Sunday, February 22, 2015

Maybe being perfect is unattainable.
Why won't the insinuated insults stop?
You shouldn't be weeweeing all over me.  Every little thing I do bothers you.
You all roll your eyes when we talk about how you're not like your parents, Baby Boomers.
I smell copy cats.  >^. .^<
Wow, guess the magic went, too.
I didn't ask to talk about this here.
I don't give a care about Californians showing off.  I'd like to see -what your race really is-.
They keep treating me like I'm some freak.  They wish.
Just ruin it for me.  You don't have a say in my life.
This is too long.  I might need to sleep but don't wanna.  May partially sleep.  In contacts..
Well, it's the big night, it's almost on!
drinking water to stay awake
You'll never make it if I didn't yet.
Sick.  I never said anyone had a say in my life.
I'm not gonna be the one who does not look good.
So, they've been fighting me.
I feel I was just trashed and framed and lied about.
I'm too old and tired to start watching awards.
The Oscars are crazy.  I may stick around.
Do you even appreciate LA or think it's shit.
You live life in the fast lane, I live life in the fast lane.
I hope I'm safe from people who are jealous of my looks.  You can tell they'd make me mad and I'd be right.  They were too lazy to present themselves.  That means they are just coasting by "with no rhyme or reason."
The Oscars look like fun this year, but I was just gonna watch Red Carpet.
Morally compared to others Ellen thinks I'm trash (sometimes no.)

I didn't like the Oscars last year.  Think they won't be good anymore.  Ellen is consciencious like shy about thinking she's the prettiest one.  I was excited today taking a walk wanting to look to see if she Tweeted yet.  Like, the Oscars didn't seem as big.  It was just about Ellen being consciencious insofar as she has cute hair and looks.  She wasn't very open and "there" for you.  I am sad and wish she had more fun.  Maybe, it wasn't a good time.  :(  It seems something could have been made right, but I don't know what it is.  Why won't the Oscars be good?  It was all about the sarcasm of someone though nice.. Helena Bonham Carter and Tim Burton, who split up being friends conveniently now.  It was about the liking of their young daughter.  It's like that aspect of people, what they think of them, ate everything up, the way the craze over Charlie and the Chocolate Factory did the world.  You'd point fingers at people my age, but it's the younger ones that abused that opportunity.  It's the opportunity to not take it over like they're the only ones who deserve that kind of stuff, even if we do it in our own version!
I already am ardent about good behavior.  I might go wayward.  Isn't that bipolar?

Would anyone want anything to do with me, anyway?  Why is that question so obvious?  Also, jeopardize my career?  Do cats deserve 9 lives?
Aw, did you think I got someone?  I'm sorry.

Robin McGraw - Facebook

A lotta people seem to have the same questions about the nature of another individual's personality.  That sounds a lot like being Chinese.  When will they ever learn?

The good news is it's 99% perspiration and 1% inspiration.

My dad seems to need me to be subdued to save his reputation.  He thinks I'm a Chinese girl with his Caucasian DNA embedded.  LOL.

My dad and aunt are about the same age apart as you and Dr. Phil.  About 1 month older.  The funny thing is my aunt has your same complexion: hair, eyes, skin.  I was heavily involved in other people around your age with similar complexions..

I'll be a shoulder for you to lean on.  I'm big and strong like Phil but still a growing girl.  I have a lotta muscle weight but a stress fat tummy.

I was just eating with my parents in the room busy, but I was hungry for a sammich.  I didn't get any veggies, this time, tho.

I hope my post was okay and informative. Thank you so much for sharing.

;)
White people are like toys and their mistakes are glorified.
Why do people think people born in the late 1950s are special?
You can't seem to get me outta the picture.
You think I've made a big statement and that I don't fit in the crowd.
What if it feels like someone has affected you without touching you????  I know what that is.

White Trash

Would it be untrue to say someone wasn't mean to me?  Why are these boys bothering me?  Other things, too.  No one gets about how annoying and unnecessary this is.

If you are offended by what I said funny you think I shouldn't be offended myself.

Also, why think I am white trash?
I want to see it come to an end.
What right does any dad have to speak of what they want for their child being incompetent themselves?  They will forget about the needs of the other person.
No one can care about how I'm like my mom.  Then, I can't be compared to my dad.
How is my dad bad?  You just have to find his button and hit it.  I don't have to do that tho.  If you wanna push me to do it, what about suffering yourself?
I don't need someone else famous to lean on.
Some people have nothing to say.  Sometimes.
Why are boys bothering me?  The ones I like don't.
How do you do something that would make me mad if someone did it normally and not really offer explanation??  Too busy.
I am trying to put a finger on the kinds of boys who expect me to talk to them but in a disappointed way.  They just mess with me, don't talk about anything, have no reserve like most guys with me.

New Audios of Me Singing

This one sounds good.



Dr. Phil - Facebook

It is important to branch out relationships.  I have a funny feeling there's no one out there for me who can keep me going and keep me impressed.  I try to act like a different generation.  I am interested in girls my age but not sexually.
I can't help you if you're dishonest.  Like if you lie about what you need if you need anything..
I know you're just scanning my thoughts and letting others live.
Well, if it ends well, then..
Why's your world so boring and meaningless for others?
I am not a servant of Ellen DeGeneres.
Oh, yea?  Well, what if I have a problem with what you do?  I don't go and tinkle on someone else's property.

It's supposed to be a joke not directed at someone in that way.  The denouement follows the 1st joke.  It's actually not a made-up joke altogether.  Sorry, if you found offense, still.  Not sure what else to say.
Why would one person deserve respect and not anyone else?  OK, so you know what should have come up.  You people in LA are bo-ring.  All you do it show off.  You don't fix any problems.
Do you m*********?  Some relationships aren't real relationships.  Some adults are still a child.
Bella's mom could be made up to be like Orla Fallon using race, but my mom can't cuz she's Chinese.  What I mean by made up is yes you can do something, and so can others, but I don't really believe it to be the same.  Who knows?  They might be forced to say it was in their pocket all along.

Look at the last picture of Bella..

She looks like she likes Tim Burton and Ellen DeGeneres better than Johnny Depp.  She looks better when she's not posing.

My Oscar Nominees

My designated friends resoluted for the Oscars this year are Bella Thorne and for her Orla Karron Fallon, a beautiful Irish singer with a French last name.

Orla Fallon




Bella Thorne (Latin American paternally and Italian and Irish maternally)

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Bella Thorne's dad may be a male like my dad and not exactly like her mom cuz she's a woman but it's something good that my dad doesn't have and she can be taken care of feeling good about things like that.  I do not feel good about being from my dad for the very reason.

I would not imply anything about her parents, but I'm saying they're better in some ways than mine.  They have differences, so this is something positive to think about that they already have going for them.
Why was the importance of my life taken when I was about 12 for the new babies that were born that generation, but you didn't see their life end at 12, neither, nor ever that they will.  Aha!  I gotchu now!