Problem

They are messing around.  My blog had a weird address at the bottom.

I SAID NO

YOU THINK I'M STUPID?

cont.

You have no right to do this.  I said no.  That doesn't make sense.  I never will listen.

I'm not alone.

And no one wants to talk it out with me.  I stayed contained.

Why did you just say that?  "Want/s?"  I told you I AM NOT GIVING UP ANY PERSON FOR THIS.

So

Very sorry about my stupidity.  I wish I didn't start squinching.  I'm stuck here trying to sleep.

Problems Go

I'm feeling  better about being less tacky, tho.

..good night

Problem

My feet feel numb and tingly.

You don't give other people these problems.  What the *beep* do you think I am to speak to me in such a way?

I know what you're gonna do now.

You think I am not set with someone, were waiting to see me lose it.  QUIT IT.  It's hurting me.

Problem

I SAID NO

All the posts are now saying +1.

I SAID NO

I'm not playing your jokes all night on this.

I don't want that person to be in my life watching me.

I SAID NO

I am not listening to you and taking someone I like outta my life cuz I got physical.  I SAID NO.  I don't care what anyone thinks.  This experiment is  bullshit.

Problem

What will this do for my singing voice?

Confused

I didn't really get it.  I did, but they wouldn't stop.

Now, they're gonna wake up someone and make them mad at me and do wrong things to me.

I NEED MY PRIVACY.

Problem

Now, my legs are puffed up.

You now, this shit ruined everything.  I didn't hit the table.  I stomped on the floor to stop it!  I SAID TO STOP.  How stupid is this?  They really won't shut up.  I demand you stop.  You know, we started this with Ellen.

Problem

Why don't you care if I'm upset?  Are you black?

Problem

They won't quit.

Someone 1+' this post.  I don't know if it was me.

Problem

I see what they are doing.

Hey stop making fun of me!

I still won't take this.

What if this comes up?  That's all I want to know.  I don't want my birthday ruined.  What about all these other messages?  They are sending more.

Problem

A car said my favorite weekend now!

My mom won't stop.

I NEED TO REALLY GET TO BED YOU BASTARDS.

Problem

STOP

Problem

OK, they've lost it.  My fingers hurt.

Problem

You have no right to infiltrate my birthday in any way.  I have nothing against anyone.  My mom is joking this is like Portia.  Tell her to shut the Hell up.

Problem

They really won't shut up.  This is sick.  I need to get to bed!

Problem

I had to squeam with myself and now they think I did something.  LEAVE ME ALONE.

Problem

They keep saying something now and I have to go to bed!  I wake up so early!

Problem

Why do you keep acting like I'm in trouble?  That's what's wrong.  Hey, they think I am submitting.  They are losers.  You all won't stop bothering me.  I don't feel well.  I won't take this.  I don't know what to do about what you said.  When people dig in it really hurts.  They just affected my nose!  That's not nice.  Go away.  I want my nose and everything.  Quit bothering me.  They won't be quiet.  They are so annoying.

Problem

They also were being sarcastic and won't stop.  They said, "1 day," and did 2 new different things.

Problem

I don't want to be bothered about this.  I'm really worried.

Problems

It started out with someone cornily saying, "You know what to do," in a corny partially squeaking or honking voice.

Problems

I'm trying to sleep, and my mom comes in to ask about tomorrow cuz I didn't see her cuz she was with my dad.  Make a long story short I know she pleasures in me being in trouble, and they put a person up for my birthday, when it wasn't the place.  I writhed a lot about it and need help cuz I have bad karma.  Anyway, I am depressed.  I don't like how I'm just with grumpy Dad it feels when I only come out to eat and when I need to.  What happened to when I was with lots of people?

TV

I will decide to watch Ellen again hopefully by Wednesday.

Problem

They made a machine in the garage tick every so often.

Today, my dad was attacking my mom and sometimes me with how he acted and made noises in the kitchen.  My mom also made me upset in the kitchen.

Twitter and Facebook

Most famous people I know do Twitter.

Now, targeted audience, that's another thing.

An Apology

May be overrated.

I am sorry I am so stupid.  That's what it was.

Back

I got part of my outfit to wear to Ellen.

I got a cool book (c) 2013 of striving to be a personality type with tests, researched the brain and old tests, the MBTI.

I got it as a paperback cuz it was for personality and they have diagrams and tests and nice font.  I mean, I use a NOOK, which is a Barnes & Noble tablet.  I get magazines there if I do, too.

Sorry

I almost posted something about other people's opinions that was very much not that nice.  I guess I should learn to think.  I try.  I just keep messing up.  I do admit I feel interrupted and don't want to be like dissed in that way.  I wouldn't mind if someone said about me what I was going to say, tho.

I noticed something.

Every time someone popular comes on, it's about dissing me, their popular tools.  Like, how they look.  Like they aren't actually thinking of me.

New Video of Me Singing

I want to submit this to a music agent.  :)

Hypnosis

You are trying to make me feel like I did something bad.  If I ever feel loved/liked, I won't really feel it.  It's like a big joke.  I have to talk to the underdogs and outcasts.  Not really being alone doesn't always help.  I feel bombarded with hatred from liars and scapegoats.  It's like something you can't take but can learn to ignore and forget.  It represents a place in your life you once had you can't go.

I have a real life, and it's not about being "experimented" on.  I don't deserve to be imprisoned.  Anyone could lash out for being treated badly all of a sudden.

Edit

I fixed my website so that it has a menu.

New Picture of Me

I'm so sorry

I keep saying weird things.  I tried to be more in it in English..

Things

OK, so I  just woke up and had leftover pizza.

I got carried away explaining something some I didn't post, nothing mean, but I didn't post it, in the end.  Maybe, by a certain point, I could feel it wouldn't be a good idea.  I didn't think it was appropriate, even though is is kinda important.  Better to come up with it outside of other things.  I might be haunted.  I feel followed.  I saw signs this morning of it.  It made me mad.

I also had some Halloween candy.

They don't wanna talk about it, so I don't know how we will do anything about it if it is a topic you are interested in bringing up/going into..  I lose everything if I make a mistake, but others don't.

They actually are rude sending me these messages.  I'd like to ignore them like they are not there, in a way.  What if they aren't?  It's possible.

So, I'm sorry if how I lived my life has offended you.  I don't really know.. guess I should bring it up on its own.