Friday, July 31, 2015

New Audio of Me Singing

Exercise

2 big things out there I know:

-21 Day Fix - more like a dance fitness

-Body Beast - from Beach Body

I'm getting the later which is more weightlifting.  I jog like twice a day.  My leg muscles are huge.

Facebook - Post by Me on My Wall

Facebook is a stressful place. You have all these eyes like watching you. I can sense an attitude in others's posts. No one has much to say. They come in turns, like different flocks of sheep.

How It Worked..

I have been having NutriBullet smoothies and eating snacks between meals to keep myself going and my system.  TryFoodLovers the diet is still coming in to help lose fat, too, as well as getting Body Beast - Beach Body which gives you pumped up muscles that are huge on guys.

My Blood Sugar Level

135!

Diabetes Control Chart

(link)

It was 254 on the 27th 4 days ago.

Disney Sing Along

Beauty and the Beast on the IMDb Message Board for it.

I almost put a bell if they had one. I wonder if Bella sometimes thinks about bells.  I dunno I don't much name matches.  I think of part of my family when I see a Barber poll.

Stalked and Pursued

Ellen is like a stalker trying to punish me.

Dr. Phil is pursuing me but not others, messing with the truth in the world.  It's quite a spectacle.  You'd have to pin me down to get me to accept it.  Ah ha ha!  Which looks like what he's trying to.  Pathetic.

Fallon

I discovered Bella Thorne has a problem.. she thinks because of Mama that she's better than everyone who's older and the only "baby" or youth.  She has a nice mom, but I noticed people from Southeastern Florida go into fits for their kids, so maybe.. I know her mom supports her overtaking me cuz she has to.

So, she'll probably go into a catfight and have a fit if someone older wants attention.  She really goes around thinking everything is supposed to be about her.  It's one thing to want a lot of friends or fame, but you can't tell someone else to stop getting attention.  I think I pay attention to her.  Anyone would enjoy being the best in the world.  Like in Shake It Up, she settles and then comes back and I get the vibe that I'm in trouble and a bad person as the excuse, like she wants all the relationships I earned.  Who does that?  I'm also affected by people experimenting on me, and unfortunately she's involved.  She doesn't have to be so nice to me.

Okay, she has a problem, I have problems, too.  I am not being sarcastic.  I just am saying something that could be a word for different things but this is like the base definition.  The problem tho is other people are upset because they are jealous, but she's really a good person.

LOL, I do know she is upset when like I get attention sometimes, but I mean that in particular is not a big deal.

I know people like Ellen want her to fight me.  Well, how do she feel, me, fighting her?  That's inappropriate and not good for anyone.  I guess she's behind in thinking for fun.  Then, in the end, she just says, "Oh, well, I didn't mean that stupid thought!"  I think she does things of different interests or thinks I am bad.  It's no use being quiet.  :|

The Game of Life

If one person has a problem, I should still be in the game of life.

When it comes to wanting to be a friend.  I shouldn't be outed by one mistake.. LOL!

Bella on Fallon!

I just watched.  Something was on their mind.  I wonder why?  *Looks around etc.*

They seem really smart and popular.  They are there to stay.

I wonder what kinds of people Bella knows now.  Something seems sad for her.

I'm glad she's close to someone cuz she really is a good girl, I know.  I don't really know, if she's really with that person but I know I'm not and in trouble.  I know this person, too, kinda.  But I wonder like what surrounds her.  She's in films.  I guess she's a star.  When there aren't many, they tend not to integrate cuz no one is their type nor the diamond in the rough in that regard.

She was definitely great looking.  She deserves a lot.  She has been a good actor since she was an infant.  Too much to take in.  I know her hair is milky.  She is lovely.  I do tell everyone the same thing, you're good but it doesn't mean I'm not good compared to some people, too.  They usually get it and listen and think it's funny.  There's something special about Bella.  I follow her so am learning thru these processes.

Interesting

Bella Thorne should be #1 just to knock me out of whatever my stance was, but when you compare her to the world she probably is all submissive and respectful.. and the problems take precedence, whereas with me you found out I wasn't all white and went in and trashed me.  I could have been one of the best people in the world, too.  I dunno, why not just like everyone?

Poor People

That really is hard.  I know a factory working lady owned a hot tub.  I think it's serious.  I know I was able to afford:

NutriBullet - $30/mo for 6 months + a few extra things but free shipping
Try Food Lovers - $20/mo for 6 months + $20 shipping
Body Beast - Beach Body - $20/mo for 2 months + $10 shipping