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Re: Once a criminal, always a criminal?

Why would people be advanced enough in life to know what it even means to hurt someone? That's death row. 

Bad People

People take advantage of me.

Problem

This person who is telling to be mean to me is obviously wrong.  They probably want the experiment to stop and blame me for it.

People Who Can Deal With Life

People want people to be able to deal with life, but they keep putting them down.

Problem

I can't deal with this.

I get upset at someone because of someone else, and then someone else starts fresh and gets a turn.

Alone as Alone Can Be

No one will talk to me nicely.

Problem

They're tying to say my younger cousin far away is better than everyone else, like Bella Thorne.  Born 1991 and 1997.

Problem

I'm not here to comply with the lasting mean humor of older adults to only their convenience with me.

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Re: Once a criminal, always a criminal?

Being a criminal is bad if it's killing people. Otherwise, it's just wrong if it hurts people. Some rules are just like for a game. Sometimes, rules don't matter. Sometimes, rules are made for the opposite things.

Leave the past behind, in this case as any! 

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If you picked one country in Europe where you fit in, which would it be?

You know Indonesians and Chinese-Indonesians have Dutch culture. I dunno, I'd be happy in Finland, Sweden, and Norway.

As for my dad's side, I'm not exactly sure what it is yet, taking another genealogy test, dna.ancestry.com. I did 23andMe.com. It said I had 35% of relatives from Irleand/UK, tho I have a lotta Anglo-Irish, it seems. Like 10% is unknown middle European. I have 0.4% Southern European. I thought I was Native American indian, very little, but it didn't show up. These 2 systems are $100. I never knew my dad's dad, but I thought he was more Irish than my dad's mom. I don't think he was from the country. It's funny when people judge you by your ancestral background. It seems like farmers come from Ireland, and the rest of the world doesn't matter, they'll be accepted either way. I respect farmers, like my grandma used to be, of course. I found her to be very smart and nice. She's pretty big but shorter than me and maybe shorter than 5'. Supposedly, she has more Germanic. It's funny I noticed them thinking about that. They don't talk about it as often as I post about it. She might be big cuz her mom's dad was who I think was more American and his wife maybe Amish from even Canada. I think I have an ancestor born on the Atlantic, whatever that means, I found online. I think that means I'm part Scottish, but I'm not sure. It's certainly possible, despite what I've been told. 

Worthless People

People are so worthless thinking I have done all these things wrong + that no one else has done anything.  They do it to submit to Ellen DeGeneres.  Like, "Oh, yea, it's H***."

Problem

My dad keeps on acting abusive emotionally in the environment.

Problem

You sure don't own your actions, you all.

Problem

They keep thrusting people into me and making me mad and judging me for it.  This is my life!

Dying My Hair

light gold blonde
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So, talk.

What's wrong with Poland?

Why do some countries get excluded?

Post Count

21,000+

Stupid Question

Why would Jews hate Asians and like Europeans?

Problem

They are still hurting me.

Problem

They went crazy after I said something they did wrong.

Blowing up at Me

What makes you blow up like a cannon at me that you'd risk yourself to express anger towards me and I may never even know?

"Nothing the Matter"

Just because so many people seem bad in so many ways does not mean you can tell me there's something wrong with me!

Problem

They are trying to negatively stimulate or destimulate me.

Problem

So, people incessantly attack me redundantly, I feel mad and have trouble separating my anger from them puppeting someone I like, and then they commemorate it via trashing Twitter with questionable features, which pollutes us with an insult about me.

Money

I have no desire to hurt anyone.  I'm being hurt.

And right now all that's on my mind is to clean my room.  I need a shelf.  I'm also dying my hair to see if I will be more accepted.. and getting dna.ancestry.com.  It will tell me how much Irish I have, too, like the other one didn't, blended it as Britain.

Maybe in the 2nd week of November I can get the shelves.

Kmart $64
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This is all my dad's fault.

I'm not paying.

Tradeoff

Even if they said they'd be nice to me while acting weird, they haven't been.

Problem

WILL YOU "STUPID" PEOPLE JUST SHUT UP SAYING I'M BAD AND WHEN I SAY THIS YOU THINK YOU'VE BEEN CALM AND ARE ON TOP OF ME

Abusive

Abusive

Problem

The people experimenting on me are getting violent.

Unaccepted

Why don't the damn talent agencies ever accept me!!

Issue

Did you know Dr. Phil messed with my eyes?

Age

I hate it when people are gross with age and keep me from an ideal experience.

"Life isn't fair."

Life is unfair for Asians.  What if you never wanted to be Asian?  Forget that I'm 1/2 white.

Racial Fights

I didn't start a fight about race.  Look what the "clowns" are doing now.

Jealousy

If you let other Scandinavians be proud of their race, then it's the same for me.

Problem

Stupid Europeans, quite blaming me for your problems.  I don't "hold 'the real 'white' people'" captive from you.

Being Short and Dark

People are telling me I'm racially unacceptable, that I am like a Jew in Nazi Germany and they're Hitler.

People Playing Pretend

People want to pretend I do something wrong to make an excuse claiming they tried to say something nice to me.

Problem

They won't stop!

No way!

I'm not doing this for Ellen, pretend I fit as my grandma's baby.

Problem

Ever since I got into someone, some people don't talk to me.

Unaccepted.

People are messing around that I'm suddenly not accepted.  They think America is now Europe, at least.

Suckers

People don't like me cuz there weren't as many ways announced to treat little ole blackheads.

Younger poeple

can be mean to me and not get in trouble for it.

I miss..

..New Orleans and Miami, a place I never lived/visited.

Spoiling Using Other Generations

They are spoiling Bella Thorne, "making" everything right for her, when to stimulate her, when to calm her down, while they mess with me like I'm s*** cuza my generation.

Problem

They keep putting up more things to lure me to fill my blog with their *beep*