Monday, December 15, 2014
I don't wanna
sound like I'm socially attacking anyone. What I think? It's not really an attack on me. I need to find some way to occupy my mind. It was supposed to be this.
You Bad Adult Figures
always thinking I have to hold out for no reason at all out of nowhere
while others are protected
while others are protected
I don't wanna think of my weird neighbor/s
every time I say hi! What the *beep* is this? This is not okay. I'm talking about something that's not okay. They just said something else again. How dare they!
Is it right..
..to be prejudiced against non-European people who are attractive more than most? cuz they're hard to get?
Roul from The Phantom of the Opera
It's fun if you don't have to work like me, but I'm on pills that make me tired.. I was going to Disney each week since last year, moved here 2005.. I don't know what it is, but imagine not living a normal life if you live here, even worse than LA. When you live here, it's like you have a tracker that lets people know all of your imperfections and robs from you your mental stability and talents.
It's fun if you don't have to work like me, but I'm on pills that make me tired.. I was going to Disney each week since last year, moved here 2005.. I don't know what it is, but imagine not living a normal life if you live here, even worse than LA. When you live here, it's like you have a tracker that lets people know all of your imperfections and robs from you your mental stability and talents.
Basking in My Glory
Why does this person thinks she has it all yet keeps having to be as jealous as she is? Like, she's rubbing in that she thinks she did everything right behavior-wise, and it's not like I didn't, which is what I'm talking about mostly.
I don't wonder if even..
..it'd'a'been worth it with The Phantom of the Opera more of my X marks the spot to tour for nearly a year with those people and Chris Mann from The Voice and Phantom. Imagine if I got the role and the Phantom was really young or something and I was sorta the fat lady that sings last-
If anything makes anyone uncomfortable..
..I'm so sorry. I'll see what else can come up and how much I can tone it down next time and eventually ignore it..
I looked thru some of my blog myself.
Well, I just got bothered again. None of it was really mean but unaccepting. I'm not gonna be Jesus Christ. Other than dying on the cross, he had it good. I don't know much about the 40 day fast then. Animals do things like that.
I take it all back, but it too late.
Not really.. I don't know what too late is on a blog unless you said something arrestable. I didn't insult anyone. It just came off that way. I don't think it looked good. I might have gotten something out of it, though.
Problem - cont.
I should be nice, but it seems it was done to punish me. That's 2 messages. The paying attention to someone else more now. She doesn't deal with this.
Problem
Why do you keep doing something to bother me? I haven't bothered you. You've bothered me.
Now, they're using the fact they pay attention to someone to bother me, like for the 1st time as something instant. It's not really nice to pay attention just to this person cuz they keep beating me up over her.
Now, they're using the fact they pay attention to someone to bother me, like for the 1st time as something instant. It's not really nice to pay attention just to this person cuz they keep beating me up over her.
What I Meant
by wrong tool was not just my father himself. Why would I even say that, anyway, just simply going crazy? Well, no..
More Bothering Me
I know who's doing it.. my dad randomly comes in to say bye and things or via electronically. Trying to get a rise with an inappropriate tool, a waste of my life.
Josh Groban
Not to be rude, but I was trying to get to sing for events like that and nothing has shown me the way.
Not to be rude, but I was trying to get to sing for events like that and nothing has shown me the way.
Bad Secret Message
It connects to someone.. It was in a different place than before, too. I don't wanna think of this!
Chris Mann
- Jaimz Dillman You were super sweet speaking with my son Saturday night. Gorgeous voice, nice man, what a great combo.
- Christina Barrett Yes, any lucky person to get to work with him. People used to say the same of me, but I guess things just got a bit untamed for me.. I'm guessing you're from up north since you live in Orlando.
Instagram
LOL! I'm sure they're wanted there.... there's dancing, food, and things to buy! :)
Instagram
People must love it in Ft Lauderdale! Hey, I was born in a hospital there! It seems like an adult/family town, tho. I remembered "Broward County" well. It is the best place I've lived, possibly. Did you know Belle from Beauty and the Beast is from there?
LOL! I'm sure they're wanted there.... there's dancing, food, and things to buy! :)
People must love it in Ft Lauderdale! Hey, I was born in a hospital there! It seems like an adult/family town, tho. I remembered "Broward County" well. It is the best place I've lived, possibly. Did you know Belle from Beauty and the Beast is from there?
So
for the remaining peanut gallery I can sniff like a fart, *** was when I was directing it away from people and so repeated.. bullshit? I wasn't really raging mad as a person saying it. It just fit.. I'll try not to look bad nor use it too much.
And ya'll have fun with Ellen. I'll watch, but I want you and her to have a healthy time. I don't know why I can't find that. It isn't fun going thru posts on Twitter. Do I need another account?
And ya'll have fun with Ellen. I'll watch, but I want you and her to have a healthy time. I don't know why I can't find that. It isn't fun going thru posts on Twitter. Do I need another account?
Worthless and ***
Whoever is doing this. I can see who it's in the style of I mean. This is worthless, and it's ***. Not any person.. Whoever "all" is mean like this. It's ***!
Maybe, I didn't need to think that.. I can't see someone nice doing this to me to waste my time. I don't really know anyone, and I get interrupted and my reputation put away.
I don't mean to rub it in, but I was explaining so it didn't sound like I meant someone themself but the thing.
No, I will not listen to you. I can say what I want about this bullshit!! Yes! I you don't think so, that's stupid! I don't mean it for sure, but it seems it happens whenever you don't like something. It is getting in my life and in the way. I don't mean anyone is bullshit. I meant something else I forget. The whole idea I am dangerous, would you agree, or are you just racist and don't care about me really?
Maybe, I didn't need to think that.. I can't see someone nice doing this to me to waste my time. I don't really know anyone, and I get interrupted and my reputation put away.
I don't mean to rub it in, but I was explaining so it didn't sound like I meant someone themself but the thing.
No, I will not listen to you. I can say what I want about this bullshit!! Yes! I you don't think so, that's stupid! I don't mean it for sure, but it seems it happens whenever you don't like something. It is getting in my life and in the way. I don't mean anyone is bullshit. I meant something else I forget. The whole idea I am dangerous, would you agree, or are you just racist and don't care about me really?
Not Saying No to This
but wonder why I am being followed in all things I like in a snotty way.. know you would be snotty in a goody good way if you read this.
Friendly Update.. Really
So, see what they're up to now. I'm singing and recording and typing between breaks.
They are still doing it.. which is up to them, looks tacky to me, tho..
They are still doing it.. which is up to them, looks tacky to me, tho..
Wonder Wonder Wonder
Why was I going on to complain so? I stopped. It's not something I keep up. I say what's uncomfortable. Dunno. :( It gets me thru my thoughts.
I'm not here to joke around.
You think I was bad and got something, but you're just being a hissy fit kitty cat, reveling in the idea of being bad and uncovering who's good and cool at the same time. Is that the name of that part of these games? Wow, I k***ed someone and have to pay. I didn't really. You did something, you have to pay, if any of you did, right?
I am not wanted
thanks to my parents.
I wanted to make things better by complimenting someone on Twitter who's lucky to be well-liked.
I wanted to make things better by complimenting someone on Twitter who's lucky to be well-liked.
he he he
The only people to be jealous of are Chris Mann's wife and Portia di Rossi. We're all in the same boat. What about being happy with yourself? I think I will try to diet again sometime as much as before. I did my work out.
And I am sorry if you read this and it makes you uncomfortable, but let's be pretty honest, eh? That's the name of this game I see so far.. Why not be more exciting? Portia is a scaredy cat.
And I am sorry if you read this and it makes you uncomfortable, but let's be pretty honest, eh? That's the name of this game I see so far.. Why not be more exciting? Portia is a scaredy cat.
I feel so bad.
My life is in limbo.
Otherwise, I just feel I don't know exactly how to say some things, so this is who I am.
You did show up another girl to me. I didn't act mean to start.
Otherwise, I just feel I don't know exactly how to say some things, so this is who I am.
You did show up another girl to me. I didn't act mean to start.
For Songbirds
It's too late. They've shown us off. Have you tried to make it big or are you already with a CD out?
But no, we still might be up there but with issues with others on things like publicity/fame. Can you sing a lot, like to perform concerts/shows? I know I could have, and so can you. That's something of a goal I have in taking singing. There are a lotta interesting people, but most are office workers. :p
But no, we still might be up there but with issues with others on things like publicity/fame. Can you sing a lot, like to perform concerts/shows? I know I could have, and so can you. That's something of a goal I have in taking singing. There are a lotta interesting people, but most are office workers. :p
WHAT IF I SAID NO
I don't want to talk to said person as much as you say I am. It doesn't "mean" I can't talk to someone else I like.
IT IS MY RIGHT
Look at me wasting my time posting all this + filling out Word Captchas. I have a right to talk. It's not all for everyone/anyone to read. Just wasting my time cuz you found out my race.
IT IS MY RIGHT
Look at me wasting my time posting all this + filling out Word Captchas. I have a right to talk. It's not all for everyone/anyone to read. Just wasting my time cuz you found out my race.
You all are mean.
You pretend you aren't. Well, things aren't gonna be going your way with me apparently since that's what'll rub off from what I believe now.
Serious Talk, Now
Well, no one's here and no one cares, so.. was gonna talk about you liking Chris Mann.
What's your routine?
Do you go online in the mornings?? I don't really work anyway, so yes anyway. I come for my blog and I roll over to things like my Newsfeed on Twitter or whatever it's called.
for those who don't know what that is..
..despite your being mean, I know there's good in there somewhere
..you may fail, but it's not my fault
..I just got another message and got upset
..you may fail, but it's not my fault
..I just got another message and got upset
It's not my fault
if you find yourself in less than perfection. You've grown up your whole life with your parents.
I'm not the one to say..
..I'm not sure what you're asking of me myself. I can see you're saying other hurtful things. It looks like I can't get a yes.
This one person acts like they're nice so what's the big deal, but I just saw something a bit different.
This one person acts like they're nice so what's the big deal, but I just saw something a bit different.
Weird Person
lying about what people really want
Just admit it, it's only you guys that are really rude.
What I Deal With in the Pigeon Hole
They want to all take what I have or had like it didn't even matter. I don't care what you think. I bet it's from that cursing of the noises in my room. You take advantage of things like that all too much. I don't always appreciate talking to you all and feel I have nothing to do. They also just bothered me in another way. I don't care how good you think you are. They're being silly bothering me more..
Story
There was a girl in a dress that was tight down her torso and at the end poofs, in green and yellow with 3/4 sleeves. She was only 15. Her name was Meg.
There was a boy with a family of girls. The girls were Bella 16, Chloe Grace 17, and Nancy Grace 18. The boy's name was Eric Rod.
The girl in the dress's name was Christine.
There were a bunch of witches and warlocks/wizards, a few angels, and some giant fairies. There were also quite handsome young men who knew how to quart courters.
Eric, age 18, said hi to Christine/Meg.. Let's call her CM. She was depressed, now in a red dress, picking at the flowers after an hour on the farm and tidying the house. "My dreamboat CM, we are to all go away on a journey which will cheer you." The man in mystery came to her and successfully was also able to caress her as he did to those around her.
That day came, and CM waited in a gold traveling dress. He came and took her hand and kissed it and looked her in the face. He kissed her on the lips and started to rub her in hopes she'd feel better. Now, they were not romantically related. They just were like friends, except he was years her senior. It was amazing what a difference in age did in their friendship, but CM liked being a young girl.
They were waiting by a river they were to sail down.
There was a boy with a family of girls. The girls were Bella 16, Chloe Grace 17, and Nancy Grace 18. The boy's name was Eric Rod.
The girl in the dress's name was Christine.
There were a bunch of witches and warlocks/wizards, a few angels, and some giant fairies. There were also quite handsome young men who knew how to quart courters.
Eric, age 18, said hi to Christine/Meg.. Let's call her CM. She was depressed, now in a red dress, picking at the flowers after an hour on the farm and tidying the house. "My dreamboat CM, we are to all go away on a journey which will cheer you." The man in mystery came to her and successfully was also able to caress her as he did to those around her.
That day came, and CM waited in a gold traveling dress. He came and took her hand and kissed it and looked her in the face. He kissed her on the lips and started to rub her in hopes she'd feel better. Now, they were not romantically related. They just were like friends, except he was years her senior. It was amazing what a difference in age did in their friendship, but CM liked being a young girl.
They were waiting by a river they were to sail down.
More Invasion of My Blog
I see now you think you made everything that could ever happen to me but everyone else can have what happens to them. Showing off by being upset in mood per se?? I hope that did not hurt your feelings, but it's funny to look at it that way. I mean really it was rather inappropriate. I wasn't just saying it. It was probably partly joking. I can hold it in better. Sorry. Sorry for what I said, but I don't know what to say in its place and am onto other things!~
It's my life.
Are you onto me..in various facets? I'm fine without people poking at me.... I'm fine. Isn't it funny?? Ha ha ha. Nothing specific. I feel like I'm on a Ouiji board. All alone. (Like in a movie.)
What I mean is I am a normal person, and I get perverted questions of various kinds every day!
What I mean is I am a normal person, and I get perverted questions of various kinds every day!
Guess what good news I found out??
Laura Mann is Chris Mann's wonderful girl! They been together too long without marrying. I wonder if Chris has any friends. Of course, her. ..You know, I dunno how I feel about my parents, they don't count.
What's this
blast? have to do with anything? Doing these things never hurt. I don't think it sounds like you should even be singling them out.
Don't you hate it when
adults become total babies?
Like, we have to suffer for their existence, they say basically?
Someone is really freaking me out.
This is boring and annoying, bothering me for no reason, trapping me here.
Like, we have to suffer for their existence, they say basically?
Someone is really freaking me out.
This is boring and annoying, bothering me for no reason, trapping me here.
Am I unhealthy?
I guess being in The Phantom of the Opera is not a waste. It's an accomplishment. They tour like 2 weeks 6 days a week with matinees on weekends per place. The tour seems to be 1 year. They do not really visit each area. They camp out in 1 location where people have to even fly to see. I assume they drive a day. Maybe, people here come with Disney. They really covered Florida this time, anyway. After Chris Mann plays the Phantom, I don't feel a strong desire to be in it myself. To go further, I mean it wouldn't be the same after his act.
"The Test"
I can see some people who think they know me personally have problems with me meeting "attractive" or "emotional" people and deny me my right to my choice of personality. Nothing happened outside of this.
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