sold as rampantly, anymore. I just realized when my ankle is better I might need to bring a towel, though I wasn't exactly sure I'd be taking a shower. I plan on changing right before class. The bag was $25, and I'm returning some shoes for that much where the sizes weren't the same. I don't even really have that many clothes to change into. I don't sweat that much working out on my own, but I don't think I mind being sweaty. :( I even thought I could fit all my stuff in my backpack. I'm used to saving bags. I have 3 ballet bags. 1 has a CD pocket and the other is a sling backpack with something where maybe you can put a CD player, though I realize now we use MP3s. I just realized that. So, my mom got me a neon|lime green lunchbag but returned it since I didn't want it and didn't seee the cancer lunchbags that have been out for maybe over ½ year. So, I have my old, dirty red lunchbag I got for no real reason. I don't know, but I probably would have told my mom to save the green lunchbag. I'm getting a new 1. This 1 is okay, but I mean I could find 1 I really liked, not just 1 that is cute because it's a lunch bag.
So, I have everything all organized easily, not too complicated, a place for everything, even an old Valencia wallet. Well coin purse. My lunch is all ready, and I'm getting the Oreo crumble and after the classes are over I know a snack in a snack machine. I'm bringing dark rye cracker bread (so healthy I presume comes a lot in lite rye for some reason,) bottles of water (a big mesh that fits 1 bottle on my backpack,) some soynuts, a snack bag of mixed, salted nuts (had been having cashews in Orlando,) Clementine with a spoon to open (like a tangerine orange,) fish and Sweet Italian Sausage my dad got (wanted a big dark 1 like a giant Slim Jim,) 3 rather long leaves of lettuce and a stub of a cucumber. I guess the crackers will keep me occupied. I'll be lying in the sun. I packed everything, even my watches. Bringing my alarm. I'm setting 2 alarms tonight. I brought my camera and a little stand, need to ask my dad for a recorder. I see they cost over $50. I know on Thursdays, with the long Improvisation class, that we're supposed to snack in between on bathroom break. Oh, I brought almost a whole pack of female things, will need more for Thursday.
I'm getting weary, hm. I wonder if this is how Ellen DeGeneres feels. I wonder if the teacher has time like to enjoy I guess she has 2 small dogs? Most people have like 1 small dog maybe or maybe even a cat. Cats crawl, though. I guess people teach them to get down.
I'm waiting for my nails to dry, don't really feel like sleeping yet, gonna wind down to my YouTube videos, should lie down. I feel a bit irritated, like filled with hot liquid. Anyone can quell me? Also, I haven't answered all my IMDb stuff.
The reason I didn't sleep last week was because I've slept so much, but I'm tired now, feel more like resting with my nearly broken right ankle. I've been quite up today, though, slept from like 8 or 9 A.M. to 3:30 P.M., + the day before like over 20 hours. Now, I just so want to be ready and sleep. I was in so much pain with my ankle on Saturday afternoon. Then, I woke up and it was Sunday. I slept again on Monday. I haven't been walking, and without my cane my leg starts to hurt.
12:30 A.M. 3½ hours to sleep. Well, maybe in bed for a bit, might get up, might sleep 2 hours. Rr. I feel awake at school but mean like a week is enough, ready to get my sleep. Ow ow ow. I know that when you sleep too much it becomes troublesome. Sometimes, it doesn't work. Sometimes, it's better to last it out. I don't particularly look forward to lying down with the kids going past. I feel a bit beat up from financial aid and have yet more to deal with I fear, after the homework, shouldn't be too hard, neither.
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