My Old Blog: 01/10/15

Saturday, January 10, 2015

I'm a real person.

You may think you can organize things in a way that works out, but you don't pay the ultimate sacrifice.

to take on the position of just telling me when I've said something that's not just fluff? Saying I should regret things but you .. don't.

See, I'm not being sarcastic nor shouting nor pointing fingers. This does happen.

Fluff

All this what I think and put on my blog mattering is a violation.

WHAT

WHY DO YALL KEEP ACTING LIKE I'M BAD THEN SAYING YOU DON'T

Special Postal Services

Why is my dad being offered special postal service in the form of singing telegrams

saying I don't deserve what others do? I mean getting so violent towards me. Like teasing me and judging me for sensing my inner thoughts.

You're the lot mostly all criminals seems. You are trying to treat me hypnotically in bad ways. You think you are so much better you can teach me a lesson. You're all the ones who need a lesson. Admit it.

You know, my dad supposedly doesn't even agree with all this hullabaloo.

Maybe, I need to take an inner stand with myself and I'm blocking it out. I just wanted to post about it on my blog online.

which

means people who pretend to pay a lotta attention to me, like those kids in school claiming they dubbed me as nice, only in the end to ruin the fairness of my life, like I was a spoiled person in and of myself.

"The Ultimate Sacrifice"

I'm not paying the ultimate sacrifice.

Because some people have nothing better to do than to befriend me only to betray me.

Problems

Dr. Phil is fine in a lotta ways. My dad said yea that I said he tries to look big, tho. I like being powerful. Keep up what is best for you, tho. However that may be. My Gramma and aunt used to be cool and big.

You can run, but you can't hide.

Dr. Phil knows what people really want.

I don't believe in thinking about someone else and someone else thinking about me every time we get attention just because mess-ups pretend to do that to to others to only make themselves look good to older adults.

Sad

I sometimes wish people would leave my family alone.

Dontcha Hate It When You Find

I hate it when people lie and say I need to be sheltered.

Confused

You people are just out to get me.

Threatened?

I wonder if people feel threatened if something isn't about someone or if it's for someone else in the world in some remote corner.

Whatever is your own prerogative. I just noticed that it seems like there's a threat. A threat is dangerous. I guess they like what they do, tho. That's all, just worried.

Why are people of the sentiment that I should just cease to exist?

Just Ate

I have 2 hamburgers steada 1 like Dad and Mom. I finished 1 1/2. I had a few packs of fruit and vegetable gummie snacks. Ketchup is gone.

TV

I saw Josh Groban and Renee Fleming on TV last night! Good job! Nice appearance!

Cool and Sporty

Ellen may be cool and sporty, but she's more unforgiving than older women.

Back

from the grocery store

waiting around to get hungry again

I got 2 packs of cookies, coconut and caramel and chocolate, a new kind, buy 1 get 1 free
brownie mix with walnuts, kina what I been looking fer
a pack of cupcakes

I finally got some chips. I spotted the cheese dressing. Guess it's like Nachos and cheese. I like them at Taco Bell. I ate there every weekend for awhile.

etc.

It's looking like a good diet.

I'll be back.

Might be out late, dunno. Might come in and post and sleep. Etc.

Bye!

Just Ate

I smelled all these spices from my mom and 1st had some veggie chips and tea and sparkling water.. then I went for a hot dog and like 5 mostly bigger sized chocolates and a full bowl of ice cream topped with the chocolate syrup. I think it's hamburgers tonight. I take an extra, usually.

Interesting

People think I need to give it a rest while they surpass me.

New Video of Me Singing

New Video of Me Talking

Hey Doc

So, I noticed that since I was in trouble people are even discriminating against me racially. I'm not a bad person.

Hence, it was not supposed to be a total annihilation.

Security

The manager asked me if things were okay when I was complaining and they sent in security at the movies. The people were like laughing in an annoying way and other annoying noises. I had spoken with the manager earlier about how little hours you can work there in 1 day.

Ate

2 pieces of bologna
lite cheese stick
salted cashews
big salad - lettuce head, broccoli, carrots, green and black olives, oil

New Picture of Me

Imgur

So

No more rash moves? Too bad tho I felt I was being pounded my mom driving me. I know what I talk about is disagreeable, tho, to some.

Up on a Weekend

Dr. Phil?

Morning

Grain Cereal

You know, if you say that you're not punishing me by giving another girl attention over me in some abstract definition, it seems it was rather serious what you did as your said response.

In fact, let's see if it wasn't serious to you.

I'm not being sarcastic. I'm just stating a fact.

Also, no, there is no explanation for this idea that keeps coming to my head that probably is false. I mean, the idea was not explained, not that there is no explanation.

If it's the person who decided to do it, or if the person does like listening to someone else, then that's their prerogative.

Nite

All I had was coffee for supper.

Apology

I'm so sorry for the severity of my thoughts. It got lodged in my head. Can we lodge it out? I think it really just popped out and I felt as though I meant it when I know I didn't. I wonder what the next challenge or punishment will be.

I don't really know

what's going on. I don't have anything to be embarrassed about. Get over it?

Apology

for the misunderstanding. I don't quite know what goes on about me. For the bad words.

Racists

All these people lie that I wanna be trashy racially. They are all at me and telling me I do this I do that. I do this to someone I do that to anyone.

Apology

I'm watching Fallon on the side. Sorry I was upset, this could have an effect, but I do not agree that you deal with me by saying I'm black. I'm just upset right now.

It's fact, tho. I saw on The Price is Right a black lady looked at another white girl like me who's like got it together and didn't give her all this I know your race and I don't like you mess.