Friday, August 21, 2015
"Backstabbing"
Do you like how parents go behind your back and find some way to affect you in private if they don't take something you do? Just wait some years and find they think *beep* of you. I saw on Forensic Files an Eastern couple kill their daughter.
Thin, Blonde Hair in the Sun?
Thin hair blondes more easily. I know because the hair on my arm is now white from being in the sun. My head hair is medium brown but with a black base color, like.
Ha Ha
I just can't take those stupid remarks about past tense reasoning.
"Oh, you stupid bitch, you cursed at Ellen! I want Ellen! Now, you can't have her. I couldn't 'have' her before."
I was cursing about the noises in my room, which seems legit. I purposely had to curse at my dad I thought I was so mad cuz I knew cursing about Ellen would not work, tho out of the thousand posts several were with like blotted out things, nothing grotesque. It was all a, well, "trigger" response. When I thought she did it, then I posted about it being nasty. I didn't go reflect on it and curse. It sounds bad, but you get the idea.
A pity no one advised me to stop, like.
It's been so long and stupid I don't feel it's still my issue..
So, I'm very sorry, anyway, but I feel I should reprimand the "mastermind."
"Oh, you stupid bitch, you cursed at Ellen! I want Ellen! Now, you can't have her. I couldn't 'have' her before."
I was cursing about the noises in my room, which seems legit. I purposely had to curse at my dad I thought I was so mad cuz I knew cursing about Ellen would not work, tho out of the thousand posts several were with like blotted out things, nothing grotesque. It was all a, well, "trigger" response. When I thought she did it, then I posted about it being nasty. I didn't go reflect on it and curse. It sounds bad, but you get the idea.
A pity no one advised me to stop, like.
It's been so long and stupid I don't feel it's still my issue..
So, I'm very sorry, anyway, but I feel I should reprimand the "mastermind."
So..
..Why can't more people be involved in talented public icons? I fear they did something wrong and gave it all to 1 person to make me feel jealous rather than natural.
Dealing With Things
I found I have to deal with and process thoughts. Why are people thinking normal things are all punishment at me? I just felt a little upset and then cornered.
Lazing Around
I lost my Nutri blender and am ordering another. I have to wait a couple weeks for that, too, or maybe now. I'm not doing muscle ripping exercise with weights all of a sudden without some form of nutrition like that. You're actually supposed to drink Shakeology, which is another $100+. Without the nutrition.. the muscles don't grow.
In My Life
I felt self-conscious around my parents and decided to spend money on in a couple weeks:
•lose bras for bed
•more socks for bed
•cooler PJs
•cooler activewear
I go around town in icky PJs trying to jog. A pity I can't get these things now, but it's in the system.
•lose bras for bed
•more socks for bed
•cooler PJs
•cooler activewear
I go around town in icky PJs trying to jog. A pity I can't get these things now, but it's in the system.
Isn't it abnormal..
..to tell someone they can't think of a curse word? It just comes up for some people.. even if they don't curse out loud.
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