A guy told me to sit inside and suggested things, that iI shouldn't go up to Ginny and that me almost breaking my ankle hurt her.
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Thursday, March 14, 2013
Late Ride
My ride will be here 30 to 45 minutes late.
No bathroom. They had come early, mischeduled my ride. I have on tight gym shorts. I will probably **** you all for keeping me from relaxing.
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No bathroom. They had come early, mischeduled my ride. I have on tight gym shorts. I will probably **** you all for keeping me from relaxing.
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Problem
I was in the bathroom, and this black worker thought I wasn't white and that was what mattered, getting more Ellen bs..no 1 cares what she feels, let's just all like k**** -her- out. You're gonna hurt my teacher for being nice, no 1 cares you worthless Orlando niggers.
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The Voice of the Children
Does anyone know about wanting to hear the sound of the voice of your children?
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Fish Bulb - Bulb Fish
I just thought of a dancing bulb singing the fish song.
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Classical Outbreakings
Kids with young dads honk(-fart) classical outbreakings.
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To Others Aren't
I won't listen that kids with a Late Boom mom are priority bc to others aren't.
The 80's were free and aquatic and probably oceanic.
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The 80's were free and aquatic and probably oceanic.
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It's so cold.
For the 1st time, I'm wearing my medium coat and my puffy, white coat with a like plastic snap buckle. My jands weren't too cold but have gloves.
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Message
From: Christina Ann (Joanna) Barrett - student @ Valencia since 2006. :) - 1st full semester on campus =}
E-Mail: christinabarrett2012@yahoo.com
Message: If you want to meet in the mornings at Valencia, like in the front, you know, like anywhere 5-8AM, to talk about IMDb|movies, do a little ballet, maybe practice bridges and hope you go to the gym and do flips. Guess we would need like jazz or dance team shoes, eventually..
Website: cab1986orlfl#.blogspot.com or later (#=21 as of 2013/03/14)Something I Don't Do
I don't act like a dying cat about being a programmed woman.
Also, you know that Ellen DeGeneres will agree with Kate Bush, so don't trust her lies.
Also, you know that Ellen DeGeneres will agree with Kate Bush, so don't trust her lies.
Eat
Maybe, I should eat. My mom just left. Oh yea, I'm gonna plan to meet in the mornings at Valencia to talk about movies and do ballet. Going to go in the ballet studio in the morning today and give out invites or maybe .. dunno, don't have cards.. what will I do? I have notecards but not enough. I have lots of typing paper. I have to pay to print, though. Yea, I need to print them out maybe. Maybe, cut strips of invites.. have to figure it out.
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Interesting Things
Attractive people are unsuccessful compared to me, so what hope do you have?
Also, why feel sorry for someone like Ellen DeGeneres for thinking Twitter is cool..
Also, why feel sorry for someone like Ellen DeGeneres for thinking Twitter is cool..
Sobbing
When I sobbed, my blankets suctioned around my top and felt like incessantly magic. I felt that at 1st in college up north and sometimes here when I could.. :| It felt sorta celestial, actually.
Facebook Post
To: girl in Voice for the Actor & Acting 1 - ½ Puetro Rican (maternally) ½ part black and white|mostly Italian
Yea, I mean, I just look at it and wonder. It seems very European, but I mean it seems kinda overrated, you know like sorta the style. It would be funny if that were your profile picture. Ginny would like it. You should post with her on Facebook. I wonder why Ginny does voiceovers for movies.. Maybe, we should start like an IMDb and movie club in Orlando. I wanted to do ballet in the mornings, but I mean, that would mean we'd want to take a shower after but you know not necessarily. We could do it like 6-6:45 A.M. We could just come hang out and do balletse, like any day MTWR. Then, I guess we go to work, school, or sleep. It's just I also stay late so am not sure of that. Just see who can show up. Maybe, we can just make it a club interested in popular needs, IMDb|movies + ballet|gymnastics. I want to do trapeze, too, so I wonder what we can do about that. You know they have ribbon and maybe hoop, not sure if they had something else, know maybe group ribbon. I go to the gymnastics place and run and do a somersault onto a soft mat and have no problem jumping up when I do it and recorded it and put it on YouTube. I don't know of a place with both a gymnastics gym and ballet studio|classroom. I don't think I'd substitute with ice skating but was considering it for over the summer, as well, but I might go to Disney, instead, possibly both, dunno. I would go to water parks and also the swimming pools in a yellow bikini. Gymnastics is a way to engage the connection of muscles in your body, obviously. I can do cartwheels easily in a row, also there being this kind where you like put your legs together in the air. Well, okay, guess I will wind down again and go back to bed, see you tomorrow! ;D
Yea, I mean, I just look at it and wonder. It seems very European, but I mean it seems kinda overrated, you know like sorta the style. It would be funny if that were your profile picture. Ginny would like it. You should post with her on Facebook. I wonder why Ginny does voiceovers for movies.. Maybe, we should start like an IMDb and movie club in Orlando. I wanted to do ballet in the mornings, but I mean, that would mean we'd want to take a shower after but you know not necessarily. We could do it like 6-6:45 A.M. We could just come hang out and do balletse, like any day MTWR. Then, I guess we go to work, school, or sleep. It's just I also stay late so am not sure of that. Just see who can show up. Maybe, we can just make it a club interested in popular needs, IMDb|movies + ballet|gymnastics. I want to do trapeze, too, so I wonder what we can do about that. You know they have ribbon and maybe hoop, not sure if they had something else, know maybe group ribbon. I go to the gymnastics place and run and do a somersault onto a soft mat and have no problem jumping up when I do it and recorded it and put it on YouTube. I don't know of a place with both a gymnastics gym and ballet studio|classroom. I don't think I'd substitute with ice skating but was considering it for over the summer, as well, but I might go to Disney, instead, possibly both, dunno. I would go to water parks and also the swimming pools in a yellow bikini. Gymnastics is a way to engage the connection of muscles in your body, obviously. I can do cartwheels easily in a row, also there being this kind where you like put your legs together in the air. Well, okay, guess I will wind down again and go back to bed, see you tomorrow! ;D
Re: B4 Class
Sent @ 2:55:38 A.M.
I told her in class to add my on my new Facebook, near the beginning of the year, maybe even 1st class. She didn't. Then, she didn't e-mail me back after telling me to e-mail her. Amy Daniels, my partner in Acting 1, the really polite girl with curly, pretty light blonde hair, from California somewhere, on my YouTube acting and me watching her singing class, said Ginny said she doesn't check her e-mail but she had said to e-mail her, I think.. I talked about it with her and the black girl we worked with, who's on my Facebook and YouTube. I talked to her until 8:45 P.M. Then, she closed her Facebook until like 2 A.M.
What I was sobbing about was how I went to Lakeside, the mental institute for the misbehaved and mostly mixed people of Orlando, and it is a poor quality institute with papers in the middle office closing like every 5-15 seconds. There is a small space for females and like 15 rows of couches for males. I can't sleep there, I know, now. I was there a long time, 1st, only a month, and a night the 2nd time, just had to present myself and hadn't like gone there much. I risk going back, but I don't corner my mom, in her room and stuff, guess my dad doesn't want me to, neither, will tell me to move out he said, if I do. I mean, I don't do so much, but I just get feisty, like mad, don't like punch the walls. Try not to get mad, maybe will just learn to ignore my parents, but I felt really hurt, didn't know what to do, knew no one cared, that people were all going crazy around me imprinting me with memories about my future kids and husband. *D;
So, I was so sad because the 1st time, I had thought I was in an experiment and had to call Tim Burton's daughter the N word ("nigger..") because it would come up and to make it seem like not as bad, and I was really confused. My dad wasn't as nice to me anymore. When I punched my wall not so bad when the people on the Johnny Depp board, bless them, racistly discluded me, ..once more.., my mom took me to get my blackheads removed from this lady at her home and later at a spa. She put suctions on my forehead, and I couldn't think as well, anymore, it seemed that chords were plugging to the front of my head, in a good way, though I've sensed a good time ago that that is a bad thing. I still feel my face swirling somewhat uncontrollably most of the time, though. So, what made me mad was when I went there, there was this black, sorta lighter almost tan guy, who later I saw had clear sorta holes in his nose filled with puss dirt, not really sure why.., went and I watched TV, and it seemed suddenly everyone in Orlando and eventually the world knew about it, and the people at the hospital were ever so much more racist once they found out. This has been since December 2009 when it happened. I was there like April-May 2010.. So, no one is nice to me, but they also hurt me more before in public, because in the experiment I flunked out of and was kicked out of college, my major in music education and taking singing. I originally wanted to do singing and composition, mostly, at 1st, but I got in the 3rd audition. I think I will go to a Catholic school up north near where my relatives live and take singing, didn't have it before. I will go in Spring 2014, if my audition goes through and my non-failing semesters work.. Maybe, I can transfer to singing at Rollins. If I go to UCF, I mean that would be cool, too. I would probably live at home and take the shuttle. I mean, when I get back, maybe I'll take Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at Seminole, was gonna go there for singing. I went there to audition, but I guess I am not ready. Maybe, I will do some things I know and like, if they are the right variety.. So, I stopped when I almost threw up a little and I guess just tried to feel good.
Also, I wonder if it was Ginny's choice for messing herself up ..like everyone else. That's what people think in communities who are successful and uninhibited citizens.
Well, okay..
Sent @ 2:55:38 A.M.
I told her in class to add my on my new Facebook, near the beginning of the year, maybe even 1st class. She didn't. Then, she didn't e-mail me back after telling me to e-mail her. Amy Daniels, my partner in Acting 1, the really polite girl with curly, pretty light blonde hair, from California somewhere, on my YouTube acting and me watching her singing class, said Ginny said she doesn't check her e-mail but she had said to e-mail her, I think.. I talked about it with her and the black girl we worked with, who's on my Facebook and YouTube. I talked to her until 8:45 P.M. Then, she closed her Facebook until like 2 A.M.
What I was sobbing about was how I went to Lakeside, the mental institute for the misbehaved and mostly mixed people of Orlando, and it is a poor quality institute with papers in the middle office closing like every 5-15 seconds. There is a small space for females and like 15 rows of couches for males. I can't sleep there, I know, now. I was there a long time, 1st, only a month, and a night the 2nd time, just had to present myself and hadn't like gone there much. I risk going back, but I don't corner my mom, in her room and stuff, guess my dad doesn't want me to, neither, will tell me to move out he said, if I do. I mean, I don't do so much, but I just get feisty, like mad, don't like punch the walls. Try not to get mad, maybe will just learn to ignore my parents, but I felt really hurt, didn't know what to do, knew no one cared, that people were all going crazy around me imprinting me with memories about my future kids and husband. *D;
So, I was so sad because the 1st time, I had thought I was in an experiment and had to call Tim Burton's daughter the N word ("nigger..") because it would come up and to make it seem like not as bad, and I was really confused. My dad wasn't as nice to me anymore. When I punched my wall not so bad when the people on the Johnny Depp board, bless them, racistly discluded me, ..once more.., my mom took me to get my blackheads removed from this lady at her home and later at a spa. She put suctions on my forehead, and I couldn't think as well, anymore, it seemed that chords were plugging to the front of my head, in a good way, though I've sensed a good time ago that that is a bad thing. I still feel my face swirling somewhat uncontrollably most of the time, though. So, what made me mad was when I went there, there was this black, sorta lighter almost tan guy, who later I saw had clear sorta holes in his nose filled with puss dirt, not really sure why.., went and I watched TV, and it seemed suddenly everyone in Orlando and eventually the world knew about it, and the people at the hospital were ever so much more racist once they found out. This has been since December 2009 when it happened. I was there like April-May 2010.. So, no one is nice to me, but they also hurt me more before in public, because in the experiment I flunked out of and was kicked out of college, my major in music education and taking singing. I originally wanted to do singing and composition, mostly, at 1st, but I got in the 3rd audition. I think I will go to a Catholic school up north near where my relatives live and take singing, didn't have it before. I will go in Spring 2014, if my audition goes through and my non-failing semesters work.. Maybe, I can transfer to singing at Rollins. If I go to UCF, I mean that would be cool, too. I would probably live at home and take the shuttle. I mean, when I get back, maybe I'll take Ginny's Speech and Voice and Articulation classes at Seminole, was gonna go there for singing. I went there to audition, but I guess I am not ready. Maybe, I will do some things I know and like, if they are the right variety.. So, I stopped when I almost threw up a little and I guess just tried to feel good.
Also, I wonder if it was Ginny's choice for messing herself up ..like everyone else. That's what people think in communities who are successful and uninhibited citizens.
Well, okay..
Better
I had the herbal quelling tea and a few lemon cookies, lemon tea. Don't have plain oatmeal. Probably getting it, this weekend. Also, my dad doesn't seem to get my healthy bread-like crackers, anymore. I'm also getting a new lunchbox.
Just Woke Up
I was feeling good, at 1st, and then woke up it seemed like in an hour, then at midnight, and now @ 2.
I just went to the bathroom. I'm making tea. I was gonna have hot chocolate. I'll probably have lemon cookies with lemon tea. We don't have hot chocolate.
I guess I'll just blog, not feeling so hot.
This should have been posted 5 minutes, ago.
I just went to the bathroom. I'm making tea. I was gonna have hot chocolate. I'll probably have lemon cookies with lemon tea. We don't have hot chocolate.
I guess I'll just blog, not feeling so hot.
This should have been posted 5 minutes, ago.
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