Saying It Again

You all just snap me away racistly.

Worried

My uncle-in-law is irritating, and my aunt is stuck to the past.  They are hurtful, should not return.  I bet that person did that.  Yea, I said they weren't talking to me.  They were provoking me.  They been mean this whole time.  Not me.  Just mad.  I left..

I was pretty nice.

I don't see what the problem is.

You can't keep hurting me.

I had to leave.  I'll be hurt and no one is tere for me.

Who cares

@ someone who tortures me?

Problem

I didn't 'to mean anything.  They thought I said something else.  My younger girl cousin had a baby, and I said I don't like those people and just ew that my aunt saw the birth.  I didn't diss the baby.  They are being mean, and it ' snot like I meant anything.  They think it's so special they're making ticking noises in the rooms I'm in.  I asked my dad if he had a problem.  I said they were not talking to us.  They made lots of obvious noises.  They think I should be treated worsely now, too.  The person is poking at me in private like I'm not good enough, and someone said someone I don't like is fed to my baby.  Why won't anyone leave me the hell alone!  They touched a certain part with the noises.  I don't give a shit about them.  This person started saying I'm a foul of being to old for things that are inappropriate and unnecessary.

Problem

I'm dug in a deeper hole thanks to certain someone.

Vine

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By "what"

I mean something specific, the person taking what's mine so I can't have it and doesn't care.

Interesting

People are eager to leave family just to show the world!

If

you did wrong you pay not me.

Like if to someone else.

I already care, too.  I had problems of my own.  Try learning from my mistakes.

They keep being on and off mean to me. I am upset, they change and act like they didn't do anything and nothing just happened.

Weird

Someone thinks only they can have what they want.  That's weird, now they don't have it, that which is desired.  It's not in the meat.

Someone pulled being white from me when I took off.

Saturdays.  :)

I wanna see my Grandma but maybe after supper.  Maybe not?  I sang yesterday.  Like over 1/2 hour.

The same person who messed up my nose

is making fun of it.

This person is so full of this

that she takes what's important to me.  NO!

Well

I have to press the volume button when I watch Instagram.

What, now?

Is this person turned off cuza you?  I don't wanna see that person everywhere. Just saying to my readers.  But the turning off is really pathetic/unfortunate.  Why bother, unless it's personal?  This is tragic.  I guess you'd think some of it was the person.  You literally went in and did that.  So.. I find that a personal violation I could report to a pro.  They don't seem to be able to cross that bridge, usually.

Also, I'm having partly a bad visit here.  That person turned someone against me.  Pathetic.  Someone thinks some things aren't worth anything.  What about in their lives?  Just others?  All for their side?  Which is it?  You think this is wrong, what I say?

Someone is playing around knocking.  Trying to also get more attention?

Upset

Why is this person changing things?  What can I do?  I am both sad and mad at others.  What should I do?  This is not a game.  This is ***.  If someone likes someone, they can't (just) enter important parts of my world.  They can't affect my whole life.  Speaking somewhat figuratively, do accept them in ways.

Also, they are playing around with me, again, tacky things physically.

I'm just so sad and do not accept what that person is doing.  Affecting my ability to escape.  This is so lame.  I could have had fun away from them.  Guess I can't trust anyone.  Need my own fun.  It's just that way in ways.  I will not accept every day that person there to tickle me that I don 'tv deserve glory.  I am quite mad at the other person.  No, it does not make sense.  I'm sorry I still upset you.  I think what you did was not right.  I think the opposite would be wrong.  This is just pathetic.  A real pity.  It seems they turned someone off, too.  Also, if I think about a certain thing, people with me go berserk.  This is what I do not accept, saying no one should please me and just turning people in the world off.  Evil and pathetic.  Did an idea invade you?  This wasn't at risk, before.

I'm like so sorry

to who doesn't like these posts.

I did

end up taking the road less traveled last night and ended up missing out.

People are being mean to me.  I'm not texting as fast.  They think I deserve nothing.  Would you say I'm not the only crass one??

Problem

I think they are doing something against me.. and listening to that person.  I already was and am in agreement that it's up to the individual if they like me etc..  Why does it bother me, you ask?  I don't wanna lose anything.  Relationships don't go like that for me.  That person did not do anything to deserve to overshadow me.  People are bemused digging into a stressful past of mine, too.  This post is not for everyone's eyes cuz I think they'd get mad.  Another thing, me getting upset yesterday should not "change" things for me and concerning that person.  They are trying to hurt me.  I could not think w/o the curse words.  I even said I didn't mean the actual curse words, I managed.  Something else could happen.  I am not gonna lose something big for something little.  I'm rather sorry I even said all this.  I don't know really "how" to say.  Also, I think someone cursed me to think of like honking and such noises.  I cannot do what they do to me to them.  I am not here to play around losing everyone.  I do not totally believe in only me being called racial slurs.  That person is making extended family against me.  This is not your trash bin.  Nothing should be punished using that person like I don't got it.  I am not a stinker.  Something went down via the order of someone else.  It gave me a bad night.  I heard different noises.  And it sounds like the obvious choice had been executed.  How lame?  I'm still here..  That makes me very sad.  That is all.  That is all?  I want what I could have had back.  I know this is farting around.  What a waste.  I was already worried about how this could happen.  So, what?  You don't do this to others.  This is pathetic!  Racism.  I just wanted to state why I'm sad, from last night again.  Why are these people all talking to and being mean to me?  What about who I am?  I am being scuffed under.  Other people still are them.  So what if I got told to take a break and leave college?  What could have caused this change?  Good, another topic.  So, sorry it came out this way.  I am just so sad and feel disgraced, like people wanna humiliate me.  And hurt me.  I feel there is even more to say, in some ways.  I can't seem to tie it all up.  Why listen to that person and pretend I'm not as good?  Why such an attractive person so 2-sided?  Really?  Their life can't depend on me getting hurt.  About the main topics.. I mean, I don't wanna have things taken away all the time in the end.  I don't deserve that solely.  What should I do?  It was more than just a personal decision to do something.  I don't wanna even fancy it in stride all the time.  All because of that person, tho.  If the individual decides what it wants is okay.  I know who all's fault the shit is, tho..  I can't seem to get support.

I feel

I have more to say but bed.

I don't feel

I deserve anything and not punishment.

Dealing with it.

I dunno what now.  I was confused as to if anything I could think @.  This is just listening like a robot for that person.  Everyone doesn't have to think @ them, but they do but for a reason but for things I did that we're hard accidents.  There was a reason.  I keep getting perverted punishment messages.  I get threats from people I trusted and to others who are nice to me.  Like they are the only one in the world.  They never take anything go as stress.  They come on and disapprove.  I just post here for a reason.  This time was because this happened before.  Confusing me that something is there but not for me or the other person.

What you think?

This girl copy all I do with an attitude.  They think it's all about her, too.  You are bad.  Why?  Cuz you think it's a game to punish me with bases loaded.  Like someone is nice to me, same thing for this irritating person to me.  Their style.  I am not gonna be punished!!!!

I mean nothing bad nor to the person.  Just noticed this.

This all is not all the drama.

Something just felt like a hurtful message for not so many good reasons.  Who cares?  I deserve to meet people.

This was supposed to be support.  Nothing is about me.  I have no friends, just talking to myself.

They aren't just adding someone but making it punishment.

Again, love to the people, I mean no harm.  I'll deal with it, like I'm doing.  I thought some mad things today.  So, this is like a B+.  Today was fail.  I am so sorry.  These posts were impersonal to the other victim rather than an argument.

I'm not here

to juggle the mention of a person with no meaning.

And to think the person gets attention over me from people who were special to me.  Over?  And just to annoy me?  What is it, now?  Always having a blast.  Literally.  Why should I listen to anyone??

I look back at what I said and don't know right now what to say.  I don't want this person stealing my relationships.  Why do they think they got all the people to meet me?  Don't I have something?  People are following one another like cats in fear of those in charge.  I make my stand that I do not agree in the things they do.  Come and get me 1st.

I didn't wanna write all this..  I forget.

I don't even know why we came, for our own good.

I'm not giving up nothing.  For thinking what I could muster stupidly tho and for talking it out.  I was shocked at the reaction I got.  So, I went thru and took back what I said.  Can I have any relationship in the world of success?  This is pathetic, what for?  See, you just trashed my life, like nothing could ever be important.  I am not putting up with this shit!  You cannot even blame my dad.  What is the shit?  That nothing is important just for me with people I like.  You think that's the story of your life.  You're teasing me again, like a luny.  I can't trust in anyone.

I haven't said anything I actually shouldn't.  I'm gonna go ahead and post this.

They are playing games.  I wanted to ignore some things about this person.  They make me sad cuz they don't have to pay and just want to suck my blood.  What should I do?

What is it, really?  That I am confused as to who someone is all talking to.  This isn't a team to shame me.  I done nothing.  I know it is not a game and humiliating "fake" punishment.

Also, I heard someone was hurt for being nice to me.  That happened to someone I saw, too.  This is not a game, your "fake" punishment.  They are trying to knock out possible future kids, like they just press a button!  I will not listen to you.  This is dangerous.  You don't care about me.