Sunday, January 11, 2015
Dinner
I had an early dinner of chips and cheese and I think 1/2 that pizza. I might cook okra or cabbage, later.
Laundry
I have my undergarments (socks etc.) in the washer.. I've lately been not moving when tired. I have ironing to do. A late dinner to eat. I went for a walk. I came back and showered, did my ProActive and Wen. I'd like to go for another walk. I found some good singing of mine for listening. I had some iced tea when I got back. Oh yea, 20 minutes of cardio level 1 Biggest Loser. Earlier today, I had a total of 4 cupcakes, among other things, including fruit and veggie fruit snacks maybe like 8 packs eaten whole. I have a pizza in the refrigerator. The shrimp hath been devoured. I get healthy from my Chinese-Indonesian side, my mom who looks like my sister. I'm not allowed to tell her age nor "her life story," and I don't know what that means nor what to ask. I'm worried about being too careful and that my mom would like me to post some things about her, at least. I know of 3 people with moms who had kids at 15. I guess Chinese people might look young. It's kinda not what it should be. Usually Chinese people are only encouraged and asked about how they are white. Indonesian is even more like white or more desirable to have as a co-culture. I feel like I'm being called a Vietnamese. The Indonesians descended from the Taiwanese. The other island and native indian cultures descended I think from Taiwanese and Austronese, but I bet there's more to it than that. I'm not sure about the Asian side, but I thought the Taiwanese were at least included. I think indians came from China and Russia and islands and probably other minor Asian countries. Many are mixed. Well, I can't live on salad alone. I think my dad got me a thin pizza, anyway.
Ate
pasta and cheddar cheese, sweetened brewed ice tea
the 2 cupcakes
finished the shrimp platter, shoulda gotten it raw and peeled it
the 2 cupcakes
finished the shrimp platter, shoulda gotten it raw and peeled it
Issue
They are suggesting weird things in weird ways.
They act like they're the bomb, like I did something.
They wanna suggest I'm having babies as a symbol but in a weird way.
I already explained what I thought. I didn't even get to post it.
They are denying what I say and saying they will do something like before.
OK, now what am I waiting for?
They took away something I was said to deserve, too. They want me to be stuck with talking to any old person online at any time.
I don't care what you think. I have a right to do what I want. I'm gonna complain if you change stuff more. You all won't leave me be okay.
They're suggesting weird things, again. My blog is just filled with this.
They are pushing something at me, They won't stop.
No one cares what other bad people think. They keep making things uncool.
See, they'll just keep on, suggesting things I don't like.
They just want that other person to get everything I earned. That's called stealing. Why don't you sacrifice for the person yourself?
They just keep going around being pathetic. It's affecting me physically.
Come on, let's just get these people. Police. My dad is making annoying, pathetic noises. He didn't used to do that. He's trying to annoy me.
My dad is using me. He said he likes other people in my place yet I deal with him.
These people won't stop bothering me whenever they want.
They act like they're the bomb, like I did something.
They wanna suggest I'm having babies as a symbol but in a weird way.
I already explained what I thought. I didn't even get to post it.
They are denying what I say and saying they will do something like before.
OK, now what am I waiting for?
They took away something I was said to deserve, too. They want me to be stuck with talking to any old person online at any time.
I don't care what you think. I have a right to do what I want. I'm gonna complain if you change stuff more. You all won't leave me be okay.
They're suggesting weird things, again. My blog is just filled with this.
They are pushing something at me, They won't stop.
No one cares what other bad people think. They keep making things uncool.
See, they'll just keep on, suggesting things I don't like.
They just want that other person to get everything I earned. That's called stealing. Why don't you sacrifice for the person yourself?
They just keep going around being pathetic. It's affecting me physically.
Come on, let's just get these people. Police. My dad is making annoying, pathetic noises. He didn't used to do that. He's trying to annoy me.
My dad is using me. He said he likes other people in my place yet I deal with him.
These people won't stop bothering me whenever they want.
On Purpose
They're being annoying.
It seems I've run into a Trojan Horse, like I didn't know already.
It seems I've run into a Trojan Horse, like I didn't know already.
Well
Hope my posts don't "get taken the wrong way."
More food.
Look, if anyone is looking for an excuse to push me away, may as well do it the right way. I'm just here on my personal blog online, + some social networking. I never said what anyone had to do. I'm comfortable with that. If someone is just mad, tho, I mean that won't solve your problems.
More food.
Look, if anyone is looking for an excuse to push me away, may as well do it the right way. I'm just here on my personal blog online, + some social networking. I never said what anyone had to do. I'm comfortable with that. If someone is just mad, tho, I mean that won't solve your problems.
Boasting and Prostrating
There is a new thing where they want to stare me out of something and give someone else attention but rubbing it in over me. I do not accept. I know my mom did it. If it's someone else's personal life, that's fine, then bye or bye for now. It just seemed like a big project involving many people, how pathetic. They keep bringing up someone over me. It does not make me like anyone that much, tho, or makes me like them less, significantly. It's just depressing. I don't mean anything against anyone. I'm just really disgusted. They're still at me for shoving me around and making me think of a joke. Whose fault is all this mess, my dad? The people doing the experiment? Someone's mis-logic? Like these messages don't matter. Like it's all "punishing" me for someone else? What is the idea I don't deserve pity? You can't all go and be on eggshells about it. It's pathetic enough that someone would have to chose to work around it, but they do.
I think this drama about staring at me is not something I wanna deal with. My mom did it. If someone does it about themselves is a different story.
Okay, it was hard to write this. If I post it might help from some remote corner of the world. Again, if you don't want me around is okay, but this totalitarian drama is not at all invigorating. I mean if someone else told someone else to "make a move" against me.
So, I don't mean anything bad in what I write. I just am saying they gone too far and boss me around. You know, I even believe it is someone I like doing it. Well, that's just the way it is. I chose not to fight that possibility. It was disgusting when my mom said it for someone else. It seemed like that someone else didn't do it, then. I do believe it may be a group effort. That's what I'm after. The way they stare me off to totally get me off to give someone else attention does not even seem to be the situation to begin with.
Also, I see that they are trying to make me say something against my sick mom cuz I said I want them to leave my family alone yesterday. I also don't accept that as a group effort against me. If it's someone doing it, well that's just unfortunate to wanna diss my mom. What bothered you about my family in particular? You all have ya'll's families. Ya'll are so meager in attitude. What's up?
I think you all are just making stuff up, like shooting for saying it has to be someone else better than me. This is all a joke, pretending I'm bad.
I think this drama about staring at me is not something I wanna deal with. My mom did it. If someone does it about themselves is a different story.
Okay, it was hard to write this. If I post it might help from some remote corner of the world. Again, if you don't want me around is okay, but this totalitarian drama is not at all invigorating. I mean if someone else told someone else to "make a move" against me.
So, I don't mean anything bad in what I write. I just am saying they gone too far and boss me around. You know, I even believe it is someone I like doing it. Well, that's just the way it is. I chose not to fight that possibility. It was disgusting when my mom said it for someone else. It seemed like that someone else didn't do it, then. I do believe it may be a group effort. That's what I'm after. The way they stare me off to totally get me off to give someone else attention does not even seem to be the situation to begin with.
Also, I see that they are trying to make me say something against my sick mom cuz I said I want them to leave my family alone yesterday. I also don't accept that as a group effort against me. If it's someone doing it, well that's just unfortunate to wanna diss my mom. What bothered you about my family in particular? You all have ya'll's families. Ya'll are so meager in attitude. What's up?
I think you all are just making stuff up, like shooting for saying it has to be someone else better than me. This is all a joke, pretending I'm bad.
How Pathetic Racially
Ever since Charlie and the Chocolate Factory (2005,) Tim Burton, and Johnny Depp became famous and popular, people have had pathetic and blasphemous actions taken regarding racism.
Probem
They said I could not celebrate being a generation because I decided to take a stand.
I'm worried they will just flood me with more problems, but this kept coming up.
It was cuz I started making a stand with my dad. They are pathetic thinking I need my dad to tell me what to think and at age 28.
I'm worried they will just flood me with more problems, but this kept coming up.
It was cuz I started making a stand with my dad. They are pathetic thinking I need my dad to tell me what to think and at age 28.
Spoiled? Moi?
Isn't it unusually cruel and suggestive to tell someone they can't be the 1? Cuz that's the message I just got. So what if I cursed on my blogs? I decided it was the right thing but then decided to stop. Your precious kids born in 1997-1998 are spoiled.
Apology
I was a bit forward with my dad in thinking he caused the generations to stop, like each generation having a good theme. I realized something was wrong and that it was not his fault.
The parents are messed up, too. They did it. They'd rather make others feel bad. They think it is a punishment. Also, they may have had kids too soon for their level of development in maturity. The kids are still precious and important. The people who had kids at 40 were more ready in 1997-1998,
f.y.i. when I spammed, I used to talk about generations. Of course, I didn't mean to "spam.."
The parents are messed up, too. They did it. They'd rather make others feel bad. They think it is a punishment. Also, they may have had kids too soon for their level of development in maturity. The kids are still precious and important. The people who had kids at 40 were more ready in 1997-1998,
f.y.i. when I spammed, I used to talk about generations. Of course, I didn't mean to "spam.."
Breakfast
finally rolled outta bed. Had 2 cupcakes, chips and cheesy dip, shrimp platter, 2 packs of fruit snacks, which I devour whole.
Slidell, LA
This is where I grew up as a teenager.
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I didn't go to school here, tho, lived somewhere else and went to private junior hi.
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This is interesting, made me think the natives probably shy away from dance because these people are overly comfortable. Reminds me of how I signed up for Talented Theater. It's a lot of reading to add this class.
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My high school.
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I didn't go to school here, tho, lived somewhere else and went to private junior hi.
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This is interesting, made me think the natives probably shy away from dance because these people are overly comfortable. Reminds me of how I signed up for Talented Theater. It's a lot of reading to add this class.
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My high school.
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The Nutcracker
The Nutcracker - major city in Southeastern Florida where I was born
I like the dancers in red and white at 0:57.
I like the dancers in red and white at 0:57.
Take a look at this.
It's a beach hotel. The tub is out in the living area, like. It's a Key West beach hotel.
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I'd love to stay on Saint George Street in Saint Augustine, FL, the nation's oldest continuing city. It's under the major city in NE FL, Jacksonville. I found it very affordable.
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A nice view. I used to walk here as a child, in ^Saint Augustine, FL.
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I'd love to stay on Saint George Street in Saint Augustine, FL, the nation's oldest continuing city. It's under the major city in NE FL, Jacksonville. I found it very affordable.
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A nice view. I used to walk here as a child, in ^Saint Augustine, FL.
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