Problem

They said someone I like threatened me to death about making Bella Thorne privileged as punishment from Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

I think Ellen DeGeneres is making me bow down to people in a lame way due to my age being older than those born around 1997-1998.

She's only doing it cuz she thinks I'm in trouble.

This is messing up my life.

I TOLD YOU GUYS

TO STOP!!

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres has a problem and thinks I'm trash.

What a Waste

Ellen DeGeneres wants my benefits and treats me like I'm a lower race and takes from me.  Can she stop?

Problem

They are trying to make me get revelations I don't like talking to someone instead.

Problem

They said I can't get close.

Problem

They said I can't "have" someone who was important to me in a way.

Problem

They are stealing from my relationships somehow for Ellen DeGeneres to have alone.  How pathetic.  They leave of on a sour note every day in pleasure for 3 years.

Problem

They keep sprinkling harm on me.

Problem

My dad's making life very depressing if he's just mad at me..

Problem

These people are talking to me annoyingly all the time.

Problem

They're injuring me physically and saying people I like did it.

Problem

Who is causing all these mean things to me?  Why are you barging in on my privacy like that?  You made me lose my friends.

Positivity

I am, but people start fighting and hurting others.

Gymnastics Leotard

I just bought it.

Red

link

It sounds -like- too much/drinking..

..resting and reveling pretending I have a problem trying to convince me of it.

I dunno, it just sounds like it.  I'm not saying anyone did.

Problem

They won't stop.

Problem

I've said this already, they keep playing around like my possible future kids are tacky and submissive.

Problem

My dad acted like he was playing with the eyes of someone I like hypnotizing them.

Problem

They control how my computer loads all the time, and it's so bothering, annoying, frustrating..

My aunt is being weird.

She wants to see me later in the day, but she might be playing around with me.  I told my dad, and he acted like it's something above me.

See, I don't wanna put up with this for cursing about noises in my room.

I feel very annoyed by my grandma and oldest aunt, who happen to live together.

Problem

Whoever's constantly controlling how my computer loads all the time to send me negative messages and startle me in annoying ways.

Problem

They found reason to mess with a part of my body and won't stop and are behaving snottily and repulsively.

Why I'm Upset

Well, it's a battle living with my dad, and there's the relatives who contact/see me.

My life is messed up.  There are pictures of me all over online in old accounts I threw away the passwords to, on purpose.. too much I guess.  I've had too many Facebook accounts and lost friends..

I'm outta shape.

For 10 years, I've not known what to do.  2004-2006, failed college experience..  2007-2010, locked in my room bedridden like posting online.  2010-2013 includes trips to the mental hospital.  Cursed about Ellen DeGeneres but not at her so much, I think mostly what she supposedly did (put hurtful noises in my room,) online and tho I was already being hated on this did it for good.  I have 0 relationships and heartache.  I should forget about it, but these "little things" seem to matter to others.. say, relatives, who have a backseat reserved for the roller coaster of my life.  Not so bad.  What about these 10 wasted years?  I was on meds mostly 2010-2015.  It's made me tired and sleep more to make up for it.  What if I was close to dying??

The Ellen DeGeneres Show

Elizabeth Banks is an attractive lady.. the one dressed up a lot in The Hunger Games, I think.

Kai was so cute performing.  He got to meet a soccer player and shot the ball in after the goalie,the famous soccer player, kicked it out.

Ellie Goulding is such a wonderful person and a talented performer, the singer.

My Face

I need toner!  Ugh!

I wonder if I should get ProActive again.

My nose is so bumpy and uneven.

Problem

They're talking about my mom insultingly.  Stop it!  Ellen DeGeneres can't do this!!  This is crazy.  Aside from other issues, this is not an invitation.

She's probably nice to whom she choses.

Every day, I sit here and get her incoming insults and annoyances.  Like this about my mom, like she has to do it.

Conclusion

So, Ellen DeGeneres really is mad at me and framed my life.

Problem

Someone on Facebook is being very suggestive about my mom under Ellen DeGeneres!

Something Strange

I noticed that people in my family are relating to other people I know.

I noticed they're not being constantly insulted like me.

Apology

Sorry for not reaching a point.

Problem

Supposedly, Ellen DeGeneres is taking mean orders under my old grandma.

Problem

Don't tell me what I think.  I didn't say I didn't care about someone.  I didn't really get mad if others get to talk to them etc.

Problem

Most people understand my problems..

Problem

Why'd you have to go and do that?

Problem

I thought I told you no!  You know I don't like what you say.

Problem

I'm sick of their whiny insults.

Problem

If life's okay, why couldn't you just not have done some of what you did?  Like making people seem mean to me that I like a lot?

Problem

You can never pay for all you did wrong to me.

Well

Are you gonna shape up?

Problem

What vicious beasts!  No one agrees with whoever is propelling this.

Problem

Quit messing with me.  I want all my good relationships back.

Problem

My ears are ringing and there's a ringing in the garage.

What's the problem?

They're acting like people I like are being snotty.

I TOLD YOU TO STOP

Someday, I could call the police.

Problem

Ellen DeGeneres is ruining my relationships!!

Problem

They are threatening my possible future kids! if I think of something I like about someone.  They're just throwing in all sorts of crazy stuff there.

Problem

They keep randomly saying bad things to me as I go online and post.

A Suggestion I Thought

Not sure what's important to you..

cont.

sounds like going to college

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Posted by Leah Kristen Roth on Monday, November 23, 2015

I never lost a close loved one, but I just get mad otherwise. I miss other things.

I'm sorry for your grief, tho.

I know back in Slidell it's 18 and out. I felt more disconnected family-wise. I figured losing a loved one would be pathetic but coped with my fears.

I've somehow seemed to learn to live for today.. I have had moments.

I also feel since moving and other things no one cares for me. 18 and out.

Thanks for sharing this advice.

Looking Back

I have a life and thanks to anyone who did for ruining it.  I interact successfully with others.

Issue

I figured out people get mad because of a certain way to be instead of just being nice.

Age Old Question

What is wrong?  Is Ellen DeGeneres constantly implying I'm not all that?  I'm just like any other person of any race or mixed race.

You know, people who are very attractive and romantic as elder figures it seems people want to promote, or if you're born around 1997-1998 .

Hesitant to Move Out

My dad already ruined my life as a teen.

I'll never get better..

..how will I learn to live in the world?

I do have career goals in performance and arts, but I can't just expect for sure I'll get a free ride.  I've tried.

You know what I really hate?

Being on tiring psychotic medication for throwing things in the house and calling the police about being kicked out of a class, they sent him over.

Problem

I guess you people had your fun.

Problem

This doesn't happen to anyone else?

What, is Ellen DeGeneres all big and bad and we have to listen, and if we don't we're "just a copy of everyone else?"  She said I have to put up with annoying noises in my room.

Problem

What, is someone gonna have a hissy fit?  Let's focus more on that if you wanna think about anything to do with this.

Just stop..

..I already told you you were bad, but I explain it.  Don't tell my mom what to do.

Problem

If I cursed at or about Ellen DeGeneres, does not mean you can tell people what to do concerning me.

I'm not here to play

little baby games of pretending I'm bad so much and then saying it didn't happen.

No..

I don't agree with you.  My mom doesn't, neither.  Neither does you all's.  Don't tell my mom what to do!  Hello?  So, what's going on??  She did the right thing, but she shouldn't have had to have done anything.

You people are so wrong.  You're racist and feel I'm a burden, and my life can get depressing.

Problem

I think this projection of Ellen DeGeneres is wrong, like she thinks my life doesn't matter, outside of watching her show.  I feel I could die and my dad wouldn't care..

They keep acting like I did something.  It's gotten in the way a lot..

Just my thought.  I can see it.  Like, once I mattered, now I don't.

Problem

They're making ticks in my room talk, saying hurtful things.

cont.

Noises that sounded like negative secret messages.  She just argues it wasn't that bad.. but it was bad.  She even uses logic like that.  If it's something small or complicated, it's just one big thing that sounds logical.

She thinks it's her mission in life to take things from me.  I have a life outside of Ellen DeGeneres.

Problem

So, what did I do exactly that made it wrong?  I was the one under attack.

It's just another Ellen DeGeneres attack.  She brings light to negativity by mentioning not to think certain things, and for some reason then you think it.

Then, I cursed.. about noises in my room a long time.  She didn't act like she was saying to stop, I dunno.

I made an adult joke that was inappropriate, too.  I said sorry, was a mistake.  Must have been later on in the game..

Problem

So, I had a good relationship and the good ones are mean to me.  This isn't right.  No one cares.  Why should we care if you say it's like this?

Problem

Since when do you decide for others?