Tuesday, October 21, 2014

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So, you're defending people who are not Chinese/native and hurting me?  Wow, I wonder how close you all got.  My life ends here.

Question

Why is Sarah Brightman posting to send hidden mean messages?  She thinks she's a cool teen, but she's an somewhat aged lady who never learned to grow up.  They let people like her and Kate Bush do whatever they want in England.  They always feel good but come out with a cold attitude toward Americans.

Maybe in ancient times

Asians were smarter but not more ***-like.  Like a smarter animal.  Maybe not happier.

Yer all crazy.

Heat is not disgusting.

It's over, I'm calling it off.

Fine, be comfortable around people for their blood.  Say what your baby should be.  Something you have when you're a zombie cuz yer whiter than everyone else.  My life ends how my life ends.  I can't even be in style.

What does anyone think?  Another dead end.

Do you ever wish

people would tell you what's wrong when they correct you, like in how you think?

My cousin's baby

might be the cutest thing in the world, but I will not stop for him.

These people need to stop.

I'm not gonna do anything for you.  You want Ellen to seem more youthful but younger than me.  Like that typical dream of how you treat Late Boomers when your parents are Early Boomers!

wrrrong!

I'd love to contribute "the love" for Ellen, but "the love" for me is not so no mo'!  Where'd it go, bro, tho?  What I say won't matter.

Notice

all the mistakes that are happening?  Supposedly, it's my fault?  No, people make the world too distracting.

Why are you still on about protecting Ellen DeGeneres like she's more on top of things with her fair hair?  You did it for her.

I C UR DOODOO

You're all flipping out that Ellen is like the greatest because she attained blonde hair and can flail around in party all the time, while the rest of us sit out.

This diarrhea is all over!

No offense to Ellen herself.  She's just a sweet, young, and part Askenazi Jewish girl.  She follows the negative crowd at times, but who doesn't??  :p  Did I say "young?"  HA!

I think the light hair is another attribute that makes Ellen so loveable.  Her brother is a boy, so maybe the black hair fit him and seeing as how good his sister came out.  He's already a product of intelligence.  He seems martyrlike and that he outdoes Ellen.  Here comes a flood of girls who are the oldest in their families shreeking out that they're the oldest..  :p

Now, the hair thing bothers me cuz my hair was not light much for long.  I wonder if I was considered ugly, even, by the time I hit Pre-K.  I think so.  My parents should have took my hair more seriously.  Why didn't the kids like me for how good I was, though?  Black hair was not considered out.  It seems Ellen's brother is there for a flirting toy, and I don't mean it in an unkind way, just that it seems she supposedly tried to live with all the drama and not realizing that these people she might sneer at don't have all the drama.  Really, it's miserable when it sinks in how dark your hair is.  Also, I wanted my chance to be pretty, but I grew up and it feel like it's too late.  I'll have to spend possibly over $60 recoloring my hair and $30 more for fixing products!  What I most want is to maybe grow it out again and try to get it lighter, but I might stick with this trying to be like Ellen until who knows when.  I just have to spend more time on my hair if and when I shave it again.

I see you were selfish to protect Ellen that I'm not worth it because of my dark hair and you don't even want me to say it.  Go ask my parents.  I think they wanted me to do something else to get my hair light, but they have dark hair and I didn't want them to be able to ever beat me in any way.

Hm

Are people figuring the answer by putting the goal as I have to be wrong?

Look

I already earned respect.  The world has simply gone crazy.  I can say if older people are bad.  They even said so!

Issue

Baby Boomers have become quite disappointing..

They want people like me to be imagined as babies looking at them all the time as they pass by or mess around in *** with *** influenced eyes.  That's punishable by the social community once they find out for sure.

My Generation

I think Generation Y is considered Echo Boom.  So, we don't feel as "small" but like miniature adults.  People between those ages are more "natural" and don't build nor paint a fence in feelings.

How do you feel about

saying the youngest people of the 1st original generation of XYZ are right to say that being smart is a trade of theirs and that it's actually naughty, like to smart adults who put you down for race or whatnot?  I'm thinking in this case it would mean people 2 years older than me, so born 1983-1984.  Shouldn't my generation be able to do what they do????  I don't feel as humiliated.  :|  I might have done something to deserve it that way and am also therefore not counted in on their generation....

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EllenFans4

a Twitter to post things of interest to Ellen fans

You must feel so good

to be the one not in trouble.  You all live by a shitty code because I didn't do anything really bad to deserve this.  You waited until I came home to be mean to me about college and trap me to get fat!

Schedule

Dunno if I will be seeing more of Ellen this week.  I do something tomorrow.  I wanted to do something the next day but might not.  To make it easy, count me out.  Something about that sounds odd, but you should probably count other things in.

TV

I watched the 1st 1/2 of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."

I really liked the girl who was only 4 years older than me who had her hair short and light but not as short .. as Ellen.  She is like stereotyping her, and I find it interesting.  In some ways I feel older and in most ways I felt younger.

You can hurt me

but I will still speak what's true for you.

Weird

My dad is weird and makes things up, like as a baby tho I looked white he'd get mad my mom didn't make me more, but when my mom is nice and makes me feel good my dad doesn't.

I'm being stalked!

I feel like all the famous Pennsylvanians are lame ass and trying to chase me.

The goal is to boss me around, when they got nothing to say to me.

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Jews

can be so annoying.  It's like they aren't all there.  They just laugh at the world.  People in LA, NYC, London.. get everything.

Josh Groban's job is to laugh at all the other great singers who can't get an agent.. when most of them are too nervous anyway.

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You know what I found out?

I had my body parts and things in place, so that's as good as and not worse than a blonde but without the hair to allow me to continue to feel better.

Thinking of a Song

Tattoo..  Remember when it wasn't about me being bad so much?