I think I just got in a bunch of trouble.
People are telling me I did things I didn't do. They are steering thoughts wrongly.
Supposedly.. or they thought.. me using the word "selfish" ^meant something^ that I did not intend for it to. I said people made someone feel selfish. Love is not selfish.
I am at church and so I thought there are people there. Why not make them feel that way?
So, if I look up to someone do you pour alcohol down their throats every day?
What isn't selfish about doing that to someone? Who are you to judge you did what was best for others? Make it real by blaming me? Why make it so no one trusts anyone to make them feel good for admitting what I say?
I didn't want go say this but guess my blog and not other people will be the parasitic host and its place. There are people who act meanly here, too.
Why are my private feelings abused too much? Is it cuza my dad? Other people don't live like this. So what? Do only others get a reward and no one else and say I did something? Wow, that's pretty nitpicky.
I bet you think I should not post this, but I don't want it to leak into this reality. You know I gotta go soon and can't revise this. Like I said in my last disliked statement, no offense. I just want to post my life, not doing anything wrong nor saying someone should not feel pleasure and like that.
People are threatening a relationship and having their fun saying I hang with someone else forever and not have my other relationship. What sinful people. They don't know how life works. You know what I feel, but what did I do wrong? I used the word "selfish" fine.