Yay!

Ballet for Adults in Orlando

$150 - 10 classes

I'll have to take the bus, don't want my dad to take me.

I'll start in Beginning/Intermediate now, well when my Disney pass runs out in December maybe.

I'm actually trying to get on TV and it's hard, so it's a sacrifice to that.  Hey, it might get me in shape!

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Check

So, someone is mad, they misinterpreted what I said to reveal the true picture.  Got it.

Get over it!

Why can't people get over themselves?

They waste their life on the fantasy that only the Late Boom adults (and their kids in the picture) that they get pleasure from get to feel guilty pleasures because in the end no one would be here for younger people.  I don't trust people a little older than me, anymore, nor maybe a bit more older and have disdain for some others or their ways.  You know, we thought all those people were there for us, ehe he he, well maybe I'm already 29 and they're not.

Explain.  I did not see this happen to other people.  Like my dad said about something else, do you see a bunch of people out there like that?  It sure seems like one idea that seems similar to a solution in some regard.

I think the sentiment in thinking is no one would want to do that for anyone, but they do, they forgot!

I feel some people are "losing it."

So, I know you know what I know, but that's not what I just said.  This is like a philosophy of interest.  I'm not trying to be offensive.  You can post to me if I am so I can do things as I should.  I realize it may not seem perfect, but it seems like a lot to say and say right.  Maybe, you're not really paying attention.  Well, sorry, if it offended anyone.  I'm all for progress!

Disturbed..

OK, let's be smart and talk about this general theory as it seems relevant on some thing that supposedly was not done.. someone succumbs to "guilty pleasures" from others..  Can they feel the glory?

Disturbed..  Does no one care?  I'm not alone in wondering about some aspects of these things.

..What kid just farted?  (I mean people in general who are about my age.)

Disturbed.

To Meet Me

It would be cheaper for me to go on a TV show that existed like Saturday Night Live shows than in a constructed movie.. and I'm online with a blog, now.  This spells "fail."

Question

So, how do you feel about abusing someone just to hurt them, not improve them, to "see what they've got" but no reason to do it just to them?

Worried About Others

I'm worried about grandparents pretending to be happy or proud about their kids having their grandkids cuz they are depressed about their generation and trying to identify who they are.  They still are.  Having kids is good, but it's not the answer to that question.  Why do kids look old like teenagers today?

I like it..

..better than Cloud Pets.

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Tho you could use it with your iPad, which I don't know if I have one.. people can send you messages on it by cell..

It does look cute on iPad.  Who'd call me on there, anyway?

They said it was cloud control on the plane, a message from Dad then.  Family?  These kids don't have friends?  I'm not sure what this is cuz the kids are almost teens in the commercial it seems.  Ehehe.

Which one, Which one

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somewhat very interactive for $20



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$20 - makes dog sounds - Cabbage Patch Pets



I only saw the 2nd one, at 1st, but then I found the 1st one.  I like the 1st one.  I want a stuffed animal to be my designated favorite toy, like my "only toy."  The thing is I see myself wanting another hi tech toy in the future, but this is for babies and toddlers.  They'll probably come out with something else cute.

Who Framed Roger Rabbit

on TV

Highlight to read spoilers:

Roger Rabbit says, "Is that you?"  The car says, "No, it's Shirley Temple!"

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  I'm trying to get on TV. You saw I was trying to get on Hollywood Game Night with Jane Lynch. I also tried to get on the Steve Harvey show for having a quirky personality or being weird. I sorta gave up on getting on Laughs for a stand up.
  
  I've been using my TV more, watch about ghosts and things. I saw the Scottish and Irish banshee. It's a lady all cloaked in black on a black horse. Her eyes glow red thru a slit. She comes when death comes. People have reported it. I saw 2 little red dots for eyes twice in the past few months. Anyway, they showed them by the woods.
  

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Small Blog

Social Networking

link  (video)

They say you can become connected to friends's friends in social networking, but people have unfriended me, not responded, and refused to refriend me when I changed accounts or got busy.

Facebook

How's everyone on Facebook doing? Busy? Friends? ☺

"Beyond My Years"

I feel accused of existing for having an older dad.  He was 35 when I was born.  Like, I was just imagining me as a kid getting dressed for Catholic school.. something just wasn't that stimulating.

Teens today had dads older than that probably, but their dads were kids in the Flower time.  They are glorified.  For them, life has to be right.

I remember girls seeming to think their moms are old if they were in their early 30s when they were born.  I can't tell my mom's age, tho.

My Age

How old could I be?  No one likes me cuz I'm younger than popular people.

I think popular people would like people who just act cool who are older rather than someone a bit younger, me, who is more moral, probably would be a nuisance or a lotta stress.  They just wanna have fun.  I am actually interested in childcare.

Too Bad Too Sad

People are at a last resort to say they're worth anything.

Cool

Oprah is like Ellen, I saw her asking a cute young boy if he had a girlfriend, honing in on him knowing he was a winner.  He was cute, thin, with light brown hair in a type of bowl angled cut with round blue eyes.

I would..

I would be happy if it were still 2009 and I was not released as infamous.

Or if I could makeover my home before watching Ellen so I wouldn't get in trouble by accident.. maybe I was too young to care nor know.  You know, the mess, "out of sight, out of mind."  Feng shui, raicsts?

TV

Entertainment Tonight

So it has seemed

It seems like people up and gone thinking it's best to not do anything and let people do everything themselves.

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Re: What do you think of certain talk show hosts?

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Letterman in the 80s and 90s was the absolute greatest. He was such a sarcastic *beep* but somehow lovable with it. As bored as he got with the job in his later years, I do still miss him. Conan's always been first rate at the remotes but I've never been overly keen on his desk shtick of being an awkward nerd. Carson had a wonderful ability to make anyone seem interesting by virtue of the mere fact that he was conversing with them. A rare skill. That goes for Tom Snyder, too. Both incredibly genial and classy gentlemen.

Leno sucked, Kilborn I liked (reminded me of a young Letterman), Ferguson I found irritating and smarmy, Fallon I can't take to, Kimmel has good bits but lacks charisma, Meyers has no charisma and no good bits.

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Yea, Letterman's a great guy, for some reason reminds me of Josh Groban. I miss him, too.

Conan is pleasant.

Carson I think jumps started Ellen DeGeneres and Victoria Jackson from SNL (born 1959.) What can I do to be like Victoria Jackson or Johnny Depp?

Tom Snyder sounds cool.

Kilborn looks nice. Like Letterman, eh?

Fallon is a bit out there but very smart and cool and friendly.

Kimmel, that's good he's getting along. Another funny dude with dark hair.

Meyers! 😁

29/f/Orlando

Popularity

If people post-Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005) because of the great popularity of Johnny Depp and Tim Burton are considered bad to make a move if not already established as popular like that.. I'd say the problem was none other than unfortunately like maybe something to do with not everyone else but wondering that Tim Burton and Johnny Depp made the change, not others.  No one should be hurt.

Feeling Bad

I don't think I'm bad, but what I did in life makes it not so worth it.  I did a lot of work to be good/nice.  It's like my castle fell apart.  You know, I didn't even remember to withdraw from courses I'd fail when I lived in Central Florida.  Other things, too, that weren't so "nice."  Think it should be checked out rather than ignored, like imagine if it "happened" to someone else.  I didn't know people were sensitive to what I do in my private life and don't tell me if I do something that violates them.

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Re: What do you think of certain talk show hosts?

 Conan seems good. Yes, I wanted to watch Lettermen and Leno earlier, like 2011.

I think a lotta people are jealous of Ellen and would enjoy her if they knew her or something.

Jimmy Fallon is very smart and entertaining. I do know his last name is Irish. That's funny, so is Dr. Phil's. Mine is Anglo-Irish.

You know, it's hard to know what to say about them, when you consider talk show hosts using crude attitudes for so much of the craft. I come to dead ends and know I'll have to say something. Maybe, I'm just not smart enough.

Craig Ferguson is gone? I thought I just saw him recently.

Do you think Ellen made talk show hosting seem so uptight? I thought it was a time to release. Maybe, some people get to know Ellen if they are more quiet and good, like she's another favorite teacher. 

Big Question

Do you believe in punishing people if they in no way knew anything they did was wrong?

TV

They have the mandolin, now, a string instrument.

Wow

On this baby show on TV they had the xylophone and it sounded really good, strong, vibrant.  It has such character and experience.

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What do you think of certain talk show hosts?

I found Conan to be quite agreeable, but I'd hope he'd have enough fun.

Last Call with.. Carson? That was kinda a funny experience.

I miss Letterman, wanted to watch him, and never got much to Leno. I watched some when my dad watched.

Jimmy Fallon is cool but not quite as viscous as Ellen. 

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I changed a word to viscous.

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Re: Ever met people who you deem to be the worst you've ever met.

Other than, like, criminals, I find the worst in everyone. What goes up must come down.

Yea, some people are really convince being bad is being good. 

Baby Channel

Can you imagine, an organ, the instrument?  They just let it all out.

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Does anyone watch Ellen DeGeneres?

I am on the baby channel, and they had a bunch of kids, like a flash mob, dancing to "ABC .. 123 .. Do Re Me." No adults, just the singers in the background, who are like tweens. They were in school, too.

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Re: Come post your sweet candy messages here!

Be my candy
Fine and dandy
If you whimper
Make it simpler
Boo and Bah
Hoo and Hah!
Halloween freaks
Scardy cat geeks
Give me a kiss
Close to Christmas

29/f/Orlando

Edit

I added the link to my last Small Blog post.

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Edit

I updated the post and update post just to include the word "tender."

Submission to be on Steve Harvey

Not sure if it sent.

I have a pretty quirky personality. I'm 1/2 Asian. I have this nasally voice. I look a little like an old person beyond my years. I still look like a preteen in some ways, as I moved when I was 12. I love old-fashioned things. I excelled in all the arts growing up. I've made dresses without knowing how to make a pattern and worn them to high school events. I used to smile and say, "Hey!" to other kids at school when I got in junior high. Sometimes, people used to flock around me saying they liked me. I used to wear a short bob and bangs sometimes even as a teen, which made me feel different in ways. I have been in church/school choir most of the time from age 8-18. That was a big part of my life. I was interested in being a singer. I'm kinda childlike, kinda mysterious, a question. I also love watching Ellen now. I know everyone loves talk show hosts today. I also like others but usually watch other things on TV. I love walking around and often walked for an hour or 2 a day or jogged and listen to music. I just tend to take on this personality. I've even been diagnosed with schizophrenia.

Hm..

I thought of something.  Other people are waiting for a successful time in public meeting people.

I'm not a mess, see.. not like other people you see.

Why does it matter?  Do you know what's wrong?  My dad seems to wanna hurt people if anyone is nice to me.  I can even sense he did something else like it, act like people who are nice to me, just when it's me, are doing too much of a favor.  How pathetic.  I don't ask for things.  I'm expecting what a normal person gets.  If someone does something for me, why just dive in and halt all progress?  I know people don't do that for me.  So, my theory is correct.  This is being done to say you did something good so in the end "you" get everything.

When..

When did I do something wrong on purpose?  I'm not just stupid.

Why pick on me more?  I don't really take secret messages that are mean to me, but I have to learn to deal with it, somehow, ignore it, avoid it..  So, why pick on me more for what happened?  Let me guess, the people making fun of me are okay because they did it without getting physical via stomping on the floor.  People hate my guts.  They think I have a disorder.  They don't believe I am being mistreated by anyone.  They think they have to hurt me like I committed a crime but more extreme, in some weird theory.

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Re: Did your local high school football team win today?

My alma mater is a big sports school.

I just posted on my blog that I wish I was on dance team. Not anymore at this age unless I were in high school again. 

Me Blog

College

I think college is great fun.

High School - graduate age 18
Bachelor's - graduate age 22
Master's - graduate age 24
Doctorate - graduate age 26

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My other philosophy is an adventure in high school:

9th grade
1-English II
2-Geometry
3-Career Orientation/Civics
4-Biology I
5-PE
6-(Dance Team)
7-French 1

10th grade
1-English III
2-Algebra II
3-World History
4-Biology II
5-PE/Health
6-(Dance Team)
7-French 2

11th grade
1-English IV
2-American History
3-Free Enterprise/
4-(Dance Team)
5-French 3
6-
7-

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I guess in college I could be on dance team.  I should have done cheerleading in junior high.  There was no ballet at 1st, too.. It's a sacrifice.  I was gonna do dance team, but I wanted to see my Oma over the summer.  I shoulda.  I kinda think I'd make it.  I did make flag team but quit cuz my friend didn't.

As for a college major.. maybe I could do French.

Imperfection

I don't like the way I'm being treated badly just because I was upset, whereas otherwise you think it'd be perfect - well, it wouldn't.  The last time things were going for me was 6th grade before I left Florida.

Usually, we just get over if I stomp my foot at home or something.  I admit, I did more in private.

Point being, things wouldn't be perfect for me, like, no matter what I do.  I don't play Mickey Mouse and act scared of being real.  I'm not afraid to just be me like in 6th grade.  I'm not afraid of being respected..  I'm not such a mess myself that I need to be taken out.  It's like the world is afraid to think someone is okay and that you have to be yay skinny.  I always am good, but I constantly get beat here by different people.  It's nice living by Disney in some ways.  Disney seems like the only thing that's good here.  When people start at me, I do get upset.  I never felt afraid to let someone get away just being mean to me.  That's my right as an adult, the expression on my face, the pacing of my walk, the inflection of my move..  I know I've actually stomped my foot in public since moving here.  I don't want to.  I lose it.  I should admit in New Orleans workers around were mean to me, like with a truck and I threw my backpack on the floor.  This was 2006.  I had thought my life was being experimented on and lost my magic touch mostly of hearing things that entertained me.  I ended up hearing suicidal noises in my ears as I tried to focus on being a college student.  I think being an Orlando resident otherwise must have gotten under my skin, being treated like I was a n*****.  It's too bad I turned out to be a bad egg/nut.  I threw my backpack because the noises from the truck they made hurt so much.  I'm not sure when this all started.  I should admit I thought they killed my hamster and was sneering at the priest who I thought knew and thought it was right.  That was it.  I do believe I was abused.  I was kicked outta my major in college, and that really affected me.  Well, people judge me for not finishing college and flunking out.  So, that's one reason I have the right to be upset about my future being so bad.. the classes I took instead of my major were too hard..  I understand if you don't like me.  I'm very sorry about that.  I guess I'll just live in exile.  I wish people wouldn't be so antsy about that which made me lose control, like I did something I didn't do and can't fix it.  I don't need to be upset.  It's funny my dad threw my backpack on the floor and somehow encouraged me to quit college.  Oh well.  My bad still..  I'm different now.  I'm like before.  I'm not as crazy but not as pretty, apparently.  It was actually an extenuating circumstance.  It's just so hard to go into.  In the end, I'm still at fault.  I didn't really mean anything, tho.