Friday, March 8, 2013
Why do
Why am I getting bugged by people from up north about what I do, like they analyze me and tell me I'm like flipping my eyelids? I mean, like familial types..
Time
So, I can go, maybe in an hour or less. I guess I'll watch the movies Sunday. So, I'll have 2+ hours out and have de-licious food. Find some sort of dessert. Ah! I forgot what I was thinking of saying.. Then, I leave tomorrow around 6, no, 5, P.M. Back by around 9 P.M. So, I'll come home tonight and probably watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." The other thing is I need to find game shows. Also, my TV has static at the top that covers mayb 3 inches. I want to see if I can understand how they play. I used to figure out a good way to play checkers, online. I just have to wake up by around 4 P.M. and that means just go to bed by like 3 A.M., which isn't really so fun. I may be tired, though, then it's off, might practice theater some, don't need to be in a rush, will get to the homework. Mabye do it tomorrow night. So, I'll have to go to bed again by like 3 A.M. so I can go to the movies. Then, I practice on Monday, leave in the late morning. Come home, need to be packed and then wake up at like 5 A.M. I don't really need to stay up until 6 A.M. Hopefully watching "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" will go well. I do have a want to fall asleep, my blog is all set up, have a new Facebook, doing well on Twitter. So, yes, looking forward to the healthy outing of the week alone I guess..
How I Feel
I'm tired, don't have too much trouble thinking. xp Maybe, I'll eat out later tonight. I also wanna see a movie this weekend, but I am so tired. I should go back to bed. Or watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show," I guess the 1 from today. You know, I have to practice on Monday, should pack for school. I also have to go shopping before Tuesday just for a little for something fun. Guess this will be an easy week, no class Thursday, probably not really doing anything Tuesday, I'm just all so tired..
Dream
I was in this place with like 2 arenas. I saw Tim Burton and went to hug him. He lifted me in the air curled up by his leg and it made me feel funny.
Before, I was at an old friend's house with her mom being rigid with me, sleeping with my friend, whow as equally ratted. I was supposed to be taking pills or something.
The dreams were rather long and slightly annoying.
Before, I was at an old friend's house with her mom being rigid with me, sleeping with my friend, whow as equally ratted. I was supposed to be taking pills or something.
The dreams were rather long and slightly annoying.
Going to Bed
I am gonna have to rest soon. I might get up and watch "The Ellen DeGeneres Show." 3| I have to do my nails and go to the bathroom. I feel so weighted down from the sleep loss coupled with weight training.
Facebook Posts
To: Linda Barber Jordan
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Harr Harr Harr. That was so funny. He's just like. "God, can I ask you a question?" I wonder how they got such a funny picture. I think of what I do in that way. It doesn't really come to me from up above.
To: Heather Evans
"Work and still had time to put forth a few more steps Into furthering/changing my career. Now this tired lady has to crash out for work early in the am. Didn't I tell you I love getting up before dawn?? Psssshhh...."
I'm still struggling learning how to live. I found out that weight exercise makes me very tired and that sleep loss lingers - harr .. harr .. harr. Speaking of hardy har har, hair would be a good way to get you hired, just find some way to make yourself look presentable. I have this theater teacher I found who teaches talking to business pros, as well as being the Disney instructor since 1988..been here since like 1982, though..She's not like a teenager to me, she's born in 1958. She mostly works with older students. I think there is 1 hardy har har teen in a class. She's very, what do you call it, flippant, but she won't admit it, as everyone here in Orlando seems to have been..though, honestly I would take it personally aback were it to have started when I moved here, 2005.. x
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Harr Harr Harr. That was so funny. He's just like. "God, can I ask you a question?" I wonder how they got such a funny picture. I think of what I do in that way. It doesn't really come to me from up above.
To: Heather Evans
"Work and still had time to put forth a few more steps Into furthering/changing my career. Now this tired lady has to crash out for work early in the am. Didn't I tell you I love getting up before dawn?? Psssshhh...."
I'm still struggling learning how to live. I found out that weight exercise makes me very tired and that sleep loss lingers - harr .. harr .. harr. Speaking of hardy har har, hair would be a good way to get you hired, just find some way to make yourself look presentable. I have this theater teacher I found who teaches talking to business pros, as well as being the Disney instructor since 1988..been here since like 1982, though..She's not like a teenager to me, she's born in 1958. She mostly works with older students. I think there is 1 hardy har har teen in a class. She's very, what do you call it, flippant, but she won't admit it, as everyone here in Orlando seems to have been..though, honestly I would take it personally aback were it to have started when I moved here, 2005.. x
Can you use my SSI money to get the things on this shopping list, please? I asked Dad, and he just said he didn't think it was worth it. I wanted to get 2 dresses. Instead, I picked just 1 outfit. I told him to pick how much money he wants to spend. This is my clothes, and I need new clothes or want new clothes. Maybe, you can pitch in some. I don't know why Dad is suddenly not paying at all for my clothes. Maybe, we can ask him to contribute some. I may need some money for food, music, etc. I can't have it where Dad buys me no more clothes. This is the clothes I want. I even told him I'd pay for part of it. Thanks. 
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Why won't you get me the dresses for $50? That's not very expensive for a dress. I'm using the money I get from SSI for food, and I only get $180 per month. How am I supposed to get clothes if you never get me anything? What, you just don't want to get me pink boots? I already told you I need you to save to get me these things. I already told you a long time ago. I would have maybe changed how I used my money, if possible, or you should have already known I'd spend maybe $100 on clothes in 1 month..getting stuff online instead of a shirt at the store since I want dresses. Why does Mom take my SSI money? I only get $180.. if I spend it, then I won't have any at the end of the month. I'm using it to make sure I have money for the food, and you can use your money for the clothes. What, so then just get some of the stuff I asked for. Get 1 dress at a time.
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv<yp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Size M|L - $12http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
Pink Girl Child's Party Dress
Size 13|14 - $49.99
http://www.flowergirldressforless.com/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=Flower-Girl&Product_Code=MB_1082HP&Category_Code=100#ad-image-0
Pink Girl Child's Turtleneck
Size 14-16 XL - Color: Pink - $4.90
http://www.target.com/p/cherokee-girls-long-sleeve-turtleneck/-/A-14171125?ref=tgt_adv_XSG10001&AFID=Google_PLA_df&LNM=|14168611&CPNG=Women&kpid=14168611&LID=PA&ci_src=17588969&ci_sku=14168611
Pink Knee Socks
1 size fits all - $11.97
http://compare.ebay.com/like/360502156110?var=lv<yp=AllFixedPriceItemTypes&var=sbar
Pink Women's Leggings
Size M|L - $12http://www.dillards.com/product/Moa-Moa-Basic-Leggings_301_-1_301_501845724?df=02516444_zi_charcoal
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Without the boots, it's $81.81.
If you want, you can get cheaper boots:
Pink Boots
Size 9 - $16.99
http://www.discountwomensdressshoes.com/servlet/the-46998/Hot-dsh-Pink-dsh-Suede-Comfortable-Winter-Womens/Detail?gclid=CJvc5MHa5rUCFQeznQodCXQAbw
Total
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$103.60
So, maybe, I can use some of my money, but Mom probably won't want to help. See what you can do, maybe buy the dress and accessories and I can get the boots or something, or I can get the dress and you can get everything else. Just pick how much you are willing to spend and I can buy the rest. Thanks.
Size 9 - $16.99
http://www.discountwomensdressshoes.com/servlet/the-46998/Hot-dsh-Pink-dsh-Suede-Comfortable-Winter-Womens/Detail?gclid=CJvc5MHa5rUCFQeznQodCXQAbw
Total
_____
$103.60
So, maybe, I can use some of my money, but Mom probably won't want to help. See what you can do, maybe buy the dress and accessories and I can get the boots or something, or I can get the dress and you can get everything else. Just pick how much you are willing to spend and I can buy the rest. Thanks.
Can you reserve a ride for me, Mom said...
I want to go to [gymnastics]
tomorrow, Saturday. I want to get there by 5:50 P.M. and leave at 8:30 P.M.
The # is 407-423-8747. Then press #4. Get the # I can call to check the ride that they give you and e-mail it to me. Thanks.
tomorrow, Saturday. I want to get there by 5:50 P.M. and leave at 8:30 P.M.
The # is 407-423-8747. Then press #4. Get the # I can call to check the ride that they give you and e-mail it to me. Thanks.
I'll e-mail you again if I feel like calling. I was about to go to sleep and thought you were taking me. Now, we are gonna pay $8, makes sense, you won't have to go on a Saturday night. I guess you're going to work, soon. I think it opens @ 8, and I was gonna just go to bed but might go out and get the phone and call. If I don't e-mail again, please reserve the ride. Thanks. Have a good day at work..
Off
I watched the 1st part of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show" and like when watching Tim Burton turned it off. I'm gonna go for a jog. My stomach's been overflowing. Yesterday was ... Thursday, talked to my mom and went to bed. Wednesday I just remember waking up later and my parents being home late. Monday was gymnastics and loaded it, Tuesday was my night out, my parents went to see my grandma at my aunt's ½way to Gainesville. So, I plan to finish this episode and try to work on my theater, though I feel a bit loony not sure what from, maybe from being harassed from my perverted fantasies, which really aren't all that perverted. It's like the feelings that hit after and the sorta magnet that draws me to wondering about the feelings I wonder about about concrete things in life. I would stay and watch. I just feel I need to exercise. I just had some nice water. Also, at the gas station I got 2 sandwiches, a smoothie drink, and a chocolaty health bar. I couldn't stand anything else. At school, I eat like that. I guess that means not so many burgers and dogs but maybe liverwurst when I wake up.
I figured it out.
I should have gone to a public junior high, though I don't remember why. I think - oh, yes, it was so that I wouldn't have too much homework and would get enough sleep. That always boosts test scores. I also realized I should only have considered ballet. I don't know, guess the only place to go would be that 1 big ballet studio. That would mean no choir, so I don't know how fun that would be. They said I could go just 1 day or up to 6 days, though later I found there was a pointe class on Wednesday afternoons|evenings, I think. I guess I would do ballet and choir. I guess my high school schedule would be:
Year 1
1. English I (G)
2. Geometry (G)
3. Physical Science (H)
4. World Geography
5. Career Orientation | Civics
6. PE I
7. Talented Theater
Year 2
1. English II (G)
2. Algebra II (G)
3. Biology I (H)
4. World History (H?)
5. PE II | Health
6. Spanish I (?)
7. Talented Theater
Year 3
1. English III (G)
2. Advanced Math (APG)
3. Chemistry I (H)
4. American History (APG!?)
5. Spanish II
6. Talented Theater
7. Free Enterprise | (PE II)
Year 4
1. English IV (G)
2. Calcluls (APG)
3. Physics (H)
4. Modern (American?) History (APG?)
5. Talented Theater
6.
7.
After School: Adult Choir at Church, Gymnastics, Ballet, Organ..
My focus intent is to be on not really spending that much time on anything but blogging online and I guess also practicing my singing, doing floor exercises regularly as well of course. Um, yea, high school art was cool. I did it for 2 years almost 3..not sure what to say about that.
Year 1
1. English I (G)
2. Geometry (G)
3. Physical Science (H)
4. World Geography
5. Career Orientation | Civics
6. PE I
7. Talented Theater
Year 2
1. English II (G)
2. Algebra II (G)
3. Biology I (H)
4. World History (H?)
5. PE II | Health
6. Spanish I (?)
7. Talented Theater
Year 3
1. English III (G)
2. Advanced Math (APG)
3. Chemistry I (H)
4. American History (APG!?)
5. Spanish II
6. Talented Theater
7. Free Enterprise | (PE II)
Year 4
1. English IV (G)
2. Calcluls (APG)
3. Physics (H)
4. Modern (American?) History (APG?)
5. Talented Theater
6.
7.
After School: Adult Choir at Church, Gymnastics, Ballet, Organ..
My focus intent is to be on not really spending that much time on anything but blogging online and I guess also practicing my singing, doing floor exercises regularly as well of course. Um, yea, high school art was cool. I did it for 2 years almost 3..not sure what to say about that.
Facebook Post
Christina Barrett shared a link via The Ellen DeGeneres Show.
Gold Hair, Chubby Rounded Out Physique, Smirky Grin, Mysterious Expression
So
I'm just sitting here feeling forlorn about Ginny. I like keeping up with Ellen DeGeneres, watching her show, look at her Twitter every day. I was just tired lying down. I guess I felt an aversion. I was kinda lonely. I have to figure out something for the summer, wanted trapeze. I dunno, I mean what about some water activity where you wear a bathing suit|bikini?
Reluctant
If Ginny (and Tim Burton) -are- for 1 focus, then why are they reluctant?
How is that okay? I think I've been here, awhile.
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How is that okay? I think I've been here, awhile.
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