Friday, September 5, 2014
Book
I found hidden treasures in the children's section. I already read the "Junior" novel for Frozen, no pix. I got the book of the Box Trolls, not the one it was based on which is bigger. I'm so excited!
I just saw The Remaining with Alexa Vega and some other people.. funny how names don't make it these days, shoulda trusted me to act the parts.
I just saw The Remaining with Alexa Vega and some other people.. funny how names don't make it these days, shoulda trusted me to act the parts.
Automatic Respect
You may think I'm shit, but I used to have a voice. I was convinced by Johnny Depp to stop singing and have a normal life if I still could, but I didn't talk, and my voice is nothing to be excited over, thought it used to be in some way.
I don't know!
I'm sorry I blew!
I was already mad. For some reason it's hard to think then. I try to not listen now, but that doesn't really seem to be working, yet. :( It sounds crazy to me. I don't agree that someone is better than me, though. So, like, even if you want to pretend I am in trouble or think I need to be taught a lesson, then just teach me the lesson rather than upsetting me. You see people upset at shit all the time. Small shit. Good people, respectable people who everyone knows is European.. Maybe, part of your message is that I'm not white, but how can you honestly tell? I'm not shit. I see other people of my race, maybe shit in some ways, but not all people of my race. People just don't want other races to succeed cuz they think they know they will always be that race even if they want to forget it, literally, like me, and succeed in the end. I don't know if people are really messed up and how, but I do feel sorry if they are not like successful and being comfortable and not to crazy, mistakeningly thinking whites all want to be Asian still. I mean, I think some people are like .. a certain way that doesn't suit me, like physically, and that might be what's going on.
I was already mad. For some reason it's hard to think then. I try to not listen now, but that doesn't really seem to be working, yet. :( It sounds crazy to me. I don't agree that someone is better than me, though. So, like, even if you want to pretend I am in trouble or think I need to be taught a lesson, then just teach me the lesson rather than upsetting me. You see people upset at shit all the time. Small shit. Good people, respectable people who everyone knows is European.. Maybe, part of your message is that I'm not white, but how can you honestly tell? I'm not shit. I see other people of my race, maybe shit in some ways, but not all people of my race. People just don't want other races to succeed cuz they think they know they will always be that race even if they want to forget it, literally, like me, and succeed in the end. I don't know if people are really messed up and how, but I do feel sorry if they are not like successful and being comfortable and not to crazy, mistakeningly thinking whites all want to be Asian still. I mean, I think some people are like .. a certain way that doesn't suit me, like physically, and that might be what's going on.
What to Say About All My Relationships..
or pretend relationships with people.
Well, I don't want to cause anything, honestly, and I don't know who does and doesn't know they do it..
Yes, people seem to say I'm smarter than my dad.
Well, I don't want to cause anything, honestly, and I don't know who does and doesn't know they do it..
Yes, people seem to say I'm smarter than my dad.
How I Am
Well, I was irritated and cursed at people in my head again, maybe too tired and not too happy. They just kept bugging me like I'm a sin or I did something. I was squirming and stuff in the car and being loud getting things. My dad claimed he noticed. He talked and the rest of the day went fine, technically.
Well, I haven't permanently outed, if that's what you're wondering.
Why does Ellen teach people the hard way? It looks like her mom set her up to be the only 1 to succeed, not meaning it in the offensive way. She grew up to live a certain way because she's from New Orleans, but I don't believe that. Let's see why she doesn't have these problems. All I can say is, I think you should express emotions sometimes through curse words cuz it's funny, and nothing wrong with stomping your foot if not for a bad reason. It might just show extra emotion.
Well, I haven't permanently outed, if that's what you're wondering.
Why does Ellen teach people the hard way? It looks like her mom set her up to be the only 1 to succeed, not meaning it in the offensive way. She grew up to live a certain way because she's from New Orleans, but I don't believe that. Let's see why she doesn't have these problems. All I can say is, I think you should express emotions sometimes through curse words cuz it's funny, and nothing wrong with stomping your foot if not for a bad reason. It might just show extra emotion.
Look
Is making me argue all you do? I thought I Was in a good mood. What do you think you're doing!?
That was some vile shit. And don't play all day and week getting back at me for something I said around the same time!!
That was some vile shit. And don't play all day and week getting back at me for something I said around the same time!!
I can see it happened.
In a way, a thought isn't bad, but it's something to take into consideration of thought and stop. I'm being harassed, and I guess a thought just came to me and ticked. Just wanna stay out of it. Can't seem to avoid the negative messages.
I wasn't too mad
@ Ellen, but I had to say I know she did it in some weird way. Thanks for looking out for me, but I don't need it.
Questioning
So, Ellen is going through the process of questioning 1's disposition in love? Like, maybe it's not okay to be with boys, like someone said that and threw that up for me? When things for me were getting interesting? You all hate me and left the end empty for me and stole from me emotionally. You say everything is simply inappropriate that I like. We were over this when I was in grade school. I'm not 2. And I'm not a terrible 2.
Also
Quit treating me like I'm a shit baby. Like you burble words at me at 28. I'm a full person, not so sure about you all.
I don't appreciate
the monkey business that's been going around, like JuJu on the news talking about a favorite singer pronouncing Ju the wrong way for me. In Asian instead of English. Get away from me. Ellen, if you believe in sacrificing people like that, you need help or you're not gonna be someone for me. I saw you do it. I'm not doing it. Period. I don't know what's the problem, but I refuse to accept this. If you were my mother, I'd be upset. Why? Because that's what you said you'd do. Wait, you're just selfish or scared for yourself that would mean. Well, my mom worked out fine. Why don't you be 1/2 of our dads?
You all
like Tim Burton acting like you can ruin something big time if you feel there's an issue, but you'll never accept anything.
I will not be
given to my dad as a baby if I want to feel someone else is like a parent to me. That's not the point! They are silly people. Don't make them get too much closer in a certain way. This isn't a very detailed post. It's like you didn't let me have any opportunities and I never had any close friends. Wasn't that all I used to talk about that you all consider complaining? I didn't grow up with computers and didn't know if I should start a blog, yet. Guess we should ASAP.
Message
Your starting out video reminds me of me getting all this attention when I do music. It was crazy.
It's not that I don't like you.
Ya'll aren't better than me. We're all important. I've met certain requirements.
Ate
earlier was 3 almost boild eggs
now it's carrots and dip and cheese and cookies - so awake and alert.. I think that insult woke me up more
now it's carrots and dip and cheese and cookies - so awake and alert.. I think that insult woke me up more
Are you Italian by now, you all?
Messaging yourselves while I get called Chinese? Are you just cut out? With a thin nose?
I want people who are 2-sided
outta my life. My dad made me look like a dork wanting to be white. But I don't want him all outta my life.
College
Bus, can't drive off and get lunch. I want the Honors Diploma. I can't start music until after, anyway.
Look I'm not doing anything
and Ellen keeps laughing at me in some of my worse frustrations with what's presented to me.
So
What do you think about Bella always being in the right no matter what and then getting my dad involved? I'm particularly touchy, esp. about my parenst who know me. My mom lives life, she dies, but my dad don't deal with nothing.
It's true.
Ellen is racist and thinks she can label me racially if I'm not perfect physically.
Ellen keeps dishing out bad things to me. What the hell does that mean? That makes no sense. It's all mundane..
I'm sorry ..Ellen..
I'm simply robotically stating a fact and asking a worthy question.
Ellen keeps dishing out bad things to me. What the hell does that mean? That makes no sense. It's all mundane..
I'm sorry ..Ellen..
I'm simply robotically stating a fact and asking a worthy question.
What am I mad for?
I dunno! I have no clue! I thought this ice cream was from you.
I'm over it, bro. But I'd rather hermit away than hear the cray.
I'm over it, bro. But I'd rather hermit away than hear the cray.
Me, I'm Chinese.
Do we need another world war?
I think so, just against Italians and Hispanics cuz Native Americans are covered.
Look at the fuss started over Italian.
It's cuza Ellen DeGeneres, and she glad and won't admit to any other way cuz she like that.
Maybe I didn't mean it.
But no I do not agree with anyone making a fool of themselves and being mean to me. Best not talk to me.
Now everyone hates me
cuz they think my dad can send them a torturing message or action. I saw him do something like that.
What I Think
@ Sarah Brightman
I think she's an ambassador diva trying to appeal to what's popular nowadays. I'm officially - out -
I know she's not mean, but I won't take this new kind of mean and misunderstanding and suspiciousness.
I think she's an ambassador diva trying to appeal to what's popular nowadays. I'm officially - out -
I know she's not mean, but I won't take this new kind of mean and misunderstanding and suspiciousness.
Whites think
if they are ugly with dark hair then non-whites with black hair must be pretend pretty but really shit.
Not sure what it was.
I think a dummy would know by reading the past 2 days's blog posts, which ain't much.
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