Problem

I feel I am holding people at d**** for letting Late Boomers make us feel suggestively that everyone did something so that we're too wild for them to like caress mentally and such.  That's not true, it's just that special generation.

TV

I watched some of "The Ellen DeGeneres Show."  Some of it's out, already.  Fergie is really nice.  Ellen doesn't seem to be like a mother anymore, why should she get 1?  I should stop paying attention to Ellen, but I still like Sarah Brightman.  I mean, she seemed a bit set on something.  She's the 1 who says I can't think certain things, but I was off my pill 1 day and I was being pressured.  I've already changed my lifestyle around.  It makes me mad Ellen wants to steal my future and give younger kids a different dream.  That's the way it is with everyone!  She is not elevated to keep me from meeting attractive people.  I'm sorry, I didn't mean it, I don't agree, but I guess she doesn't take sorry from "kids.."  She never did anything for some people, so sorry is enough for her.  I was being cornered mentally!

Nitey

Bed soon, going somewhere tomorrow.

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I edited my website on my Twitter.

Real Racism

Don't even tell me there's no such thing as racism.  I experience people spewing real hatred and telling me I'm not what I think and seem and like.  They think it's just a farce to me.

The world claims racism does not exist in their mind's eye.  It's a heavy leadership point.  I know colored people are very interested in race, but people are never comfortable to accept I am ½ white.

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Problems

Some people advertise themselves trashily..

I don't really give any pity for you Jews and your precious blonde kids..


Yea, you can't get away with it, whatever the 1st thing I said was.  They just assume things, I know.

As for the Jews, why should I pity those who consider myself an animal in a bad way?  Look at those little blonde kiddos.  :|  They're 1 in the same.  What am I?  I'm shit because I have black hair.  I don't want black hair.  I still was a good girl.

Cursing

That's where it goes, and I have anger to release.  It comes out in worse ways?

Cuz

You got 1 ugly family and are 1 ugly person.

Problem

Wow, you good-for-nothing niggers are out calculating suggestions cuz you're stupid and not worth l**ing.. thinking there's some suggestions within my family, cuz my mom is not Caucasian and is Chinese.  We had a nice house, now give me yours!  No questions asked.

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I just thought of the stupidest thing.

I am a very good person.  You all won't admit you have just been attacking me, and I don't even say, "I'm gonna *** you," and said that stuff is stuck in my head from my peers growing up.  I'm saying I'm just fine, you don't have to punish someone like me.. but you're so messed up you're worried @ my behavior when I could be out having a life.  Somehow, someone always gets to me.  It's frequent and brought upon by my parents.  People are also spying on me in private and talk to me through things like clicks and the timing of my page on my computer loading.  -NOBODY- should have to go through this.  You don't get it.  All the things that are wrong are me being attacked.  I never start anything, even.  You all are like criminals and devils surrounding me at all times.  I have no life!  You'll argue that famous people know me, but they all in the end cause bad experiences because of some problem they have, unfortunately to do with Tim Burton and Johnny Depp.  They just can't seem to smile at anything.  Maybe, there needs to be more attention away from me and to not really but like the failures of others.

Problem

Did I just lose my relationships?  Like Ellen, in a way?  I mean, I was the 1 being attacked, and the person wouldn't stop when I got upset, like I don't matter, and I didn't mean it nor believe what was said, apparently won't do it again after something like that, freaky, don't like it, think it's wrong.  You all are treating me like a brat and prattling at me like other people I've seen who won't shut up and do or say what they're supposed to.  Ya'll are always at my tail like this.  You think I'm in the program!  HA, not before Tim Burton's influence.  At least Johnny Depp has an okay daughter.  You can't come up to me like burning Hell every time you see me.  They think they need to confront me even when I walk in the "G** dang" room!

Upset

I don't wish I were dead.  I feel I'm being pushed not to enjoy life.  Like, Ellen is like hissy @ it.  My joy in having nice hair, things like that, like oh it doesn't matter to you.  My life is something, I mean.  I feel pushed by others @ this but not by most everyone.

Also

I don't have anyone to put me in the right mindset.  I can complain online and not have it based on my dad and mom knowing, though I'd like for them to see..  I just am trying things to keep me happy.  The history made me feel good, I think, but may go back to sleep.  You know, I did wake up with my heel and foot partially hurting again.

I fell asleep to war on the channel.

In my dream, there were 2 people in my life, maybe ghosts.  I kept fearing the 2nd 1's inevitable death.  "The were found at Burger King in the morning."  I followed in a pretend fehicle througoug my Gramma's house.  I was so concerned @ the person dying.  It had the vibe of the live war records which have been on all night.  It was quite moving yet puppety.

TV

Bible again

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I think the people in New Orleans were excited @ the belief that there are in fact enough cute, well-treated boys out there that they each get 1, like a machine of life.

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Let Me Entertain You - Gypsy
Baby June and Her Farm Boys - Gypsy
Tomorrow - Annie

The Ash Grove - Welsh Folk Song
Simple Gifts - American Quaker Folk Song
O Waly Waly - Irish Folk Song
Both Sides Now - Irish Song